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Author has written 34 stories for Harry Potter, Psych, StarTrek: Voyager, and Alex Rider. Hi. I'm Nyxie (short for Nyxelestia). Obviously not my real name, but that's what I use. Deal with it. I used to be Black Blood Dragon Goddess, but changed it to the one I have now. My Links: Writing Help Blog - my blog with posts on writing. Fiction in general, though also catering a bit more towards fanfiction. Take a read, spread the word. If you would ever like a post written about something in particular, feel free to ask. Happy Depression - my poetry blog. Nyxie-Hall - my socio-political blog, and commentary on society in general. Nyxelestia, the LiveJournal - hosts not only my fanfiction, but anything literary by me, including the occasional poem and/or short story. Miah-Me - LiveJournal: Diary of my Soul (Not a Diary of Me). Banners Lifeless Eyes Banner #1 - The shitty one Lifeless Eyes Half-Banner - The good one Three Day's Grace Banner - quite rushed Malagosto Banner - no comment iSpy Comic Links Name: Just call me Nyxie. (Or, if you're a rapist, try Miah). Age: 191. I'm not lying - I'm just being a little...roundabout...with the truth. See if you can figure it out. (Think of the number the Chinese and Greek Zodiacs have in common in terms of cycles). Location: L.A. - the city. All snuggled up between the rich kids of Malibu and the snobs of Santa Monica. Personality: Why don't you find out? What's In A Name Nyx is the ancient Greek goddess of the Night. Hence the 'Nyx' part of it. '-elestia' comes from 'celestial', because I love the night sky and am an occasional space geek (I've even been to space camp). I dropped the l for a smoother sounding name. Along with which, "Celestia" is a computer program for space viewing, and what a lovely program it is...not to mention the fact I'm on a computer so much. I dropped the c for easier spelling. Bulletin Board Three Days Grace (Night Cast Series) - To be Deleted, and hopefully re-written under one blanket story, "Night Cast". But the verdict's still out on that one, and I may just delete it and be done with it. Malagosto, Chapter 13, Teaser: Alex's main job is really just to provide a cover. But obviously, he gets bored pretty quickly. So he decides to help...and it's a damn good thing he did. Harry's Second Chance, Chapter 3, Teaser: To go suddenly from headmaster to student is a rather disorienting experience. Ah, well - at least the classes are much easier this time. Too much easier. In fact, this could get very boring, very fast...Harry hadn't thought of that. To Isabella Rosemary Twan: Sweetheart, thank you for the review. There are a few things I'd like to clear up before I get on with this. 1.) I'm 16, sweetheart. I'm not significantly older than you in the broad sense, but in teen years, that's a lot. 2.) Cutting is also known as self-harm and self-injury. Google either one of those and you will find a wealth of information. Purely by the fact you don't know about this, I figure you must live an extraordinarily sheltered life - right now, self-harm is becoming one of the fastest growing disorders among teens, especially among girls, in America, and it's spreading to other countries, too. 3.) A 'gothic' story would be a story with gothicism and gothic styles (meaning the ancient east Germanic tribe, the 12th-15th century cultural and archetectural styles, or the modern-day culture emphasizing grotesque, mysteriousness, and desolation) as the key center point to the story. I don't write these, with maybe one exception, which will not be posted for quite some time. What you mean is 'darkfic', which is basically any fic that happens to deal with harsh, mature themes within its contents, to an extreme point. These I do write, sporadically. Most of the time, I deal with mildly mature themes within my normal range fics. Now that we have those facts out of the way... First of all, I'm not depressive, anymore. I started cutting when I was 12, and quit fully when I was about 14, late 14. Today, my emotions are much like any other person's, with my depressed moods coming just as often as my elated moods, in time with what life hurdles at me. If you want to know, I've actually been in great spirits for the last couple of weeks - I've been feeling great about my grades and finals, and I just spent a good week recuperating from the harsh effects of the end of school. As for 'you should be happier', I don't need it, but thank you, anyway. I know many fanfic writers' works directly reflect their moods, especially teenage girls, but I'm not one of them. My work sometimes reflects my personal issues that I go through in life, but it's always from the objective perspective. Now, I also take it you don't like smut? And, what do you mean by 'freaked out', exactly? Because you also told me I was scaring you, essentially, and yet you were telling me to be 'happier', so I must ask exactly what you meant by it. PM me, if possible (I notice you reviewed anonymously). If not, you can find my e-mail address by clicking the link above. (Remember to full size the pop-up window when you do). | |||||||||||||
1. Midnight Run reviewsTom and Alex are playing football in the park. Or maybe tag. Or maybe just ‘kick the ball’. Or…something, at any rate. Short, sweet, Tom/Alex fluff. K-plus for language, because they’re teenage boys. Not enough ‘heavy’ content to warrant a T, though.Alex Rider - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,683 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 7-3-09 - Complete2. Scarred reviewsEven spies have emotional voids where they aren't suppose to be. And even spies need vices to cope. Alex adds a few more scars to his collection - but this time, they're his. The scars and the blood are HIS. Based off personal experience. High T rating.Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,607 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 6-25-09 - Complete3. Scarves reviewsJack and Sabina decide for a covert rendezvous in the club’s bathroom for a little fun. Jack/Sabina No, I could not help myself . PWP. Gift-fic for Jusmine.Alex Rider - Rated: M - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,904 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-25-09 - Complete4. Never Let You Drop reviewsAlex is learning to climb cliff walls with Wolf, when a sudden drop makes his life flash before his eyes...or rather, a specific piece of it as he remembers a time a decade before, first learning to climb walls...fluff, for my birthday.Alex Rider - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,291 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 6-14-09 - Complete5. Unspoken » reviewsFor The Firm's monthly challenge. I will be posting all of them in this little fic here. And not even as seperate one-shots, but with a plot...that will develop only as each challenge comes. This should be fun. Let's just sit back and watch what happens.Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - General/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,582 - Reviews: 25 - Updated: 6-1-09 - Published: 5-3-09 - Complete6. Painless Torture » reviewsA clash with a new species leaves Tom reliving his worst memories every 8 hours, and being inflicted with those wounds again. With the worst moments of his life on public display, and being tortured every 8 hours, how long can he last before he snaps?StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 10,664 - Reviews: 35 - Updated: 4-18-09 - Published: 4-21-08 - Paris, T.7. Of Words and Hearts reviewsIan's life depends on him keeping a tight leash on his emotions. But maybe a little dancing would be worth enough to let it go. Companion piece to Dancing Sorrows, in Ian's POV. Jack/IanAlex Rider - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,194 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3-19-09 - Complete8. Malagosto » reviewsIn unraveling his dad's legacy, Alex must redefine right, wrong, and the line dividing as everything he held true is ripped to shreds. One thing he does know for sure: when push comes to shove, be careful who you trust - or you're in for a nasty surprise.Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 12 - Words: 59,710 - Reviews: 117 - Updated: 3-19-09 - Published: 7-5-089. Olive Oil reviewsTwo big boys, having fun at a boring party. Ian/Ash, because I couldn’t help myself.Alex Rider - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,405 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-14-09 - Complete10. Last Man Hiding reviewsAlex has survived assassinations, torture, and brushes with pain and death all his life. So why was he so terrified of a children’s birthday party? Oh, right – they were Jack’s children. Part 4 of my ‘Jack Daniels’ series.Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,329 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 2-14-09 - Complete11. Dancing Sorrows reviewsStart with a heartbroken woman. Add in a cryptic man. Sprinkle in a conversation on love, and a hearty dose of steps 1-2-3, with a dash of two left feet. Serve on ice. Starring a secret spy and his housekeeper.Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,784 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 2-14-09 - Complete12. Care reviewsIt was nice to have someone to come home to. Loving hands, and a warm body…such a warm body. Even when everything else was cold, the warm body was nice. Very dark, Jack/Alex.Alex Rider - Rated: M - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,181 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-14-09 - Complete13. A Rompe In The Woods reviewsA wolf and a cub are playing a game in the forest. But when does the game end, and the hunt begin? Allegory, fluff.Alex Rider - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,080 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-14-09 - Complete14. Harry's Second Chance » reviewsReversing time is easy. Stopping a war is easy. Saving the future is easy. Keeping your sanity's the hard part. But Harry's gone through it all before - he'll do it again. Desperation is not a force to be reckoned with. No one knows this better than him.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 18,208 - Reviews: 88 - Updated: 1-1-09 - Published: 11-22-08 - Harry P.15. Labor reviewsAs insane as Jack was pregnant, she’s even worse in labor. Ben is still at her side, though, and Alex is still of no help at all. Sequel to ‘Pregnancy’, Part 3 of my Jack Daniels series. Rated for language.Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - Family/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,897 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 12-25-08 - Complete16. Hold My Hand reviewsPre-Canon, and Canon, timeline. When Jack is sitting with Alex after he's shot, she remembers holding the hand of someone else who needed it, too. Dedicated to a guy named Glenn. Based off of a real event.Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,239 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 12-13-08 - Complete17. Pregnancy reviewsJack can get a little crazy when pregnant, and poor Ben takes most of it. And Alex is of absolutely no help at all. Bastard. Well, no - at least Alex can calm her down...when he wants to, anyway. Rating due to language. Part 2 of my Jack Daniels series.Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,483 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 10-18-08 - Complete18. Waiting In The Dark reviewsAlex/Wolf, explicit. PWP, but fun all the same.Alex Rider - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,471 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10-15-08 - Complete19. Three Days Grace, Without The Music » reviewsPart II of the Night Cast Series. In the three days between Jack’s murder and Wolf’s arrival, Alex ponders over what his life has become, and tries to find a good reason to not kill himself while he still has the chance. Alternative version - no lyricsAlex Rider - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 8,510 - Reviews: 24 - Updated: 10-12-08 - Published: 8-13-0820. Three Days Grace » reviewsBeing deleted, so just ignore it.Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 10,469 - Reviews: 47 - Updated: 10-12-08 - Published: 7-26-0821. Dear Alex » reviews“I’ve read your letters to the fandom, and I am responding in our defense, and for our apologies. Please, hear me out – I think it’ll be worth it.” – signed, an Alex Rider fanfic author. A response fic to l8rg8r123’s fic ‘Dear Fanfiction Authors’.Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,561 - Reviews: 18 - Updated: 8-20-08 - Published: 8-13-08 - Complete22. Jack Daniels reviewsAlex's thoughts at Jack and Ben's wedding. His toast to the happy couple. His dance with the bride. His thoughts on the past few years. And, of course, his mockery that Jack's new name is now a whiskey. Part 1 of my Jack Daniels series.Alex Rider - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,548 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 8-13-08 - Complete23. Gratitude Duty reviewsWhen Eagle spontaneously combusts in SAS training because of Alex, Wolf, in a rare moment of showing gratitude, offers to clean up his remains. Crackfic, heavy gore, written as a birthday present for JK Mafia. You have been warned. Rated M for a reasonAlex Rider - Rated: M - English - Humor/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,929 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 8-13-08 - Complete24. Lifeless Eyes » reviewsBeing deleted, so just ignore it.Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 16,021 - Reviews: 64 - Updated: 7-26-08 - Published: 6-21-0825. Crossing The Line » reviewsBetween a captain and her commander, there are a few lines which shouldn't be crossed. But then again, this is the Delta Quadrant - this is where all the rules are broken. This is where all lines are crossed. This is where a kiss can never be just a kiss.StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,473 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 6-9-08 - Published: 4-13-08 - Chakotay & Janeway, K.26. Lifeline reviewsShawn's kidnapped by some old criminals with a vengeance, and Henry enlists the SBPD to help him get his son back. Nice Shawn whump and angstPsych - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,424 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 1-15-08 - Complete27. What Are Best Friends For? reviewsA good friend will bail you out of jail, but a best friend would be sitting in that cell right next to you. Gus, Shawn, a car, a bar...need I say more? Takes place in their early twenties, humor and crack and nothing more. :DPsych - Rated: T - English - Humor/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,640 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11-7-07 - Complete28. Raging Inferno reviewsWhen Shawn had gone to bed that night, he hadn't expected to wake up to a world of flames. [In honor of the California Blazes].Psych - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,256 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 10-26-07 - Complete29. Choosing Your Life reviewsGus's boss at Central Coast Pharmaceuticals isn't that happy with Gus's splitting his life down the middle, and makes him make a decision he might not be able to handle: Them...or Psych. He has to pick one...and only one.Psych - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,348 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-18-07 - Burton G./Gus & Shawn S. - Complete30. Dancing in the Rain reviewsJuliet is having a bad day, and Shawn taps into his knight in shining armor complex, or rather, his court jester complex, to cheer her up and show her that life isn't about waiting out the storm, but about learning how to dance in the rain.Psych - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,583 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 9-9-07 - Complete31. Hopeless reviewsWhat would Shawn do if Gus ever got hurt? How would he cope with such a tremendous loss of his best friend? This is from Henry's POV. Quite a tear jerker, so grab Kleenex before reading this. No slash, just strong friendship and strong father/son bond.Psych - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,229 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 7-29-07 - Complete32. Evicted reviews22 year old Shawn gets evicted right after losing his job and a fight with Gus, and his need to live dies as his darker thoughts rise. Will someone be able to save him from himself in time? Warning: Suicidal tendencies and references, along with cuttingPsych - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,507 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 7-8-07 - Complete33. One Word Changes Everything reviewsLily never thought James cared about her when he constantly asked her out...she was wrong. Will she be there to save him from himself when he need her most? Cutting, implied attempted suicide, child abuse, please Read and Review!Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,541 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 6-13-07 - James P. & Lily Evans P. - Complete34. It Doesn't Hurt To Cry reviewsEven though he's a prankster, Sirius Black hates April Fool's Day...or more accurately, April First. Why? What does his sister have to do with any of this? Marauder Era, Graphic Suicide, Drinking, minor mentions of child abuse.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,075 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 5-30-07 - Sirius B. - Complete
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