salutations, forgive the verbose introduction, but i conjectured a makeshift prologue was required. this is not a fanfiction, persay, it reads like one, though. it was engendered for the role-play blog of heero yui, made of my portrayal of his personal experiences from day to day. which is still on going, forgive the inconsistencies of my prose, as the weeks elapsed my writing manner has altered, again i apologize. for faster updates please proceed to: .com. i hope that you find some enjoyment taken from this project, thank you very much! commentary would be very much appreciated! take care!

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09/21/AC 197 [ commence ]

i am still unsure of the reasoning behind going forth with this. in fact i am mostly reticent, so choosing to document my emotions is an action derived from obscurity. perhaps it is to attempt to identify who i truly am, not the fallacious self that the didactic influences created. no matter, here i am. actually ... i now believe i inadvertently detached myself from the others because of my growing infatuation in searching for the authentic mind set of heero yui. besides, i had no intention of joining any group affiliated with the military, no matter its objective. it is selfish, yes. but i do not want to be faced with the chance of killing another human being.

so those decisions have lead to my current location and situation. i left with only notifying few, if any. and i then immersed myself in society, not taking part, being peripheral yet observant. on a whim, i stopped my erratic wandering, and relocated to colony sx05, and simply stayed. apparently my presence did not unnoticed, a week after my arrival a check from the earth sphere alliance appeared on the doorstep of my makeshift living environment. money for my previous services, blood money. are they trying to buy me off so i will never go against them? or attempting to give back the life they exploited. i have digressed. with that money, that i was not too content on spending, it enabled me to rent a decent apartment, adjacent to a high school ...

maybe out of sheer boredom, and with no intentions of obtaining and maintaining a mundane job. i enrolled. it has been awkward yet bitterly amusing how my peers are oblivious to what i have done. a check finds its way to me every month, just enough to sustain my life. and that is how it occurred.

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