| natzbadfairy |
Author has written 42 stories for Grey's Anatomy, NCIS, CSI: New York, CSI, Tin Man, House, M.D., and Dead Like Me. Twilight Lover Natz mcdreamy,mcbitch,mcmeredith,tinlady,mac'smisses, Carlisle, (nicknames) i(heart): Twilight, Greys, Tin Man, CSINY, NCIS ,CSI, Angels and Demons, Da Vinci Code, Wicked, musicals,CHOCOLATE... I(hate): HIGHSCHOOLFECKINMUSICAL!HANNAHBLOODYMONTANA!!MANGA i(wish): i was a world famous script writer married to Carlisle Cullen (obviously i would have to be a vampire...i wanna sparkle like they do) :) I(am): 18, In uni studying film making and scriptwriting, workin as a receptionist, single, a mammy to a baby kitty cat, one of three children, a bestest friend to lots of people :P I have to make the biggest apology ever. There is no excuse for me not updating. Alot of family stuff happened and i went through two major operations. (the second of these two operations involved my knee. I am now housebound and practically couch and bedbound, hence my now ass getting into gear and fanfic being updated). However, it takes a whole half an hour to update. It's even worse that most of the chapter's i've just updated have been sitting for nearly two years waiting to be posted.i am truely sorry and i am going to go back to the way things were. I've missed fan fiction and i'm now putting my foot down and refusing to let my messed up life stop me writing and updating. If anyone has any questions about what's been happenin, ask away because you have every right to know why you've had to wait. If your reading this then you've probably seen a newly updated chapter. THANK YOU. If i were in your shoes i would have given up. so thank you so much for even bothering to look. I really do love the fact people can be bothered reading what i've written. THANK YOU (ok, i'll let you regain the part of your life you've just lost by reading this stupidly long apology. I really do mean it when i say i'm SO SORRY. Big love xxx TwilightTwilightTwilightTwilightTwilightTwilightTwilightTwilightTwilightTwilightTwilightTwilightTwilightTwilightTwilightTwilightTwilightTwilightTwilight I can't get enough of twilight. I hated it. Now, i love it...I wanna sparkle like the vampires do I'm waiting for someone who sparkles :) Carlisle and Edward are my favs. I wish i was Bella so badly. MUSICMUSICMUSICMUSICMUSICMUSICMUSICMUSICMUSICMUSICMUSICMUSICMUSICMUSICMUSICMUSICMUSICMUSICMUSICMUSICMUSIC Robert Pattison, he has the most amazing voice. (all i listen to now is the Twilight soundtrack, all films) James Taylor: Fire and Rain AMAZIN SONG! XD Robert Pattison: Never Think and Lover...Mindblowing songs I could go on for days but i will spare you... Shippers Twilight: Bella/Edward, Bella/Carlisle Greys: MerDer, MerMark, Maddie, Callica, AlexMer, Addex, NCIS: Kibbs, Gabby, Tiva, Jibbs CSINY: MacPeyton, MacLindsey, StellaFlack House: Thirteen/House Tin Man: DG/Cain, Ahamo/lavendereyes, Az/Jeb, Az/Glitch Wicked: FiyeroElphie Angels and Demons: Robert and Vittoria DaVinci:Robert and Sophie CSI: GSR Again i could go on for days I have so many Greys fics, so many to update lol You have to keep going... God knows when i will finish this, i love writing it though so i have no intentions of stopping XD Dancer Girl... Again, i have no intentions of ending this, i love it too much XD Pick me up... Kind of at a writers block with this one but i will get there eventually XD No matter what happens... I love this and for once i know where i am going with it XD NCIS... Not so picture perfect... again, a slight writers block but i have ordered some sledge hammers and should be updating again soon lol Things will work out... major writers block but i will be working through this. Twilight Oath I promise to remember Bella Each time I carelessly fall down And I promise to remember Edward Whenever I'm out of town I promise to obey traffic laws For Charlies sake of course And I promise to remember Jacob When my heart fills with remorse I promise to remember Carlisle Whenever I am in the emergency room And I promise to remember Emmett Everytime there's a huge boom I promise to to remember Rose Whenever I see something that holds pure beauty And I promise to remember Alice When I'm at a mall and a cute outfit spots me I promise to remember Nessie When I see that beautiful bronze hair And I promise to remember Esme When someone tells me they care I promise to remember Jasper Whenever my stomach isn't curled And I promise to remember the Volturi When someone speaks of dominating the world Yes, I promise to love Twilight Wherever I may go So that all may see my obsession Because I know what the Twilighters know Ok, if you want to know anything else, PM me and i'll get back to you Please enjoy and reveiw anything and everything XD Love and cookies to all natz | |||||||
1. Fade into You » reviewsKate gets a call from Ducky at 2am. He needs her. Him needing her developes Kates and Gibb's relationship. Secrets that they have are revealed, as are hidden talents. Rated for later Chapters :P please reviewNCIS - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,257 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 8-18-10 - Published: 6-26-09 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs & Kate T.2. Pick me up » reviewsMeredith and Derek are having an affair behind Addison's back but when Meredith takes ill due to thier actions, Derek can do nothing but be there for her, with Addison watching. Merder p.s denny's not dead lolGrey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 12,787 - Reviews: 50 - Updated: 8-18-10 - Published: 9-27-073. No Matter what happens » reviewsMeredith's sister Claire gives birth to a baby girl and then leaves her in meredith's care. Tweleve years on, Meredith's life with her and her new Boss. MerDer. Addison in this. AU Merder. Meredith attending : kind of sucky summary please read and reviewGrey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 15 - Words: 12,006 - Reviews: 54 - Updated: 8-18-10 - Published: 4-10-084. You Have too Keep Going » reviewsA trauma page gets sent and it turns two doctors lives upside down...but it makes them stronger but theres a twist that stays secret for a while! : MerDer MaddisonGrey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 119 - Words: 151,892 - Reviews: 449 - Updated: 8-18-10 - Published: 8-3-06 - Meredith. G & Derek. S5. Dancer Girl » reviewsMeredith is a Dancer and Derek is still Derek, Still McDreamy. when They meet things are rocky. Please read and review. Not as bad as it sounds and i suck at summeries : rated for later chaptersGrey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Family/Drama - Chapters: 45 - Words: 45,583 - Reviews: 63 - Updated: 8-18-10 - Published: 12-22-07 - Derek. S & Meredith. G6. Bringing a Boy Back from Vegas reviewsMeredith meets a boy in Vegas and brings him home to Seattle. Trials and Tribulations of bringing back boys from Vegas. Feautures Jeffrey Gieger from Chicago Hope, can still be read even if he is unknown :Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,405 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-9-10 - Meredith. G & Derek. S7. Like me and you » reviewsGeorge is having a rough time after the jackass doesn't call back. Guess who manages to make her smile again...Rated because i like the letter T :Dead Like Me - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,424 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-9-10 - Complete8. I promise reviewsSo the pipe bombs gone off and Mac and Adam have a moment or two :P SLASH :CSI: New York - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 899 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11-18-09 - Mac T. & Adam R. - Complete9. Tenderness reviewsMac meets a woman in a cafe. In a bizare situation, she turns out to be someone he's been looking for...please review i am pants at summeries :P rated for later chaptersCSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,462 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-26-09 - Mac T. & Peyton D.10. Last Resort reviewsversion of last resort which see's House and 13 as a couple. I know it sounds crap but i promise it's better than this summary lol. Please review rating just for safety...languageHouse, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,775 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-22-09 - G. House & Thirteen/R. Hadley - Complete11. Fall at your feet reviewsMac and Peyton before they became all loved up. What if we met our new ME before she was in bed with Mac?sucky summary. Please read and review :PCSI: New York - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,534 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-18-09 - Mac T. & Peyton D.12. She's back for him reviewsmac's heartbroken after Peyton's gone but...there's always a but when your friends step in and make you complete. Please read and review, let me know if i should write more.CSI: New York - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 408 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-15-09 - Mac T. & Peyton D. - Complete13. The only gift reviewsDG wanted to give Cain somthing to say thank you. I suck at summaries. First ever tin man fic. Please review and let me know if i should write moreTin Man - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 768 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-15-09 - Cain & DG - Complete14. Not So Picture Perfect » reviewsKate has a family secret that blows up and everyone she knows discovers that things arn;t so picture perfect. Kibbs Please read and review :D rated for later chaptersNCIS - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 12,276 - Reviews: 60 - Updated: 4-27-09 - Published: 2-17-08 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs & Kate T.15. Time reviewsGil sara, fluff XD please read...make me smile :PCSI - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 3-7-09 - Gil G. & Sara S. - Complete16. Hold your hand reviewsMac gets the shock of his life and realises that she was already slipping through his fingers and he just never saw it. Don't know how long, depends on reviews if i continue this XD rated for subjectCSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 481 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10-20-08 - Mac T. & Peyton D.17. Mama Burke knows best reviewsMerder. When Mer is with christina after burk leaves her, she hears some words of wisdom and realises thatthe great mama burke, has a heart. Please read and review. maybe a second chapter, if liked XDGrey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,148 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-31-08 - Meredith. G & Derek. S18. Bubbly reviewsDerek ended it with Meredith and now she's moved on he's not happy. Three POV. Mer Mark and Der. MerMark fic. PLease read and review, better than it sounds XDGrey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 851 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 7-16-08 - Meredith. G & Mark. S - Complete19. Our Story reviewsMeredith and Derek love. Au. Meredith tells the story of how they were so similar but didn't know it and only when Derek has to tutor Meredith do they get to know each other properly. i suck so bad at summeries. please read. poss one shot, maybe two. PR&RGrey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,888 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 7-8-08 - Meredith. G & Derek. S20. Me and You reviewsMeredith and Derek have a fight, but when he comes and gets her, he gets more than he bargained for. one shot merder fic. please review XD maybe two shotGrey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 708 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 7-6-08 - Meredith. G & Derek. S21. Killing her on the inside » reviewsKate's struggling to come to terms with a situation thats left her phyisically weaker and broken inside. Kate thinks that she's on her own when Gibbs steps in and helps. Sucky summery : please read and review ; rated for later chaptersNCIS - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 3,500 - Reviews: 26 - Updated: 3-21-08 - Published: 3-4-08 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs & Kate T.22. Then You Look At Me reviewsMeredith and Derek arn't talking because Addison's just arrived. The Seattle skyline is the back drop. PLease read and review...sucky summery i know : one shotGrey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,705 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-14-08 - Complete23. Things will work out » reviewsNCISGREYS. MerGibbs. Merder friendshipeventually Meredith and Gibbs have been together a long time but the people she knows and loves still help keep her afloat. PLease read, it does have some merder fluffmainly friendship tho :D rated for swearingCrossover - NCIS & Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 10,059 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 3-4-08 - Published: 11-6-07 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs & Meredith. G24. Chasing Cars » reviewsMeredith becomes broken when one of the most important people in her life dies. derek knows how to handle one Meredith but not the one that is created when this happens. Rated for subject matter. Please read and review :PGrey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 5,640 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 2-19-08 - Published: 12-14-07 - Meredith. G & Derek. S - Complete25. Dinner Date Promise reviewsMac and Lindsey, fluffy one shot with angst. my first ever CSINY. please read and review :CSI: New York - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,934 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-17-08 - Mac T. & Lindsay M. - Complete26. Bloodbath Hostage reviewsThis is a rewrite of Bloodbath. No Ziva, Kate all the way. A situation in NCIS gets out of control and the actions leave a certain forensic scientist in pieces. Slight Gabby...my first NCIS fic. all feed back would be apreciated :NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 887 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-23-07 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs & Abby S. - Complete27. Meredith's Gone reviewsMerder all the way. Meredith dies and leaves Derek as a lifeless wreck who can't believe it. Please don't kill me. Rated for some of the issues raised. Please read and review.Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,761 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 12-14-07 - Complete28. Ben » reviewsMeredith and Derek have to face lifes biggest challenge that no one ever wanted or expected to have to face. they have to help each other but somtimes thats the hardest bit. Very sad fic, please read and review.Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,997 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-7-07 - Meredith. G & Derek. S - Complete29. Numb » reviewsMeredith is left broken when she makes a mistake that destriyes her and derek's relationship. only when she reaches the edge does he help her but is it too late? rated T for subjectGrey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,620 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-1-07 - Complete30. Breath on your own reviewsthis is after derek says to Meredith that he wants her to breath on her own. Also Meredith tells Derek why she stopped swimming. please read and review one shotGrey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 662 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 6-4-07 - Meredith. G & Derek. S - Complete31. Derek leave Meredith reviewsMeredith and Derek are happy together when tragedy strikes and Meredith is left on her own. PLease don't hurt me when you read this story...just reviewGrey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,165 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 3-5-07 - Meredith. G & Derek. S - Complete32. PICK ME! reviewsthe night that Meredith told Derek to choose. Hope you enjoy as things are different from the showGrey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 920 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 11-23-06 - Complete33. Getting straight to the point reviewsMeredith gives Derek an ultimatum. Nothing like the pick me choose me love me scene so please read and reivew :Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 648 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 10-17-06 - Complete34. New York Goes to Hell » reviewsMeredith and Derek are together and in love. But Derek makes a mistake that threatens their relationship past the point of belief. Read and Review...PLease :Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 5,048 - Reviews: 46 - Updated: 9-29-06 - Published: 9-13-06 - Complete35. Holding her hand reviewsDerek goes to New York with Addison, leaving Meredith behind with a huge secret. They get back in touch but don't meet for another six months when her secret is revealed. One Shot. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE read and reviewGrey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,182 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 9-23-06 - Complete36. Five Years On » reviewsMeredith and Derek split five years ago. Meredith got married, Derek moved back to New York without Addison. But there's always a piece of her in his mind and he needs her, but she needs him more that he could imagine. Possiable one shot...Please Review :Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,772 - Reviews: 18 - Updated: 9-20-06 - Published: 9-8-06 - Complete37. Your nothing like her reviewsMeredith noves to Maine with Finn only to discover his secret. Dereks destroyed in Seattle without her but will Finns Secret bring happiness after all? PLease read and ReviewGrey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,248 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 9-17-06 - Complete38. Home at Last reviewsDerek goes to New York to clear up everything with Addison. When her comes home he gets a very big surprise, as does Meredith. ONE SHOT. PLease please read and review :Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,422 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 9-13-06 - Complete39. Always reviewsOne shot. Meredith is distraught after hearing news about Derek. IT's not Addison. Somthing slightly differnt. Will thier love last? Please review :Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,035 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-8-06 - Meredith. G & Derek. S - Complete40. Can't Control Herself » reviewsMerediths mother is in hospital and Addison has a fight with Meredith, only to screw up her marriage...MerDer fluff later onGrey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 9,119 - Reviews: 37 - Updated: 8-22-06 - Published: 7-18-06 - Complete41. Warm hands make Warm hearts » reviewsMeredith and Derek are together after he picked Addison but how are they together and what is going to happen?please read n reviewGrey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 14,614 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 8-22-06 - Published: 7-24-06 - Complete42. Everything Changes » reviewsMeredith is broken...and only he can fix her. MerDer Fluff. Please read and ReviewGrey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 7,822 - Reviews: 23 - Updated: 8-9-06 - Published: 7-12-06