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since: 05-08-06, id: 1042300, Profile Updated: 11-04-09
country: United States
Author has written 5 stories for RENT, 7th Heaven, and Grey's Anatomy.

Backround Info...

I am 19 but still love Cartoons and Disney Channel. My favorite authors for fanfics thus far are Lissical and MerDer4ever33. I hate fanfics with perfect families it is boring I have no problem with two women being together or two guys especially my favorite characters in the shows

FAVORITE COUPLES...

Law and Order SVU

Elliot/Olivia, Olivia/Casey, Fin/Olivia

Sailormoon

Usagi/Rei, Harka/Michiru, Setsuna/Mina, Seiya/Usagi, Taiki/Ami, Hotaru/Shingo, Hotaru/Rini, Yaten/Mina

I use to like Usagi/Darien but unless it is a really awesome story with those two as a couple I hate that Usagi didn't get a say in who she gets to be with

DBZ

Bulma/Vegeta, Bra/Goten, Krillian/18, Trunks/Pan, 17/Bra, Marron/Goten

Inuyasha

Kagome/Sesshomaru, Rin/Sesshomaru, Inuyasaha/Kagome, Sango/Miroku, Inuyasha/Kikyou, Kikyou/Naraku (strictly as a evil couple)

7th Heaven

Matt/Sarah, Mary/Carlos, Ruthie/Martin,

Highschool Musical

Gabriella/Troy, Ryan/Kelsi, Zeke/Sharpay, Chad/Taylor, Troy/Sharpay, Ryan/Gabriella, Jason/Kesi, Gabriella/Chad, Troy/Taylor, Ryan/Chad

Grey's Anatomy

Meredith/Derek, Izzie/George, Addison/Derek, Mark/Izzie, Alex/Addison, Addison/Mark, Lexie/Mark, Addison/Izzie,Meredith/Addison

FAVORITE SHOWS/CARTOONS...

South of Nowhere, Degrassi the Next generation, Hannah Montana, Naturally Sadie, Life with Derek, Grey's Anatomy, Desperate Housewifes, Extreme Makeove:Home Edition, The 4400, Gossip Girls, 7th Heaven, Brothers and Sisters, Baby Looney Toons, Mew-Mew Power, America's Next Top Model, Wife Swap, The Game, Girlfriends, Rosswell, John and Kate plus 8 (those kids are so kawaii), Lincoln Heights,America's Got Talent, In the Motherhood, Surviving Saburbia

FAVORITE QUOTES ...

"Will you bare my children?" (Miroku)

"Today for you tomorrow for me" (Angel)

"You Pervert!" ( Sango, Kagome)

"Inuyasha SIT!" (Kagome)

"Kiss Pookie" (Maureen)

"You can't call me a whore" (Meredith)

"No Day but Today" (RENT)

FAVORITE MOVIES...

Dirty Dancing Havana Night, RENT, Sailormoon:Promise of the Rose, Anastasia, Pocahontas,The Notebook (best romantic movie ever)

FAV. KIND OF MUSIC...

just about EVERYTHING

BEST THING IN MY LIFE...

I know it should be no contest about it being my family but this is still to be determined

JUST BECAUSE

98 percent of teenagers do or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2 percent who hasn't, copy & paste this in your profile

It doesn't matter howe rich you are you can never buy true love


This story is about a little girl that was abused. If you care about it, copy and paste it to your profile:

My name is Sarah I am but three, my eyes are swollen, I cannot see, I must be stupid, I must be bad, what else could have made my daddy so mad? I wish I were better, I wish I weren't ugly, then maybe my Mommy would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong, or else I'm locked up, all the day long. When I awake I'm all alone, the house is dark, my folks aren't home. When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, so maybe I'll get just one whipping tonight. Don't make a sound! I just heard a car. My daddy is back from Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse. My name he calls, I press myself against the wall. I try and hide from his evil eyes, I'm so afraid now, I start to cry. He finds me weeping, he shouts ugly words, he says its my fault that he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me and yells at me more. I finally get free and I run for the door. He's already locked it and I start to bawl. He takes me and throws me against the hard wall. I fall to the floor with my bones nearly broken, and my daddy continues with more bad words spoken. "I'm sorry!", I scream, but its now much too late, his face has been twisted into unimaginable hate. The hurt and the pain again and again. Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end! And he finally stops and heads for the door, while I lay there motionless, sprawled on the floor. My name is Sarah and I am but three. Tonight my daddy murdered me.
Child abuse, MAKE IT STOP!

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If you like singing songs at random points in the day, copy this into your profile.

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SOMETHING THAT PISSES ME OFF BEYOND BELIEF

When someone either

A)people that update extra slow like to a point were you really don't know whats going on because its been literally forever since you've read that story

B)When you find or start reading a good story that never gets finished

C)When people have Mamoru act like a total ass and break up with Usagi just to have them get back together again

D)When a fanfic author rushes a story

E) when people abreviate a lot with a story ex. She went to the moviesb/c it wuz hott -Hello this isn't you aim acount or cell phone proper sentences people

F)over the top fluffy teenage stories BORING

G) When someone calls 1/2 a page of writing an update

H) Instead of updating someone puts an authors note (don't get me wrong ones fine onve in a while but not like 1 every other chapter)

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PLEASE READ WHAT'S UNDER THIS!

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it


"Try Not To Cry"

Mommy...Johnny brought a gun to school,

He told his friends that it was cool,

And when he pulled the trigger back,

It shot with a great, huge crack.

Mommy, I was a good girl, I did what I was told,

I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!

When I went to school that day,

I never said good-bye.

I'm sorry that I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry.

When Johnny shot the gun, he hit me and another,

And all because Johnny, got the gun from his brother.

Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,

And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush.

And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now

And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best

Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest

Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,

And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass

Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one, though. deserves this.

But mommy, it's not fair, I left without a kiss.

But mommy, it's not fair, I left without a kiss.

I think I even saw one doctor, trying not to cry.

Mommy, I'm slowly dying, with a bullet in my chest,

But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest

When I heard that great, big crack, I ran as fast as I could

please listen to me if you would,

I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new

I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid,

I wanted to be an actress, I really wanted to live.

But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late, Mommy, tell my Zack, I'm sorry I to cancel the date. I love you Mommy, I always have, I know you know its true

And Mommy all I need to say is, "Mommy, I love you"

In Memory of The Columbine & Virginia Tech
Students Who Were Lost

Please if you would,
Don't smash this on the ground.

If you pass this on,

Maybe people will cry,

Just keep this in your heart,

For the people who didn't get to say "Good-bye".

Now you have 2 choices,

1) Pass this on, and show people you care, repost as
"Try Not To Cry"
2) Don't send it, and you have just proven how
cold-hearted you really are...


Month one

Mommy
I am only 8 inches long
but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two

Mommy
today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three

You know what Mommy
I'm a boy!!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too
and I cry with you even though
you can't hear me.

Month Four

Mommy
my hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five

You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six

I can hear that doctor again.
I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!
Mommy! HELP me!

Month Seven

Mommy
I am okay.
I am in Jesus's arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you're against abortion, re-post


IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?

Clumsy- Fergie( that would just leave then confused)
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

Studdin is a Habit (not even)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

Wake me up When September Ends (??)-Green Day

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

London Bridge- Fergie

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Lala- Ashley Simpson

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

Oh- Ciara

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

Burnin Up- Jonas Brothers

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Love Song

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

These Boots are Made for Walkin- Jessica Simpson

WHAT IS 2+2?

Confession of a Broken Heart- Lidnsey Lohan

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Let It Go-Keisha Cole ft. Missy Elliot (agreed she needs to just let it go)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

What I've Done- Linkin Park (True I keep thinking about about what i have done in the past)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Feel Good Inc.- Gorillaz

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Honkey Tonk Bodonkey Donk- Trace Adkins (Not true he doesn't have one)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Just Fine- Mary J. Blidge ( I'll dance to this with my friends and guest)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Love Bug- Jonas Brothers (maybe)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

Ring the Alarm- Beyonce (yeah thats my life interest ringing an alarm)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Rumors- Lindsey Lohan (not the biggest but a large fear)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

Heartless -Kanye West (My sister would think this is fitting but its not)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Baby It's Cold Outside- Louis Armstrong and Elle Fitzgerald (makes no sense)

DESCRIBE YOUR FIRST KISS.

Perfect-Simple Plan (amazingly this fits with it)

WHAT IS YOUR IDEAL WEEKEND?

Over- Lidnsey Lohan (No)

WHAT WILL YOU NAME YOUR FIRST BORN CHILD?

Touch my Body- Mariah Carey (I would never name my child that)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?

Unfaithful- Rihanna (is that telling me something?)

IF YOU HAD A SUPERPOWER WHAT WOULD IT BE?

We Belong Together- Mariah Carey ( so I guess bringing people together)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

Emotions- Destiny's Child performed by Gerlicious (haha ironically emotions are what make you cry)

What Hurts the Most

Kinkirk Kids

Hannah Kinkirk at 13- http://www.flickr.com/photos/elee1147/256134147/in/set-72157594351373088/

Savannah Kinkirk at 16- http://uploaded.tv/member_images/b-1204536210Pretty_Teenage_Girl_Reading_Magazine_in_Bed.jpg

Aiden Kinkirk at 8- http://www.istockphoto.com/file_thumbview_approve/210754/2/istockphoto_210754-8-year-old-boy.jpg

Emma Kinkirk at 6- http://www.flickr.com/photos/winnikcandids/1776402674/in/set-72157602746597156/

Hannah at 1- http://www.flickr.com/photos/29845508@N08/2922640755/

Hannah at 7- http://www.flickr.com/photos/elee1147/218369979/

Aiden at 3- http://www.uniquelycrafted.co.uk/images/Shark39.jpg

Savannah at 6- http://www.rockbrookcamp.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2006/12/junior_camp_girl.jpg

Emma at 1- http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_nTPrJ5SLdnE/SJ-BIn5lnoI/AAAAAAAAAPA/E1xbsJWZKuo/s400/IMG_7633.JPG

Savannah's birthday cake from 16th birthday party- http://www.flickr.com/photos/asweetlifecakery/3561563336/

Hannah's Friends

Arianna Ramano- http://emostyle-trends.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/01/emo-girl-highlights1.jpg

Alexa Stone- http://www.zimbio.com/emo+hairstyles/articles/366/Red+emo+hairstyle

Jake Edwards- http://www.flickr.com/photos/33373148@N08/3184912643/

Savannah's Best Friends Amber and Lacey- http://wwwdelivery.superstock.com/WI/223/1433/PreviewComp/SuperStock_1433R-949914.jpg

Savannah's Other Friends-http://www.boutiquecafe.com/images/dariasfinds/Girltalk.jpg

Matt and Sarahs Kids

Chloe, Anna, Skyler- http://www.flickr.com/photos/22553353@N00/2449334322/

Kids Bedrooms

Emma's-http://www.kookoobearkids.com/images/gypsygirlroom.jpg

Savannah's- http://www.windowblindstips.com/wp-content/uploads/window-drapes-bedroom.jpg

Aiden's- http://roomenvy.files.wordpress.com/2008/11/boys-bedroom.jpg

Hannah's-http://i.ehow.com/images/GlobalPhoto/Articles/4859960/teen-bedroom-decor-girls-bedroom-rockstar_Full.jpg


THAN SHE WAS GONE

Catherine-http://api.ning.com/files/gD4TSxXlj72Gc1tvLKKp4mIOZFS5-ROv1zHWLm3r8-sdmHTpsOBEZqIiGWd-iYhb2cGNzYXthNyZ5-O92t-jGF0uRWISVhn6/iz6hba.jpg

Katie-http://steelerstoday.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/11/carlipuntpasskick2006.jpg

Ben-http://farm1.static.flickr.com/64/226606153_3356d7b96f.jpg

Lizzie- http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2056/2235280158_4f44c701aa.jpg

Christian-http://z.about.com/d/movies/1/0/G/1/Q/superbadprem34.jpg

Lydia-http://besthaircutstyles.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/02/82767.jpg

Catherine's car- http://www.virtual-showroom.co.uk/images/vehicles/9887_1086.jpg

Catherine's room-http://www.pbteen.com/gift/thm/thmbla/thmblanob/

Ben's room-http://www.pbteen.com/gift/thm/thmguy/thmguyhly/

Katie's room-http://www.pbteen.com/gift/thm/thmbro/thmbroliv/

Lizzie's room-http://www.pbteen.com/gift/thm/thmpin/thmpinmag/

Just to Dance

Sophia-http://media.photobucket.com/image/mia20jones20first20degrassi20episode/sandelforever/mia.jpg

Marissa- http://www2.hawaii.edu/~lynnsey/me/seniorportrait.jpg

Elaina- http://assets.lolquiz.com/4a72394eb6508.jpg

Mer/Der Kids

Stephanie Alexis- http://cm1.theinsider.com/media/0/372/30/joss-stone-cigarettes-gossip-764629.0.0.0x0.350x436.jpeg

Christian Anthony- http://images.buddytv.com/articles/zoey-101/images/sean-flynn-1.jpg

Aaron- http://www.flickr.com/photos/8887648@N05/1932717062/

Juliana Marie Sloan-http://assets.nydailynews.com/img/2009/06/20/gal_lucas.jpg

Jaden Ashley Sloan- http://dyna.forplaycatalog.com/cgi-bin/forplay/dyna/dynaO1LOXS

Paris Jessa Sloan- http://www.dizzy-girl.net/archives/brunette-gingood.jpg

Arizona/Callie's kids

Katherine Blaire-http://api.ning.com/files/NAzvZyk4TrwYiqjqS-2Gg8CA45-SJis39f980tXp-dsMgJwTY-3si5Hf2eOEHjV5UUe22f5OGYdFsRgBwgq6vnJfhEA0Ft/3452a2.jpg

School Uniform for the girls- http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/img-set/BQcDAAAAAwoDanBnAAAABC5vdXQKFldwVThBb1ZRM0JHVE1pejRuYTYzMXcAAAACaWQKAWUAAAAEc2l6ZQ.jpg

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1. Just to Dance » reviews
Her family is full of doctors and all she wants to do is dance. But when one night leads to her whole life changing how will the 13 year old cope? How will her family take the news?
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,252 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 11-1-09 - Published: 10-29-09
2. Then she was Gone » reviews
Catherine Shepard had everything a 16 year old would want. But one incident took it all away So much better than it sounds
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/General - Chapters: 6 - Words: 6,159 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 10-17-09 - Published: 7-12-09 - Complete
3. What Hurts the Most » reviews
The Kinkirk's middle child doesn't fit in with the rest of her family to ease the pain of being less than perfect she cuts
7th Heaven - Rated: K+ - English - General/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 1,624 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-23-09 - Published: 1-1-08
4. A New Houseguest » reviews
Maureen's parents die leaving her to take care of her little sister Rebecca. How will she handle the pressure and what happens when someone wants to take Rebecca away
RENT - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 11 - Words: 8,031 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 8-23-09 - Published: 1-15-08
5. Mimi's Story reviews
Tina's challenge 6 How does Mimi really feel about working at the CatScratch Club?
RENT - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 445 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 3-6-07 - Complete
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