For those kindly people who want to know about me, I've updated this a bit on 11 September 2009 (9/11!!)

HAPPY READING!!

About this authoress (if anyone cares)

So, to start with, this is how I look like. I consider myself an insane girl, I have dark brown, almost black eyes, because that's how most Asians look, long black hair that looked brownish in the sunlight and I'm shorter than my younger sister. It is a known fact that I'm the most insane girl at home, but in school I'm a reclusive person. I act somewhat like a weirdo once in a while in front of those closest to me, I'm a phangirl and I hate fops. I am probably 5'4'' tall and I'm usually hysterical anytime I watch or listen to PotO. Or, at least internally so. I can't damn well rave and rant about in public places for fear people taking me to the mental hospital. I usually wear baggy boyish clothes and shorts or jeans. I hate school uniforms, which is a skirt.

I consider myself having 7 personalities. Not that I do, just that how I react around certain people are very different. Here:

JJ: Text in bold type, except for names and headings, are JJ's saying. She's evil and murderous. And is very rude.

Christie (Chris): Text in italics is Chris, the whacko fangirl personality.

Angel: The genius-ish, patronizing adult type. Or the sane side of me, that reprimands myself when I act too insane for my own good. Underlined text are her sayings except for headings.

Jazz: The real, plain, original me. Normal text. And probably the inner Mary Sue. Hey, I heard that everyone have an inner Mary Sue. What matters is whether we show them off or not.

The other 3 aren't that significant so they won't appear, but let's just introduce them.

PDL: A pervert. Simple as that.

Renoir: Creepy/emo and thinks she is the Phantom of the Opera.

Shaz: A kid. Too happy, clueless, a bit confused, and... well, whatever a kid is like.

In my old school I'm generally known as a nutty grade 9 and the ghost who haunts the school. I am normally called Sha, Shawie, sha2, Hahon(0_0) and Shasha. I used to introduce myself as Jazz online, but for some reason I prefer Renoir now. To my friends or family who happen to be reading this, you know who I am. My school is not so big, but I have hyperly crazy friends.

My high school is a very big place with lots of confusing passages. The lessons are boring like hell and most of the teachers suck. Senior High School (AKA grades 10-12) suck.

I am abandoning year 12 in my local high school to go abroad and finish high school there.

My crazy projects include write and publish a novel, create and publish a comic, and be able to play all my favourite Linkin Park songs on the piano.

Some of my teachers are hyper Erik phans, don't ask me how or why.

I JUST WATCHED THE STAGE SHOW!! Woot!! It's too wonderful I can't find anything to say about it.

I have a very, very bad habit: Plan and draft stories as well as their characters, but never actually do the story.

These days I like drawing mini-people coz it's damned fun. Um... My current favs are the E vs F series. My mini-Erik (Erik plushie, whatever) does not like my new doll, F2. The series depict them fighting. And I recently added a new character to the series, RB. He hasn't done anything as of yet, other than simply being there.

I have a fetish for fictional homicidal maniacs.

I house 4 identical emo-deranged-homicidal maniacs, 2 identical homicidal maniacs who is similar to the 4 but more deranged lunatics, and a crazy homicide psychiatrist who likes to mess up people's head (and not to mention that he is a cannibal) in my head. I also have 7 personalities who screams at me a lot. And people ask me why I'm crazy.

Been a phan for years... Almost my 4th year anniversary of being a phan. I used to be this idiot phan who practically knew NOTHING about any other POTO beside the ALW movie, and also a brat who thinks randomness and acting like a retarded creep is cool only because it's currently "in" in the FFN world. I never knew that those people are idiots who aren't fit to be role models. I'm glad I learned a lot in the past years and stopped being a retarded creep just to get noticed.

Anyways, my fave stuff are very limited. I'm currently liking Saiyuki and Hetalia a lot. Saiyuki is a spin off of the Chinese classic "Journey to the West" and it's almost got nothing to do with the original story other than using same names and that these guys are going to the west. Hetalia is a series about personified countries that go nuts 24/7. Jokes about nations, historical facts, and various other stuff become funny scenes that either piss you off or make you laugh so hard tears run down your face.

Random 4 personality talk

Why don't you guys tell everyone about yourselves. I already did.

I'm JJ, aka Angel of Death, living in the head of this little fool. Can't feel a thing. I just be evil all the time. And why am I doing this. I am mostly in control anyway

(Shoves JJ away) Chris, aka SA. Don't ask what that name meant. Am more tolerant than JJ. Yea, whatever. So I sometimes had fun wandering off Jazz and provoked her muses to do bad stuff and cause Jazz trouble

So it's YOUR doing.

So whaaaaaaaatttt? It's my job as a whacko person.

My name is Angel. Jazz claimed that I am the genius personality. I will not comment anything on that. Perhaps my dramatics made her think I am a genius, in what sense I do not know. In my own opinion, I am merely the artistic side. Most preferrably when Jazz is working on grand projects such as serious writing, meaning not humour fics, and serious drawing.

That ends one session of 4 personality squabble. I hope this does not happen again.

No guarantee. With us existing, who knows... (laughs maniacally)

My friends from junior high

Renaldi- Very brutal person but pretends to be nice when teachers are around. I don't know what made him like that, he was a quiet person once. solitude lover, sarcastic, familiar with PotO and his evil side is very evil.

Dian- Mild and normal, but could be insane sometimes. Anime/manga lover like me. She is very good at drawing.

Nadya- Also brutal. Danger alert! Slaps really hard, not that I've been hit. Her singing voice is very nice.

William-Nicknamed Encek, which is old uncle in my language. He is stupid(not really), absurd, insane, silly and funny. He is the victim of brutality by Renaldi and Samuel. Talk about a punch bag.

Samuel-Big, looks like a bully, the oldest in the class, oldest student in school, dumb, repeated class once, and...horribly gay. Sits like a girl, talk like a girl, dress in girly colours.

Selina- Decent once in a while, smug and quite nice in most ways. Some people does not think so, though.

Yosevine- Hyper, crazy, too cheerful and Flow-with-the-go sort of person. Laughs too much in class, causing others too laugh as well.

Friends from Senior High

I have approximately 80 names to list and it's very tiring to write them all down. So all I need to say they're all special in their own ways.

Very special thanks to:

Vinda, Ella, Floren: Thanks for being fans of my pics. Boosted my creativity XD

Mita : Thanks for... BEING MY FIRST FRIEND IN THIS SCHOOL!!

Ry0-kiku: AAAAGGGHHH, you drive me nuts!! I MISS YOU, WAAAAAHHHH!!

Ferry: For being my rival in drawing, with that inspiring me to be better. Even though you hate me a lot I still respect ya.

Indra: More or less the same reason as Ferry

Calvin: Somehow, being gossiped to be your love interest gave me good story ideas. i don't like gossips, but I'm grateful of the ideas.

And to everyone else. Lovin' you all...

Fantasy Manor

Those who knew Dr Hannibal Lecter should know of his Memory Palace. My Fantasy Manor has roughly the same concept, but instead of a very complicated palace I can't even begin to understand, it houses people. Each of my resident Erik (Geriks, unless mentioned otherwise) has an extra flaw on them as to avoid a mix up between each other since dresscodes aren't useful if they decide to wear something different. I visit the Manor a lot, but somehow can't perfect the method of hiding there like Dr Lecter did. Why the whole bunch of Geriks? because he's fun to mess with. Period.

Permanent Residents

Erique- He's the first Phantom I ever see. This one is the Red Death form of Gerik and fights Erick every other day. He's mute aka cannot speak, communicates through telepath and his death glares are worse than ever.

Erick- The black-clad form of Gerik. He doesn't really get along with the other muses well because he's like that. He's blind, no offense.

Eric- (G)Erik as Don Juan. Serves as decorative purposes, therefore he has no need to move around much. That is a good thing because kinda has a hard time moving about due to problems with his... skeletal structure.

Erik- Familiar with the Down Once More scenes? He's the one from that part. My favorite ever. Doesn't go too well with the others. He arrived very OOC. I don't care about that though, it made him very nice to me, but somehow a little whoozer like CAPTAIN Jack Sparrow. He'll be the one in all of my POTO phics because I just love whacko Eriks. He's terribly weak and can't do much if the others bully him.

Wolf- A dog kemonomimi (anime-style people with animal ears and tail). Can turn into a black dog. His human appearance is somewhat like a punk. Based on a teenage Erik.

E- Just E. Forgot why I named him like that. Maybe coz he's based on Erik, the little Erik from ALW's 2004 movie. A cat kemonomimi who dresses like an emo guy. Can turn into a black cat or panther, depending on mood.

(E and Wolf's description sound retarded and fangirlish, huh? Cuz I like manga a lot...)

Some guy in a giant box- Let me tell you this odd story. I was drawing, then a giant packing box appeared in my room. There were voices inside. I had to stuff them in my closet. I wonder who are inside? coughthephantomtriocough

The daevas- Their appearance are based on my rendition of Aveyond's Daevas. They are the enemies in the game, but I have a tendency to support the antagonists so... This is what they look like: http://www.amaranthia.com/modules/myalbum/photo.php?lid=224&cid=2

Plushie-Erik - I know I practically have too many Eriks, but I simply can't have enough of him. Quit ramble. This is the Erik doll I once attempted to make and then he came to life. Acts like many different Phantoms at once, sometimes a little OOC. Since I wasn't such a great doll-maker, he doesn't exactly look like a particular Opera Ghost. Just imagine what he looked like yourself .

Plushie-Authoress - Myself as a Plushie. To keep the Plushie-Muses in control and not cause chaos.

My other personalities- I have introduced 3 somewhere above. Chris, JJ and Angel. I have 3 more: Renoir (or just Ren) is an angsty emo girl, PDL is a perv with hentai mind, and Shaz is a nutty kid.

House guests (non-permanent resident)

These guys hang around most of the time, but not THAT much.

Farryk - Stolen back from ry0-kiku. An OC of mine. He's a mix of elf, demon, vampire, werewolf and human and a touch of a Phoenix. Immortal and dangerous. Fights with any Eriks everyday because he's a nutter. The daevas' best friend.

F2 - Yet another mini-person (plushie). He does not like my home and my Erik plushie LOATHES him.

Sanzo ikkou - Once upon a time, the Three Aspects sent a priest with his 3 companions to the west in order to stop the resurrection of Demon King Gyuumaoh so peace will return to Shangrila. Journey to the West, gets screwed. Genjo Sanzo, berserk pissy priest with a murder streak who smokes and drinks. Sha Gojyo, a pervy half-human kappa who chases after girls any chance he gets (with varied success rate). Son Goku, a being born from a rock, loves food and is hyper-active. Pretty much like the original monkey king, only a tad more... idiotic. Cho Hakkai, man-turned-youkai who is probably the strongest demon beside still-coma Gyuumaoh and Seiten Taisei.

Hannibal Lecter & Clarice Starling- Just. Don't. Ask. Why.

Jack Sparrow & Elizabeth- I had insanely threw them in when I started liking to watch PotC. Not that they're really helpful. Jack spooks me a lot because I took the cursed version of him. Will is now officially kicked out of my muse list because he's now the captain of the Flying Dutchman. I don't want the Dutchman in my house nor do I want to provide an ocean for him to live in. It's too bothersome. Moved out of permanent resident list to house guests because they are not of use.

Favorite movies

Phantom of the Opera, Pirates of the Caribbean, Olympus Guardians and various others.

Favorite books

Saiyuki (and its sequel and prequel), Harry Potter, Et Cetera, Hetalia, and anything that I think interesting.

Favorite music

Anything PotO excluding Prima Donna and All I Ask of You, Dragostea Din Tei by Ozone, Doctor Jones, Butterfly, Numb, Arigatou, all songs from Linkin Park's Minutes to Midnight, Dragostea Din Tei-English version, Kima Ga Suki Dato, Walking In the Sun, Me Against the World, Welcome to My Life, Maru Kaite Chikyuu, That darn song they used in the Russ-k commercial, For Real, Don't Look Back Again, Lucky Star's opening song, Panchira of Joy Toy, Don't Worry Be Happy by Mongol 800, Koi no Uta, Hot n Cold, Cascada's Bad Boy, Aku no Meshitsukai, Words of the Flower (it's a Japanese song but I don't know its real name), Flathead.

Likes

Reading, writing phics and PotO poems, playing computer games, listen to music, drawing manga, CGing pics, watching anime fanvids and go insane. I'm trying to write a song and I need help. And also trying to do a whole load of stuff at once.

Favorite actors

I guess there's only one... Johnny Depp. Weird isn't it? With my (G)Erik fetish people would think a certain Mr Butler is my fave actor. Sadly no. (29/08/09) OMG DEPP I LOVE YOU A BLOODY MILLION MORE~!! I just read that the original main character for Pirates of the Carribbean is Will (and probably Elizabeth), but Depp-Sparrow stole the spotlight and somehow it stuck on everyone's mind that Jack is the main character. I don't know how true this statement is, but I don't care! His representation of Sparrow is the thing that makes POTC interesting. And I'm so glad if he did indeed steal the spotlight off Will. I think Will Turner is a fop and I HATE him. I don't hate Bloom, but I hate Will. And... Maybe I will be a fan if a friend/schoolmate/relative became an actor. Not sure.

Favorite actress

NONE. I'm a female yet I don't like any actresses. It's just that I don't care for any actress most of the time. And every time I started liking an actress, she would wind up doing something offending in one of her roles and I end up hating her A LOT. I care more about the characters rather than the actors and actresses, that's why. If a friend/classmate I knew became an actress I'd probably be her fan. Maybe.

Favorite characters

Movies

Erik: Especially the 2004 movie guy. He's the first ever Erik I knew and I daresay he made a very good impression. I have to thank him for introducing me to POTO. Nothing to do with looks, mind you! Though I think Mr Butler never looked better in any other roles. I don't think Gerik is handsome. Intense, and a bit emo, but not handsome or hot or sexy or whatever fangirl scream inducing quality a lot of people said he has. AND I'M NOT IN DENIAL, PERIOD.

Jack Sparrow: Because he's a badass. I like nutters. I'm glad Johnny Depp went crazy acting said pirate. If he'd acted straight, I doubt I'll like him as much as I do now. And I'm glad he stole the spotlight from Bloom. I hate Will; I think he's a fop. I don't care if he isn't. I don't like him.

Books/Comics/Manga

Erik (Phantom of the Opera): He is wayyy different from any other versions so I have to put him as a different someone. Don't we all love this deranged lunatic?

Dr. Hannibal Lecter (Silence of the Lambs/Hannibal/Red Dragon/Hannibal Rising): He's such a smartass and always calm, even when in jail and almost fed to pigs. That's eeriely awesome!!

Dr. Nii Jianyi/Ukoku Sanzo(Kazuya Minekura's Saiyuki): More or less the same reason for liking Erik and Lecter. He's such a creepy-cute homicidal maniac. Not to mention super-powerful.

Cho Hakkai (Kazuya Minekura's Saiyuki): He looks really lame at a glance, but actually one of the "sanest" among his group. Smiling all the time hides the fact that he could be very very creepy at times. He's a sweet guy and really loveable.

Tenpou Gensui (Saiyuki Gaiden): Because he is between Hakkai and Ukoku. Demented, silly, nice, deranged maniac and caring all at once. How fun is that?

Matthew Williams AKA Canada (Axis Powers Hetalia): Because he's adorable and I love the country Canada itself.

Alfred F. Jones AKA United States of America (Axis Powers Hetalia): Also adorable in his annoying ways...

I like a whole load of other Hetalia characters and... I can't explain why.

Random stuff that I like to remember

"We stuff Erik, Christine and Raoul in a box, then shut the box and refuse to let them out until Christine has made the choice." My sister to me.

"And the choice would be different from the movie. It would be: a) Choose one and I'll kill the other, b) I'll set you free but I'll kill both of them, c) I'll let them free but I'll kill you!" Me to my sister, in reply of previous saying.

"Let's create a virus then place it in the school's computer" My friend, I forgot who.

"I want to play as Phantom when he breaks the mirrors. Only that part, not the rest" My sister.

"I agree. Me too!! I love destroying stuff!!" Me, who else

"What do you think about putting scary masks on the corridor to celebrate Halloween?" my School Dean to me and my schoolmate.

"HELL NO!! WE'RE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE TEST, REMEMBER??"our reply

"Farryk is Erik's great great great great great (milion times more) great grandfather, therefore Erik has elven blood in him and he's deformed because of the werewolf trait gone wrong." Me talking out of random to my sister.

"WHO CARES??" My sister's reply

"Let's make a Sleeping Beauty fic with the debating team as the actors!!" ry0kiku, during an English debate competition.

"Okay, there is this bloody code my friend sent over to me. Anyone help me decipher it?" A classmate of mine during a grand sleepover. The blasted code never got deciphered in the end.

"When will this stupid stalker give up? It feels like spies trying to escape the enemy police or something!!" Me, regarding a stupid stalker

"I KNOW!!" ry0kiku, because she's the one being stalked.

Random chat about a Phantom RP I made:

"Oooooohhh, I didn't knew you LIKED him!!" ry0kiku when she saw one of my EC pics

"Him? Who?" Me

"The SOCIALIST!!" ry0kiku

"Yeah right, this is something for Encore and since XIH is a Science division, ther aren't any socialists here." Me

"Ohh, so this is Ferry sensei." ry0kiku

"Yeah, him and somebody, I haven't casted the girls yet." me

"May I help the casting?" ry0kiku

"Wait, you didn't know everyone from here-oh, who cares, you may." Me

"Yay, YOU'RE Christine and Drama Queen is Carlotta!" ry0kiku

"WTF? That's it?? Wait... HOW DARE YOU!!" Me

(And ry0kiku runs away)

"How's test?"ry0kiku, months ago after mid-semester tests.

"ME? Screwed up, totally. I mean, I even put 'Erik' as my name and didn't notice it until I was about to submit it!!" Me, and yeah it did happen.

"I wonder if I should be sent to asylum. I HAVE 2 OF THE MOST DERANGED HOMICIDAL MANIAC LIVING IN MY HEAD and THEY DON'T EVEN EXIST!!" Me.

About POTO

Leroux: It's the first one that inspired many more, my respects. I like how Raoul was described as girly and how he fainted seeing Erik's trick in Perros (Bwahahahaha). Also, Erik's insane streak is cool. Problem is, Christine changes her mind every 5 second or so. Going "OMG, I'm so scared" and then "You shut up, Raoul, don't tell me what to do!!" the next. And Madame Giry acting like a senile Sanatorium escapee. seriously.

Cartoon: Fine, fine. What pisses me off is Erik's mask look like a clown mask.

Phantom of Manhattan: Weird, pointless and plotless. Hello... You CAN'T write God or some pagan god talk back to those who pray to them. It's not right! I won't even start with the clown and fish.

Englund: I feel like watching some creepy horror movie. This is some bloody mass-murder, not any reasoned killing. Just because the actor plays Freddy Krueger doesn't mean his Phantom should act the same.

Raines: All this guy does is pay for Christine's singing lessons and she never even knew him. The only thing that's good to me is the fact that she didn't go with anyone in the end. And the humour streak with Raoul and this other guy who look very much like him (TWO Raouls, geez!)

ALW stage: My favourite scene is the cemetery. Shotgun staff rocks!!

2004 movie: Since this is the first actual Phantom rendition I saw, this is my favourite. Although I don't really like it being bashed so much. I mean, I don't like seeing anything being bashed, except for Raoul but that's beside the point. Concerning the deformity. It's the tamest, ok, but doesn't mean it's not bad to the people in times where a slightest wrong is called a Devil's curse. Want to rave about tame deformities? Yell at Argento's Phantom. Nothing wrong with his face yet lives like a nut underground.

About Pairings

Phantom of the Opera

E/C: I like it because I said so. I do not like any other pairing. I don't know why. Shut up.

E/OC: I won't mind when it's the humor type (like WanderingTeen's) it's fun. If it's serious and lovey dovey romance, IT MAKES ME PUKE!!

Pirates of the Caribbean

Captain Jack Sparrow/Elizabeth Swann

Hannibal (and all its sequel/prequel books)

Lecter/Starling: As if any other pairing exist. IT'S CANON!!

My Phics/fics

They suck! Period. Do not beg for them to be continued or anything. They are DEAD!!

98 percent of teenagers do or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2 percent who hasn't, copy & paste this in your profile.

If you've ever burst out laughing in a quiet room, copy this into your profile

Ninety-Five percent of teenagers are concerned about being popular. If you are part of the five percent who aren't, copy this, put it in your profile, and add your name to the list, Queen S of Randomness 016, Queen B of Randomness 016, AnimieKittyCaffe, The Gypsy Pirate Queen, That Bloody Demon, The Astrology Nerd, Shadow929, Crazy Billie Joe Loving Freak, Yavie Aelienel, Hyperactively Bored, Spymaster E, Shanny-Boo, Gem W, Brown-eyed angelofmuisc, piratesswriter/fairy to be, Bara-Minamoto, Em Quagmire, Buffy the Mary-Sue Slayer, Harry's Girl 01031992, WanderingTeen, LonesomeGurlAngelofDeath

Paste this to your profile if you are about to murder the next fangirl you see who is worshipping Edward Cullen, the poster boy for a controlling, manipulative, unhealthy relationship, and people treating Twilight, a guilty pleasure book at BEST, with the genius that is Harry Potter.

Copy and Paste if you cannot understand anyone who saw POTO and did not immediately become obsessed with it.

ME! Bwahahahahaha. Here's the deal, if you're too tired to look at my babble at the top, this is all about me

Name: Can't tell. Call me Jazz, SJ or Jessica for all I care

Nicknames: Sha, Sha2, Shawie, Shazza, Hahon, Shasha

Age: 16 for now

Date of Birth: 13 December 1992

Location: Asia, not telling anymore

Color of eyes: Dark brown

Hair: Black

Height: 5'5"

School: Senior High (Grade 12)

Cried during a movie: 1 time in a gazillion movies. For all I care, only POTO had managed to make me cry (I'm evil)

Been sarcastic: Quite a lot and made my mum mad

Favorite Color: Neon colors, and black, green

Favorite Manga Character: Cho Hakkai, Ukoku Sanzo/Nii Jenyi, Tenpou Gensui, Genjo Sanzo, Matthew Williams, Alfred F Jones, Ivan Braginsky, Berwald Oxenstjarna, Roderich Edelstein, Gilbert Weillschmidt, Ludwig, Vash Zwingli, Elizaveta Hedervary, Sadiq Adnan (and pretty much most Hetalia characters)

Favorite TV Shows: anything that catches my eye

Favorite Songs: Lots, but Numb, Music of the Night and Prelude 12/21 tops the list.

Fave subject: Art (depends on where is this lesson taking place, definitely not at school)

Fave actors: Johnny Depp

Favorite clothing: Shorts, T-shirt and jeans

Favorite Sayings: WTF

Favorite Word: Erik

Favorite Passtimes: Reading, writing fanfiction (that never get done), drawing EC and other fanart, watch my friends, write "original" stories, do handicrafts

Does not like: Being the object of gossips, tests, writer's block, cliche, Mary Sue, Gary Stu, Twilight Saga

Wants You To: Read my fanfictions and R&R and give me ideas for it.

Check me out!!

My Artworks

Your One and Only Wish
Do it one by one, don't look ahead!

1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex.

2. Which is your favorite color out of red, black, blue, and green, yellow?

3. Your first initial?

4. Your month of birth?

5. Which color do you like more, black or white?

6. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.

7. Your favorite number?

8. Do you like California or Florida more?

9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?

10. Write down a wish (a realistic one).

Are you done?

If so, scroll down

(Don’t cheat--)

THE ANSWERS

1. You are completely in love with this person.

2. If you choose:

Red: You are alert and your life is full of love.

Black: You are conservative and aggressive.

Green: Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.

Blue: You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you

Love.

Yellow: You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are

Down.

3. If you’re initial is:

A-K: You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.

L-R: You try to enjoy life to the maximum and your love life is soon to

Blossom.

S-Z: You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.

4. If you were born in:

Jan.-Mar.: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you

Fall in love with someone totally unexpected.

Apr.-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but

The memories will last forever.

July-Sept.: You will have a great year and will experience a major life

Changing experience for the good.

Oct.-Dec.: Your love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your

Soul mate.

5. If you choose...

Black: Your life will take on a different direction; it will seem hard at the time

But will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.

White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do

Anything for you, but you may not realize it.

6. This person is your best friend.

7. This is how many close friends you have in a lifetime.

8. If you choose...
California: You like adventure.
Florida: You are a laidback person.

9. If you choose...
Lake: You are loyal to your friends and your love. And you are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.

10. This wish will come true only if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN in one hour and it will come true before your next birthday!

Goals in LIFE

I have many goals I wish to accomplish, and that isn't such a great idea, seeing that most of these goals require mastering various different skills and it's rare for someone to be able to fully master more than one skill.

First, is write and publish a novel. Or a novel series. Although it seems the easiest, and it probably is the easiest of all the goals, it's still quite hard achieve. Because the exact goal is to write a novel that could knock out Stephenie Meyer's fandom, be it the Twilight series or the Host. That wretched woman's writing is atrocious, a disgrace to literature - if it could be called literature at all, and has inspired people to commit serious crime, cause harm to the society, and cause people to act stupidly. So if I succeed in achieving this goal, I am doing the world a whole lot of good. The hardest thing is that I'd really like to win against Stephenie Meyer WHILE Twilight and the Host are still hot on sale. It won't be as satisfying if I defeat her in sales or in popularity when her works are long and forgotten save for the extremely loyal fans.

Second, create and publish a freaking MANGA. Because for some reason my ideas always spiral down to insanity that would NOT work in a novel. I know the cause; I've been reading too much manga. The problem is, I don't have enough supplies, I still suck at drawing backgrounds and effects, and, since I want to have this out in the world, not just circulating in Indonesia, I'm not sure if I must draw the sound effects in Japanese. Geez! Tones are damned expensive. I need more funds to do this. And a story. I mean, the big problem is that I never manage to complete a damned story. So yeah. Once I get a story handy, if possible my OWN story, I'll try and do it. If the worse comes, I'll use digital toning. I mean, I'm not THAT crappy with CG. I might be able to render a good tone. Tyshea managed it so why can't I? (11/9/09) Weeeelllll... Since epic manga are kinda hard to make and plot... Anyway, n00b mangakas start with oneshots right? Or at least one whole volume of crap (like Dramacon). And I just found out how mangaka writes their story: get a basic concept, then simply DO NOT CARE WHAT HAPPENS NEXT. Of course, that would only work if the manga is in series. Oneshots needs to be well-thought. Thought I'd follow that way of thinking and work. After all, I get basic concepts easily, then go "What the hell, I don't know what happens".

Third is make an anime. I won't say cartoon, because cartoon means those goofy Cartoon Network-style stupidity. Yeah, basically the same problem about the story, AND actually animating the stuff. Hey, animating is pretty much hard. I asked around and all they say is practice makes perfect. It doesn't help. I need to know where and what should happen in the next frame. So to speak, frame-by-frame animation isn't really effective these days. So what do I do? I don't know. Really, this sucks. And I meant anime as in 2D animation. Not Final Fantasy-esque 3D anime. If that could be called anime at all. On second thought, it’ll be cooler to be able to make those 3D animations. Whatever. Anime. No matter if it's my story or not.

Last, make a friggin GAME. This is way off the others so either this or the others. Well, the choice is this or anime, actually. So the levelling is game or anime, then manga, then novels. Such and such, I think games are harder to make. First, the QUEST. Stories alone aren't enough unless you only want to make these... visual novels. Or Dating Sims or stuff like that. sighs I kinda get ideas from watching other cool games like KOEI's Warriors (Samurai Warriors, Dynasty Warriors, and Warriors Orochi). Though it'd be epic if I made something with Hetalia. I sawe in this game magazine a strategy game about the Napoleonic wars or something like that. Combining history and just plain fun should do good.