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Name: xTsukikoxTortureX

Age: 15

Fav Movies: BTTF, Spiderman, X-men, Willard

Hello my name is Lauren Lunatic nickname or you can call me what my bf calls me Lucile or gaz & I'm a one of a kind girl. Yes, very weird indeed, i have very little friends but the ones i do have i treasure deeply. Many of my friends do appreciate the way i treat them and i do try to to treat them well.
Many people look at me weird because of the way i choose to dress, i dress Emoish-Gothic for my race or emothic. You see I'm black, and i guess the stereotypes of most blacks will affect me. I'm so lonely in so many levels. Most of the fact, I do hate most humans and how they choose to act. I do have a dislike towards preps and other types of stuck up people, who believe their shit is gold. Please do not come towards me as a prep, I'm sorry but most preps I've meet have been rude to me.
I did in fact have a friend I've lost to a prep, oh yes which brings me to my next point. I have very little trust in people. I have my reasons and they start at the root of my life plus I've dealt with so much betray & lies I'm done with it, their are also the reasons why i and the way i am an Emothic. I also have a love affair with horror movies, and types of supernatural things IE. ghost,demons,werewolves, & of course vampires.
Just to let you know i love to read books relating to my life, and different aspects of life. Also i do believe strongly in my lord in savor God & his Son Jesus Christ. My religion of Christianity, is my base of living without it I would be an empty shell of my former life LOL.
Also if you are atheist then i really do not mind, but you start to rub in my face i have a problem with you. Please leave me alone, i don't want to hear you BS. BTW, i do love watching kid sows like HINT Spongebob lol, & Billy & Mandy!! I do have OCD, it is a major pain in the ass, but hey what isn't lol, i just deal i just try to not do it as much or at all because my BF of 1 year and about 7 months.
Let me get to him, he is an awesome boy, I've never meet anyone in my whole life that completes me like he dose. Never in my life I've meet a boy that can match my anger and love like he tries to. I do in fact not just love him as a bf but he is my best friend. I just think that if i did keep looking that i would try & find someone out n this cold & yet lonely world 4 sum one who can complete me as he dose, and I'm just saying this because we do go out, this is the man i do plan on marrying once i get to age, and nothing in the whole darn world could separate me form him. I just know that even though he dose get me upset, i live with it, and know that i love him every sec of my life and without his care & love i would not be here. So i do in fact love him so very much my sweetheart and soon to be husband Eduardo Jose Hernandez.
Most people know me as a crazy girl who's into like Gothic stuff b/c of my choice of dress and i find it so so silly to think of too because i hate it when people judge a book by its cover. Oh yeah I'm addicted to energy drinks a whole lot!! It gets me all giddy and excited i love it. I also love watching haunted ghost stuff, it makes me scared and i love to be scared. I also love to go to youtube and watch vids about local issues.
Hum this may seem weird but i love looking at many styles, it interest me to see diff forms of emo & goth styles and what i do it form it together into one style. I also love to read about many diff things Vamp stories, and watch vamp movies, i love watching werewolf movies more and ghost movies. Oh yeah, i love gore a lot in movies. Yeah i also have a soft spot for Lifetime and tends to remind me of my life sometimes.
I am a very talkative person once you get to know me, and i love to be included in stuff. I can be very sensitive about issues and but i never cry NOT IN PUBLIC lol, I do believe that some adults are ignorant and should get a reality check sometimes on how they treat their kids it makes me cry on how some people do.
Another issue i have is animal saving, i love to help and save animals & stop any form of child abuse. I feel strongly about recycling and treating the earth right. I know Hippie already.
I do also enjoy watching south park a whole lot i love the goth kids, and the vamp episode really had me going with the Hot Topic store.
I love video games a whole a heck lot and i love crushing people while playing it. And i also love my cell phone and Laptop. Technology is awesome!! Without it i would be a hollow shell of my former life. I love going online i just do - i love chatting too, i love having & meeting friends so try to chat up. Also i love Japan i can speak Japanese also. I love jap foods and i am in love with anime!! Anime is awesome my fav is DBZ, and that anime made me explore my other fav Elfen Lied, and Vamp anime like Chibi Vamp and Rosie + Vampire.
In high school as a sophomore, i have loads of friends,and most are emo or goth in their own way, i hate the looks i get for being a black emo/goth but idc its makes them look bad and i love myself too much to worry!

People who inspire me

My boyfriend Eduardo he shows me love beyond imagine

My Twin Trisha, she writes too

My parents who don't know i write, but hey i love 'em

All my friends

Love ya bye