Hello, HUMANS.

Name: Haruhara Temari. Or Temari Haruhara in America. -brandishes Gibson SG- My real name...am changing it when I go to study manga in Japan. Might go by Harahuru Yamiyo...

Age: Here's a hint- It's a multiple of one.

Occupation: Licensed loser.

Location: Hoe-in-the-wall. Mah HOMETOWN.

Currently: I'm dead. VERY.

Strength: No self-esteem. Insult me all you want, humans. I HAVE NO FEELINGS. (Oh GOD, I'm turning into Sai! I don't wanna be a tranvestite! I actually wear shirts that FIT, dammit!) AAAAAAAANND I can use a sword somewhat. NYEH.

Weakness: Too damn nice for my own good. Aaaaand... cute things. Y' know, kitties, puppies, unconscious males... and I have HORRIBLE endurance. AND I'm REEEEALLY bad with people.

Alrighty then...

Now, for a special edition for ye that are bored: Essence of Temari Haruhara! For lack of a better title.

1. I don't like pie, whipped cream, or jello. Do I scare you yet?

2. Everyone at school believes me to be just like my elder sisters. My goal - TO PROVE THEM WRONG.

3. Atheists are just logical. Scientistic...sorta. SO DON'T TRY TO CONVERT THEM. Especially not me. Just because we have different beliefs does NOT make us wrong. Scientifically, the religious folk are the ones who are wrong.

4.Chocolate is LIFE. The inventor is the one who knew the TRUE meaning of living.

5. I'm bad at video games, I have no emotional bonds to my family, I talk out loud to myself constantly, and I laugh out loud for no reason. Do I scare you yet?

6. The best part of 'believe' is the 'lie'. ALWAYS.

7. Skittles-sama and Element-chan are genii! Go read their literature. NOW.

8. Fiction is my reality. I'm in a constant dream world. Do I scare you yet?

9. I can sit in Seiza for eight hours STRAIGHT. Beat THAT. ((Seiza is a type of sitting. You sit on your heels pretty much. But for eight hours...can be painful.))

10. LONG LIVE THE BLACK PARADE!! Screw this "heaven" and "hell" bullcrap. The Black Parade is the AFTERLIFE.

11. Depressing music is LIFE. I love songs about death and pain...

12. I once shot a soda can straigh through the middle with an arrow from a distance of forty feet. To date, I have not been able to do it again...

13. Alas, the unlucky number. I like this number a lot. Once on Friday the 13th at 1:13 P.M. I saw the Black Parade roll by...

14. Ice cream is therapy. Even better than strangling your younger brother with a pool stick.

15. Anime is LIFE. Same with manga.

16. I once stayed awake for five days just because I could. Do I scare you yet?

17. My Advanced English teacher should run for president...

18. I once spent the whole P.E. period pondering whether or not it was possible to commit suicide with a tennis racquet. Do I scare you yet?

19. I FUCKING HATE HANNAH MONTANA AND THE JONAS BROTHERS!! They need to get pushed in front of a speeding vehicle...

20. I hate Jester. Creepy bastard scares me. KIIIILLLLL!!

21. Dante from Devil May Cry. His metabolism has met its match in ME!

22. I can sit on my ass and eat chips all day and end up losing twenty pounds when I need to GAIN it. Do I scare you yet?

23. I took the Wussy Test just for the scars. Do I scare you yet?

24. I gave some drunk creepy stalker guy the uppercut from hell outside the skating rink one night long ago...

25. My Advanced English teacher says I'm a philosoper. I told him, "No, I'm just strange."

26. I don't like parties. I hate that icky lovey crap. I've never had a boyfriend and I'm fourteen years old. I point-blank REFUSED to go to the eighth grade prom. DO I SCARE YOU YET?

27. I must be the only person whose sole purpose in life is to PROVE PEOPLE WRONG.

28. I'MA GODMOTHER!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYSSSSSSSSSSS!!

29. I must be the only artist who says "It's just kinda...there." whilst describing a drawing.

30. I came so close to a horrible fate as a ten-year-old high school freshman it frightens me...

31. I LOVE TO BLOW SHIT UP. I need more fireworks...

32. I must be the only one who gets up after hurting myself and LAUGHS HYSTERICALLY.

33. Whoever told you "Everything happens for a reason"... THEY LIED.

34. It's ALWAYS better to be pissed off than pissed on.

35. Randomly telling people that they are dead is actually very amusing...

36. You have just lost the game. Dammit, so did I...

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(BE WARNED OF FMA MANGA SPOILERS...)

Oh my IMAGINARY God.

I read the FMA manga up to chapter 85.

EdWinry is pretty much an implied pairing.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOESSSSSSSSS!! I kinda like the anime more...because they're much better off as friends... -angst-

(Ikari: And you swooning over Edward has nothing to do with this. Me: -bright red- SH-SHUT UP!! )

And if you think I'm handling it well, you should see Daisuke...

-loud sobbing is head in background, along with anguished cries of "NOOOOOOOO!! WHY WOULD WINRY LOVE THAT SHRIMP?!"-

So yeah... and if you think this reaction was crazy, ya shoulda saw me reading the whole Greed -to- Ling viceversa shtuff...

And Sasu-GAY needs to DIE. -cough-

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Fricking HELL.

Being a freshman SUCKS. At least them weird Christians claim that the world will end in 2012. Happens to be the year I graduate high school. If they are right, I don't havta bother with college. NYEEEEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHHH!!

I got the third Fooly Cooly Soundtrack August 21. Imagine, folks - three soundtracks, roughly twenty songs each, for SIX FREAKING EPISODES of pure nonsense, pedophilia, guitar-inflicted head injuries, and curry. Insane, no? Well I believe the first two have the songs without words. The third has them with words, and the extended versions of the songs no less. Made a good choice, and ripped off my idiot dad. The damn CD was 25 dollars and I only payed Father-dearest (blech) 10. NYEH NYEH NYEH!!

I got into art class as well. I have a SORT OF friend there. An exchange student from Switzerland. Real nice gal, yup. Don't talk to her bunches but yeah, she's still pretty cool. Awesome with sand art, she is. (My sand art was a complete disaster. Need extra credit for it, bleah...)

And after being in school for two full weeks, I have tripped over some Senior's binder, had my head slammed into a LOCKER, had a backpack shoved into my STOMACH, got stalked by a freaky Junior... and had several people tell me how much like my sisters I am. NUUUUUUUUURRRGGGGGHHHH!!

It's a huge pain in the ass, mates. I have two older sisters whom everyone thinks I look JUST LIKE when I freaking don't. Megan's like what Christians would call the "Anti-Christ" and Jen's like a robot with all her grades at least 96 or above. Both of them are now in college, which means that Demon (Megan) will no longer be in my room at midnight watching Power Rangers. (And she's 20 years old!!)

And if word gets out in Hell House that I'm an atheist, the Juniors and Seniors and Sophomores, and MAYBE EVEN A FEW FRESHMEN, will EAT me. Just like the High School Horror tried to. I swear, something EVIL lives in my school. It tried to EAT me...

So yeah...the woes of a loser freshman...which are likely ignored...

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Dood, I started reading D. Gray-man the previous weekend. IT'S SO FREAKING AWESOME!! It has a kinda religious outlook (BLECH) but there's splodey stuff and depressing stuff and IT'S SO FREAKING COOL!! The anime doesn't follow the manga is what I've heard, though... Also, D. Gray-man will not be English dubbed until early 2009 according to my sources. So yeah. Havta wait for it, like I havta wait for the English FMA second anime series.

Oh, and go listen to "INNOCENT SORROW" by abingdon boys school. NOW. -Darth Vader voice thing-

Here's a link if you heed my advice : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uz7Y-Nw_GdU

Oh yes, and it's been established that Yuki Sohma is suicidal. According to Alessia, Volume 2 of Fruits Basket (which has Yuki on the cover) fell out of her grip and down the bleachers. So yeah. Yuki Sohma is suicidal. Cough. And a crossdresser.

And DO NOT PUT A CD IN THE MICROWAVE. IT WILL NOT WORK AFTERWARDS. I learned this from one of Alessia's experiences...

Here also is a link to where you can read 172 chapters of D. Gray-man: http://www.mangavolume.com

DON'T DO DRUGS.

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Jeez, I haven't been on in some time...

I have now officially watched D.N. Angel. I have yet to see the end, but nyeh... Dark's a dork. The fact that he sounds the same as Edward is downright insulting... they are completely different. Edward doesn't go around randomly kissing people. I've covered my eyes and went all "EWWWWWW" so many times now... I mean, WHY Vic Mignogna-kun? WHY use the same voice? WWWHHHYYYY?!

And Daisuke's okay. Poor boy has crummy luck to rival mine. And Hiwatari SCARES me. He's so GAY. But my friend Alessia's all "Heart-ness for Hiwatari-ness!" and I'm just... nyeh. Edward is WAY cooler than Dark. And Crad or whatever the crap his name is... he's a hermaphrodite. Like whoa. Alessia thinks that the voice is better on Dark, but SHE'S WRONG. Dark needs therapy. WHY does he havta go randomly kiss people? EW. And that one episode when Hiwatari gave Daisuke CPR... Oh my imaginary Gawd. My face was all kinds of red. Episode 10 was pretty kewl though. The whole EVIL VIOLIN SUCKS OUT YER SOUL was kewl. But dood, Dark's voice and Daisuke's face DO NOT GO WELL TOGETHER. AT ALL. And the whole Edward's a scientist but Dark's a magician thing? Hearing Edward's voice saying them magic spells was WEIRD. And there's also that thing where Wiff or however his name is spelled is AWESOME. I want a rabbit like that. It'd be so kewl. D.N. Angel is okay for those who aren't utterly disgusted by lovey crud. I can't stand that junk, but Cassie had me watch the first eight episodes and now I have to see the rest. I am now at Episode 21. I don't miss Miyo or whatever her name was. Onna was WEIRD.

So, if y'all are bored... watch the first episode and see how long you last. At the end Dark shows his weird habit of randomly kissing people. Poor, poor Riku... I woulda shot him. EWWWWW.

Oketay. Don't do drugs. KEYBOARDING SUCKS.

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DOOOD!!

The second FMA anime series is being streamed and dubbed on Funimation's website already!! I would watch it, but we have Hughes Net and watching online videos eats up the download speed and makes it slower than sludge in winter...

AND I finally wnet to my first anime convention!! MTAC Ninja, it was. Had the time of my life, went to The Slants concert, took the lead singer's sunglasses (which are now positioned on top of my TV) and bought a buncha stuff, including the complete series of Black Cat and Fate/stay night. I've watched all of Black Cat (awesome, but WAAAY too short) and the first disk of Fate/stay night. Oh, and we went to McKay's and there I bought the Platinum edition of .hack//sign edition 3, which included a soundtrack. IT WAS AWESOME. I EVEN GOT TO SKIP SCHOOL FOR IT. And the people there are SO nice. I went around hugging people left and right... and I bugged the living crap out of this poor innocent Vincent Valentine cosplayer. AND HE WAS STILL NICE TO ME.

I even got a kawaii Kilala plushy. She is on top of my dresser. I cosplayed (ish) as a weird female L... I REFUSED to wear the wig. It was TERRIBLE. Next year I'll get a better costume if the parents let me go again! I thought about going as Train for next year for a second, but he's got a kinda low-cut shirt thing goin' on and I'm a GIRL, so yeah...

And dood, in episode 15 or 16 or so of Black Cat, Train was rapping about milk. It was weird. And Sven was cool. "Yooo Annette what's uuup?" Haha. And Creed was a creepy bastard. And this little blue haired boy called Leon was weird. He had the same voice as Alphonse (Aaron Dismuke) and for a split second in the fight between him and Eve he went all pervert and I'm like "Haa, you are nothing like Alphonse, dearie."

And Saya had the same voice as Winry. I was sad when she died. She was a cool character - not one of those useless weak chicks that need to be saved all the time. And it was funny... "This is the kind of situation where you tell a girl her clothes are cute whether you like them or not!"/"You can tear my face off but I'm not gonna lie to you!" Hee hee.

And... I just lost the game. DAMMIT. Everyone was playing the game at MTAC. I even saw this one guy go driving by with his head out the truck window and he practically yelled, "Ladies and gentlemen, I have just lost the game." and so, everyone else lost and got all pissed off at him. Well, not REALLY pissed off, but nyeh. I had the time of my life... I really hope I get to go next year...

Until then, don't do drugs.

~Temari Haruhara

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ME quotes:

"ENVY IS A FREAKIN' GAY PALM TREE FAG!!"

"HEY, YA FREAKIN' HORROR MONKEY!!"

"Back off or I'll go Gaara and kill you..."

"I don't know... ask Bob."

"Ewwwww, 'Neji' means 'screw'!! Sickening!!"

"FMA ROCKS!! AIN'T NO DENYIN' IT NEITHER!!"

"Mom, I'm hallucinating again..."

"Blondie, your cat is a rapist..."

"Freak a mother."

"Horror monkey!!"

"SCREW IT!!"

"Chocolate is the meaning of life."

"Anime is the meaning of life."

"Doritos are the meaning of life"

"Ramen is the meaning of life."

"Sugar is the meaning of life."

"Soda is the meaning of life."

"Music is the meaning of life."

"Dude, there're a lotta meanings of life."

"I have no soul."

"Life will only begin to make sense when pigs fly and go 'moo'."

"ENVY'S SO GAY HE MAKES MICHAEL JACKSON LOOK STRAIGHT!!"

"Stop. Molesting. The. Cat."

"Ya know that little perverted ferret from Negima? He's actually Riyu in a ferret suit."

"Shoes DO fly!!"

"Donut drugs!!"

"The donut-force is strong!!"

"I'm going to quote that for the rest of my life!"

"Argh. It's too bright and cheerful out here."

"I have lost all respect for you..."

"Dammit, I don't WANNA go to Nazi Camp..."(Nazi Camp is my term for school)

"I don't even KNOW you anymore..."

"I have NO TALENT whatsoEVAH!"

"ARGH!! THE STENCH OF ADOLESCENT MALES!!" (Please hesitate to ask...)

"Cuz talking's just a waste of breath, and living's just a waste of death!!"

"Mother FRICKER."

"Sunuva SKANK!!"

"Jesus H. Imaginary CHRIST!!"

"Yeah, bitches. I'm not just a Guitar Hero anymore. I'm a Guitar GOD!" (said after beating Free Bird on Hard...I know, I'm a loser.)

"Civil War? The whole South sayin' 'WE KEEPIN' OUR SLAVES' and the Yankees sayin' 'NO YOU AREN'T KEEPIN' YOUR SLAVES' thing? Damn Yankees cheated." (no, this loser quote does NOT mean that I would support slavery. Not even I'M that cruel.)

"Pedro, you're DEAD."

"Kenny, you're DEAD. You're so DEAD, you're ALIVE."

"Y-you're a bad person!!" (this is usually after someone says something perverted)

random quotes from other random people:

"It's better to be pissed off than pissed on." - my grandfather. GENIUS.

"I'm on a seafood diet. When I see food, I eat it."-goodquotes.com

"I can cook anything as long as it's microwaveable."-random retarded classmate

"In any suffiencently large group, most are idiots."-goodquotes.com

"Hey,shut up."-Nick (he has a German accent so it sounds FUNNY)

"Squiggly puff!!"-Wayne, my mentally unbalanced friend

"Slappity flapjack."-Wayne again

"Screw you!!"-Wayne again

"Go screw yourself!!"-Wayne once again

"Mr.McKnight can go fuck himself."-Wayne...again...at lunch...

"You shouldn't talk Josh. Look at you-ZITS. ZITS. ZITS."-turns to me-"From now on he's Zit Man."-Wayne. Again.

"I AM THE PERVY SAGE!!"-my pal Kankuro A.K.A. Bradly (This is based on his SICK mind...)

"Go pee on a stick!!"-my pal Blondie A.K.A. Megan

"Holy ssshhhhe's a cow."-my pal Michelle

"Whaddya mean 'Oh God'? Am I really that ugly?"-my scary Uncle Ronnie after I ran away from him

"...Here's payback for what you did to my ass!"-Naruto (manga) volume one, page 146

-watching NASCAR-"SHIT!!"-my rock-on mom

"Dude."-pokes school cafeteria meatloaf-"Is it dead?"-Wayne. Again.

"GAY FAG!!"-Wayne. again...

"DEEER PEEEELLLLEEEETTTSS!!"-Wayne(referring to Gripz)

"Well smack my ass and call me Sally."-my awesome cousin,Kristine

"If you don't shut the hell up I'll grab one 'a' these stuffed animals and shove it up your ass." -Blondie (This was HILARIOUS)

"I LOVE ALPHONSE ELRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICC!!" -Leeta-san

"OW HO!!"-Wayne...gawd, everything he says is a quote...

"BACK OFF, BITCH!!"-Wayne...

"You say psycho like it's a bad thing."-goodquotes.com

"You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say will be misquoted and used against you."-goodquotes.com

"Why does round pizza come in a square box?"-goodquotes.com

"If you don't like my driving, stay off the sidewalk."-goodquotes.com

"Why is it when a package says 'Do not eat' it becomes more tempting to eat it?"-goodquotes.com

"If at first you don't succeed, destroy all evidence that you tried."-goodquotes.com

"I said THIS SHIT IS TOO DRY!!"-Wayne,waving a school cafeteria chicken leg at me

"She hits harder than you do."-Kankuro, talking about Tyler's punch compared to mine

-backs up into telephone pole-"That never happened."-Megan

"D'ya think Edward Elric could beat me at swaplicks?"-Kankuro(swaplicks is our game where we punch each other and see whose hurt more)

"'Yaoi'? What in the hell is that?"-my idiot father

"Ow my pinky. Coach, I can't play soccer today."-Ryan at soccer practice

"Oh God, it's Fuckface." -Mom,as my dad was driving by us

"GLASS OF NOG!!"my friend Crystal on FAC(Fanart Central)

"HELLS YEAH!!"-Leeta-san,my awesome friend

"Shoot (REAL NAME CENSORED)!!"-Ryan again,talking to Nick

"Nick, ya hit this laptop I'll hit your nuts."-Ryan on his laptop

"Yes, tell us, (REAL NAME CENSORED)-just what the hell is a horror monkey?!"-Dad

"CRACK IS WHACK."-PurpleTriforce from Youtube

"SUNUVA PREACHER!!"-Kallie,A.K.A.,the Mutant Smurf.

"I'MA SCRATCH-AND-SNIFF!!"-Pepsi, a friend. Yes, Pepsi is her real name.

"Your brother looks like a carrot."-Pepsi. Again.

"Someday a stranger's gonna come and put a bullet in your head."-Josh after me and Pepsi did the Outburst.

"Jingle bells, jingle bells, marker smells..."-shoves marker at Leeta- -Wayne.

"Oh God. She's singing. Nooo."-Pepsi

"Oh no, we're arguing about the Spongebob song!!"-Pepsi

"Yeah c'mon Jackie, dance with me."-Fluffy.

"I break things. Plates, bones, other people's necks, and long silences for instance."-Ikari when it was too quiet

"I swear, someday I'm making you wear a dress."-Aikyo, talking to me (I RAN.I hate dresses...)

"I miss Wayne. He was our Wayneford." -Leeta (this was after Wayne moved.)

"Close but no cocaine." -Ryo being a strange adolescent male

"What do you have against me and sleeping? AND ME SLEEPING?!" -Daisuke when I woke him up to tell him about widdle Harumi

"Dood, I left a FACE PRINT in the mud." -Daisuke being weird...

"...I hate airline food." - my cousin Nick (they LOVE coming to America...)

"There are two kinds of fear. Rational fear, like fear of death, and irrational fear, like fear of pancakes." -Daisuke after Keiji threw a pancake at him

-gasp- "T-CHAN!!" -Keiji when he sees me (he tends to hug as well...)

"Dood, I can SEE the freakin' SOUND BARRIER shattering before me!!" -Keiji being himself...

"There's something foul in the air."/"Yeah. YOUR FACE." -Mustang (on TV)/Me (not on TV)

-funny moments-

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Ryan -shows pic of his three fav anime characters-

me-points at guy with twirly eyebrow and cigarette-"TWIRLY THING!!"

Ryan-"That's his eyebrow."

me-"Nah, ya think? Don't he know that smoking's bad for him?"

Ryan-"That's a lolipop."

me-"There's freakin' smoke comin' from it. IT'S A CIGARETTE!!"

Ryan-"...you shaddup. I know One Piece better than you."

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me-carrying mail-"South Park Christmas tree ornaments?"

lil bro-"SOUTH PARK?!"-grabs mail-

me-grins and takes off-"Thanks for gettin' the mail Midget Man!!"

lil bro-"Huh?Hey-!!"

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Tyler, a friend of mine -"Manga makes no sense to me.It's like a person dies and then he's talkin' to someone."

me-"Have ya tried reading it right to left?"

Tyler-"Ohhh..."

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Jeremy Cotham -looks through Abby Smotherman's bag- -walks off-

me-"I pledge allegiance to the flag, that Jeremy Cotham is a fag..."

Abby-"WHOOT!!GO (REAL NAME CENSORED)!!"

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Kankuro -playing with fingers-"Look at this, dude!!"

Wayne -does physically impossible hand sign thing-"No, look at DIS."

me-"Yeah well lookie what I can do."-flips off-

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Ikari -throws bucket of water on me-

me -soaked-"WHAT'DJA DO THAT FOR IKARI?!"

Ikari - "To see if you would sprout a brain."

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Mom -watching NASCAR race-"SHIT!!"

Me -falls outta chair-"What? What? Dad comin' home?"

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me-"Dude, why're you standin' on that there tether ball post? POLE DANCER!!"

Kankuro -stamps foot in water- -water goes all over imaginary God's creation-

Wayne -slams stuff down-"GAY FAG!!"

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((at lunch)) (Wayne gets out MP3 player)

Wayne-"Watch for teachers, okay bitch?"

me-"Fine, whatever..."-munches Doritos-

(McKnight comes close to our table)

me-"McKnight."

Wayne and Josh-"Huh?"

me)-McKnight, you jackasses!!"

Wayne-"OHHHH SHIIIIT!!"-stashes MP3-

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((outside waiting to get on the buses))

Kankuro-"Ya know Amber Knight?"

Wayne-"Yeeeeeeaaaaahhh...she's a ho."

Kankuro-"Yeah well-"

Wayne -cuts Kankuro off-"She's a ho."

Kankuro-"SHUT UP WAYNE!! Anyways, Amber-"

Wayne -cuts Kankuro off again-"She's a ho."

me -kicks Wayne HARD in the shin-

Wayne-"OWWWWWWW!!"

me -laughs hysterically-

Wayne -hopping on one leg-"Fuckin' kick me again and I'll tell the fuckin' principle!!"

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((in my mom's car))

me-"...Dad's an asshole."

Mom-"Yeah. No, wait, he's not an asshole, he's a FUCKING asshole."

Me -salutes-"Amen."

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((on the phone with Leeta and Tommy))

me-"...I stab people."

Tommy-"OH MY GOD, I'M HANGING UP RIGHT NOW!!"-click-

Leeta-"Ikari is teaching you bad things,eh?"

me-"Mehbeh..."

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((at Leeta's place again))

me on Seth's fourwheeler holding onto Leeta and a bar for dear life-"OHH SHIIT!!OH FUCK I'M GONNA DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIE!! LEETA, I HATE YOU!!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH DAMMIT ALL!!FUUCK!!"

Seth-"Dude, shut up."

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Tommy -pokes my shoulder-

me -swerves and kicks him full power-

Tommy -"OWW!! JESUS CHRIST, I DIDN'T DO IT!!"

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((at home in the kitchen after school))

Me-"Ya know back in fourth grade there was this one deluded fat dude that thought I was hot."

Megan, my sister-"Yeah, that's when you had good hair. THEN ya cut it and it turned into a BUSH."

Me -pats self on the head-"BUSH RAWKS!!'Cept the president. He sucks."

Ryan -spews Dr.Pepper all over God's creation-

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((at home in the kitchen))

Me -picks up plum- -stares at it-

Megan (sister)-"That's a prune."

Ryan-"No, it's a plum."-swigs Dr. Pepper-

Me -rotates plum-"Aw dude, when ya look at it this way it looks like a butt."

Ryan -spews Dr.Pepper all over God's creation AGAIN-

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((this was when me Ryan and Leeta rode our bikes to Hinson's and stopped at a friend's along the way back))

(we're all sitting on Michelle's porch)

Ryan-"This sucks, she ain't home."

Me -listening to Leeta's iPod as I lacked my own- -"Meh."

Leeta-"And it's so FRIKKING HOT out here..."

Me -gets up and starts messing around with Michelle's front door-

Leeta-"Oh God, DON'T do that, you'll set off the alarm."

Me-"Oh fuck, they have an alarm?!"

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((in the cafeteria))

Kallie-"This one time my sister got drunk and she was like 'Kallie stop spinning around you're making me dizzy!' and I was like 'I'm not even moving!'"

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((on the bus on the way home))

random dude -"What's her problem?"-points at me-

annoying classmate who rides my bus -sits in my seat next to me-"I dunno, but she's a CRAZY BITCH-"

Me -punches him on the side of the head for absolutely no reason-

annoying classmate -falls out of seat-

random dude-"Whoa damn, she just freakin' CLOCKED him."

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((on the bus again))

random annoying high school dude -screams in my ear while I'm listening to music-

Me -gets pissed and turns around-"FUCK YERSELF!!"

random annoying dude-"Damn, did you just hear that kid?!"

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((in fourth period))

random classmate-"Mrs.Webb, Chris's got a violent drawing."

teacher -takes piece of paper from Chris Partee- -looks at drawing-"What is this?"

Chris -"It's Ham VS Cheese."

teacher-"Well let's not draw ugly stuff."

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((at my house))

me -trying to get online- "Crap, I keep gettin' kicked off..."-walks into family room,where my father is trying to stay online-

Dad-"Are you doing something important?"

me-"Yessss..."

Dad -swears violently-

me -goes back in room- "FRIKKIN IDIOT!!"-slams door-

Dad -whacks door- -opens it-"That was the door. Next time it'll be your teeth."-closes door and walks off-

((later))

(Mom comes by)

me-"Eh."

Mom -hesitates- -holds up hand- "You go girl."

Me-"Eh? What'd I do?"

Mom-"Remember what you called your father?"

me-"Ohh... yeah."-grins-"He is a frikkin idiot."

-0-0

((at Leeta's house))

me -looking through iTunes-"Well lookit this, the song's called I Fucking Hate You but they say it's clean."

Blondie -starts laughing like a lunatic-

-0-0

((in fourth period))

me-"I had Guidance today. And Gawd, McClemore's GAY."

Jacob, A.K.A. Stretchy-"Yeah, he had the guy he fell in love with get a sex change so he wouldn't look gay."

me-"And how would you know?"

Stretchy-"I have my sources..."-pretends to smoke pot-

-0-0

((in fourth period))

Stretchy-"Nigger..."

me-"I am not a nigger you bastard!"

Stretchy-"I'm not calling YOU a nigger, I'm calling my PENCIL a nigger."-holds up pencil-

-0-0

((at home))

me-"Dude, this shirt is ugly. It looks like someone diarrhea-ed all over it."-gets black marker and writes 'This shirt is UGLY' on the shirt- -puts said shirt on-

Mom-read shirt and starts laughing hysterically-

-0-0

((at home))

(me and little man watchin' Naruto)

Me-"...Shut up."

Ryan-"...I didn't SAY anything."

Me-"...Well still, shut up."

-0-0

((at my middle school graduation party))

Michelle-"Let us frolick through the field!!"

((we start skipping Wizard of Oz style))

((we get to bricks and Blondie trips))

Leeta-"Dude, you okay?"

((We all start laughing after brief silence))

((Later, when I purposely over-bandaged Blondie's knee))

Me-"I wonder what we should say happened?"

Blondie-"I fell while climbing Mount Everest!!"

-0-0

((again, at grad party))

Blondie-"Hey, (REAL NAME CENSORED). What's the speed of dark?"

Me-"Uh, well, dark is just the absense of light, so I guess it would be the speed that light goes away, which would be 300,000 kilometers per second...because that's the speed that light moves and it would be the same speed as it fades I guess."

Blondie -gapes- -turns to Leeta and Michelle- "She has the answer to 'The Question'!"

Leeta and Michelle -gasp-

-0-0

((back in eighth grade))

Me -running back to homeroom from office-

Leeta -happens to be walking by- "Run, (REAL NAME CENSORED), run."

Me -jumps past sharp turn and slips on wet sidewalk and falls on face-

Leeta -stops walking- "Are you okay?!"

Me -gets up and starts laughing hysterically at self- "Yeah. I'ma fine...sorta."

-0-0

((a while ago before Christmas break))

Me-"Urgh, I need mah tissues." -starts walking across gym-

random classmate -throws football-

((Football hits me in the side of the head))

Me- "OW!" -loses balance, falls on one knee- -gets up- "I'll remember that..." -trying HARD not to laugh-

random classmate-"Dude, you okay?"

Me -laughing hysterically by now- "Yeah..."

other random classmate-"You okay, (REAL NAME CENSORED)?"

Alessia- "Yeah, (REAL NAME CENSORED)'s okay. She thrives on pain."

-0-0

((at home))

Me: -sneezes- "...I'm okay..."

Mom: "..."

Me: -sneezes again immediately after the first- "FRICK!"

Mom: "...Bless you."

-0-0

((me with mah "imaginary friends"))

Me: "DAAAAAIIIII-KUUUUUUUUNNNN..."

Daisuke : "What?"

Me: "Tuuurn ooonn the spriiinkleeeeerrrrsss..."

Daisuke: "...Why?"

Me: "Cuz heeeeee'sss still in his teeeeeeennnnt..." (referring to the weirdo camping out in our yard)

-0-0

((again, with imaginary friends))

Keiji: -singing Kitty Cat Dance-

Me: "Keiji."

Keiji: -keeps singing and starts dancing-

Me: "KEIJI."

Keiji: -keeps going-

Me: -whacks him upside the head- "Stop it, you're scaring the NORMAL people!"

Onkyo: "..."

-0-0

FAV SONG LYRICS, WHOOOT! (This WILL be long. I like a LOT of songs. Most of which are angsty.)

"The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead." The Sharpest Lives by My Chemical Romance

"The best part of 'believe' is the 'lie'."- Sophomore Slump or Comeback of the Year by Fall Out Boy

"It was the roar of the crowd that gave me heartache to sing. It was a lie when they smiled and said 'You won't feel a thing.'" - Disenchanted by My Chemical Romance

"Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?" - Missing (Studio Version) by Evanescence

"And when I think of all the places I just don't belong, I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far." - Afterlife by Avenged Sevenfold

"Falling away...(Can't buy back time). Burned it down... anyways." - Burn it Down by Avenged Sevenfold

"Who's to know if your soul will fade at all?" - Fake It by Seether

"Sinning makes my body ache..." - Trashed and Scattered by Avenged Sevenfold

"And somehow now you're everybody's fool." - Everybody's Fool by Evanescence

"I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems, GOT TO OPEN MY EYES TO EVERYTHING..." - Bring Me to Life by Evanescence

"Well I won't ever tell the world that I don't belong..." - Don't Belong by Cold (extra thanks to Wandering Hitokiri for putting the lyrics in one of her fics and giving me the idea to look it up on Youtube! SONG FUCKING RAWKS...)

"Must've tried to hold on as you slowly slipped away." - Almost Easy by Avenged Sevenfold (yes, again..I kinda see the scene where Ed and Al's mom die when I hear this verse...)

"In the end, it doesn't even matter." - In the End by Linkin Park

"Burning to find you...will you wait for me?" - My Curse by Killswitch Engage

"Don't put your life in someone's hands; they're bound to steal it away. Don't hide your mistakes 'cuz they'll find you...burn you..." - Get Out Alive by Three Days Grace

"On my own...cuz I can't take living with you...I'm alone...so I won't turn out like you want me to." - Just Like You by Three Days Grace

"Tattoo it on my tainted heart." - Don't Belong by Cold (I can mention a song more than once, dammit! I liked this. Reminded me of Ikari...)

"NOTHING WILL LAST IN THIS LIFE!!" - Unholy Confessions by Avenged Sevenfold

"Where has he gone, what have you done? One voice commands from high above this earth." - Chapter Four by Avenged Sevenfold (hey, y'all Christian folk...summarize 4:14 for me? Tis what this song is based on. I'm an atheist so I have no clue. And I'm not reading no Bible. I'm not THAT much of a hypocrite.)

"Just live your life blind like me..." - Blinded in Chains by Avenged Sevenfold

"Sometimes life seems too quiet and too paralyzing silence...like the moonless dark-meant to make me strong." - Sorrow by Flyleaf

"Stab my back again, it's better when I bleed for you." - Stab My Back by The All-American Rejects

"I am not afraid to keep on living; I am not afraid to walk this world alone. Honey if you stay I'll be forgiven; nothing you can say can stop me going home." - Famous Last Words by My Chemical Romance

"I always find my place among the ashes..." - Lithium by Evanescence

"I've got nothing to gain, to lose...All the world I've see before me passing by." - ATWA by System of a Down

"I walk a lonely road; the only one that I have ever known." - Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day

"It's all the same in the end." - Never Leave by Seether

"If I gave you the truth, would it keep you alive?" - Truth by Seether (not to be bossy, but...LISTEN TO IT ON YOUTUBE NOW!!)

"1 2 3 4 hitotsu zutsu, 1 2 STEP YOU sou yatte." - STEP you by Ayumi Hamasaki (trans: 1 2 3 4 one by one, 1 2 STEP YOU in this way.)

"Everybody's going to the party; have a real good time. Dancing in the desert, blowing up the sunshine." - B.Y.O.B. by System of a Down

"You're so cold but you feel alive..." - So Cold by Breaking Benjamin

"You can cry all you want to, I don't...care how much you invest yourself in me." - Honey, This Mirror Isn't Big Enough for the Two of Us by My Chemical Romance

"We'll say goodbye, for the hundredth time; and then tomorrow we'll do it again." - Drowning Lessons by My Chemical Romance

"Pull the plug...but I'd like to learn your name. And holding on...well I hope you do the same, sugar." - The Jetset Life is Gonna Kill You by My Chemical Romance

"Now I see the truth; I got a doubt. A different motive in your eyes and now I'm out-see you later." - Headstrong by Trapt

"I tried to be someone else...but nothing seemed to change. I know now...this is who I really am inside." - The Kill by 30 Seconds to Mars

"I'm taking back the life you stole." - It's Not a Fashion Statement, It's a Deathwish by My Chemical Romance

"Cut my life into pieces; this is my last resort..." - Last Resort by Papa Roach

"Before we packed our bags and left all this behind us in the dust...we had a place we could call home and a life no on could trust." - Prayer of the Refugee by Rise Against

"They say it's over and I'm fine again..." - Fine Again by Seether

"Scared and lonely...you won't be scared, you won't be..." - Scared by Three Days Grace

"And I'm sympathetic, never letting on I feel the way I do." - Sympathetic by Seether

"All this time, are we loving? Or do we sit here wondering why this world isn't turning round? It's now or never." - Now or Never by Three Days Grace

"Like clockwork, I commit the crime. I pretend to be everything they like..." - These Walls by Trapt

"Come...break me down. Bury me, bury me. I am finished with you... Look in my eyes; you're killin' me, killin' me. All I wanted was you..." - The Kill by 30 Seconds to Mars

"Familiar breath of my old lies...change the color in my eyes." - Sorrow by Flyleaf (I liked this lyric because it made me think of when Daisuke or Ikari take me over...not that the experience is ever very pleasant.)

"Never again, and never again, they gave us two shots to the back of the head and we're all...dead...now..." - I Never Told You What I Do for a Living by My Chemical Romance (my favorite MCR song so far! Listen to it on Youtube NOW.)

"Playing my part in the dream..." - Collide by Anarchy Club (Fun to play on GH2. Listen to this on Youtube too, mate.)

"Is it any wonder why I'm scared?" - Tomorrow by SR-71 (another song from one of Wandering Hitokiri's fanfics. Also awesome, pyon. Go listen to it, 'kay? Here's a Kingdom Hearts AMV to it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6An316k3AFQ )

"If everything I do is wrong...then by God, I'll do it right." - The New Black by Every Time I Die

"She's got a life of her own, and it shows." - To the End by My Chemical Romance (reminded me strongly of Ikari)

"What if I had the guts to put this to your head? But would anything matter if you're already dead? And should I be shocked, now, by the last thing you said? " - Early Sunsets Over Monroeville by My Chemical Romance

"Can you see my eyes are shining bright? 'Cuz I'm out here on the other side of a jet-black hotel mirror...and I'm so weak." - Famous Last Words by My Chemical Romance

"Deep down inside I feel the strain..." - One by Metallica (my aunt calls Metallica 'nigger music' ... makes me sad)

"But I know...you were just like me with someone disappointed in you." - Numb by Linkin Park

"Hurting you with weapons in the form of words..." - This Ain't a Scene, It's an Arm's Race by Fall Ot Boy

"I long to be like you, lie cold in the ground like you..." - Like You by Evanescence

"Must be exhausting to lose your own game." - Call Me When You're Sober by Evanescence

"Excessive vacancy, well maybe; in the shadow of an eye. All the strangers passin' through and where the rules just don't apply." - 96 quite bitter beings by CKY

"I'd say your worst side's your best side." - Polyamorous by Breaking Benjamin

"Cuz you know it's over; growing colder. I need something, leave me next to nothing." - Next to Nothing by Breaking Benjamin

"We grow into the number six hundred sixty-six." - The Wicked End by Avenged Sevenfold (reminds me of this time at McDonald's...me and little man ordered our crap and the price was 6.66. Then next time is was 13 dollars EXACTLY. NO JOKE. It was so cool...)

"I don't deserve to fall this way...all your men who fell betrayed." - Betrayed by Avenged Sevenfold

"I'll get to speaking; let you know how I feel. I'll get to judging; make you see my appeal." - Say This Sooner by The Used

"And what's the worst you take from every heart you break?" - Helena by My Chemical Romance

"And I walk these streets-a loaded six string on my back. I play for keeps-cuz I might not make it back." - Wanted Dead or Alive by Bon Jovi (yes, I abducted my MOM'S CD to get this song on my iPod.)

"Put me to sleep, evil angel...open your wings, evil angel...fly over me, evil angel...why can't I breathe, evil angel?" - Evil Angel by Breaking Benjamin (lyrics may seem...weird, but tis a good song, YUS. (yes))

"There's a stain on my hand and it's red...OH MY GOD, AM I LOSING IT? I can't help what I hear in my head..." - Hand of Blood by Bullet for My Valentine

"Burning on...just like a match you strike to incinerate...the lives...of everyone you know..." - Helena by My Chemical Romance

"So go on and scream; scream at me, I'm so far away...I WON'T BE BROKEN AGAIN!" - Going Under by Evanescence

"A man makes a beast out of himself...gets rid of the pain of being a man." - Bat Country by Avenged Sevenfold

"And though I may have lost my way, all paths lead straight to you..." - Like You by Evanescence

"All these things I hate revolve around me..." - All These Things I Hate by Bullet for My Valentine

"This is how a mountain gathers purposely directed shadows...this sinking ship has a formation that will tear us apart." - Arterial Black by Drist (also fun on GH2, and the real song sounds relatively the same as the GH2 version.)

"And though you're still with me...I've been alone all along." - My Immortal by Evanescence

"Bring in the bring in the bring in the terra cotta bring in the terra cotta terra cotta PIE." - Vicinity of Obscenity by System of a Down

"Who we are and how we tried. Taking every step in stride. It's now or never to decide..." - Now or Never by Three Days Grace

"Hello...I'm still here. All that's left of yesterday..." - Hello by Evanescence

"Escape from the sinking, do you see what I mean? Freedom beats the kingdom, and I saw you in my dream." - RUNNERS HIGH by The Pillows

"When the kids sing out the future, maybe kids don't need the masters. Just waiting for the little busters, oh yeah." - LITTLE BUSTERS by The Pillows

"Kimi wa kimi dake shika inai yo." - Ichirin no Hana by HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR (trans: You are the only you.)

"Of all the colors that you shine, this is surely not your best." - Colors by Crossfade

"So you think you know...how the story goes? ARE YOU READY FOR THIS?" - Are You Ready by Three Days Grace

"If it is a sin, where's my existence?" - Tsumi by HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR

"When it's time to fill the void, my whole life has been destroyed. And everyone around me says, MY TIME IS RUNNING OUT." - Time is Running Out by Papa Roach

"Boku ga kaita sono kage ni kimi no mirai wa kande shimatta?" - Loop and Loop by Asian Kung-Fu Generation (trans: Has your future that I wrote to this shadow grown hazy?)

"Yokaze ga hakobu awai kibou wo nosete." - After Dark by Asian Kung-Fu Generation (trans: My faint hope is carried away in the night wind.)

"Can we play the game your way?" - Lose Control by Evanescence

"Frail - the skin is dry and pale. The pain will never fail. And so we go back to the remedy." - Remedy by Seether

"Tokeru sekai." - Blackout by Asian Kung-Fu Generation (trans: A dissolving world.)

"Two vibrant hearts could change." - Unholy Confessions by Avenged Sevenfold

"Kitaru mirai no souzou suru." - Blackout by Asian Kung-Fu Generation (trans: Imagine the imminent future.)

"I can't escape the twisted way you think of me." - Snow White Queen by Evanescence

"Revenge is dripping from my teeth." - Strength of the World by Avenged Sevenfold

"A world that sends you reeling from decimated dreams. Your misery and hate will kill us all." - Welcome to the Black Parade by My Chemical Romance

"Shouretsu no rashinban wa mirai itsumo sashishite iru." - Compass by Asian Kung-Fu Generation (trans: The compass of passion is always pointing to the future.)

"And without you is how I disappear." - This is How I Disappear by My Chemical Romance

"Itami dake nara ni toubun sa, sou sa." - Kimi to iu Hana by Asian Kung-Fu Generation (trans: If there is only pain, then it's divided between us, that's right.)

"How can the darkness feel so wrong?" - Your Star by Evanescence

"No there's nothing you say that can salvage the lie." - Truth by Seether

"Kimi rashii iro ni." - Kimi to iu Hana by Asian Kung-Fu Generation (trans: In a color like yours...)

"But things are bound to change." - And All Things Will End by Avenged Sevenfold

"Itetsuku omoi de mune wo sasu kokoro ga." - Blue Train by Asian Kung-Fu Generation (trans: Stab through the chest into the heart with frozen feelings.)

"I'll tell you it's all for you...then deny it." - Given by Seether

"Don't look down, don't look into the eyes if the world beneath you. Don't look down, you'll fall down- You'll become their sacrifice." - The Only One by Evanescence

"Tokihanatsu shunkan boku o sasu." - Flash Back by Asian Kung-Fu Generation (trans: The second it's free, it stabs me.)

"Cuz I'll kill you often as you need. Cover me in gasoline. Wipe away those tears of blood again." - Heaven Help Us by My Chemical Romance

"Ukande hashitta ano hi no kage." - Flash Back by Asian Kung-Fu Generation (trans: The shadow that day rose and ran.)

"You'll never know the way your words have haunted me." - Snow White Queen by Evanescence

"My philosophy is things are just as wrong as they seem." - Because of Me by Seether

"I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living." - The Gift by Seether

"Blood is spilled and man will follow." - Chapter Four by Avenged Sevenfold

"Well I think I'm gonna burn in hell." - House of Wolves by My Chemical Romance

"Trust all the things I tell you are true." - Given by Seether

"You try...your hardest... to peferct your explanations...you lie...until they've run out...of questions..." - Breathe Today by Flyleaf

"All of this time, I can't believe I couldn't see. Kept in the dark, but you were there in front of me." - Bring Me to Life by Evanescence

"Will I fall again into dismay?" - Never Leave by Seether

"Confided in me was your heart. I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me." - Unholy Confessions by Avenged Sevenfold

"Must be something they're hiding. Must be reasons that no one will dare to tell. Must be something inside me. But I don't think so anymore." - World Falls Away by Seether

"When I grow up, I want to be nothing at all!" - The End by My Chemical Romance (this suits me to a T)

"You can only move as fast as who's in front of you." - Breathe Today by Flyleaf

"Swallowed the lies, can't blame you for thinking with your heart." - And All Things Will End by Avenged Sevenfold

"Just suffocate with smiles and force-fed lies." - Simplest Mistake by Seether

"So paint it black and take it back. Let's shout it loud and clear! Defiant to the end we hear the call..." - Welcome to the Black Parade by My Chemical Romance

"You should know that lies won't hide your fauts... no sense in hiding all of yours." - Fake It by Seether

"I wish I could be the one...the one who won't care at all." - Unholy Confessions by Avenged Sevenfold

"LOVE IS NOT WHEN YOU FEEL ONLY PAIN!!" - Whispers (I Hear You) by All That Remains

"Left the childhood, left the memories, left te good times in the past." - Second Heartbeat by Avenged Sevenfold

"And now... ya wanna see how far down... I can sink?" - This is How I Disappear by My Chemical Romance

"I WILL NOT REGRET. NO, NO. NEVER LIVE WITH DEFEAT, NEVER FALTER. DESPITE THE AIR THAT I BREATHE. (WITH THE AIR THAT I BREATHE) I WILL NOT CHOKE ON FAILURE!!" - The Air That I Breathe by All That Remains

"No pain as I awoke, but dead." - Radiant Eclipse by Avenged Sevenfold

"Back in the day, when nothing really mattered to me, I only showed my eyes what they wanted to see." - Bring Me Down by Pillar

"A hardship no one should know." - Chapter Four by Avenged Sevenfold

"This night... walk the dead..." - Cemetery Drive by My Chemical Romance

"Nothing hurts my world, just affects the ones around me." - Unholy Confessions by Avenged Sevenfold

"Has no one told you... your cries are all in vain?" - Cries in Vain by Bullet for My Valentine

"DRINK IT DRINK IT DOWN." - Drink It Down by L'Arc-en-Ciel (that was a no-brainer...)

"AND NOW YOU'RE PERFECTING A WORLD... meant to sin." - Unholy Confessions by Avenged Sevenfold

"So many... bright lights to cast a shadow. But can I speak? Well is it hard understanding... I'm incomplete?" - Famous Last Words by My Chemical Romance

"Today's the day we're gonna fade away." - Fade Away by Seether (also a no-brainer...)

"You might wake up and notice you're someone you're not." - The End by My Chemical Romance

"You sink into recluse... this invasion makes me feel worthless, sober, sick." - I'm So Sick by Flyleaf

"I am not afraid to keep on living. I am not afraid to walk this world alone. Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven. Nothing you can say can stop me going home." - Famous Last Words by My Chemical Romance

"If you were dead or still alive... I don't care. I don't care. Just go and leave this all behind. Cuz I swear (I swear) I don't care." - I Don't Care by Apocalyptica (featuring Adam Gontier of Three Days Grace)

"Do or die - you'll never make me. Because the world - will never take my heart." - Welcome to the Black Parade by My Chemical Romance

"The needle's breaking your skin. The scar is sinking in. And now your trip begins but it's all over for IT'S ALL OVER FOR YOU." - It's All Over by Three Days Grace

"No hesitation, and now you've commanded the strife. You need to know that you're in for the fight of your life." - Indestructible by Disturbed

"We salute you in your grave!" - My Way Home is Through You by My Chemical Romance

"I don't deserve to fall this way... all your men who fell betrayed." -Betrayed by Avenged Sevenfold

"Standing on the rooftops (wait until the bomb drops.) This's all we got, now (scream until your heart stops.)" - Rooftops (A Liberation Broadcast) by Lostprophets

"So what's your favorite color, punk?" - My Way Home is Through You by My Chemical Romance

"I'm hoping I'm wrong but I know I'm right - I'll hunt again one night." - Scream by Avenged Sevenfold

"It's true... we're all a little... insane. But it's so clear, now that I'm... unchained." - Sweet Sacrifice by Evanescence

"Sorrow swallows my screams..." - Strength of the World by Avenged Sevenfold

"Preach all you want, but who's gonna save me? I keep a gun in the book you gave me (Hallelujah lock and load.)" - Thank You for the Venom by My Chemical Romance

"Suicidal... I never planned on coming back." - Strength of the World by Avenged Sevenfold

"I'll get to speaking, let you know how I feel. I'll get to judging, make you see my appeal." - Say This Sooner by The Almost

"Love it or leave it, you can't understand - a pretty face but you do so carry on, and on, and on..." - Thank You for the Venom by My Chemical Romance

"Boro boro koboreru kanashimi wo nui tsuketa youna kuroi moyou." - Laika by Asian Kung-Fu Generation (trans: Black markings that look like bits and pieces of fallen sadness patched up and sewn.)

"Mou mayowa nai sonna wake wa nakute." - Over by HIGH AND MIGHTY COLOR (trans: Don't lose your way, because there's no more meaning.)

"Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love?" - Blood by Papa Roach

"I'm sick of wondering, is it life or death?" - One-X by Three Days Grace

"Ayamachi bakari wo kurikaeshi nagara." - Energy by HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR (trans: As they keep on repeating their mistakes.)

"It's strange what desire will make foolish people do." - Wicked Game by Three Days Grace

"I never look back cause I don't even want to." - Getting Away With Murder by Papa Roach

"Machigai darake no yo no naka dakedo." - Energy by HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR (trans: The world is full of mistakes.)

"Cause I'm not a pawn for you to play in your fucking game." - Blood by Papa Roach

"So now I'm standing here alone. I'm learning how to live life on my own." - On My Own - Three Days Grace

"Somewhere beyond hapiness and sadness. I need to calculate what creates my own madness." - Getting Away With Murder by Papa Roach

"It's a crime you let it happen to me. Nevermind, I'll let it happen to you." - Forget It by Breaking Benjamin

"Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears, I'm not feeling this situation." - All These Things I Hate by Bullet for My Valentine

"Hunting you, I can smell you - alive..." - Haunted by Evanescenc

"There's a pulse and it's deafening." - Hand of Blood by Bullet for My Valentin

"And I'm addicted to your punishment." - Getting Away With Murder by Papa Roach

"I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming." - Thoughtless by Evanescence (Korn cover)

"Imademo kono munenooku kesenai tsumi wa itamukedo." - Kesenai Tsumi by Nana Kitade (Trans: This uneraseable sin still causes a deep ache in my heart.)

"Doko ni mo nai basho de watashi wa watashi no mama de tatte'ru. Nee kimi wa kimi no mama de ite ne. Sono mama no kimi de ite hoshii." - Surreal by Ayumi Hamasaki (Trans: In a nonexistant place, I stand as I am. Please be yourself. That's how I want you to be.)

"Ready go! I don't wanna anymore." - Amazing by HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR

"Cutting through the pages of my fantasies..." - Thoughtless by Evanescence ((yes, I am aware that it is originally by Korn. But I like Evanescence's version more...))

"So afraid to open your eyes." - The Only One by Evanescence

"I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds." - Away From Me by Evanescence

"I'm so bitter I can taste it..." - Until I Die by Neurosonic

"I can't wait for you to shut me up." - Shut Me Up by Mindless Self-Indulgence

"Long lost words whisper slowly... to me." - Haunted by Evanescence ((I love this part of the song - at the very beginning. It sounds all creepy and... YAY.))

"Owari ga kitemo kasaneta mono wa nokotte ite." - Owari to Mirai by Girugamesh (trans: Even when the end comes, the things I've accumulated will remain.)

"When all this time I've been so hollow... inside." - Haunted by Evanescence

"Donna ni kodoku ga otozureyou to, donna itami o ukeyou to, kankaku dake wa tozashicha ikenai." - Surreal by Ayumi Hamasaki (Trans: No matter what loneliness comes, no matter what pain you feel, you mustn't close your eyes to it.)

"I'm so bitter I can taste it..." - Until I Die by Neurosonic

"Okashita ayamachi kizukanu hitobito wa subete wo yurusareru no?" - Sunadokei by L'Arc-en-Ciel (Trans: Will everything be forgiven if people don't notice the sins we commit?)

"Shiawase no nozomu koto ga sono higeki wo yonde iru. Kanashimi to hikikaeta egao." - Sunadokei by L'Arc-en-Ciel (Trans: Wishing for happiness brings tragedy. A smile in exchange for sorrow.)

"GOT YOUR DESIRE, LOST THE HEART. GOT YOUR DESIRE, LOST THE OTHERS. GOT YOUR DESIRE, LOST THE WARMTH. AND WHAT WOULD BE LEFT IN YOUR HANDS? AND WHAT? AND WHAT?" - Kuro AGEHA Mau Oka by HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR

"This emotion can reach anywhere! We'll be the light that breaks the darkness!" - DIVE into YOURSELF by HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR

"Ano koro wa kawaru kotae uso da to se wo muketa. Demo me hanasu to kiete shimaisou de kowakatta..." - Owari to Mirai by Girugamesh (Trans: Back then I turned my back on the changing answer, believing it to be a lie. But I was afraid it would disappear if I looked away...)

"And then it's all gone." - Sunadokei by L'Arc-en-Ciel

"Color the dark past." - Behind These Eyes by Eyes Set to Kill

"Let the game begin; another day, another sin." - Assassins by Anarchy Club

"Everything's so blurry, and everyone's so fake." - Blurry by Puddle of Mudd

"Bring back the today... to erase my pain." - Behind These Eyes by Eyes Set to Kill

"I CANNOT CHANGE YOU; YOU'LL NEVER CHANGE." - There's No Sympathy for the Dead by Escape the Fate

"I would not die for anyone but I would kill for you." - Kill for You by Anarchy Club

These're quotes from TV, manga, anime, and pretty much anything else that doesn't particularly belong to me...

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Please don't be sad. Even if the world doesn't forgive you, I will forgive you.

Please don't be sad. Even if you don't forgive the world, I will forgive you.

So please tell me. What should I do so that you'll forgive me?

~Higurashi: When They Cry. Abducted by Demons Arc Volume 1, Page 1.

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We are all

Born dead.

The end exists

Before anything begins.

If living

Is a constant quest for awareness,

The awareness we gain at the end is the real goal.

In other words, death

Is the discovery and complete understanding

Of the end.

We are not permitted to seek awareness.

Those that cannot transcend death

Will not find awareness in anything.

~ Bleach Volume 25, Page 1.

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"If I knew he was gonna leave this early, I woulda beat 'im up yesterday." ~Edward Elric, FullMetal Alchemist Episode 44, Hohenheim of Light.

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"Told you, Rose. Get too close to the sun, and you burn." ~Edward Elric, FullMetal Alchemist Episode 1, To Challenge the Sun.

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"Fix you, or the world? Make sure you ask yourself that." ~Pinako Rockbell, FullMetal Alchemist Episode 3, Mother.

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" Daddy? Are you hurting somewhere?" ~Nina Tucker, FullMetal Alchemist Episode 7, Night of the Chimera's Cry ((this kills me every time I hear it...))

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"Sleep tight, pipsqueak!" (Psiren)

"Who're you calling a pipsqueak?! You know, I'd be tall too in heels!" (Edward)

FullMetal Alchemist Episode 10, The Phantom Thief

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"But how can that be? I've spent years devoted to alchemy, that damn principle. Getting my arm and leg back and my brother's body. That's our dream. We keep looking for something we can do to balance the equation...to earn it back, but I've never turned it around the other way. Where was the equivalency then? What have we ever gained for our losses? It's always been a one way current, just a series of us giving to the void. Everything's been taken from us!" ~Edward Elric, FullMetal Alchemist Episode 16, That Which is Lost.

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"I might be empty... but not worthless!" ~Alphonse Elric, FullMetal Alchemist Episode 41, Holy Mother ((DAMN STRAIGHT, BOY. LOVE THIS QUOTE.))

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So... yeah. If you actually read my entire profile, I commend you. It must've been boring as hell...

~Temari Haruhara