Please note: Pen name may change constantly (former pennames: minimuffin-on-acid, LipstickLullabies, Lilacs.and.Lolita, twisted.little.lies, beautiful.discord)

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"I'm the girl your ex-girlfriend will hate

Your mother will love

And the girl you'll never fucking forget."

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My name is Meg.

color.me.lovely

I have an adorable baby boy. Asher. He is my life. (1/21/09)

I think most of the world lives with their eyes closed.

I'm paranoid. I'm impatient. I'm selfish. I'm honest. Get over it.

All I want is a happily-ever-after...

I don't regret a single thing. But that doesn't mean I don't miss it

I want to fly.

I wonder, have I become your one regret?

"I guess some people are just born with tragedy in their blood..."

"I believe in music the way some people believe in fairy tales..."

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I like plenty of animes, but my favorite at the moment is Naruto...

I mean, come on, seriously? You have to admit... Uchiha Sakura totally has a nice ring to it...

Favorite Quotes:

"I find it kind of funny

I find it kind of sad

The dreams in which I'm dying

Are the best I've ever had..." -- Mad World

Donnie Darko

"You shouldn't have eaten too much ketchup to get the diabetes!!" ~my six year old brother Patrick when my mom was yelling at my other brother about his diabetes and my brother was complaining about it...ahahaha Patrick says the weirdest things...

"My underpants make me not listen!" -- told you Patrick says the weirdest things...I think he's gay, even though he's six, cuz he talks a lot about penis' and kissing boys...I would love a gay brother, really...

"AAAAAHHHHH! the meepits are coming!.."--my friends Julius and Fish (nicknames)

"You dumfuck! They're called freedom sticks! Not french Fries! God! Get it right!..." my friend Victor

"hahahahahahaha...I don't know.."--my gifted friend als

"AHHH! you stupid whore and a half!"...me

"Spawn of ken!"--me and my friend Nikki (UNCHAINED BEAST)

"Spawn of Barbie!" --me and Nikki again!

"Spawn of evil barbie transvestite!"--me and nikki again!

~quotes from 'Iris' by buttons413~

"The whole world steps aside for a man who knows where he is going.." anonymus

"Fall seven times, stand up eight." Japanese proverb

"We do not know the true value of our moments until they have undergone the test of memory." ~George Duhamel

"Orange peels!" ~Emiko Kigurashi (from Iris, like all of these quotes...so far...)

"I hope someone, someday,stabs you with a raisin!" ~Emiko Kigurashi

"If I fall off this desk and die, I'm going to haunt you forever. Foooorrreeevvveeerrr!" ~Emiko Kigurashi

"She pulled out the items and counted them, her heart thumping painfully against hir rib cage as she replaced the items in the bag and sealed it. Seventeen raisins..." (ok, yes, this is from Iris still, but it is so sweet! if you read it (its a seriously well written sasuke x oc fic) then it makes MUCH more sense)

"Nunc scio sit amor...

Now I know what love is..." ~Vigil

"Damn him! I hope he falls on a chopstick and dies!" Emiko Kigurashi from Everything About You(one of the sequels oneshots to Iris)

"because we all want something extraordinary

"what if fine isn't good enough? what if I want extraordinary?"
"there's no such thing."" ~ from extraodinaire's profile

Put this in your profile if you hate child abuse.

My name is Sarah

I am but three,

My eyes are swollen

I cannot see,

I must be stupid

I must be bad,

What else could have made

My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better

I wish I weren't ugly,

Then maybe my mommy

Would still want to hug me.

I can't speak at all

I can't do a wrong

Or else I'm locked up

All the day long

When I awake I'm all alone

The house is dark

My folks aren't home.

When my mommy does come

I'll try and be nice,

So maybe I'll get just

One whipping tonight

Don't make a sound!

I just heard a car

My daddy is back

From Charlie's Bar.

I hear him curse

My name he calls

I press myself

Against the wall.

I try and hide

From his evil eyes

I'm so afraid now

I'm starting to cry.

He finds me weeping

He shouts ugly words,

He says its my fault

That he suffers at work.

He slaps me and hits me

And yells at me more,

I finally get free

And I run for the door.

He's already locked it

And I start to bawl,

He takes me and throws me

Against the hard wall.

I fall to the floor

With my bones nearly broken,

And my daddy continues

With more bad words spoken.

"I'm sorry!", I scream

But its now much too late

His face has been twisted

Into unimaginable hate.

The hurt and the pain

Again and again

Oh please God, have mercy!

Oh please let it end!

And he finally stops

And heads for the door,

While I lay there motionless

Sprawled on the floor.

My name is Sarah

And I am but three,

Tonight my daddy,

Murdered me.

Cinderella walked on broken glass.
Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime pass.
Belle fell in love with a hideous beast.
Jasmine married a common theif.
Ariel walked on land for love and life.
Snow White barely escaped a knife.
It was all about blood, sweat and tears,
Because love means facing your biggest fears.

Here is a list of things to do at Wal-Mart:

22 Things to do at Wal-Mart

1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking.

2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals.

3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms.

4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone,
" 'Code 3' in housewares"... and see what happens.

5. Go to the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away.

6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area.

7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department.

8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask,
"Why can't you people just leave me alone?"

9. Look right into the security camera; & use it as a mirror, and pick your nose.

10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti - depressants are.

11. Dart around the store suspiciously loudly humming the "Mission Impossible" theme.

12. In the auto department, practice your "Madonna look" using different size funnels.

13. Hide in a clothing rack and when people browse through,
say "PICK ME!" "PICK ME!"

14. When an announcement comes over the loud speaker, assume the fetal position and scream..
"NO! NO! It's those voices again!!"

15. Go into a fitting room and shut the door and wait a while; and then yell, very loudly, "There is no toilet paper in here!

16. Get several bouncy balls and throw them down an aisle shouting "go, pikachu, go!"

17. Challenge people to duels in the back aisles with wrapping paper tubes.

18. Have a conversation with yourself loud enough so that people in the other aisles can hear you.

19. Throw things over one aisle into another one.

20. Mark out price tags with a sharpie.

21. Go to a random aisle and try to reach the top item. When someone comes and asks you if you need help, scream loudly "I can't reach my chexcereal!" and keep screaming it until they go away.

22. Stand in the middle of an aisle way and burst out into the Pepto Bismol song, dance moves included.

if anyone wants to message me just to talk or whatever or life is feeling crapy, go ahead! and if you wanna copy and paste crap from my profile to yours, just remember to give credit to the rightful owner:ME!

'I miss the lips that made me fly...'