Notice: Hey! I know it has been a while and Im very sorry that I have not been able to update as much as I want to. Engineering is killing me, but thats not excuse. I can't promise when I'll be able to update again, but I will do my best- I promise that. I Sorry about this to all my readers- but I promise you my stories will be completed!
Info: Hey! I have a beta reader now! YAY! Everyone please welcome vaoivampire to my team.
Hello to eveyone out there. I'm a college freshman! Yea! -with an obsession or two. So here are some facts about me:
Gender: Female.
Current Status: In a relationship, go figure?
Likes: Karate, the ocean, anime/ manga, video games, books, fishing, food, hanging out, surfing, biking, basically anything outside.
Dislikes: Exams, tests, that kind of stuff, sweet things (Go figure I know..), loud people at four a.m.
Favorite animes/mangas
1. Yami No Matsuei- I LOVE Hisoka and Tsuzuki! My Favorites!-One of my obsessions.
2. Tsubasa- I Love Sakura!
3. Only the Ring finger knows- so cute!
4. Legal Drug
5. Loveless
6. The Wanderer- A little dark, but I have an obsession with vampires.
7.Gundam- any of them. But I do love Kira!
8.DNAngel
9.La Esperanza
10.Full Metal Alchemist
11. Cardcaptor Sakura- I'm ashamed but can't help it really.
12. Sister Red
13. Mirage of Blaze
14. Wolf's Rain
-I have a major yaoi obsession by the way, if you didn't notice
Fav. Music
1. Breaking Benjamin
2. Linkin Park
3. Art of Noise
4. P.O.D.
5. Rise Against
6. The Offspring
7. Within Temptation
8.Too many to keep going on...
Some of my favorite movies of all time: The Matrix, Underworld, Pride and Prejudice (Seems odd amoung all the other ones), Mortal Combat, The Butterfly Effect, Final Fantasy 7...
Fav. T.V.: Smallville, Supernatural- which I am currently obsessed with-, Gilmore Girls, Veronic Mars, House...
Other books:
1. If Angels Burn- Private Demon- Dark Need
2. Twilight- New Moon
3. Touch the Dark
4.Anne Rice's books- all of them
5. Pendragon series
I think you see where this is going... vampires... and sci-fi books too
My friend found out how much I loved Yami No Matsuei and suggested that I try writing some fanfiction of my own, after reading more than my share of fanficiton. So here I am and I thank her for everything. Eventhough she'll kill me for this- I still love her.
A little info about me: All of my life I've been made fun of for my writing. I'm not the best speller and have a rather difficult time with grammar. I've always been told that I can't write and laughed at because of it. I'm not writing to prove them wrong, but more to prove to myself that they're wrong -- that I am a decent writer and can actually write. No I'm not the best and don't plan on being. I understand that and don't wish to be viewed in that manner. This is just a way for me to express myself and share ideas and allow people to see who I really am.
A few of my favorite Quotes...
"To deny our impulses is to deny the very thing that makes us human.- Mouse from the Matrix
" Young people make revolutions"- unknown
"The ones I hate the most in the world are the guys who still have lives to live, but they don't make any effort to live them."- Kurogane from Tsubasa.
"Sometimes intelligence alone isn't enough... and sometimes power alone isn't enough... Sometimes you need both"- Lacas frm Gundam Seed
"If a person doesn't do anything they never get any better. Doing one little thing, taking one little step forward... I gotta believe it will help build a better future."- Sakura.
"The world you see isn't all that's out there. In the world there are a lot of facinating things that no living sould has ever seen! And just knowing that is cause for happiness! And I'm sure you'll find a happiness meant just for you. It might be something... you don't understand yet." -Tsubasa
"What is "real"? How do you define "real"?" -Morpheus
"If you were born with wings to fly, why crawl through life?" -Rumi
"If you live in constant fear of death, without even having a dream, you might as well be dead."- Kiba from Wolf's Rain
"This is the way it was meant to be." -The Travelers - Pendragon
"Bollocks to the rules!"- Jack from Lord of The Flies
"I won't make a promise I can't keep, not even to make him feel better. Kindness can backfire."- Hisoka
"No use fighting my own nature."- Tsuzuki
"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."- Unknown
"Reality is wrong. Dreams are for real." -Shakur
"I'm not in this world to live up to your expectations and you're not in this world to live up to mine." -Bruce Lee
"Mastering others is strength. Mastering yourself makes you fearless."- Lao Tzu
"I know you're out there. I can feel you now. I know that you're afraid... you're afraid of us. You're afraid of change. I don't know the future. I didn't come here to tell you how this is going to end. I came here to tell you how it's going to begin. I'm going to hang up this phone, and then I'm going to show these people what you don't want them to see. I'm going to show them a world without you. A world without rules and controls, without borders or boundaries. A world where anything is possible. Where we go from there is a choice I leave to you."- Neo
"Live!
For the possibilities of your life are endless and the potential for happiness is infinite.
Live!
You hold in your hands a blank, pristine manuscript. so write a new story, one where you are the heroine, lead character.
Live!
Feel no shame! For the memories of man are short and all will forget soon enough o're the course of river time.
Live!
Live for your family who struggles so!
Live for your teaches and for others!
But most importantly... Live for yourself!" -Vampire Yui
Song Of the Week/ Month- (Whenever I get around to updating it):
Jillian By Within Temptation
I've been dreaming for so long,
To find a meaning
To understand.
The secret of life,
Why am I here
To try again?
Will I always,
Will you always
See the truth
When it stares you in the face?
Will I ever
Will I never free myself
By breaking these chains?
Chorus:
I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul.
I'd turn it back, it's my fault.
Your destiny is forlorn,
Have to live till it's undone.
I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul.
I'd turn it back
And then at last
I'll be on my way.
I've been living for so long,
Many seasons have passed me by.
I've seen kingdoms through ages
Rise and fall,
I've seen it all.
I've seen the horror,
I've seen the wonders
Happening just in front of my eyes.
Will I ever
Will I never free myself by making it right?
Chorus
Jillian
Our dream ended long ago.
All our stories
And all our glory
I held so dear.
We won't be together for ever and ever,
No more tears.
I'll always be here
Until the end...
Voices
(Jillian, no more tears...
Jillian, no more tears...)
Chorus
~Stories~
~Completed~
How did things end up like this- My first story and possibly my favorite one-shot that I wrote.
This Life- A rather different poem I had lying around.I finally decided to post it.
The Breaking- I finally finished it. My first attempt at a multi-chapter.
Confused- A story that my friend gave me the inspiration for. I hope you all liked it.
Hisoka and the S.A.T.- One of my actually funny stories. I really needed to vent after taking the test and therefore forced Hisoka to take it. Although I don't think they have the S.A.T. in Japan...
Another-I'm not sure how this story came about. All I remeber is sitting down and writing it.
Choice- The sequel to Another. There are two possible sequels to the story- Light or Dark. The reader has to choose.
What I like about you- A random song fic. that I have no idea where it came from. My first song fic.
Photograph- This is a one-shot that became a mutli-chapter. Tsuzuki is an angel that has to ensure a rather depresssing future for a 13 year old Hisoka. .
Our Sins- My first Supernatural fic- a song fic with the song by Within Temptation. The brother's thoughts as they drive.
Dark 2- The Sequel to the Dark Part of Choice.
- In the process...-
Into the Darkness- The sequel to The Breaking...Things get very complicated and bad when new, more powerful enemies appear. That's not including the vampires. And well... I'm not sure what's going to happen.
Second Chance- The sequel to Photograph. It kind of follows the first manga, but that will change every soon!
~Upcoming?~
1. I have no idea...
I suppose I better introduce my muse... He's very upset that I haven't mentioned him, so I'm trying to make it up to him.
Kaouri18: Hello everyone. This is Demian, not to be confused with Damian in Into the Darkness.
-No response-
Kaouri18: Demian! Will you pay attention! I'm trying to introduce you like you wanted!
Demian: But I was asleep...-yawn-
Kaouri18: Demain put some clothes on!
Demian: Yea... Yea...
Kaouri18:-Sigh- He's a real pain sometimes but he means well. He's the one who wakes me up in the middle of the night because he had an idea for me to hear. That's why I tend to update so late... I miss my sleep...
Demian: Better?
Kaouri18: Yes. Now say hello.
Demian: Hey. Name's Demian and for any single muses I'm available.
Kaouri18: This isn't a single's ad.
Demian: Can't blame a guy for trying. Anyway the Damian is the story is based on me so ladies... Yea...
Kaouri18: That's it no more pasta for you!
Demian: But Kaouri!!
Kaouri18: No!
Demian pouts.
Kaouri18: -Sigh-. Fine you can have pasta.
Demian: Yea! -Glomps Kaouri18-
Kaouri18: Yes, this is Demian...
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I'm one of the people who refuse to pair Hisoka with anyone but Tsuzuki and I guess occasionally Muraki, But I hate it when I do that. Sorry but I love Hisoka and Tsuzuki together. I can't bring myself to pair them with anyone else. It's sooo cute!
I'd like to thank my best friend for encouraging me to write. She started by having me write poetry, but that then turned into fanfiction. Without her support I never would have started writing in the first place. So here is where I'd like to thank her. Actually she's a lot like Hisoka without the raping and death- personality wise. And to also say that I've turned her into a TsuXHis fan! I've got her to read all my stories and yes she's come over to the yaoi side! But I still love her, and hopefully she won't kill me! Thanks again!
Thanks to everyone that has been reviewing my stories, it means a lot to me.And thanx again. I would give you all hugs if I could.
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