|Silly Red Love songs
Author: PauCa90 PM
Jane realized he feels something more intense than friendship for his boss Teresa Lisbon, he's dealing with all his feelings and trying to tell her about them, but this more than friends but less than lovers relationship they have is going to change at all? . Small chapters based on some songs! Hope you give my fic a chance!Rated: Fiction T - English - Romance - Teresa L. & Patrick J. - Chapters: 9 - Words: 11,730 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 11-27-12 - Published: 11-03-12 - id: 8668759
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Finally the confession!
This song is kind of new (it was released November 6th)
But I totally love it and I think this song was perfect.
The song is Quiero por dos by Paty Cantú
And the Mentalist is not mine
Chapter 7 "Quiero X 2 "
"No quiero esperar, no quiero huir, no quiero repetir las viejas tonterías.
Quiero tus ojos, quiero tu amor.
Y si yo viviera para siempre, sin morir, amando simplemente
Estaría contigo eternamente.
Y si yo me fuera de repente volvería a encontrarte entre la gente, para enamorarte eternamente"
"I don't want to wait; I don't want to run away, I don't want to repeat the old nonsense.
I want your eyes, I want your love.
And if I could live forever just loving
I will be with you eternally.
And if I suddenly go away I will search for you among the people
And make you fall for me forever."
-You are in everyone I see, so tell me do you see me?... - I could tell, she thinks I'm talking senseless again.
- What do you mean? Jane you just keep talking senseless.
- Yes I know, sorry Lisbon.- I said and walk out of her office, I hate myself, the perfect opportunity and the perfect moment and I just screw it, I so damn screw it! But I come back, I'm tired and want to go home.- Lisbon if a case shows up, call me, I'm going home and rest.
- Jane, what's wrong with you? It's all about that woman again? - Am I too obvious? I'm totally losing my touch, I nod my head. - Jane for your mental health go and tell her!
- I will, but not right now. - I told her and go to the elevator, I'm tires for today and I just want to sleep a little bit.
- Let me give you a last advice, Jane.- I heard her voice as she stop the door of the elevator, I turned around and saw her worried expression, my lovely Teresa.-don't waste time trying to find out what she feels for you, just tell her.
- I will think about it.- I said and the door closes, the way to my house was calm, just me and a spanish song on the radio, I try to listen to the words the singer was saying but she talks kind of fast and I can't get the lyrics well, but based on the few words I get she was confessing eternal love. The kind of love I have for Lisbon.
I lay on my bed and start thinking about the way I should tell her my feelings, I don't want to make myself look pathetic in the moment I confess her my feelings, and I don't want to make her feel uncomfortable. But today I realized I can't wait for a miracle, there are so much more guys trying to win her love and I would not live thinking that one day she will date someone better than me.
And now I'm here in front of her place and waiting for her to come and I will definitely tell her everything, in every single way I could, and make her understand all the things I've said to her.
- Jane? What are you doing here?.- She asked with a clearly confused expression.
- I just want to talk to you.
- Well, come in. - She said as she opened the door and let me in. I go inside and stare at his apartment. - Do you want some tea?
- That would be perfect Lisbon.- I sit on her couch and just wait patiently for her and in a few minutes she's back with my tea and her coffee.
- So what do you need Jane?.- She asked and smiled at me, she is so beautiful and again I'm blocked.- Jane? Are you still here?.- I nod with my head and smile, she smiles back at me and I've decided I will not make the same mistakes over and over again.
- I don't want to wait, I don't want to run away and I don't want to repeat the stupid things I have made.- I confess, and she just look so, so confused.
- Jane, stop talking if you are not going to tell me something that makes sense. Just tell me what are you going to tell me, what do you need?.- Now or never! My brain shouts and I decided to do what he's telling me to do.
- Pardon me?
- I need you, I want your eyes, I want your love, and I want to be with you. You are the woman I was talking about lately.
- Please let me finish, you are my best friend, you are so beautiful but your beauty it's just one of the thinks that makes me love you, and I can't hide this anymore.
- Jane, you are...
- No I'm not, I'm not talking senseless. I'm afraid of not living and be indifferent, but Teresa you make me feel so alive. I'm crazy about you.- She looks so damn kissable right now, but first I have to finish my speech. Cause I haven't told her all.- and if I could live forever, I would be with you eternally. And if I suddenly go away I will search for you among the people and make you fall for me. Forever.
- I don't know what to say, Jane... - she looks so confused and and I'm terrified, she didn't feel the same way?.- You just can't come here and tell me you love me out of nowhere.
- Why I can't Teresa? - I really want to hear her answer, if she is going to destroy all my hope then she should do it right now.
- Jane sometimes things like this are not supposed to happen.
- You didn't answer my question.
- Jane, we were co-workers. - Wait a moment we WERE?
- What do you mean by were? - I asked eagerly waiting for her answer, and for some reason I'm not sure if I want to hear it.
- I asked for a transfer. - And my complete world just falls into tiny little pieces.
- San Diego. I have a week to pack all my things and go there.- She said and I can't handle this, I can't live without her.- But I want you to know that...
- Please don't, I don't want to hear it.
- But I have to tell you, I have to tell you I love you too. - And that's exactly what I didn't want to hear. Now I truly can't live without her, and this can't be happening.
- Don't go.
Tomorrow no classes here in Mexico! So maybe I'll update during the week :D
For the one who's asking: I'm studying applied math for technology and industry.