My name is Pamela, I was born on December 24th, 1988. I grew up, mainly with my mother and grandmother. My father left my mother before they knew she was pregnant with me, so I've never met the guy.

My step father is awesome. His side of the family is like the uber redneck/hillbillies, no joke. But I love them to death. I have blacks and mexicans in my family so if you got a problem with that, then you can hit your back button.

I've always loved art and writing, making up stuff and drawing/writing it out for others to see. Even though most people say that my original characters are "Mary Sue" because they're pretty, or they're paired up with a main character of an anime, etc. But, I don't pay any attention to that. If you want your character to be paired up with your favorite character, then pair them up! If you want them to be pretty, make them pretty! Who cares what other people think? They're your characters, don't let other people tell YOU how to make up YOUR original characters. Most of my characters are paired up with my favorite characters. If you don't like the way I write or make up my original characters, then hit your back button, and don't waste your time and mine by reading it just so you can complain and flame.

I love anime/manga and I cosplay. My main favorite guy is, and has always been, Link from The Legend of Zelda. My mom introduced me to the Zelda games when I was very little and I've had the hots for Link ever since. Yeah, go ahead and laugh. You'll figure out my other favorite characters as you browse through my site and/or read my fanfictions.

My mother and I have always been into vampires. So, I'll have a few vampire ocs pop up here and there in my fanfictions!

MY ORIGINAL CHARACTERS

Cubic Zirconia: Transformers OC Cubic Zirconia is an autobot, Ratchet's bonded sparkmate. Her mother, Crystalmeth was a decepticon, killed by other decepticons after Megatron ordered all femmes and youngling be exterminated. Megatron lied to her father, Starscream and took the two away from him. Crystalmeth survived later on after the decepticons left her alone to die, but managed to get her sparkling, Cubic Zirconia to earth for the autobots to take care of. Cubic Zirconia grew up with the other younglings tormenting and making fun of her every day, calling her a decepticon reject because of her past. Even some of the adult mechs and femmes didn't trust her. Ratchet was the only one who truely cared for her and was always there when she needed a shoulder to cry on.
Cubic Zirconia went to medical training at another autobot base but came back after she became an adult. Upon her return, her and Ratchet became sparkmates. After her father dies, she decides to have children to try and patch up the whole in her heart/spark that his passing left. Eventually, her and Ratchet have 13 kids, all named after Jupiter's moons.

Michelle: Transformers OC Michelle ends up being Depth Charge's love interest. She moves to the beach, into her cousin's ocean front house that was up for rent on a private beach away from people and civilization, after a few more of her friends are brutally killed in motor vehicle accidents and drugs. Depth Charge ends up saving her from her sorrow, claiming that they are the same, and tells her about losing everyone on Omicron. Eventually, nanities are injected into her body and she becomes, pretty much, immortal. Depth Charge found a lost island in Bermuda that he claimed as his own, ocassionally taking Michelle there for alone time. Even if Michelle's home is miles away from other living humans and no one ever comes around, he feels that he can walk around, freely, and be himself without the worries of being seen. He transforms himself as a pretender (a robot disguised as a human instead of a vehicle or transmetal animal) and stays with her.

Aphrodite: Transformers Beast Wars OC From a different Beast Wars fanfiction series, she is Depth Charge's sparkmate. Her father, Poseiden was Depth Charge's partner in security when he was protecting Omicron. Unfortunately, Poseiden was killed by Protoform X. After Aphrodite comes to Earth, her and Depth Charge fall in love. Her beast-mode is a transmetal seahorse.

Nina: Yu Yu Hakusho oc A gothic girl that is a new student at the school that Kurama attends. She is overly sensative to the paranormal and can see spirits and demons. People at her school make fun of her and treat her horribly until Kurama steps in, wanting to be her friend (Which makes ALL of the girls jealous since he's so gorgeous and popular) but she senses something different about him, though she ignores it. At first, she thinks his hanging around with her is a joke and tries to stay away from him by saying, "You know I'm not mentally stable, right?" Until a horrible event unfolds and she is shot several times in, what seemed to be, a drive by. Kurama, who had been keeping an eye on her from a distance, couldn't get to her in time and takes her to the hospital. She awakens to find him holding her hand and he says to her, "I'm not really what one would call stable, either." They end up falling in love with each other.

Alexa Lamera: Legend of Zelda oc The daughter of Link and Zelda. She finds a baby dragon and raises her, giving her the name Vividy. Together, they fight evil and get into a lot of trouble. Sheik ends up being her love interest. (Yes, like most other fangirls, I'm writing as if Sheik is NOT Zelda. He is a real man in the fanfictions that I write. Once again, if you don't like it-YOU GOT A BACK BUTTON.)

Leanna: D.Gray-Man oc Leanna is an excorsist who has taken a love interest in Lavi. Her innocence is a chainsaw. She can be rather ditzy at times as well as clumsy. Allen Walker is like a brother to her.

R.I.P.

Curt: Massive heart attack

Mandy

Jewel Reaver

Bambi the Dog: Old age - 18 yrs.

Tobi the Kitten: Severe sickness

Joshua Thomas Holly: Overdose

Paul Ellington: Family member/a firefighter that died in action during a fire call.

Thelma Harmon: Old age

Virginia Hines: Cancer

Our Angels finally got their wings.

"The LORD bless you and keep you;
the LORD make His face shine upon you
and be gracious to you;
the LORD turn His face towards you
and give you peace."

My other profiles:

GHSR: Ghost Hunter's Society of Reidsville: www.freewebs.com/northcarolinagh

DeviantArt: http://xcubiczirconia.deviantart.com/

Myspace: http://www.myspace.com/gundamcadet

VampireFreaks: http://www.vampirefreaks.com/xcubiczirconia

God loves the freaks too!

"I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children at 3 AM, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 6 in the morning as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try to save his life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a building fire "Is this false alarm or a working fire? How is the building constructed? What hazards await me? Is anyone trapped?" Or to call, "What is wrong with the patient? Is it minor or life-threatening? Is the caller really in distress or is he waiting for us with a 2x4 or a gun?" I wish you could be in the emergency room as a doctor pronounces dead the beautiful five-year old girl that I have been trying to save during the past 25 minutes. Who will never go on her first date or say the words, "I love you Mommy" again. I wish you could know the frustration I feel in the cab of the engine, squad, or my personal vehicle, the driver with his foot pressing down hard on the pedal, my arm tugging again and again at the air horn chain, as you fail to yield the right-of-way at an intersection or in traffic. When you need us however, your first comment upon our arrival will be, "It took you forever to get here!" I wish you could know my thoughts as I help extricate a girl of teenage years from the remains of her automobile. "What if this was my daughter, sister, my girlfriend or a friend? What were her parents reaction going to be when they opened the door to find a police officer with hat in hand?" I wish you could know how it feels to walk in the back door and greet my parents and family, not having the heart to tell them that I nearly did not come back from the last call. I wish you could know how it feels dispatching officers, firefighters, Paramedics and EMT's out and when we call for them and our heart drops because no one answers back or to hear a bone chilling 911 call of a child or wife needing assistance. I wish you could feel the hurt as people verbally, and sometimes physically, abuse us or belittle what I do, or as they express their attitudes of "It will never happen to me." I wish you could realize the physical, emotional and mental drain or missed meals, lost sleep and forgone social activities, in addition to all the tragedy my eyes have seen. I wish you could know the brotherhood and self-satisfaction of helping save a life or preserving someone's property, or being able to be there in time of crisis, or creating order from total chaos. I wish you could understand what it feels like to have a little boy tugging at your arm and asking, "Is Mommy okay?" Not even being able to look in his eyes without tears from your own and not knowing what to say. Or to have to hold back a long time friend who watches his buddy having CPR done on him as they take him away in the Medic Unit. You know all along he did not have his seat belt on. A sensation that I have become too familiar with. Unless you have lived with this kind of life, you will never truly understand or appreciate who I am, we are, or what our job really means to us... I wish you could, though."-Anonymous at the moment."

- Written by Anonymous