notashamedtobe
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since: 03-31-06, id: 1019039, Profile Updated: 05-14-11
country: USA
Author has written 20 stories for One Tree Hill, Twilight, Grey's Anatomy, True Blood, Vampire Diaries, Thor, and Avengers.

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12/11/10 - - -

Bugger off you self righteous twits. My stories, and those like them, bother no one. They are just pieces of fictional fun. If they offend your high moral standards, here's a piece of advice...don't freaking read them. Duh!

Sincerely,

The Pervert


8/18/2010 - - -

http://notashamedtobe(.)livejournal(.)com/ - I created a livejournal account because New Phase of the Moon has been reported. Since the story is close to the end it seems unfair for you guys not to get the chance to see it finished. I only ask that if you do go check it out, please leave me a review. Thanks.

Also you can find the story and the other Twilight ones over at: http://www(.)jacobblack-n-pack(.)ning(.)com/group/newphaseofthemoon

I can also be found here under the name notashamedtobe: http://www(.)thewriterscoffeeshop(.)com/library/index(.)php

So there has to be a site above that you'll be willing to join to see how New Phase of the Moon ends :)


FYI - Review because it's nice. Thank you.


Okay so with Eclipse out and Edward thrown all up in my grill, I have some things to get off my chest. I am Team Wolf all the way. I am Anti-Edward like nobody's business. I feel that he is an emotionally abusive jerk and when you look up the signs/symptoms of domestic abuse, you will see he exhibits more than a few. I don't care if he sparkles, that doesn't excuse his behavior and I think SM made a huge mistake in letting Bella choose him. Nor do I believe that Bella's behavior in New Moon was any better. I understand a broken heart. I understand pain, but she was borderline suicidal and showing behaviors of someone in a abusive relationship. I truly believe that SM should have stopped at Twilight and not turned it into a series. Young women are impressionable and to let them think or lead them to believe that taking the engine out of your car or forcing your sister to babysit your girl is reasonable or showing love? Well that's utter horse manure.

Love is, and will always be, about respect. Abuse is when one person in the relationship uses their power to control the other. What Edward shows is him using whatever means to control his relationship with Bella and that's not love. That's domestic abuse and it doesn't have to be physical. Why do I feel so strongly about this? Because I'm a mom. Because I have a 17 year old sister and finally because I would like for girls of this generation to have more sense and respect for themselves. Not like SM's Bella.

Signs of Domestic Abuse

Dislike your friends and family and discourage your relationships with others?

Make all the decisions in the relationship?

Act jealous of people you talk to?

Try to make you feel worthless or helpless?

Forbid or prevent you from working or going to school?

Keep money, credit cards, and checking accounts away from you? Or controls your money?

Tell me that Eddie Sparklenuts doesn't fit those up above? ;)


I am in love with Eric Northman/Alexander Skarsgard. That's a motherfucking vampire. No glitter on that hottie. No sparkles. All man. Yummy!


1. Awaken For Us » reviews
He's in a coma and I'll stay by his side until he opens those gorgeous blue eyes because that's what you do when you love someone like I love him. He's Captain America to the rest of the world, but to me he's Steve Rogers. He's my boyfriend, man, lover, paramour, or whatever title you can think of. And I'm not giving up on him or us. Plus, he hasn't met my mom yet.
Crossover - Thor & Avengers - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,544 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 4-17-13 - Published: 4-13-13 - Darcy L. & Captain America/Steve R.
2. You're My Home » reviews
A different set of circumstances. A different pair of lovers. A whole world of possibility.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 24 - Words: 71,219 - Reviews: 729 - Updated: 2-17-13 - Published: 8-12-11 - Bella & Paul
3. Take Me To Paradise reviews
Never had much faith in love or miracles. Never wanna put my heart on the line. But swimming in your world is something spiritual. I'm born again every time you spend the night. What if Quil and Leah could be this to one another?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,819 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 1-11-13 - Leah & Quil Jr.
4. Tradition reviews
Some traditions change with time, only to get better. This is an entry from the Tricky Raven's winter contest. It also checks off my desire to write Bella with all the wolves, minus Colin and Brady. I might add to it later on, but it's done as of right now.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,295 - Reviews: 29 - Published: 12-23-12 - Bella & Seth - Complete
5. Breaking Free » reviews
What if imprinting wasn't what the man wanted? What if Bella stood up for herself? What if in the midst of all this, two people find themselves together?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 8,759 - Reviews: 128 - Updated: 10-21-12 - Published: 2-13-12 - Bella & Jared
6. All Eric's Eve » reviews
It's Halloween at Fangtasia and Eric's invited Sookie to come out and play. Set after season 3. Will not follow show to a tee but it's going to be fun.
True Blood - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 18 - Words: 75,514 - Reviews: 579 - Updated: 11-2-11 - Published: 10-24-10 - Eric N. & Sookie S.
7. Exprint: The Antonym of Imprinting » reviews
What if love, and not the choice stealing imprinting, was enough? See Leah's journey to love. Of course, I throw in Jake and Bells because that's how I roll. Rated M because you know how I do.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 19,927 - Reviews: 115 - Updated: 9-20-11 - Published: 7-27-10 - Leah
8. Slow Burning Embers Can Heal NOW COMPLETE » reviews
This is a Leah and Emmett fic. You have to read it to see if you like it.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 31,464 - Reviews: 301 - Updated: 8-1-11 - Published: 12-10-09 - Emmett & Leah
9. New Phase of the Moon » reviews
I want Jacob and Bella. Simple as that. More details inside. This story is lemon filled and has profanity which is why it's under the M rating.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 14,384 - Reviews: 2698 - Updated: 8-1-11 - Published: 11-29-08 - Bella & Jacob
10. All I Ever Wanted » reviews
Mark and Callie because they make my heart happy.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,278 - Reviews: 18 - Updated: 7-12-11 - Published: 2-8-11 - Callie T. & Mark S.
11. Slide It Home reviews
My entry for the 2nd Annual JBNP One-shot contest co-written by my beta, ShelbySue. It's hot in La Push and Miss Clearwater has the most unexpected night of her life.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,702 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 6-26-11 - Leah - Complete
12. No More Words reviews
Damon and Elena after the season finale. One-shot.
Vampire Diaries - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,463 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 6-17-11 - Damon S. & Elena G. - Complete
13. Waiting on the Other Side reviews
An Eric/Sookie one-shot that shows us a glimpse of their future from my other fic, All Eric's Eve.
True Blood - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,287 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 5-12-11 - Eric N. & Sookie S. - Complete
14. You Wanna Come to my Basement reviews
One-shot featuring Damon and Pam from All Eric's Eve.
Crossover - True Blood & Vampire Diaries - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,933 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 2-2-11 - Pam & Damon S. - Complete
15. New Phase Tagalongs » reviews
These will be sub-chapters that focus on Sam and Leah's realtionship and feelings that go along with New Phase of the Moon.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 38,622 - Reviews: 153 - Updated: 10-18-10 - Published: 9-22-09 - Leah & Sam
16. No Quiero Para Siempre Solo Te Quiero Para Vida » reviews
What if when Edward sent Jake the wedding invitation, he didn't run away like a pansy? What if he went and confronted him? What if when Bella found out, she decided that enough was enough? Jake tells them he's leaving. Bella tells them not without her.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 15 - Words: 52,477 - Reviews: 680 - Updated: 9-22-10 - Published: 3-12-10 - Bella & Jacob
17. Who Needs Catnip When You Have a Wolf? reviews
This is for LFC. Mature content which isn't surprising if you've read any of my other stories.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,216 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 6-22-10 - Paul - Complete
18. Never Easy » reviews
I am getting kind of bored with the Leyton angst even though I am rooting for them. Watched the season finale of October Road and missed my Jake. So what if Jake came back just when Peyton never saw him coming like that other time she needed him.
One Tree Hill - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 22 - Words: 36,130 - Reviews: 124 - Updated: 5-19-10 - Published: 3-15-08 - Peyton S. & Jake J.
19. Slumber Party reviews
What happens when Quil goes over to the Clearwaters on the night the girls are having a slumber party? Collaboration with AllieKat21. We rock and you know it!
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,133 - Reviews: 38 - Published: 1-12-10 - Quil Jr. & Bella - Complete
20. Grief Can Lead to Happiness reviews
This takes place after George dies. I love Callie. She rocks.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,746 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-1-09 - Callie T. & Mark S. - Complete