| SophieSaulie |
Author has written 125 stories for Supernatural, Dark Angel, Hawaii Five-0, Ugly Betty, Chaos, Primeval, Magnificent Seven, Robin Hood BBC, Royal Pains, and Avengers. It's that time again to update my profile. Very little has changed, but I have more new shows to add to my viewing pleasure and obsession. The most recently prolific stories have been for Hawaii Five-0 and Chaos (another show canceled unceremoniously and prematurely by CBS) to my list. I've been completely inspired literarily by the shows and their characters. In Hawaii Five-0, it's been Detective Danny Williams. Scott Caan does SUCH AN AMAZING job with the role. He believably balances playing a by-the-book cop (playing in contrast to the guns blazing Navy SEAL Steve McGarrett played by Alex O'Loughlin) and a devoted single father. He gives depth to a character who could easily have been a throwaway in a cop/procedural show. There's a reason why Scott was nominated for a Golden Globe. In Chaos, despite its cancellation, it's James Murray and Freddy Rodriguez. James also deftly balanced his performance of Agent Billy Collins by playing him as a compassionate and empathetic agent, qualities not usually associated with a CIA operative, as well as an agent with a mysterious past. Because of the cancellation of the show, it will be fun to mine and explore those qualities through fanfiction so I'm hoping to do that. Freddy Rodriguez is best known for his work in Six Feet Under and Ugly Betty. I particularly enjoyed his role as Gio Rossi on Ugly Betty. Another great thing about fanfiction, you can "rewrite history"on long gone shows so I've enjoyed that aspect with that show. I've always thought that Betty should have chosen Gio, but I'm a terminal and unrepentant romantic anyway. His role as Rick Martinez on Chaos played in delightful contrast to Billy beautifully and he played the naive and idealistic CIA agent wannabe perfectly. I liked their interactions together as James played Billy as an "older brother" figure with fatigued experience to pass on to his protege. I've also been delving into some romance-driven stories with the show Royal Pains. I've loved the show before, but the addition of Ben Shenkman as bedside manner-challenged Dr. Jeremiah Sacani has provided a lovely unrequited love (for now -- I'm hoping something will develop in future seasons) scenario with Divya that has inspired some cupid-daydreaming on my part. As always, thanks for everyone's continuing input and feedback on all of my stories. It's been wonderful to get everyone's thoughts and I'm not shy in saying that your positive responses have been a great ego boost, keeps the inspiration alive and keeps me writing so thanks VERY MUCH! It's all welcome and very much appreciated! I'm still very happily married. I used to have my own blog on the TV Guide web site, but it was discontinued. Boo hiss TV Guide. I have since relocated to Live Journal so if you are still interested in reading long winded commentaries on the show, Supernatural and its episodes as well as a character study on Dean Winchester, please feel free to visit and comment there. I've since updated my LJ to be more inclusive of other show interests as well as to repost some stories there so I hope you'll find something of interest there as well. I admit that I've lost a little steam on the Supernatural analysis front just because there are so many other WONDERFUL blogs already out there like Bardicvoice that do a much better job. I have been a Star Wars/Star Trek fan from way back in the 60's and 70's. Yes, I'm that old, but I still think young and thinking about Jensen Ackles, Scott Caan and now James Murray and Freddy Rodriguez keeps me young...married, but not dead, you see...hee. My husband just rolls his eyes. He's secure about my obsessions, as he should be. My current favorite new shows are Grimm, Touch, Once Upon a Time, The Following, The Americans, Chicago Fire and Elementary. Mythbusters and Dirty Jobs fulfill my reality show quota although I'm mad at Discovery for seemingly canceling Dirty Jobs and replacing its programming with less than stellar substitutes which I won't dignify mentioning. Other shows I enjoy are Criminal Minds, NCIS, and The Big Bang Theory as well as Covert Affairs, White Collar, Royal Pains, and Warehouse 13. My guilty pleasure reality show is still Dancing with the Stars. I used to be a disco queen, how could I not like this show? I also have enjoyed BBC productions such as Primeval (James Murray's earlier acting work) and Robin Hood, discovering Richard Armitage who is a marvelous actor. I'm also among the millions who LOVE Downton Abbey. Maggie Smith is just a hoot and a half! I've been writing for as long as I can remember from memorable "publications" such as the cat with green eyes in the first grade to fan fiction. I started writing fan fiction back when it was still being produced on paper in fan zines and the first show I wrote on was War of the Worlds, a syndicated show, VERY loosely based on the H.G. Welles story, starring Jared Martin as Harrison Blackwood and Richard Chavez as Lt. Col. Paul Ironhorse. That was my humble beginning into the foray of fan fiction. I was out of circulation for a while when I got married just because I was busy with other things and was in a creative block for awhile. I then discovered Buffy and Angel and began writing a lot of Buffy and Spike fan fiction. My creative block was over. I have loved submitting the stories I have thus far and hope the inspiration doesn't stop. I think that as long as Jensen plays Dean and now Scott Caan playing Danny Williams as well enjoying past characters like James as Billy Collins, I'll have plenty of material to mine from. Thanks for welcoming me into the fold so fondly and for always taking the time to review my stories. I'm not kidding, they mean a lot and I enjoy them thoroughly! It's very much appreciated. | |||||||
1. Elder Statesman » reviewsAU of the movie with a focus on Steve Rogers. Alternative ending. Coulson's death brought them together but after Loki tries to kill Steve, he asks a favor of his newly minted friends.Avengers - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 3 - Words: 11,830 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 6-6-13 - Published: 4-29-13 - Captain America/Steve R. & Black Widow/Natasha R. - Complete2. Untold Truths » reviewsWarning: Character Death, but I hope that the twist will make it worth it. Some untold truths are revealed to Rick.Chaos - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,439 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-1-13 - Published: 4-29-13 - Billy C. & Rick M.3. Sound of Silence reviewsWARNING: Character death Casey and Michael have to come to terms with the fact that help won't come in time but Billy helps them cope with the inevitable, especially Casey.Chaos - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,038 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-11-13 - Billy C. & Casey M. - Complete4. Painful Nobility reviewsA tag to Off-Season Greetings. Jeremiah returns from Iceland to help after learning of Hank's collapse. He also learns of Divya's reconciliation with Rafa and must not only be noble but heroic.Royal Pains - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,351 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-27-12 - Divya K.5. What's in Front of You reviewsDivya is still recovering from her failed fling with Rafa. Jeremiah Sacani wants to help, but feels woefully inadequate and endangers his own health.Royal Pains - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,120 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-9-12 - Divya K. - Complete6. A Lesson in Exquisite Pain reviewsA Happy Birthday fic for Faye Dartmouth. Billy shows Casey core fortitude under less than ideal conditions and all Casey can do is watch helplessly.Chaos - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,602 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-7-12 - Billy C. & Casey M. - Complete7. Hour of Darkness » reviewsInspired by and dedicated to Faye Dartmouth and her co-author, lena7142. None of the characters are mine, but I was so moved by their story, Rack and Ruin, this one wrote itself with my own very Pollyanna twist to it. I highly recommend you read their story, it's a wonderful read.Chaos - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 4 - Words: 17,777 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 9-5-12 - Published: 9-4-12 - Billy C. & Rick M. - Complete8. Thanks for not sharing reviewsDanny schools Steve on the definition of being partners cargument style.Hawaii Five-0 - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 704 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 8-7-12 - Danny W. & Steve M. - Complete9. Love Among Ruins » reviewsLove doesn't always come easily for Billy. This was particularly challenging and yet completely worth the effort. He was always a terminal romantic, after all. A little Billy and Adele love story.Chaos - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 7,383 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-3-12 - Billy C. & Adele F. - Complete10. Survival » reviewsWhen you're alone, it's all about survival until helps comes your way and Billy learns that help can come in many forms. Casey doesn't accept failure well and it takes Billy to convince him that he's more human than weapon.Chaos - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 5 - Words: 19,829 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 6-28-12 - Published: 6-11-12 - Billy C. & Casey M. - Complete11. Trust in Blood » reviewsAn alternate ending to the show. References to the last few episodes, but with different results. WARNING: There is a CHARACTER DEATH, but to one who did die at the show's end anyway. I needed to find a way to achieve better closure for everyone especially Guy.Robin Hood BBC - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 4 - Words: 11,859 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 6-13-12 - Published: 6-11-12 - Guy of Gisborne & Robin Hood12. Denial then Acceptance » reviewsHallucinations and reality merge for both Billy and Rick as they face their worst fears. Capture and torture.Chaos - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 5 - Words: 21,959 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 4-19-12 - Published: 4-17-12 - Billy C. & Rick M.13. Redemption reviewsA/U - What if Guy of Gisborne never killed Marian and developed an alliance with her and Robin? Could redemption be possible? WARNING: CHARACTER DEATHRobin Hood BBC - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,048 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4-16-12 - Guy of Gisborne & Marian - Complete14. Lead by Example » reviewsThe ODS loses Michael and it's left to Billy to keep them together, but at what cost to him? WARNING: CHARACTER DEATHChaos - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 15,426 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 3-7-12 - Billy C.15. A Deal with God » reviewsA mission goes horrifically wrong and Billy is presumed killed. Rick handles it badly. Michael and Casey relive leaving Carson behind. NO CHARACTER DEATHChaos - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 13,045 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-12-12 - Billy C. & Rick M. - Complete16. Fevered Brain reviewsWhile on a botched mission to Croatia, Billy falls victim to a life threatening illness and Adele must keep him safe and alive. No Adele/Billy shipping. Not a deathfic.Chaos - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,223 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-13-12 - Adele F. & Billy C. - Complete17. Just Another Day in the Life sort of » reviewsBilly and Adele are caught in a potential hostage situation. Billy is severely injured and truths are revealed. No Billy/Adele shipping and no character death.Chaos - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,144 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-9-12 - Billy C. & Adele F. - Complete18. It's a Wonderful Life ODS style reviewsWARNING: CHARACTER DEATH, but a happy ending comes from it. The men of the ODS lose their Christmas spirit after losing one of their own. It takes spiritual guidance to bring Rick back from the brink.Chaos - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,438 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-22-11 - Billy C. & Rick M. - Complete19. What Doesn't Kill You » reviewsBilly is abducted by someone from his past in MI6 seeking revenge and the ODS races against time to rescue him.Chaos - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 14,126 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-19-11 - Billy C. & Rick M.20. Guts, Nerve and Grit » reviewsThe mission goes south and Billy gets hurt. Rick is questioning whether he has what it takes to be an operative.Chaos - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 15,916 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 12-2-11 - Rick M. & Billy C.21. Hero Complex reviewsThe ODS team when Carson Simms was still a member. Billy is injured and both he and Carson face up to their convictions and whether they believe in them and the doing the work anymore.Chaos - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,952 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11-10-11 - Billy C. - Complete22. A Good Man reviewsEzra is stricken with fever and is delusional. As everyone comes to minister and care for him, he realizes that he's not just another gun to them. Chris and Buck also learn something from Ezra's past.Magnificent Seven - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,201 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-21-11 - Ezra S. & Chris L. - Complete23. Never Gave Up reviewsAn old enemy of the ODS resurfaces again to exact revenge on Billy. Can the team save him before his time is up & what lessons have they learned from Billy?Chaos - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,177 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-19-11 - Billy C. & Rick M. - Complete24. Pressure Makes Diamonds » reviewsA tag to Oia'i'o. Danny and Chin mobilize to find a way to clear Steve and Kono.Hawaii Five-0 - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 15 - Words: 15,371 - Reviews: 64 - Updated: 9-14-11 - Published: 6-10-11 - Danny W. & Chin Ho K. - Complete25. Heart of the Matter reviewsBilly and Adele go undercover on a mission in Rome. She and Billy get to talking about life in the CIA and Rick then an assassin threatens. Not a romance between them.Chaos - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,708 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-14-11 - Adele F. & Billy C. - Complete26. Hidden Hero reviewsEzra finally proves himself worthy, but at what cost? WARNING: CHARACTER DEATHMagnificent Seven - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,547 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-6-11 - Ezra S. - Complete27. How Much is Too Much? reviewsBilly is shot and left for dead. As he fights for survival, Rick shares a bit of his past to keep Billy going then questions if it's all worth it.Chaos - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,959 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-31-11 - Billy C. & Rick M. - Complete28. Name, Rank and Serial Number » reviewsBilly and Rick are captured and Billy teaches Rick about how to endure under a less than optimal situation.Chaos - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 9 - Words: 19,236 - Reviews: 33 - Updated: 8-19-11 - Published: 8-1-11 - Billy C. & Rick M. - Complete29. Heart in a Box reviewsA tag to Song of the North. Billy reveals a bit of his past to RickChaos - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,489 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-23-11 - Billy C. & Rick M. - Complete30. Chasing Destiny reviewsAfter Stephen's death, Cutter is consumed in finding the anomaly back to where he had left to right wrongs. WARNING: CHARACTER DEATH Though it is a death that already happened.Primeval - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,693 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-19-11 - N. Cutter & Stephen H. - Complete31. Advice to the Lovelorn CIA Operative style reviewsAdele asks Billy for adviceChaos - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,548 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-15-11 - Billy C. & Adele F. - Complete32. Hero's Work reviewsBilly gets hurt saving Rick. Rick is feeling guilty and Billy tries to absolve.Chaos - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,903 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-14-11 - Billy C. & Rick M. - Complete33. When Destiny Calls reviewsA tag to episode 13. WARNING: CHARACTER DEATH. There was already one in the episode so didn't change that, but embellished so that Cutter and Stephen could have closure.Primeval - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,247 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 7-11-11 - N. Cutter & Stephen H. - Complete34. For Love of Team and Country reviewsA tag to Deep Cover Band. Billy doesn't realize he's been hurt and a bit of his past is revealed by Michael.Chaos - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,100 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 7-6-11 - Billy C. & Rick M. - Complete35. Lost Love, Second Chances reviewsIn my fantasy, Gio and Betty end up together, but not without some obstacles like all great loves like Romeo and JulietUgly Betty - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,180 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7-3-11 - Betty S. & Gio R. - Complete36. Holding on, Letting go reviewsA sequel to By the Book. Danny's POV in this last minutes. WARNING: Character deathHawaii Five-0 - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,425 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7-3-11 - Danny W. - Complete37. By the Book reviewsAfter a finale that left me feeling indifferent, I needed to create my own closure. WARNING: CHARACTER DEATHHawaii Five-0 - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,017 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 5-25-11 - Chin Ho K. & Danny W. - Complete38. A Matter of Trust and Loyalty reviewsA tag to Ma Ke Kahakai. Chin needs to share his past and goes to someone he knows he can trust with it.Hawaii Five-0 - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 878 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 4-26-11 - Chin Ho K. & Danny W. - Complete39. Vendetta » reviewsSuddenly his words were coming to haunt. "I am not getting myself killed for your vendetta..."Hawaii Five-0 - Rated: K - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 17 - Words: 15,019 - Reviews: 129 - Updated: 4-24-11 - Published: 4-7-11 - Danny W. & Steve M. - Complete40. Portrait of a Father reviewsA look at Danny as a father. For anyone who loves Daddy Danny.Hawaii Five-0 - Rated: K - English - Family/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,283 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 4-4-11 - Danny W. & Steve M. - Complete41. Comfort » reviewsAs a team member fights for his life, the rest endure the waiting with thoughts of how that member had comforted them. Not a deathfic, I promise.Hawaii Five-0 - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 14 - Words: 11,121 - Reviews: 94 - Updated: 3-28-11 - Published: 3-18-11 - Danny W. & Steve M. - Complete42. Home reviewsA sequel to Mercy. Not a deathfic, but there was a death in Mercy so fair warning. A death in my own family prompted inspiration to give closure to the story, Mercy.Hawaii Five-0 - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,747 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 3-9-11 - Steve M. - Complete43. Life with a Superhero for a Partner reviewsDanny and Steve, both injured, are pinned down by smugglers and decisions have to be made. Not a deathfic, I promiseHawaii Five-0 - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,702 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 3-1-11 - Danny W. & Steve M. - Complete44. Brother's Keeper reviewsA tag to Loa Aloha. Danny is feeling betrayed and like a failure after he lets his brother escape.Hawaii Five-0 - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,763 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 2-23-11 - Danny W. & Steve M. - Complete45. Mercy reviewsDanny asks Steve for a favor WARNING: CHARACTER DEATHHawaii Five-0 - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,679 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 2-17-11 - Steve M. & Danny W. - Complete46. Closure reviewsAn explosion injures both Steve and Danny.Hawaii Five-0 - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,821 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 2-16-11 - Danny W. & Steve M. - Complete47. Safe reviewsA father's musings.Hawaii Five-0 - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 386 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2-11-11 - Danny W. - Complete48. Through a Child's Eyes reviewsSteve gains a much needed perspective from Grace. This is a repost. I misposted it to the other Hawaii Five-0 category. My apologies.Hawaii Five-0 - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,246 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 2-7-11 - Steve M. & Danny W. - Complete49. In the Line of Fire reviewsThe team is targeted in their offices and loses one of their own. WARNING: CHARACTER DEATHHawaii Five-0 - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,267 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 1-31-11 - Danny W. & Steve M. - Complete50. An Honor to Serve reviewsSteve learns to apologize. WARNING: CHARACTER DEATHHawaii Five-0 - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,689 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 1-24-11 - Steve M. & Danny W. - Complete51. United We Stand reviewsA sequel to When Love is the Only Answer. Team Free Will bands together with Dean as leader. Unexpected things happen both good and bad.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,708 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-9-10 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete52. When Love is the Only Answer reviewsA sequel to 30 Pieces of Silver. Sam and Dean are back on track.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,094 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-30-10 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete53. Proof of Love reviewsA tag to Swan Song. Sam's last thoughtsSupernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,076 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 7-23-10 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete54. 30 Pieces of Silver reviewsA sequel to Heaven is a Place on Earth. Dean finishes his leaps and returns. Cas suggests a plan involving Sam.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,745 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-12-10 - Dean W. & Castiel - Complete55. Heaven is a place on Earth reviewsA sequel to You are my God Given Solace. Dean fulfills one piece of unfinished business and receives comfort from an old friend in his "travels".Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,496 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5-3-10 - Dean W. - Complete56. You are my God Given Solace reviewsA sequel to No Sacrifice Too Great. Sam confronts his fears with Dean then the unthinkable happens.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,177 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 4-30-10 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete57. No Sacrifice Too Great reviewsA sequel to Transformation. Dean continues to change and the future feels uncertain for Sam and Cas.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,755 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 4-27-10 - Dean W. & Castiel - Complete58. Transformation reviewsA sequel to When Life Gives you Lemons and a tag to Point of No Return. After everything that's happened, they head back to Bobby's, but something is very wrong with Dean.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,479 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 4-23-10 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete59. This is a test, This is only a test reviewsA tag to Dark Side of the Moon. In his darkest moment, Dean finally receives the solace he needsSupernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,874 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 4-7-10 - Dean W. - Complete60. When Life Gives You Lemons reviewsA sequel to My Soul to Keep and a tag to both Dead Men Don't Wear Plaid and Dark Side of the Moon.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,550 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4-5-10 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete61. My Soul to Keep reviewsA sequel to When Hope is all You have Left. Sam and Dean find closure.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,892 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-17-10 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete62. When Hope is all you have left reviewsA sequel to What lies Within Us. Sam recovers from his bloodlust and his confrontation with Famine, but can't seem to shake another visitor.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,861 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3-9-10 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete63. What Lies Within Us reviewsA sequel to No Burden is He to Bear. Dean and Sam learn about their fates and Cas provides needed faith and direction to DeanSupernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,231 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-3-10 - Dean W. & Castiel - Complete64. Last Ounce of Courage reviewsA tag for My Bloody Valentine. Dean feels lost and Castiel lends comfort.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,527 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2-18-10 - Dean W. & Castiel - Complete65. Crisis of Faith reviewsA tag to The Song Remains the Same. Dean tries to regain his footing after Michael's taunts.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 766 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-9-10 - Dean W. - Complete66. Remembrances of Times Gone By reviewsSam recalls times when Dean helped and understood and wishes he could get those days back again. Short POV fic.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 844 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-1-10 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete67. Gazing into the Abyss reviewsA tag to Abandon All Hope and hints to recent episode Sam Interrupted. Dean and Sam reassess what's happened and Sam doesn't like the conclusion he comes to about himself.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,488 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-27-10 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete68. Not So Invincible reviewsTag to Changing Channels. Couldn't resist the angst. What Sam was thinking after Dean gets shotSupernatural - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 356 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11-6-09 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete69. No Burden is He to Bear reviewsSequel to Lay Your Weary Head. Spoilers to Season 5 to current episode. Sam re-examines all he's done and then withdrawal sets in. Dean does the same and they both get an unwelcome piece of news.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,646 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-6-09 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete70. ACME's Build a New World reviewsFive days after the defeat of Lucifer, Sam deals with the aftermath. Warning: Character Death.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,158 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 8-28-09 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete71. Lay your Weary Head to Rest reviewsA sequel to Reflection. Lucifer pays a visit, but not the way they wanted him to.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Suspense/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,795 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-14-09 - Dean W. & Castiel - Complete72. What is Living Without Him? reviewsSam's POV after losing Dean.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,005 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-12-09 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete73. Living Without is not Worth Living reviewsA quick Bobby POV. Bobby wasn't handling Dean's death very well.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 925 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 7-31-09 - Bobby S. - Complete74. Reflection reviewsSequel to Plan B. Bobby and the boys take time to reflect.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,574 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 7-30-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete75. Plan B reviewsSequel to Aftermath. An old enemy pays a visit.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,365 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7-15-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete76. A Better Man reviewsJust a Bobby POV that I just had to write. Set right after Dean disappears in Lucifer RisingSupernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,399 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 6-24-09 - Bobby S. & Dean W. - Complete77. Aftermath reviewsA tag to Lucifer RisingSupernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,290 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 6-22-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete78. I Would Die for him reviewsHow it might all end. Warning: Character DeathSupernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,048 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5-27-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete79. Life has killed the Dream reviewsIt all comes to a head. Sam faces Lillith and Dean faces his worst nightmare. WARNING: Character deaths. Title inspired by Susan Boyle on YouTube singing "I dreamed the dream" from Les Miserables.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,458 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4-23-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete80. Faith and Belief reviewsA short tag to It's a Terrible Life. Castiel and Dean talk in the aftermath of On The Head of a Pin after Zacariah.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,427 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 4-16-09 - Castiel & Dean W. - Complete81. The Payback for Freedom » reviewsAn AU for Season 1. Sam is at Stanford with Jess and Dean is working with dad. Dean hears of a monster in Palo Alto and heads there to save Sam, but is hurt in the process. Guilt and angst ensue.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 17,499 - Reviews: 45 - Updated: 4-14-09 - Published: 3-13-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete82. Destiny's Son reviewsA tag to On the Head of a Pin. The recent episode, It's a Terrible Life, did a great job at resolving things, but I had this idea before it aired so here's my take on how Dean might have been convinced back to the mission.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,028 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 3-30-09 - John W. & Dean W. - Complete83. Calm Before the Storm reviewsA sequel to Another Life. It's Sam's turn to have a heart to heart with Bobby, but Sam realizes he hasn't been completely honest with himself.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,448 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 3-24-09 - Bobby S. & Sam W. - Complete84. Another Life reviewsA different tag to Sex and Violence. Sam and Dean follow Bobby to his place to recover. Bobby gives Dean a much needed lecture and they ponder living another life.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,596 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 3-4-09 - Dean W. & Bobby S. - Complete85. Angel Pep Talk reviewsA sequel to Not the Walking Away Type. Dean seeks refuge in his trusty Impala to think things out and is joined by a friend. An extended tag to Sex and Violence.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,555 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 2-26-09 - Dean W. & Castiel - Complete86. Not the Walking Away Type reviewsDean and Sam face what they said under the Siren's spell. Dean makes another admission and Sam wonders what's happening to him.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,825 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-18-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete87. Dark Dreams reviewsAnother hellish night for Dean. A kind of tag to Sex and Violence.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,069 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-13-09 - Dean W. - Complete88. Disconnect reviewsA tag to Sex and Violence. Dean trying to deal with Sam's revelations under the Siren's spell.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,086 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 2-12-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete89. Loyalty, Forgiveness, Love reviewsA Sequel to Breaking Point. Castiel and Dean debate about Dean's actions in Hell and Castiel's crisis of faith.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,109 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-15-09 - Castiel & Dean W. - Complete90. Santa Claus is my big brother reviewsDean tries to give Christmas to Sammy one last time. Wee-chester story.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,148 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 1-12-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete91. Sacrifice reviewsSam goes darkside and there is only one thing left for Dean to do. WARNING: Character Death.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,845 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 12-16-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete92. Breaking Point reviewsSequel to The Enigma that is Dean Winchester. Sam learns Dean's real breaking point.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,955 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 12-12-08 - Dean W. & Castiel - Complete93. The Engima that is Dean Winchester reviewsCastiel learns of Dean's time in Hell with Alistair and finds himself understanding more about Dean and himself.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,848 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 12-3-08 - Dean W. & Castiel - Complete94. There's No Forgetting reviewsTag to Wishful Thinking and references to episodes before that. Dean's and Sam's POVs as they try to reconnect after Dean admits to remembering Hell.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,360 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 11-14-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete95. Tragic Grace reviewsHow it might all end. Dean's worst nightmare. Castiel POV. WARNING: Character deathSupernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,813 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11-10-08 - Dean W. & Castiel - Complete96. Choices reviewsSam thinks about the past and all the choices Dean has made.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,854 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 9-4-08 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete97. Starting Over Again reviewsA short sequel to the story All the Time in the World. Dean ponders the future after Lucas tells him about another vision he had. Helps to read All the Time in the World for back story, but some of it is alluded to in this story.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,766 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-24-08 - Dean W. - Complete98. Broken Wings » reviewsAfter almost two years into the war without Dean, Sam and Bobby discover a surprise at their door.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 14,494 - Reviews: 32 - Updated: 6-20-08 - Published: 6-18-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete99. Brother to Brother reviewsDrabble for the ending of No Rest for the Wicked. Spoilers for that episode only. Sam and Dean's thoughts at the end.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-27-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete100. A Battle over a Soul reviewsA tag to Jus in Bello. Dean takes a stand for Sam with RubySupernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,341 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 4-24-08 - Dean W. & Ruby - Complete101. Once Touched by Pain, Never the Same reviewsA short tag for Mystery Spot. Spoilers for that and episodes prior. No death or suffering, just a little angst. Dean confronts Sam about what he's been holding back from him.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,204 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 4-3-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete102. The Little Things Count More » reviewsWith only a month to go, everyone gets nostalgic with memories.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 7,206 - Reviews: 28 - Updated: 4-1-08 - Published: 3-31-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete103. How You Win Wars reviewsTag for Jus in Bello so spoilers to that. Sam and Dean ponder the ramifications of their actionsSupernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 594 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 3-13-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete104. Hollow Victory » reviewsIt's been 10 years, but it seems like yesterday then yesterday comes back to haunt. WARNING: Character death, sort of.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,678 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 3-13-08 - Published: 3-12-08 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete105. More Like Me reviewsTag to Malleus Maleficarum so some spoilers to it. Dean does some thinking about Sam and his fate.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 920 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-1-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete106. A Time to Collect » reviewsA demon has arrived to collect Dean's soul and more. Is there anything Sam can do now? Will Dean be able to save himself without breaking the deal?Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 14,967 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 1-24-08 - Published: 1-23-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete107. A Conversation with the Future reviewsAfter the final battle, Dean finds kinship from an unexpected source.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,788 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 12-10-07 - Dean W. & Bobby S. - Complete108. Dean's Protector reviewsA 13 year old Sam and a 17 year old Dean face danger together and protect one anotherSupernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,269 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 12-10-07 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete109. Mother and Son Reunion reviewsSam sees a new side to Dean with the help of someone closeSupernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,426 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 12-10-07 - Sam W. & Mary W. - Complete110. Why Wishes Can't Come True » reviewsDean makes a real wish and it comes true. WARNING: Character death.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 10,406 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 9-4-07 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete111. All The Time in the World » reviewsSam finds a way to get Dean out of the deal, but will Dean go for it and what will Sam have to sacrifice?Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 25,283 - Reviews: 59 - Updated: 8-27-07 - Published: 7-27-07 - Dean W. & Sam W.112. It's My Job reviewsJust a short fic on Dean's thoughts after seeing their father in Part 2 of All Hell Breaks Loose. No spoilers to the episodeSupernatural - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 553 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 6-12-07 - Dean W. - Complete113. Out with a Blaze reviewsSam faces his worst nightmare. WARNING: Character deathSupernatural - Rated: K - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,842 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 5-10-07 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete114. Fighting Back » reviewsTakes place after Born Under a Bad Sign so spoilers to that episode. Dean's feeling lousy, but Sam needs some answersSupernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 10,317 - Reviews: 42 - Published: 4-27-07 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete115. My Brother Dean reviewsJust a sweet, short, little ficlet about a young Dean and SamSupernatural - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,243 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 3-7-07 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete116. The Peacekeeper reviewsSam sees Dean in a different light and realizes what he's done for their family.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,124 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 11-8-06 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete117. Today's Your Lucky Day reviewsDean is tormented and confused, but is given purpose from an unlikely source. Takes place after Everybody Loves a Clown.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,570 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 11-8-06 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete118. Pure Heart and Good Intention » reviewsDean has to enlist the aid of a psychic to help Sam face his fears and they both find strength from an unexpected source.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 11,039 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 10-2-06 - Published: 9-19-06 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete119. It's not all bad reviewsDean assesses his life and Sam finds something he wasn't supposed to.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,987 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 8-23-06 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete120. You Hate Me that Much reviewsDean wonders how Sam really feels after the encounter in the aslyum. Did Sam really want to kill him deep down?Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,571 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-23-06 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete121. You Can't Save Everyone reviewsWhat if a dying Meg had just a few more minutes with Dean? What would they tell each other?Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,782 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 8-15-06 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete122. What Good are Gifts? reviewsDean and Sam are trapped by the demon masquerading as their father. My take on how I would have ended Devil's Trap Spoilers for those who haven't seen the episode. Thanks to Tiffany for her invaluable input.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,810 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 8-10-06 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete123. Settling for More reviewsAlec confides in Joshua a secret he's been keeping, but someone is listening.Dark Angel - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,969 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 8-1-06 - Alec & Max - Complete124. The Good Son reviewsSam learns more about his mom and Dean must save Sam from a demon who knows about his giftsSupernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,679 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7-28-06 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete125. Taking Life For Granted reviewsThings about Dean that Sam didn't know about. Warning: Character deathSupernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,972 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 7-12-06 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete