Crying silently, what of a new is you, in my dreams are horror, the wind came and swept you away in god's hands, after 3 years of chasing then denying, oh loved you did I cry, struck are you in my life for striving, from the shadows of nightmares I fear a tear, you are in my dreams with your swirling lavender of her scent fills me with regret and shame in your eyes, sky blue mixed with my chocolate brown, short blonde hair looking beautiful in the autumn breeze, oh if only, if only I invited you in time instead of being selfish, I wonder if you ever loved me like I loved you, oh every night I wish you would come to me in my dreams, I'm sorry for you, you got over me while I was drowning in my sorrow because of the impact of your death, I doubt this life is nice, now that your no longer here with me, I pray that you'll come to me in my dreams, the wind, if sensing by a thousand miles away of rainy darkness and you were swept you away from me, I'm sorry for you, now I fear a tear for you