Don't Turn around

Serena and her friends where sitting at the arcade when Darien came in. Serena smiled at him but he just looked downward. "Serena." he said, "I think we should break up." Serena and her friends just sat there shocked. Than Serena stood up. "But.but why?" "I just don't love you anymore!" ~*~ If you wanna leave I won't beg you to say And if you gotta go darling Maybe it's better that way ~*~*~ 2 weeks later ~*~*~ 'IM going to be strong, I won't show him im a baby. I'll pretend im over him.' Serena thought as she sat at the arcade drinking a milk shake. Than Darien walked in. he glanced at her once and gave her a cold glare. Serena flinched. 'Be strong, be strong, ignore him, ignore him.' Serena put a hand to her chest. Her heart was breaking. 'Im not going to cry, im not going to cry.' Serena thought but her eye's and heart deserved her. She turned around to see Darien walk out of the arcade, tears on the bridge of falling down her face. Serena couldn't take it anymore. She stood up and yelled, "Fine Darien! See if I care! Go On! Go!" ~*~ I'm gonna be strong I'm gonna do fine Don't worry about this heart of mine Walk out the door See if I care Go on and go ~*~*~ Later that week ~*~*~ "OH NO!! IM going to be SOOOOOOOOO Late!!!" Serena ran out of the house and down the street. She turned the corner and ran into somebody. "Oh! Im really sorry im just late for school, like always, sorry again." "Oh shove it meatball head!" Darien yelled. 'Why doesn't he love me anymore?' Serena thought as she fought with him. "You know what Darien! Go Away! I don't care what you think! Just leave me Alone!" Serena yelled as Darien stared down at her in shock. And he walked away after regaining his composer. 'That's right.walk away,' Serena thought, 'But don't turn around, I know you can feel my heart breaking but I won't let you see it. Damn these tears!' Serena furiously wiped away at the tears. 'Turn around and my cover is blown. Im letting you go Darien. Hope you find someone who will love you more than I did.and still do.' ~*~ But don't turn around Cause you're gonna see my heart breaking Don't turn around I don't want you seeing me cry Just walk away It's tearing me apart that you're leaving I'm letting you go But I won't let you know I won't let you know ~*~*~ 2 Weeks later ~*~*~ 'Im going to write him a note saying I won't miss him and all. Than maybe he'll stop running into me.or Vis versa.' Serena thought as she wrote a note to Darien. She gave it to Rini to give to him since she was going over to his apartment. "Here Rini, give this to him. But don't read it. You know it's a bunch of Bull, but don't tell him that, please?" Serena said handing Rini the note. Rini didn't have time to say anything because she ran up stairs. When Rini got to Darien's apartment she gave Darien the note. "What's this?" He asked. "Just read it." Rini said, her eye's where a little moist, but she ignored them. Darien read the note it said, Darien, I just want to get a few things straight. Im over you and im glade of it! Im free to look at guys again. I wont miss your arms around me or your kisses! I can't believe I wasted at least 2 years with you! Ha! Well good luck finding someone else, bet it will be easy for you. As I said before im over you! So leave me alone Jerk! Goodbye forever, Serena ~*~ I won't miss your arms around me Holding me tight And if you ever think about me Just know that I'll be all right ~*~ As Darien read the letter Serena was crying in her room. 'I've got to be strong! Maybe I was a little harsh in the note. No! He was harsh to me first! Declaring our love over just like that!' A tear fell off her cheek at that thought, 'No! Im going to be fine, nobody knows what im going threw, Darien for sure doesn't. Im going to have to learn to live with out you, Darien.Goodbye.forever.' ~*~ I'm gonna be strong I'm gonna do fine Don't worry about this heart of mine I will survive I'll make it through I'll even learn to live without you ~*~*~ The next Day ~*~*~ Serena once again ran into Darien. "Watch where your going Ass hole!" Serena yelled as she stormed past him. 'God did that hurt!' Serena thought on the bridge of tears again. ~*~ Don't turn around Cause you're gonna see my heart breaking Don't turn around I don't want you seeing me die Just walk away It's tearing me apart that you're leaving I'm letting you go But I won't let you know ~*~*~ Later that day ~*~*~ 'God!' Serena thought as she laid her head on the counter of the arcade. She had tears streaming down her face and luckily Darien wasn't there to see it. 'I wish I could just scream to the whole world that I still love him! When ever he walks away I wish I could say don't go.' With that Serena burst into another round of tears. ~*~ I wish I could scream out loud That I love you I wish I could say to you Don't go ~*~*~ Serena and Darien once again bump into each other ~*~*~ "Get the fuck away from me! Didn't that note tell you anything?" Serena yelled, her heart hurting. "Oh, shut the fuck up, you're the one who always bumps into me! Get lost!" Darien yelled. "I will! And you better to before I kick your ass! And you know I will!" Serena said as Darien walked off. Serena stood there, 'He feels my pain, I know he can! I wish he couldn't. It would be easier.' Serena thought. She looked into the arcade window to see her friends looking on in shock. 'They don't know what's going on, and im not going to let them know I still care for him.' She thought as she turned and walked away. 'He's gone and that's all there is to it.' ~*~ As he walks away He feels the pain growing strong People in your life They don't know what's going on Too proud to turn around He's gone ~*~*~ Later that week ~*~*~ 'He doesn't love me.and right now I wish I didn't love him so much.' Serena sighed. 'Oh well im going to make the best of it. I get to look for guys again!' She then dejectedly thought, 'oh joy.' Her friends look worried but Serena hardly spent time with them anymore. ~*~ Don't turn around Cause you're gonna see my heart breaking Don't turn around I don't want you seeing me cry It's tearing me apart that you're leaving I'm letting you go But I won't let you know ~*~ Serena sat at the arcade twirling her milkshake straw between her fingers. Her milkshake was still over half way full and she ordered a small. She and all her friends sighed at once. Serena than came to the decision to end her life.what did she have to live for? Nothing. 'I'd be better off this way. Nobody would care anyway, if Darien doesn't love me.who will?'

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