I've been writing fanfic since the 80s, when, mercifully, there was not yet a place for me to post my bad Blake's 7, Doctor Who, and Star Trek natterings. I tend to write Auron- and/or Lulu- centric pieces, but also write and enjoy general fanfic, especially stories involving less popular characters like Kimahri, Lucil, Isaaru and Ginnem.

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My current main project is Love Her and Despair, an alternate-universe saga dramatizing the question, "What if Yuna had chosen a Final Aeon?" Click link to jump to the first chapter. New installments may be sporadic now that I've launched into dissertation-prep; please bear with me.

(NEW 7/08) Uh oh, I've caught the Fanvid Bug. My first attempts: Lulu's Sin, a dramatic teaser for "Love Her and Despair" showing Lulu's choice and transformation into Sin, and Crash and Burn, a four-minute kickass (if I do say so myself) exploration of Auron/Lulu and why it wouldn't last, but why that's part of the appeal: it's poignant tragedy.

On Hold: Lulu's Journal, "Memoirs of a Guardian," an account of Lulu's first pilgrimage. (Link is to illustrated version, not the one posted on FF.net)

Just For Fun: FFX Funny Fansub Gallery. From a copy of FFX with original Japanese voices and badly-translated subtitles that resemble "All Your Base

For those interested in Auron/Lulu fandom, check out storyless' Aulu Community on LJ.

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1. Venus & Mars: Crests, Signs, and Sigils » reviews

Goddess of love, god of war... Here is a selection of drabbles and short pieces exploring a bittersweet, fleeting liaison between the formidable sorceress and swordsman. Spoilers abound.

Final Fantasy X - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 47 - Words: 13,808 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 9-3-08 - Published: 7-21-06

2. Child of Legends

One-shot vignette, AU. A glimpse of a different life, and of a son who must bear the weight of legends on his shoulders. AxL written for a drabble prompt, 'What Could Have Been.'

Complete - Final Fantasy X - Fiction Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,377 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-1-08 - Published: 9-1-08

3. Not the First Time reviews

PWP. A bittersweet liaison coming to an end between two guardians well-acquainted with death... and determined to seize a few embers of life before Auron says goodbye.

Complete - Final Fantasy X - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,580 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-6-08 - Published: 8-6-08

4. Love Her and Despair » reviews

AU: What if Yuna had chosen the Final Summoning? What if Grand Maester Isaaru resumed his pilgrimage 13 years later? Which of Yuna's guardians have survived? What's behind the newly-arisen Cult of Sin? This time, Auron's not the only one with secrets.

Final Fantasy X - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 13 - Words: 23,688 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 7-18-08 - Published: 12-15-07

5. Sometimes Venus Orbits the Moon » reviews

A small collection of Yuna/Lulu one-shots and drabbles written for various challenges, because it's hard to find good yuri.

Final Fantasy X - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 5 - Words: 2,418 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-12-08 - Published: 5-23-08

6. If I Die Before You Wake

One-shot AU. Aulu, PWP. 20 years into the Eternal Calm, old lovers get by one day at a time. WAFF Lemon.

Complete - Final Fantasy X - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,995 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-21-08 - Published: 1-21-08

7. Lulu Sutra » reviews

Lulu gives Rikku some handson tips in the arts of Venus, after getting annoyed at the way Rikku's boyfriend is treating her. If FFX2 was girl power, then this story is woman power.

Complete - Final Fantasy X - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,852 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 5-21-07 - Published: 5-21-07

8. Long Enough reviews

Oneshot, a very personal glimpse of a poignant moment during the game. The journey is over and the battle is won, but is it enough? Spoilers to ending.

Complete - Final Fantasy X - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,300 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-20-07 - Published: 5-20-07

9. Loyalty Only to Me » reviews

A sinister fanvid casting Lulu as Morgan Le Fay sent my muse down a dark and twisted path. Result: a bizarre alternate universe FFX story weaving in the Arthurian Mythos. And Lulu must have her revenge!

Final Fantasy X-2 - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,203 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-19-07 - Published: 5-12-07

10. Memories of a Guardian » reviews

Yuna's pilgrimage was Lulu's third. Relive the dangerous journeys of a young black mage fighting to keep her best friend from taking the fatal path towards Sin. Along the way, see Lady Ginnem, Chappu, Belgemine, and Father Zuke through Lulu's eyes.

Final Fantasy X - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Tragedy - Chapters: 21 - Words: 12,511 - Reviews: 28 - Updated: 3-17-07 - Published: 11-6-06

11. Tilting at the Tide reviews

Vignette: Last charge of the Chocobo Knights. Captain Lucil's perspective.

Complete - Final Fantasy X - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,214 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-1-06 - Published: 12-1-06

12. Keraunophobia reviews

Poor Rikku, all alone in the Thunderplains trying to get over her phobia of lightning. Maybe she had some help? LR, yuri warning

Complete - Final Fantasy X - Fiction Rated: M - English - Humor/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,092 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 11-28-06 - Published: 11-28-06

13. Resurrection III: Stolen Fayth » reviews

How did young Lulu survive when her first Summoner died deep in the Cavern of the Stolen Fayth? As usual, she's not telling. Unknown to her friends, she's returning to the Cavern to pay an old debt. She has failed to fool one of them, however.

Final Fantasy X - Fiction Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 17,351 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 11-26-06 - Published: 4-5-06

14. Till Death Do Us Part » reviews

Six years into the Eternal Calm, all is not well in Spira. Wakka is gone, and Lulu scoffs at rumors that he was slain by Sin. Now she may have to sacrifice herself to avenge him and to protect all those she holds dear this side of the Farplane.

Complete - Final Fantasy X - Fiction Rated: T - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 13,970 - Reviews: 18 - Updated: 10-26-06 - Published: 10-16-06

15. The Dragon of Zanarkand

An original, oral reworking of one strand of the FFX saga, adapted for performance at my bards' guild whose members know nothing about FF.

Complete - Final Fantasy X - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,486 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-21-06 - Published: 10-21-06

16. Separate Ways reviews

Quiet little vignette: Kimahri's last morning in Besaid.

Complete - Final Fantasy X - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 901 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-16-06 - Published: 10-16-06

17. Resurrection I: Wanted, Dead or Alive reviews

While Tidus and Yuna are off at the lake, their senior guardians find their own way of passing the time. This is the charged prologue to all my other stories on their stormy liason.

Complete - Final Fantasy X - Fiction Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,425 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-25-06 - Published: 7-25-06

18. What Game Is He Playing? reviews

After leaving Home, Auron and Lulu have a tense discussion regarding a certain missing summoner. Midgame spoilers Long entry for a drabble challenge.

Complete - Final Fantasy X - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 486 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-22-06 - Published: 7-22-06

19. That's How It's Done reviews

Why did Lulu's second pilgrimage fail? Here's a speculative vignette fleshing out the backstory for Wakka, Lulu, and Father Zuke.

Complete - Final Fantasy X - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 949 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-21-06 - Published: 7-21-06

20. Memory Uncaged reviews

Dawn after the disaster at Mi'hen, Lulu pauses to recall her first glimpse of Djose temple and her first Summoner.

Complete - Final Fantasy X - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 939 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-1-06 - Published: 6-1-06

21. Reluctant Guardians reviews

The evening after Rikku joins the party, she asks Lulu some nosy questions. For once, the mage actually gives away a few hints about the past.

Complete - Final Fantasy X - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 759 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-31-06 - Published: 5-31-06

22. Dead Man's Thirst reviews

Small beautiful ficlet inspired by a drabble challenge, 'rain in the desert'. For once, a black mage's power is turned to life instead of death, even for the man with one foot in the grave.

Complete - Final Fantasy X - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 687 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-5-06 - Published: 5-5-06

23. Queen Galadriel reviews

AU oneshot. What if Yuna had accepted Yunalesca's proposal? Note: This is an older one-shot that spawned my "Love Her and Despair" serial. Spoilers to the ending of that saga, though the serial may evolve in the course of writing!

Final Fantasy X - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,062 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-29-06 - Published: 4-29-06

24. Lulu's List reviews

Flirting with Lulu requires a high evasion score. Inspired by an FFX flash writing challenge whose theme was, With All Due Respect

Complete - Final Fantasy X - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,024 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-6-06 - Published: 4-6-06

25. Send Off reviews

Yes, it was Tidus' story. But it was Auron's story too. This is a moving glimpse of the game's ending, the one that mattered most to many of us, seen through the eyes of another strong, enigmatic character. Spoiler warning, obviously!

Complete - Final Fantasy X - Fiction Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,202 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-8-06 - Published: 3-8-06