| Nyxelestia |
Author has written 56 stories for Harry Potter, Psych, StarTrek: Voyager, Alex Rider, and Merlin. Hi. I'm Nyxie. - English Hola. Me llamo Niksi. - Spanish নমস্কার. আমার নাম ণইকসএ. (Nômoshkar. Amar nam Nyxie.) - Bengali (I know the Bengali script of my name is screwy) Heus. Nomen mihi est Nikse. - Latin Bonjour. Je m'appelle Neiksi. - French Hallo. Ich heisse Niksie. - German (Courtesy of MadCatta) Привет. Меня зовут Никсиь. (Privet. Mehna zovut Nyxie.) - Russian Wesaþ hāl. Ic hātte Nixē. (Wesath haal. Itch hatteh Nyxie.) - Old English Ciao. Mi chiamo Nyxie. (Courtesy of Iamawesome) - Italian Hallo. Ik heet Niksie. (Courtesy of Amore) - Dutch Niksii اسمي .وسهلاً. (Ahlan. Ana ismii Niksii.) (Courtesy of HallowedInk) - Arabic Čao. Zovem se Niksi. (Courtesy of a family friend) - Croatian Hajimimashite. Nyxie des. (Courtesy of Le Sang De La Morte) - Japanese, spoken 你好,我叫 Nyxie。(Nǐ hǎo. Wǒ jiào Nyxie.) (Courtesy of t8t8t8) - Chinese Simplified Shwmae. Nyxie ydw i. (Courtesy of rhymneyfairies) - Welsh नमस्ते। मेरा नाम नइष्कई. (Namaste. Mera nam Nyxie.) (Courtesy of my dad) - Hindi (and yes, I know that the Hindi script of my name is screwy). Habari. Jina langu ni Nixee. - Swahili Hei. Jeg heter Nyksi. (Courtesy of Gin Dyps) - Norwegian Mabuhay. Ako si Nyxie (Courtesy of ikot-ikot) - Tagalog (I don't know if all of them are right - if you see something is incorrect, please let me know.) (Additional languages to say this in are always much appreciated! Thank you very much to those who have already given me the extra languages.) My Links: Old English - links to a post on my LiveJournal which talks about Old English, the language used for spells in BBC Merlin. The post explains the language, and gives the best links and websites (in my experience) for its translation for spells. It also has some bonus stuff on runes and charms and whatnot down at the bottom. Writing Help Blog - my blog with posts on writing. Fiction in general, though also catering a bit more towards fanfiction. Take a read, spread the word. If you would ever like a post written about something in particular, feel free to ask. Happy Depression - my poetry blog. Nyxie-Hall - my socio-political blog, and commentary on society in general. Nyxelestia, the LiveJournal - hosts not only my fanfiction, but anything literary by me, including the occasional poem and/or short story. Banners Lifeless Eyes Banner #1 - The shitty one Lifeless Eyes Half-Banner - The good one Three Day's Grace Banner - quite rushed Malagosto Banner - no comment iSpy Comic Links Name: Just call me Nyxie. Age: 194. I'm not lying - I'm just being a little...roundabout...with the truth. See if you can figure it out. (Think of the number the Chinese and Greek Zodiacs have in common in terms of cycles). Location: L.A. - the city. All snuggled up between the rich kids of Malibu and the snobs of Santa Monica. Personality: Why don't you find out? What's In A Name Nyx is the ancient Greek goddess of the Night. Hence the 'Nyx' part of it. '-elestia' comes from 'celestial', because I love the night sky and am an occasional space geek (I've even been to space camp). I dropped the l for a smoother sounding name. Along with which, "Celestia" is a computer program for space viewing, and what a lovely program it is...not to mention the fact I'm on a computer so much. I dropped the c for easier spelling. Bulletin Board Three Days Grace (Night Cast Series) - To be Deleted. Malagosto, Chapter 13, Teaser: Alex's main job is really just to provide a cover. But obviously, he gets bored pretty quickly. So he decides to help...and it's a damn good thing he did. Damnit, he thought he was done with Scorpia! Harry's Second Chance - On definite hiatus until September. | |||||||||||
1. Second Star To The Right, Straight On 'Til Morning reviewsModern!AU. Having little time left to live once the cancer wins, and in too much pain to do so, Merlin decides to end his life to get away from the pain. Arthur holds him in his last moments of life. Tear-jerker, euthanasia. Fic from kinkme-merlin.Merlin - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,724 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 11-21-09 - Arthur & Merlin - Complete2. Virtue reviewsArthur's POV of my fic "Rapture". When an unknown man is burned for his kindness and yet still gives hope, Arthur refuses to bend to his father's tyranny - and he's prepared to take the backlash for it, knowing he won't be alone in the aftermath.Merlin - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,680 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-16-09 - Arthur & Merlin3. Lineage » reviewsThanks to his magic, Merlin always knew he had a weird heritage that his mother did not liking talking about. What he didn't expect was to find out she was a princess of the kingdom of Dyfed - making him heir to the throne. This changed...everything.Merlin - Rated: T - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 2 - Words: 12,258 - Reviews: 20 - Updated: 11-11-09 - Published: 9-19-09 - Merlin4. Burning The Darkness » reviewsMerlin left Ealdor for a reason. And that reason's back, in Camelot. Now he has to hide his past and save the prat, er, prince, while hiding the truth behind his fears. His growing magic isn't helping, either. Merlin/Arthur, spoilers for all of season 1.Merlin - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,931 - Reviews: 41 - Updated: 11-11-09 - Published: 7-15-09 - Merlin & Arthur5. Ivory and Gold reviewsJust some more smut from kinkme Merlin on LiveJournal. The prompt? "Arthur/Merlin. "Arthur will tremble at your voice, he will kneel at your feet!"". Warnings for dub-con, breathplay, and bondage.Merlin - Rated: M - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,091 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11-9-09 - Arthur & Merlin - Complete6. Bliss reviewsCompanion piece to Euphoria, Arthur's POV of Chapter 1: Mercy. When Arthur answered the call of Merlin's magic, he hadn't been prepared for what he found.Merlin - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,561 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-31-09 - Merlin & Arthur - Complete7. The Quality of Mercy » reviewsUther starts to notice a few things about Arthur and his manservant. Which remind him a bit too much of a Queen and Sorceress, from his own past, for comfort. For Round 1 of the merlincapfics challenge on LiveJournal. Uther's POV, Arthur/Merlin slashMerlin - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 25,240 - Reviews: 36 - Updated: 10-30-09 - Published: 10-25-09 - Uther - Complete8. Malagosto » reviewsIn unraveling his dad's legacy, Alex must redefine right, wrong, and the line dividing as everything he held true is ripped to shreds. One thing he does know for sure: when push comes to shove, be careful who you trust - or you're in for a nasty surprise.Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 13 - Words: 60,359 - Reviews: 131 - Updated: 10-27-09 - Published: 7-5-089. Three Days Grace, Without The Music » reviewsPart II of the Night Cast Series. In the three days between Jack’s murder and Wolf’s arrival, Alex ponders over what his life has become, and tries to find a good reason to not kill himself while he still has the chance. Alternative version - no lyricsAlex Rider - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 9,159 - Reviews: 31 - Updated: 10-27-09 - Published: 8-13-0810. Three Days Grace » reviewsBeing deleted, so just ignore it.Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 11,118 - Reviews: 56 - Updated: 10-27-09 - Published: 7-26-0811. Rapture » reviewsWhen an unknown man burns on the pyre for sorcerery, Merlin sees his last words give hope to a terrified people - including the Prince, who is flogged by the king for his kindness, and healed by his friends for the same exact reason. Torture, slashMerlin - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,760 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 10-23-09 - Published: 10-14-09 - Arthur & Merlin - Complete12. Flames reviewsSequel to 'Flowers'. Merlin's POV, this time - when he reveals his magic to Morgana and helps her learn, their sneaking about gets noticed. And Arthur starts acting stranger, again, because of it.Merlin - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,352 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 10-10-09 - Complete13. Flowers reviewsEpisode 203 tag - Arthur notices Merlin's affections for the Lady Morgana for a reason. Jealous!Arthur, light swearing, S2 spoilers.Merlin - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,503 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 10-4-09 - Arthur & Merlin - Complete14. Euphoria » reviewsEven with his veins flooded with heroin and suppressing his power, and even when he rides high on the chemical bliss, Merlin's magic still sings for Arthur. And Arthur has answered the call. Short little one-shot for now, may expand later.Merlin - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,434 - Reviews: 30 - Updated: 9-24-09 - Published: 9-11-09 - Merlin & Arthur15. Bareback reviewsWhen a wild mare is finally declared as useful for nothing but dogmeat, Merlin decides to give riding her a shot. Arthur adds to incentive by promising to ride HIM if Merlin can do it. Fluff, with hinted smut.Merlin - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,981 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 9-19-09 - Arthur & Merlin - Complete16. Inferno reviewsCamelot is burning, and Prince Arthur is being noble again. Blood prat. Fluff. Inspire by all the smoke outside my window from all the wildfires. Arthur/Merlin slash.Merlin - Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,932 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 9-3-09 - Merlin & Arthur - Complete17. Sigil reviewsWhen a courtier's harmless flirting with Merlin becomes not so harmless, Arthur decides to finally lay claim. Lots of kinky smut, so read at your own risk.Merlin - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 768 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 9-3-09 - Merlin & Arthur - Complete18. Your Command Is My Wish reviewsArthur gets hit with an Obedience curse - and Merlin is the one he is forced to obey until it wears off. Doesn't mean they can't enjoy it until then. Smut, bondage.Merlin - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,539 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 9-3-09 - Merlin & Arthur - Complete19. Hiss reviewsMerlin finds out Arthur is afraid of snakes, and decides to find out why. Short, fluff, Merlin/Arthur.Merlin - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,878 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 9-3-09 - Merlin & Arthur - Complete20. Scars » reviewsSequel to my one-shot ‘Scarred’, but can stand alone. People’s reactions to Alex’s new vice, and how he deals with them. Or rather, how he doesn’t. T for cutting/self-harm.Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,203 - Reviews: 32 - Updated: 9-1-09 - Published: 7-6-0921. Rising Tides reviewsHe was going to tell them the truth. Ben’s family deserved it, no matter how hard it was to hear…or would be to watch. But he’d be there, to hold them through the tears. After all – he promised to. Part 7 of my ‘Jack Daniels’ series - last installment.Alex Rider - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,263 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 8-15-09 - Complete22. The Dark Side of Honor reviews“Even those who protect honor can fail it.” Everyone has their breaking points, including the K-Unit, one of the best SAS units in Baghdad. But with the dire circumstance that they live in every day, the consequences can be devastating. Rating will changeAlex Rider - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,896 - Reviews: 23 - Published: 8-13-0923. Hereditary reviewsHereditary – When one of the Daniels’ girls wants to join MI6, Alex is left to explain why she shouldn’t be in the espionage business…and why the hell he still is. Part 6 of the ‘Jack Daniels’ series.Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,148 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 8-12-09 - Complete24. Ten Years To Somewhere reviewsAlex should’ve known that Jack’s children would only get crazier as teenagers. But what on Earth would possess a teenage girl to ask him for love advice? He wasn’t exactly an expert in that area. Or in it at all. Part 5 of my Jack Daniels series. 246Alex Rider - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,601 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8-10-09 - Complete25. Midday Brawl reviewsSequel to Midnight Run. Alex and Tom have to deal with the consequences, or rather, lack thereof, of their midnight kiss in the park. There’s no turning back, now. T for language. Not for those easily offended, religiously speaking.Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,239 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 8-5-09 - Complete26. Midnight Run reviewsTom and Alex are playing football in the park. Or maybe tag. Or maybe just ‘kick the ball’. Or…something, at any rate. Short, sweet, Tom/Alex fluff. K-plus for language, because they’re teenage boys. Not enough ‘heavy’ content to warrant a T, though.Alex Rider - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,683 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 7-3-09 - Complete27. Scarred reviewsEven spies have emotional voids where they aren't suppose to be. And even spies need vices to cope. Alex adds a few more scars to his collection - but this time, they're his. The scars and the blood are HIS. Based off personal experience. High T rating.Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,607 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 6-25-09 - Complete28. Scarves reviewsJack and Sabina decide for a covert rendezvous in the club’s bathroom for a little fun. Jack/Sabina No, I could not help myself . PWP. Gift-fic for Jusmine.Alex Rider - Rated: M - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,904 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 6-25-09 - Complete29. Never Let You Drop reviewsAlex is learning to climb cliff walls with Wolf, when a sudden drop makes his life flash before his eyes...or rather, a specific piece of it as he remembers a time a decade before, first learning to climb walls...fluff, for my birthday.Alex Rider - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,291 - Reviews: 26 - Published: 6-14-09 - Complete30. Unspoken » reviewsFor The Firm's monthly challenge. I will be posting all of them in this little fic here. And not even as seperate one-shots, but with a plot...that will develop only as each challenge comes. This should be fun. Let's just sit back and watch what happens.Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - General/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,582 - Reviews: 26 - Updated: 6-1-09 - Published: 5-3-09 - Complete31. Painless Torture » reviewsA clash with a new species leaves Tom reliving his worst memories every 8 hours, and being inflicted with those wounds again. With the worst moments of his life on public display, and being tortured every 8 hours, how long can he last before he snaps?StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 10,664 - Reviews: 36 - Updated: 4-18-09 - Published: 4-21-08 - Paris, T.32. Of Words and Hearts reviewsIan's life depends on him keeping a tight leash on his emotions. But maybe a little dancing would be worth enough to let it go. Companion piece to Dancing Sorrows, in Ian's POV. Jack/IanAlex Rider - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,194 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 3-19-09 - Complete33. Olive Oil reviewsTwo big boys, having fun at a boring party. Ian/Ash, because I couldn’t help myself.Alex Rider - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,405 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-14-09 - Complete34. Last Man Hiding reviewsAlex has survived assassinations, torture, and brushes with pain and death all his life. So why was he so terrified of a children’s birthday party? Oh, right – they were Jack’s children. Part 4 of my ‘Jack Daniels’ series.Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,329 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 2-14-09 - Complete35. Dancing Sorrows reviewsStart with a heartbroken woman. Add in a cryptic man. Sprinkle in a conversation on love, and a hearty dose of steps 1-2-3, with a dash of two left feet. Serve on ice. Starring a secret spy and his housekeeper.Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,784 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 2-14-09 - Complete36. Care reviewsIt was nice to have someone to come home to. Loving hands, and a warm body…such a warm body. Even when everything else was cold, the warm body was nice. Very dark, Jack/Alex.Alex Rider - Rated: M - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,181 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 2-14-09 - Complete37. A Rompe In The Woods reviewsA wolf and a cub are playing a game in the forest. But when does the game end, and the hunt begin? Allegory, fluff.Alex Rider - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,080 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 2-14-09 - Complete38. Harry's Second Chance » reviewsReversing time is easy. Stopping a war is easy. Saving the future is easy. Keeping your sanity's the hard part. But Harry's gone through it all before - he'll do it again. Desperation is not a force to be reckoned with. No one knows this better than him.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 18,208 - Reviews: 95 - Updated: 1-1-09 - Published: 11-22-08 - Harry P.39. Labor reviewsAs insane as Jack was pregnant, she’s even worse in labor. Ben is still at her side, though, and Alex is still of no help at all. Sequel to ‘Pregnancy’, Part 3 of my Jack Daniels series. Rated for language.Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - Family/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,897 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 12-25-08 - Complete40. Hold My Hand reviewsPre-Canon, and Canon, timeline. When Jack is sitting with Alex after he's shot, she remembers holding the hand of someone else who needed it, too. Dedicated to a guy named Glenn. Based off of a real event.Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,239 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 12-13-08 - Complete41. Pregnancy reviewsJack can get a little crazy when pregnant, and poor Ben takes most of it. And Alex is of absolutely no help at all. Bastard. Well, no - at least Alex can calm her down...when he wants to, anyway. Rating due to language. Part 2 of my Jack Daniels series.Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,483 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 10-18-08 - Complete42. Waiting In The Dark reviewsAlex/Wolf, explicit. PWP, but fun all the same.Alex Rider - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,471 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 10-15-08 - Complete43. Dear Alex » reviews“I’ve read your letters to the fandom, and I am responding in our defense, and for our apologies. Please, hear me out – I think it’ll be worth it.” – signed, an Alex Rider fanfic author. A response fic to l8rg8r123’s fic ‘Dear Fanfiction Authors’.Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,561 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 8-20-08 - Published: 8-13-08 - Complete44. Jack Daniels reviewsAlex's thoughts at Jack and Ben's wedding. His toast to the happy couple. His dance with the bride. His thoughts on the past few years. And, of course, his mockery that Jack's new name is now a whiskey. Part 1 of my Jack Daniels series.Alex Rider - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,548 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 8-13-08 - Complete45. Gratitude Duty reviewsWhen Eagle spontaneously combusts in SAS training because of Alex, Wolf, in a rare moment of showing gratitude, offers to clean up his remains. Crackfic, heavy gore, written as a birthday present for JK Mafia. You have been warned. Rated M for a reasonAlex Rider - Rated: M - English - Humor/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,929 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 8-13-08 - Complete46. Lifeless Eyes » reviewsBeing deleted, so just ignore it.Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 16,021 - Reviews: 66 - Updated: 7-26-08 - Published: 6-21-0847. Crossing The Line » reviewsBetween a captain and her commander, there are a few lines which shouldn't be crossed. But then again, this is the Delta Quadrant - this is where all the rules are broken. This is where all lines are crossed. This is where a kiss can never be just a kiss.StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,473 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 6-9-08 - Published: 4-13-08 - Chakotay & Janeway, K.48. Lifeline reviewsShawn's kidnapped by some old criminals with a vengeance, and Henry enlists the SBPD to help him get his son back. Nice Shawn whump and angstPsych - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,424 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 1-15-08 - Complete49. What Are Best Friends For? reviewsA good friend will bail you out of jail, but a best friend would be sitting in that cell right next to you. Gus, Shawn, a car, a bar...need I say more? Takes place in their early twenties, humor and crack and nothing more. :DPsych - Rated: T - English - Humor/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,640 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 11-7-07 - Complete50. Raging Inferno reviewsWhen Shawn had gone to bed that night, he hadn't expected to wake up to a world of flames. [In honor of the California Blazes].Psych - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,256 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 10-26-07 - Complete51. Choosing Your Life reviewsGus's boss at Central Coast Pharmaceuticals isn't that happy with Gus's splitting his life down the middle, and makes him make a decision he might not be able to handle: Them...or Psych. He has to pick one...and only one.Psych - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,348 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-18-07 - Burton G./Gus & Shawn S. - Complete52. Dancing in the Rain reviewsJuliet is having a bad day, and Shawn taps into his knight in shining armor complex, or rather, his court jester complex, to cheer her up and show her that life isn't about waiting out the storm, but about learning how to dance in the rain.Psych - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,583 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 9-9-07 - Complete53. Hopeless reviewsWhat would Shawn do if Gus ever got hurt? How would he cope with such a tremendous loss of his best friend? This is from Henry's POV. Quite a tear jerker, so grab Kleenex before reading this. No slash, just strong friendship and strong father/son bond.Psych - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,229 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 7-29-07 - Complete54. Evicted reviews22 year old Shawn gets evicted right after losing his job and a fight with Gus, and his need to live dies as his darker thoughts rise. Will someone be able to save him from himself in time? Warning: Suicidal tendencies and references, along with cuttingPsych - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,507 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 7-8-07 - Complete55. One Word Changes Everything reviewsLily never thought James cared about her when he constantly asked her out...she was wrong. Will she be there to save him from himself when he need her most? Cutting, implied attempted suicide, child abuse, please Read and Review!Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,541 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 6-13-07 - James P. & Lily Evans P. - Complete56. It Doesn't Hurt To Cry reviewsEven though he's a prankster, Sirius Black hates April Fool's Day...or more accurately, April First. Why? What does his sister have to do with any of this? Marauder Era, Graphic Suicide, Drinking, minor mentions of child abuse.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,075 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 5-30-07 - Sirius B. - Complete