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name: Beautiful Phantom

gender: female
age: 20
birth date: June 28
likes: writing, doodling, tumblr, daydreaming, Plants vs. Zombies, Sims 2, chinchillas, and my favorite mutt named Kirby.
dislikes: studying, homework, ignorant dumbasses, (overdone) yaoi, stereotypes
goals to accomplish? to finish a long-running fanfiction, complete my college degree, start a small business and to have it striving, and settle down with a man or a chick (whichever and whoever can put up with me for a long period of time and love me for who I am. No kids though. I don't much like kids).
preferred genre to write: tragedy, dark, horror, romance, friendship, mystery, drama, and crime.
my current favorite saying(s): "Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before."--Edgar Allen Poe
"Because I could not stop for Death, He kindly stopped for me; the carriage held but just ourselves and immortality." – Emily Dickinson

Disclaimer: I don't own the games mentioned above-I just play them. The quotes were credited to the ones that spoke them.

links!
You can visit my tumblr, for unpopular opinions and art dump!

You can also ask questions to the cast from The Loveless! Ask Shippou, the Lady's Butler!

my other accounts
fanfiction: You'll Be My Death, is currently ditched.
deviantArt: LovelyPoison, is currently under thick layers of dust.

Old Fanfictions-if you wanted to remember how much crappy of an author I once was.
Note, obviously I won't continue those.

Feel free to PM me for anything!

NEW! Ask if you want my skype!
Most likely I will. Just tell me who you are!

I am always happy to chat!

about me
I’m a writer that preferred writing crossovers with InuYasha, especially with my favorite character, Kagome, but of course, I’ll try to give all of other characters to have some equal love as well. I don’t know why but crossovers just seemed more interesting to me, that’s all.

I'm also a born-deaf writer and I'm always trying to improve my English. So if there's anything I need to work on (which I'm sure there are. A lot of them.), please don't hesitant to point them out and explain on how to improve and whatnot. I'll appreciate any help I can get!

Yes, I do sign language, so technically English is my second language. Any questions about deafness, feel free to ask me.

I'm not perfect! But you are welcome to stop by for a chat! I don't think I'm scary, but I don't bite! Honest! ...I don't think.

I do talk an awfully lot! Once I get started, I can't be stopped! Hah!

My OTPs are...
InuYasha: Sesshoumaru/Kagome, InuYasha/Kikyou, and Sango/Miroku
Final Fantasy VII: Yuffie/Reno, Cloud/Tifa, Zack/Aerith, and Vincent is Forever Alone*.
InuYasha Crossovers: (Final Fantasy VII) Vincent Valentine/Kagome Higurashi, (Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler) Ciel Phantomhive/Kagome Higurashi, and (Devil May Cry series) Dante Sparda/Kagome Higurashi/Vergil Sparda.

note*, my opinions only: I honestly do not like anyone from FFVII to be with Vincent Valentine. Lucrecia hurt him too much and Yuffie is a bit too hyperactive for him, imho (Opposite attracts does not always work out, and I really just see Vincent being Yuffie's big brother). I like Tifa to be with Cloud so she's out too. Same applies for Aerith, since she loved Zack, and Cloud too. Shelke? Are you serious? No. Any other chicks he encountered, they probably barely spoke more than a word to each other. Oh and I don't like Cid to be with him, because I am pretty sure Cid was already married. *shrugs* Again, it's only my opinions.

And beside I found it kind of cruel that he was an immortal, so I doubt he would want to love (romantically) anyone anyway. Especially if they die and leave him behind all alone-I can see him not wanting to love anyone again, it seemed so much like him. :/

I also am not very fond of any pairing of pedophilia natures. I tended to prefer having characters to grow up before any romance can occur with an older character.

But, you all are allowed to ship whoever you want. :) Just please don't bug me about my tastes and we can be great friends!

That's all for my OTPs!

Pet peeves in stories: Men being overly possessive of 'their' women/men. Yeah, no. It's one thing to be nosy, it's quite another to be controlling. Relationships are partnerships and to trust each other. If there is no partnership and no trust, then the relationship is clearly not healthy. I also count the other way around too, btw (women being possessive of their men/women). You wouldn't believe how many times I came across those in stories and fanfictions...Gah.

Quick love: It's very common to have characters to fall in love with each other from a first glance and ended up in a relationship that somehow free of arguments and issues with each other, in fanfictions. Personally, ACK NO! In my opinions, no, it doesn't work like that realistically. The characters are bounded to have their opinions and are their own individuals, even twins. Even if one person love the other unconditionally, that other would probably didn't think much of the said person or just didn't care, until over time. Even then it's normal to have arguments and disagreements.

Every character are their own individual.

Note, I am not including those who just want a quick sex without strings so to say. It's perfectly normal to want sex without relationship. That's something else to think about too, if you want to produce good characters.

That's all for now though.

disclaimers
I do NOT own anything, except for my own plots and any possible original characters used, unless otherwise stated. This also applied for all of my stories, with or without the disclaimers. Thank you!

I just thought to say the disclaimers, in case that I forgot them in my stories (or too lazy to go back and edit my older stories for it). It was a proper thing to do as a fanfiction author anyway. I hope that it’s okay to do so in my profile-I’d hate to go back and add it to my stories without the disclaimers.

my stories
(note: those stories with their titles in the bold are the one I really like to finish)

is currently writing
•The Loveless
-CU!Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler)/AU!InuYasha
-The update will be erratic.
-The current beta reader is inuluvskags1.
•••Status: Chapter 12: appx. 7% done
Next Chapter Title: Burning Up•••
Any support or encouragement will be much appreciated!

•Attracted to You
-Oneshot collection of Kagome/Anyone!pairings
-Next possible pairing could be…???
-I’m also accepting requests/plot suggestions as well.
-The next pairing often depends on the poll.
-The update depended on how I feel or was motivated enough to get it done.
-Encourage me?
•••Status: Spawning: appx. 20% done.
Further News of the Latest Shot:
It is the first part of Twoshot.•••

Completed
•Ghosts In My Head
-I admit-I’m not very proud of this story. But then again, it was pretty old.
Beside from the numerous errors and stupid typos, people seemed to enjoy it anyway.
-And hey, this IS my very first story to be completed!
-I MIGHT revise it one day, but I highly doubt it. No promise there.
-If I ever get a willing beta reader, I’ll ask to see if she/he is up for the job for me.
-Either way, I hope you’ll still enjoy this old story of mine.
EDITED 6.21.11: Took out both lemons from two certain chapters-if you want to see them, please go and see them in: mediaminer version of the story. Thank you!
-Wow, people still read this crap? o.e This is definitely my worst work there was from me...But thanks for reading it anyway.
-is considering deleting it.

Dropped, may be deleted
•Ribbons to Hearts
-Filled with bad grammars and sh!ts, but people seemed to love it so I left it here for you all to enjoy, despite the thousands of errors and clichés.
-Its' replacement is now Attracted to You.
-People still read this? ._. Um, okay? Enjoy?
•Bones
-CU!Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler)/AU!InuYasha
-I’m partnering with Shi Kami the Murderous Prodigy on this tale!
-It's dropped, since Shi herself is pretty busy as well am I.
-Note: Now that I looked back to it, it was actually a bit older, so the grammar was kinda(?) unpolished.

Deleted
•Dawn to Dusk: Dying Stars, Hell's Destruction
•Kagome, Kagome: My Sinned Angel
•Heaven in my Hell
•Blue Ash Dawn

Redoing?
• Phantasmal of the Sorrowful Dreams
-Full of clichés/typos, so I’m thinking about redoing it to make it more believable and better.
-Updates, after/IF the second version is finally being worked on, will be very, very slow in coming.
-The old version was deleted as well.

Possible Stories
•The Loveless: Her Caged Heart (title not final)
-This is the prequel of The Loveless, a crossover of InuYasha and Kuroshitsuji.
-Summary and the identities of the main characters will not be provided, to save spoilers for the actual series.
-No pairings, at least not of romantic. It will be M rating, to be safe.
-Chances of it being posted and only if and after the actual series is completed, is about 50%. It is not required to read, but may help understanding some of the story's background better.
-The length won't be long in chapters, maybe almost akin like drabbles but not.

•The Loveless: Multiple Oneshots
-Like the title suggested, it's oneshot series spinoff from the official story, like Little Black Bird.
-I got a few ideas, few regarding inspirations from fairy tales.
-Likeness to be posted, I have no idea. Depends on my motivation, I guess?
-Length varies.

•Road Paved to Hell (title not final)
The cruelty extended much farther than they first thought and they learned that sometime saddest stories were never told but merely remembered. Retelling of Phantasmal of the Sorrowful Dreams! (summary not final)
-Crossover: InuYasha/Final Fantasy VII
-Following: Final Fantasy VII, Advent Children, and Dirge of Cerberus. Small parts of Before Crisis and Crisis Core too.
-Main Characters: Kagome, Vincent, rest of IY and FFVII cast
-Pairings? eventual!Vincent/Kagome, eventual!Tifa/Cloud, Cloud/Aerith, past!Vincent/Lucrecia, and few more.
-Rating: Mature.
-Warnings: Deaths, Tortures, Oocness, Dr. Hojou, and more.
-Likeness to be Posted: 20% and only if my main project, The Loveless, are completed.
*If that is the case, this will be my next main project.
-Length: Over 15 chapters estimated, each hopefully 15 pages long, somewhat still following FFVII's original plot albeit different.

•Of Bells and Scales (title not final)
It was a simple yet unlikely love story that was shared by between two circus freaks; a scaly snake whisperer and a girl who was born a cat. Will their love overcome all? A full-chaptered remaking of the original drabble story from my other account!
-Crossover: InuYasha/Kuroshitsuji
-Rating: Mature
-Warnings: To be determined.
-Likeness to be Posted: 5%, 25% if everything else is either completed or at least half-way done.
-Length: 15 chapters estimated, and note, this won't be a drabble series, like its' original. So, pages should be at least ten pages, by guesses.

Other Account (You’ll Be My Death)’s stories?
Used only for stories (oneshots and drabbles series anyway) I didn’t want to spam this page with.

Thank you all for adding me and my stories to your alert/favorite list and for reviewing! I'll try and keep on writing for my payment in return!

notes
to see my older notes, please visit my dead non-tumblr blog!

(4.16.13) Hola! I am looking for anyone who will spend time tossing around ideas for short stories (read: oneshots!) so if you are interested into chatting, just ask! I do skype and yahoo. Just PM me!

Or I can give my skype out, but I'm debating about that now-I liked privacy from strangers, but I want to make friends and help others with their own stories as well.

We'll see.

On another news, I'm working on Spawning the winning oneshot from the pairing poll. It's a DMC/IY crossover one (note, the original DMC, not the reboot one. To be more exact it will take place after DMC4). I already had the rough idea, but I could use some help polishing it. Not editing (I have my awesome beta for that), but more for fulfilling the plot.

My beta is busy so I felt it was more appropriate to poke her only if I absolutely have to.

Anyway I will drop some preview of what I have so far for the oneshot in tumblr, once I uploaded the latest answer for Ask the Butler Shippou (which I still haven't finished for a long while OTL). It might be up sometime this weekend due to my college workload.

cries* Okay imma shuddup and get to studying for an upcoming test.

(5.16.13) I'm going ahead and clean up the old works, and move them to Google Doc. There's no point of keeping them here. :/

Edit: Deleted few stories. Those who liked the deleted works, they will be in Old Fanfictions. The link was already provided above. Sorry for any inconvenience.

Beware of the Infernal chinchillas!