Hi, so much has changed since I abandoned this account. I'm 16 now. I love anime and have a passion for anything dealing with love. Anyway, "A Darkened Mind" is my first story. I will delete the old ones, so...read and weep

Scary-a.. thing..
This is a true story. A girl died in 1933. A man buried her when she was still alive. The murderer chanted," Toma Sota balcu," as he buried her. Now that you have read the chant, you will meet this little girl. In the middle of the night she will be on your ceiilling. She will suffocate you like she was suffocated. If you post this on your profile, she will not bother you. Your kindness will be rewarded. Lucillia

"Try Not To Cry"

Mommy...Johnny brought a gun to school,

He told his friends that it was cool,

And when he pulled the trigger back,

It shot with a great, huge crack.

Mommy, I was a good girl, I did what I was told,

I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!

When I went to school that day,

I never said good-bye.

I'm sorry that I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry.

When Johnny shot the gun, he hit me and another,

And all because Johnny, got the gun from his brother.

Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,

And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush.

And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now

And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best

Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest

Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,

And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass

Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one, though. deserves this.

But mommy, it's not fair, I left without a kiss.

I think I even saw one doctor, trying not to cry.

Mommy, I'm slowly dying, with a bullet in my chest,

But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest

When I heard that great, big crack, I ran as fast as I could

please listen to me if you would,

I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new

I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid,

I wanted to be an actress, I really wanted to live.

But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late, Mommy, tell my Zack, I'm sorry I to cancel the date. I love you Mommy, I always have, I know you know its true

And Mommy all I need to say is, "Mommy, I love you"

In Memory of The Columbine & Virginia Tech
Students Who Were Lost

Please if you would,
Don't smash this on the ground.

If you pass this on,

Maybe people will cry,

Just keep this in your heart,

For the people who didn't get to say "Good-bye".

Now you have 2 choices,

1) Pass this on, and show people you care, repost as
"Try Not To Cry"
2) Don't send it, and you have just proven how
cold-hearted you really are...

List twelve of your favorite characters from your fandom, in no particular order.

1. Sam

2. Freddie

3. Carly

4. Valerie

5. Mrs Briggs

6. Spencer

7. Socko (Yeah, I know he's never been on the show)

8. Griffin

9. Gibby

10. Ms. Benson

11. Nevel

12. Melanie

1. Have you ever read a Six/Eleven fic? Do you want to?

Soencer/Nevel? No, though that would sound awesome

2. Do you think Four is hot? How hot?

Er, not really. I don't like girls

3. What would happen if Twelve got Eight pregnant?

It's not possible, but Griffin could get Melanie pregnant. She's probably end up putting the baby up for adoption.

4. Can you recall any fics about Nine?

Yes, but not now.

5. Would Two and Six make a good couple?

Freddie and Spencer? Yaoi, slash, whatever you call it? It would be interesting.

6. Five/Nine or Five/Ten? Why?

Ugh, each is totally wrong. I will not answer!

7. What would happen if Seven walked in on Two and Twelve making out?

If Socko walked in on Freddie and Melanie? Socko would take out a video camera and end up blackamiling them.

8. Make up a summary for a Three/Ten fic.

Oh…um, Carly goes over to see if Freddie's home, but finds Ms. Benson and they...do things...Tee-hee

9. Is there any such thing as One/Eight fluff?

San/Griffin? Yeah, I guess so. If she apologized to him.

10. Suggest a title for a Seven/Twelve hurt/comfort fic.

Um, iLove Your Socks: Melanie's Secret Attraction

11. Does anyone on your friends list read Three yet?

Of course!

12. Does anyone on your friends list write or draw Eleven?

No

13. Would anyone on your friends list write Two/Four/Five?

Woah, I would have to get in on that.

14. If you wrote a Song-fic about Eight, what song would you choose?

Use Somebody

15. If you wrote a One/Six/Twelve fic, what would the warning be?

Warning: Massive bondage using brightly colored socks

16. When was the last time you read a fic about Five?

Never

17. "(1) and (7) are in a happy relationship until (9) runs off with (7). (1), brokenhearted, has a hot one-night stand with (11) and a brief unhappy affair with (6), then follows the wise advice of (5) and finds true love with (2).

Sam and Socko are in a happy relationship until Gibby runs off with Socko. Sam, brokenhearted, has a hot one-night stand with Nevel and a brief unahppy affair with Spencer and follows the wise advice of Mrs. Briggs and finds true love with Freddie.

Aw, that would be so sweet.!!

Girls
are like
apples on trees.
The best ones are
at the top of the tree. The
boys don’t want to reach
for the good ones because they
are afraid of falling and getting hurt.
Instead, they just get the rotten apples
from the ground that aren't as good,
but easy. So the apples at the top think
something is wrong with them, when in
reality, they're amazing. They just
have to wait for the right boy to
come along, the one who's
brave enough to
climb all
the way
to the top
of the tree.

Okay, enough about that. Let's talk about me. Tee-hee, don't worry, I'm not that arrogant.

I want to thank everyone for inspiring me to write A Darkened Mind, especially those Lifetime abuse movies that make me cry, but at the same time wonder why all the guys are mean and drunk. I'm sure that the actual Sam and Freddie would love-

Sam: (walks in and sits down on my couch)

Err...

Freddie: (follows Sam and sits down)

Can I help you?

Freddie: So, we hear you're writing a story about us...

Yeah, '

Sam: Are you going to drink that? (takes my can of soda)

Soda...T_T

Sam: Is the dork right?

Um, uh-huh...Have you read it yet?

Freddie: No, we just heard some...things...

Oh no...

Sam: I heard I beat Freddie up a lot.

Well, yeah.

Sam: I don't see what the problem is then. (drinks soda)

Freddie: Sam >

Sam: Shut up, Fredward (turns on my TV and gets comfortable)

Freddie: I don't want-

Sam: You're being too sensitive.

(takes advantage of this and locks the door, getting a video camera)

Freddie: I am not being sensitive, it's just weird.

Sam: It's not weird. I beat you up and you bleed and cry.

Freddie: (gets laptop and shows her chapter fifteen) Read from here to here.

Sam: reads 0_0 OMG...

Okay, I need you guys to move closer. (sets up camera) And start some sort of serious intimate conversation.

Freddie: What the hell?!

Sam: Ha, you swore and it's caught on video camera...

to be continued...