Nothing much to know about me, except that this account is still here after so many years. It's been like over 3 years that I've not get this account to be active. It's a miracle. O.O. I've changed my homepage to dA cause I hated the previous one. Picture of Leo from 'Temperance' is up there as well, if you want to see how a beef cake like him came about.

State : Selangor

Age: 20

Name: Preferable to be call Nick. My nickname is Nick. Lame, no?

Status: Not in a relationship any more.

Sex: Male and proud of it.

Likes : Playing my ps2 (I'm such an outdated guy), reading Pendragon and other books that takes to my fancy, I like fantasy stories, playing the piano whenever I can (not really good at it)

Dislikes : Doing ASSIGNMENTS and taking TEST!!

In love with Kung Fu Panda, Transformers and Bolt!

I have a black belt in Teakwondo, 2nd Dan. Meaning I'm a martial artist but still in training. So, I might use some martial arts jargon in my story which befits it but I think most of the time, I think it's a general terms, depends.

Music : Erm...lets see. I like any songs as long as it meets my liking. I love orchestra musics, especially games and movie songs. Games and movie songs are sometimes unappreaciated. They have such great rhythm and the collaberation with other musical instruments are out of this world. Especially OSTs.

Games (electronic) : Mostly on PS2.. Final Fantasy 10, X-2, Persona 3, Persona3:FES, Persona 4, Wild Arms 5, Suikoden 2 and 5, radiata story, rogue galaxy, Tales of the abyss, All games of Kingdom hearts (including Final Mix), Ratchet & Clank. I also love playing Defense Against the Ancients (DOTA).

Studying : Bachelors in Accounting (INTI college Subang Jaya) Crap...

Favourite Quote:

Can is not the same as must, but if you can and you must, there's no excuse. - Iorek Brynnison, the amber spyglass, by phillip pullman His dark materials

Favourite all time character (Sometimes, I really do wish they exist) : Leomon(Digimon), Baron(Shining Force), Tai Lung, Po, Tigress(KungFuPanda), Luc and Vikki(Suikoden2), Thanatos,helel,Thor,Seiryuu,kohryu,byakko(Persona3), Deego(Rogue Galaxy)

Arcana : Star

Fav pairings: Tai Lung/Po, Tai Lung/Tigress. That's it for now.

Time for some nonsense

The world is divided into Major and Minor Arcana's: The fool, Magician, high empress, emperor, priestess, death, strength, temperance, wheel of fortune, judgement, sun, moon, devil, tower, star, and many others are what governs us all. Each arcana represent who and what you are and what your lives will be. Beware, the time of the fall will come. The fall... judgement day. All mortals shall be divide, the good and the bad, darkness from light and vice-versa. It is time my friends that we drabble upon this land in which we have taken for granted. Earth, fire, wind, ice, water, lightning,dark and light: the elements of the world are us. We are mana. We are...humans...

News on my story if you are reading it

Temperance, is finally done. Yes, Temperance is finished and I would like to thank all who have come to read it and taken a good interest in it. Thank you all. R & R!

Luna Goldsun has helped me to beta my chapters in which I'm so happy that you did. Once again Luna, thank you so much. Unfortunately, not all chapters will be betaed unless I feel that it's not good enough. Well, actually, all of the chapters needs to but I need to have hopes in my stories. Thanks Awerewolf too for giving me confidence in my story. You're the best man, thanks so much for you support. Thank you Lucius Ferus and corset-rebellion-follower for being such loyal readers to me. You guys are the best. Thank you.

'Diary of a Snow Leopard: Chor Gom' is going on as usual but it will take time to update. So, readers, please be patient with me...

For those of you who wants to know what Arcana that you are living in or your type, read this. For the explanation of the Arcana, search for it. I'm way too lazy to explain it here. It's way too long.

0 Fool - Planet Uranus

I Magician - Planet Mercury

II High Priestess - Moon

III Empress - Planet Venus

IV Emperor - Horoscope: Aries

V Hierophant - Horoscope: Taurus

VI Lovers - Horoscope: Gemini

VII Chariot - Horoscope: Cancer

VIII Strength - Horoscope: Leo

IX Hermit - Horoscope: Virgo

X Wheel of Fortune - Planet Jupiter

XI Justice - Horoscope: Libra

XII Hanged - Planet Neptune

XIII Death - Horoscope: Scorpio

XIV Temperance - Horoscope: Sagittarius

XV Devil - Horoscope: Capricorn

XVI Tower - Planet Mars

XVII Star - Horoscope: Aquarius

XVIII Moon - Horoscope: Pisces

XIX Sun - the sun itself

XX Judgement - Planet Pluto

XXI The World - Planet Saturn

I found this interesting article in one the authors here in FF. Author named: Second daughter of Eve.

REALLY SAD STORY!!

HOW COULD YOU? - By Jim Willis, 2001 When I was a puppy, I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your child, and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend. Whenever I was "bad," you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How could you?" -- but then you'd relent and roll me over for a belly rub. My housebreaking took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together. I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed and listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more perfect. We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides, stops for ice cream (I only got the cone because "ice cream is bad for dogs" you said), and I took long naps in the sun waiting for you to come home at the end of the day. Gradually, you began spending more time at work and on your career, and more time searching for a human mate. I waited for you patiently, comforted you through heartbreaks and disappointments, never chided you about bad decisions, and romped with glee at your homecomings, and when you fell in love. She, now your wife, is not a "dog person" -- still I welcomed her into our home, tried to show her affection, and obeyed her. I was happy because you were happy. Then the human babies came along and I shared your excitement. I was fascinated by their pinkness, how they smelled, and I wanted to mother them, too. Only she and you worried that I might hurt them, and I spent most of my time banished to another room, or to a dog crate. Oh, how I wanted to love them, but I became a "prisoner of love." As they began to grow, I became their friend. They clung to my fur and pulled themselves up on wobbly legs, poked fingers in my eyes, investigated my ears, and gave me kisses on my nose. I loved everything about them and their touch -- because your touch was now so infrequent -- and I would've defended them with my life if need be. I would sneak into their beds and listen to their worries and secret dreams, and together we waited for the sound of your car in the driveway. There had been a time, when others asked you if you had a dog, that you produced a photo of me from your wallet and told them stories about me. These past few years, you just answered "yes" and changed the subject. I had gone from being "your dog" to "just a dog ," and you resented every expenditure on my behalf. Now, you have a new career opportunity in another city, and you and they will be moving to an apartment that does not allow pets. You've made the right decision for your "family, " but there was a time when I was your only family. I was excited about the car ride until we arrived at the animal shelter. It smelled of dogs and cats, of fear, of hopelessness. You filled out the paperwork and said "I know you will find a good home for her." They shrugged and gave you a pained look. They understand the realities facing a middle-aged dog, even one with "papers." You had to pry your son's fingers loose from my collar as he screamed "No, Daddy! Please don't let them take my dog!" And I worried for him, and what lessons you had just taught him about friendship and loyalty, about love and responsibility, and about respect for all life. You gave me a good-bye pat on the head, avoided my eyes, and politely refused to take my collar and leash with you. You had a deadline to meet and now I have one, too. After you left, the 2 nice ladies said you probably knew about your upcoming move months ago & made no attempt to find me another good home. They shook their heads & asked "How could you?" They are as attentive to us here in the shelter as their busy schedules allow. They feed us, of course, but I lost my appetite days ago. At first, whenever anyone passed my pen, I rushed to the front, hoping it was you that you had changed your mind -- that this was all a bad dream... or I hoped it would at least be someone who cared, anyone who might save me. When I realized I could not compete with the frolicking for attention of happy puppies, oblivious to their own fate, I retreated to a far corner and waited. I heard her footsteps as she came for me at the end of the day, and I padded along the aisle after her to a separate room. A blissfully quiet room. She placed me on the table and rubbed my ears, and told me not to worry. My heart pounded in anticipation of what was to come, but there was also a sense of relief. The prisoner of love had run out of days. As is my nature, I was more concerned about her. The burden which she bears weighs heavily on her, and I know that, the same way I knew your every mood. She gently placed a tourniquet around my foreleg as a tear ran down her cheek. I licked her hand in the same way I used to comfort you so many years ago. She expertly slid the hypodermic needle into my vein. As I felt the sting and the cool liquid coursing through my body, I lay down sleepily, looked into her kind eyes and murmured "How could you?" Perhaps because she understood my dog speak, she said "I'm so sorry." She hugged me, and hurriedly explained it was her job to make sure I went to a better place, where I wouldn't be ignored or abused or abandoned, or have to fend for myself -- a place of love and light so very different from this earthly place. And with my last bit of energy, I tried to convey to her with a thump of my tail that my "How could you?" was not directed at her . It was directed at you, My Beloved Master, I was thinking of you. I will think of you and wait for you forever. May everyone in your life continue to show you so much loyalty.

My concern about this issue:
I don't own any pets at all at home because of health safety from young and doctor's order to not have any fur or animals at home. So, I might not full understand how they feel but this really brought tears to me eyes. This is a very interesting issue and more and more animals are dying in shelter homes. Due to what? The fact that the owner has moved on and stuffs. Please people, animals are living beings as well. Treat them well like a member of the family. Even if the apartment do not allow animals and such, please, try and try to find one. Never ever abandon your pets. The animals shelter cannot accommodate so many animals as well as space are limited. So, when they are low on budget and stuffs, they have to marginalized the animals. I'm a business student and I know what company needs to do when they are low on budget. They cut down and marginalized things that cannot be used. Like animals, if the animals haven't been adopted for a long time, it means that their time has come. So, please people. Take care of your animal and do not leave them alone to the shelter place. Please... post this on and spread the word about this issue. I know that this will not change anything but at least we must try to save people and their pets. Saving one life means saving another life in the process.

Noteable people that I really want to thank for on this site

Awerewolf: Oh god! Where do I start with this guy? Wouldn’t want to bore you with all the details but all I can say is, this guy have definitely changed my life ever since I started here on FF. It’s no joke about it for me because I was never on the internet much. Heck, I don’t even know that there are nice people out here on the net! He has changed my life and perspective so much by PM-ing everyday with his story. I’m so glad that I met him up here. It’s amazing and you, my friend, will never leave my heart till death do us apart. I owe loads to him for opening up such an amazing door to so many people. Awerewolf, thank you so much!

Stories that you can read from him would only be two and you should really check them out.

Wolf guardian of Light: Wolf… my dear, dear Wolf. This guy, I’m telling you, is just wonderful. Why? Cause I really fell in love with him after some time. It started off first from his story Master and Warriors and I love it. That was when things really started. We’ve been talking with PMs for so long for about half a year and moved on over to chats. Ever since then, we… really started to fall in love. I can’t say how much I love this guy. I know it sounds silly but honestly, I love him so much. Despite all that we’ve been through after that incident, I still love him.

Stories that you should read: Master and Warriors. (Although it’s not finished)

Exilo: This guy is absolutely amazing! He has written so many stories ranging from many different worlds out there and I met him up on Kung Fu Panda. It was a start of something new and it went well. We talked a lot but after Fearful Symmetry was done, I kinda stopped but honestly, I have no idea when I started to PM him back again. I was ever so grateful for that. He has helped me so much ever since then. So much so that he was willing to be there every single day with most of my problems; love, college, and more. I thank you so much and yes, I love him too. I admit that love really did blossom on the way ahead and I’m proud to admit it too. Thank you, Wolf-S...

Stories that you should read: Go over to his profile and check them all out. I can’t say cause there are so many.

Luna Goldsun: Luna, you’re just great. Thank you so much for you support and the learning experienced that I’ve got from you. Before I started writing, truth be told, I can’t write good enough. Check my Cars story and that's where I started out as when I was 13. I speak four languages and my English isn’t that good enough to be in writing but when Luna had helped me out with Temperance, it was wonderful. This wonderful lady is just… wonderful! Her works are absolutely flawless and will leave you in awe. So much love, emotions, unexpected turning points and her fights are just wonderful. Thank you so much, Luna, for you help.

Stories that you should read: That’s why they call it present and Memoirs of a master. (amazing)

Can is not the same as must
-FalconMage