| SophieSaulie |
Author has written 58 stories for Supernatural, and Dark Angel. It's that time again to update my profile. Very little has changed, but I have more new shows to add to my viewing pleasure and obsession. One thing never changes, however, and that's my devotion to Supernatural. That's been constant and always will be. First of all, thanks for everyone's continuing input and feedback on all of my stories. It's been wonderful to get everyone's thoughts and I'm not shy in saying that your positive responses have been a great ego boost and keeps the inspiration alive and keeps me writing so thanks VERY MUCH! It's all welcome and very much appreciated! I'm still happily married, I'm glad to say, and will be celebrating 9 years of marital bliss in November and a total of 18 years together this year. I used to have my own blog on the TV Guide web site, but it was discontinued. Boo hiss TV Guide. I have since relocated to Live Journal so if you are still interested in reading long winded commentaries on the show and its episodes as well as a character study on Dean Winchester, please feel free to visit and comment there now. My blog name there is Supernatural Woman Returns. No surprise there. I have been a Star Wars/Star Trek fan from way back in the 60's and 70's. Yes, I'm that old (50 to be exact, I'm not vain), but I still think young and thinking about Jensen keeps me young...married, but not dead, you see...hee. My husband just rolls his eyes. My favorite story is that a colleague of my husband's saw my picture of Jensen on my Google Chat, loved his haircut so much that she printed the picture and told her husband that he had to have his hair cut Jensen's way and made him take the picture with him to the stylist. Apparently, she LOVED the result. IT CRACKED ME UP NO END! My current favorite shows are Supernatural, of course, Bones, Numb3rs, Mythbusters, Dirty Jobs, which fulfill my reality show quota (though I've added a couple more like Man v. Food and Bizarre Foods from the Travel Channel). Show that I still miss, Threshold. I still feel robbed. A show that has been robbed from me (I always have at least one show that doesn't make it) and which I LOVED is Eli Stone. However, adding to the list of shows I enjoy are Criminal Minds, NCIS, and The Big Bang Theory. More new shows added this season are The Mentalist, Eleventh Hour, and especially Fringe. I am TOTALLY HOOKED on that show. Joshua Jackson has come a long way from Dawson's Creek. My guilty pleasure reality show is still Dancing with the Stars. I used to be a disco queen, how could I not like this show? I've been writing for as long as I can remember from memorable "publications" such as the cat with green eyes in the first grade to fan fiction. I started writing fan fiction back when War of the Worlds, the syndicated show, was on, which had Jared Martin as Harrison Blackwood. That was my humble beginnings into the foray of fan fiction. I was out of circulation for a while when I got married just because I was busy with other things and was in a creative block for awhile. I then discovered Buffy and Angel and began writing a lot of Buffy and Spike fan fiction. My creative block was over. I discovered Supernatural quite by accident channel-surfing and loved it at first sight and at the risk of sounding like a dirty old cradle robber, I love Jensen Ackles and his portrayal of Dean from moment one. His wonderful performances really inspired me to write Taking Life for Granted, my first story here. I then went back and watched his other performances in Dark Angel and Smallville. I've also written a Dark Angel fic, but I admit to not being as immersed in the mythology there so I don't feel that I can write for it as capably and so only the one story. Not surprisingly, it's about Alec and Max. I just felt compelled to make poor Alec suffer and Max realize how much she cared for him...my favorite kinds of subject matter, suffering and death, if you haven't noticed with my other stories. For those of you who are Dark Angel fans, you may have noticed that in Taking Life for Granted, Dean's love of his life is named Maxie. A small nod to Dark Angel on my part. I have loved submitting the stories I have thus far and hope the inspiration doesn't stop. I think that as long as Jensen plays Dean, I'll have plenty of material to mine from. Thanks for welcoming into the fold so fondly and for always taking the time to review my stories. I'm not kidding, they mean a lot and I enjoy them thoroughly! | |||||||||
1. Not So Invincible reviewsTag to Changing Channels. Couldn't resist the angst. What Sam was thinking after Dean gets shotSupernatural - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 349 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11-6-09 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete2. No Burden is He to Bear reviewsSequel to Lay Your Weary Head. Spoilers to Season 5 to current episode. Sam re-examines all he's done and then withdrawal sets in. Dean does the same and they both get an unwelcome piece of news.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,554 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-6-09 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete3. ACME's Build a New World reviewsFive days after the defeat of Lucifer, Sam deals with the aftermath. Warning: Character Death.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,063 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8-28-09 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete4. Lay your Weary Head to Rest reviewsA sequel to Reflection. Lucifer pays a visit, but not the way they wanted him to.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Suspense/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,733 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-14-09 - Dean W. & Castiel - Complete5. What is Living Without Him? reviewsSam's POV after losing Dean.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 975 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-12-09 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete6. Living Without is not Worth Living reviewsA quick Bobby POV. Bobby wasn't handling Dean's death very well.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 907 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 7-31-09 - Bobby S. - Complete7. Reflection reviewsSequel to Plan B. Bobby and the boys take time to reflect.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,541 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 7-30-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete8. Plan B reviewsSequel to Aftermath. An old enemy pays a visit.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,355 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7-15-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete9. A Better Man reviewsJust a Bobby POV that I just had to write. Set right after Dean disappears in Lucifer RisingSupernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,373 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 6-24-09 - Bobby S. & Dean W. - Complete10. Aftermath reviewsA tag to Lucifer RisingSupernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,267 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 6-22-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete11. I Would Die for him reviewsHow it might all end. Warning: Character DeathSupernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,992 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5-27-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete12. Life has killed the Dream reviewsIt all comes to a head. Sam faces Lillith and Dean faces his worst nightmare. WARNING: Character deaths. Title inspired by Susan Boyle on YouTube singing "I dreamed the dream" from Les Miserables.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,410 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4-23-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete13. Faith and Belief reviewsA short tag to It's a Terrible Life. Castiel and Dean talk in the aftermath of On The Head of a Pin after Zacariah.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,552 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 4-16-09 - Castiel & Dean W. - Complete14. The Payback for Freedom » reviewsAn AU for Season 1. Sam is at Stanford with Jess and Dean is working with dad. Dean hears of a monster in Palo Alto and heads there to save Sam, but is hurt in the process. Guilt and angst ensue.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 17,089 - Reviews: 44 - Updated: 4-14-09 - Published: 3-13-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete15. Destiny's Son reviewsA tag to On the Head of a Pin. The recent episode, It's a Terrible Life, did a great job at resolving things, but I had this idea before it aired so here's my take on how Dean might have been convinced back to the mission.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,985 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 3-30-09 - John W. & Dean W. - Complete16. Calm Before the Storm reviewsA sequel to Another Life. It's Sam's turn to have a heart to heart with Bobby, but Sam realizes he hasn't been completely honest with himself.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,398 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 3-24-09 - Bobby S. & Sam W. - Complete17. Another Life reviewsA different tag to Sex and Violence. Sam and Dean follow Bobby to his place to recover. Bobby gives Dean a much needed lecture and they ponder living another life.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,542 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 3-4-09 - Dean W. & Bobby S. - Complete18. Angel Pep Talk reviewsA sequel to Not the Walking Away Type. Dean seeks refuge in his trusty Impala to think things out and is joined by a friend. An extended tag to Sex and Violence.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,513 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 2-26-09 - Dean W. & Castiel - Complete19. Not the Walking Away Type reviewsDean and Sam face what they said under the Siren's spell. Dean makes another admission and Sam wonders what's happening to him.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,780 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-18-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete20. Dark Dreams reviewsAnother hellish night for Dean. A kind of tag to Sex and Violence.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,049 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-13-09 - Dean W. - Complete21. Disconnect reviewsA tag to Sex and Violence. Dean trying to deal with Sam's revelations under the Siren's spell.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,055 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 2-12-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete22. Loyalty, Forgiveness, Love reviewsA Sequel to Breaking Point. Castiel and Dean debate about Dean's actions in Hell and Castiel's crisis of faith.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,097 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-15-09 - Castiel & Dean W. - Complete23. Santa Claus is my big brother reviewsDean tries to give Christmas to Sammy one last time. Wee-chester story.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,128 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 1-12-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete24. Sacrifice reviewsSam goes darkside and there is only one thing left for Dean to do. WARNING: Character Death.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,813 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 12-16-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete25. Breaking Point reviewsSequel to The Enigma that is Dean Winchester. Sam learns Dean's real breaking point.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,914 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 12-12-08 - Dean W. & Castiel - Complete26. The Engima that is Dean Winchester reviewsCastiel learns of Dean's time in Hell with Alistair and finds himself understanding more about Dean and himself.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,827 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 12-3-08 - Dean W. & Castiel - Complete27. There's No Forgetting reviewsTag to Wishful Thinking and references to episodes before that. Dean's and Sam's POVs as they try to reconnect after Dean admits to remembering Hell.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,298 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 11-14-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete28. Tragic Grace reviewsHow it might all end. Dean's worst nightmare. Castiel POV. WARNING: Character deathSupernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,742 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11-10-08 - Dean W. & Castiel - Complete29. Choices reviewsSam thinks about the past and all the choices Dean has made.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,841 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 9-4-08 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete30. Starting Over Again reviewsA short sequel to the story All the Time in the World. Dean ponders the future after Lucas tells him about another vision he had. Helps to read All the Time in the World for back story, but some of it is alluded to in this story.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,764 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-24-08 - Dean W. - Complete31. Broken Wings » reviewsAfter almost two years into the war without Dean, Sam and Bobby discover a surprise at their door.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 14,477 - Reviews: 30 - Updated: 6-20-08 - Published: 6-18-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete32. Brother to Brother reviewsDrabble for the ending of No Rest for the Wicked. Spoilers for that episode only. Sam and Dean's thoughts at the end.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-27-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete33. A Battle over a Soul reviewsA tag to Jus in Bello. Dean takes a stand for Sam with RubySupernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,338 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 4-24-08 - Dean W. & Ruby - Complete34. Once Touched by Pain, Never the Same reviewsA short tag for Mystery Spot. Spoilers for that and episodes prior. No death or suffering, just a little angst. Dean confronts Sam about what he's been holding back from him.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,201 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 4-3-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete35. The Little Things Count More » reviewsWith only a month to go, everyone gets nostalgic with memories.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 7,182 - Reviews: 28 - Updated: 4-1-08 - Published: 3-31-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete36. How You Win Wars reviewsTag for Jus in Bello so spoilers to that. Sam and Dean ponder the ramifications of their actionsSupernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 573 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 3-13-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete37. Hollow Victory » reviewsIt's been 10 years, but it seems like yesterday then yesterday comes back to haunt. WARNING: Character death, sort of.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,199 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 3-13-08 - Published: 3-12-08 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete38. More Like Me reviewsTag to Malleus Maleficarum so some spoilers to it. Dean does some thinking about Sam and his fate.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 857 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-1-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete39. A Time to Collect » reviewsA demon has arrived to collect Dean's soul and more. Is there anything Sam can do now? Will Dean be able to save himself without breaking the deal?Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 14,232 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 1-24-08 - Published: 1-23-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete40. A Conversation with the Future reviewsAfter the final battle, Dean finds kinship from an unexpected source.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,543 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 12-10-07 - Dean W. & Bobby S. - Complete41. Dean's Protector reviewsA 13 year old Sam and a 17 year old Dean face danger together and protect one anotherSupernatural - Rated: K - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,058 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 12-10-07 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete42. Mother and Son Reunion reviewsSam sees a new side to Dean with the help of someone closeSupernatural - Rated: K - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,293 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 12-10-07 - Sam W. & Mary W. - Complete43. Why Wishes Can't Come True » reviewsDean makes a real wish and it comes true. WARNING: Character death.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,935 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 9-4-07 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete44. All The Time in the World » reviewsSam finds a way to get Dean out of the deal, but will Dean go for it and what will Sam have to sacrifice?Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 24,171 - Reviews: 59 - Updated: 8-27-07 - Published: 7-27-07 - Dean W. & Sam W.45. It's My Job reviewsJust a short fic on Dean's thoughts after seeing their father in Part 2 of All Hell Breaks Loose. No spoilers to the episodeSupernatural - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 539 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 6-12-07 - Dean W. - Complete46. Out with a Blaze reviewsSam faces his worst nightmare. WARNING: Character deathSupernatural - Rated: K - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,615 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 5-10-07 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete47. Fighting Back » reviewsTakes place after Born Under a Bad Sign so spoilers to that episode. Dean's feeling lousy, but Sam needs some answersSupernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 9,726 - Reviews: 41 - Published: 4-27-07 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete48. My Brother Dean reviewsJust a sweet, short, little ficlet about a young Dean and SamSupernatural - Rated: K - English - General/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,201 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 3-7-07 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete49. The Peacekeeper reviewsSam sees Dean in a different light and realizes what he's done for their family.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,008 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 11-8-06 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete50. Today's Your Lucky Day reviewsDean is tormented and confused, but is given purpose from an unlikely source. Takes place after Everybody Loves a Clown.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,274 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 11-8-06 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete51. Pure Heart and Good Intention » reviewsDean has to enlist the aid of a psychic to help Sam face his fears and they both find strength from an unexpected source.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 10,570 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 10-2-06 - Published: 9-19-06 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete52. It's not all bad reviewsDean assesses his life and Sam finds something he wasn't supposed to.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,796 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 8-23-06 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete53. You Hate Me that Much reviewsDean wonders how Sam really feels after the encounter in the aslyum. Did Sam really want to kill him deep down?Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,359 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8-23-06 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete54. You Can't Save Everyone reviewsWhat if a dying Meg had just a few more minutes with Dean? What would they tell each other?Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,723 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 8-15-06 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete55. What Good are Gifts? reviewsDean and Sam are trapped by the demon masquerading as their father. My take on how I would have ended Devil's Trap Spoilers for those who haven't seen the episode. Thanks to Tiffany for her invaluable input.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,672 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 8-10-06 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete56. Settling for More reviewsAlec confides in Joshua a secret he's been keeping, but someone is listening.Dark Angel - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,296 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 8-1-06 - Alec & Max - Complete57. The Good Son reviewsSam learns more about his mom and Dean must save Sam from a demon who knows about his giftsSupernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,415 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7-28-06 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete58. Taking Life For Granted reviewsThings about Dean that Sam didn't know about. Warning: Character deathSupernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,694 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 7-12-06 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete