| enigma731 |
Author has written 70 stories for Buffy: The Vampire Slayer, Angel, Bones, and House, M.D.. Twenty-one years old, college junior majoring in Neuroscience. Future plans/hopes include a PhD in Clinical Neuropsychology, and a career in speech and language pathology, with a focus on the treatment of aphasia. If I could be Oliver Sacks when I grow up, that would be my idea of a dream job. I've been writing since I was eight years old, and have been posting here since my freshman year of high school. I'm always looking for House authors to talk fic/fandom with--I like having a community, so feel free to IM or email me. If you don't already know, I'm also co-moderator of the official Chase/Cameron LJ community. You should come check us out, if you haven't. We work very hard to bring you all the latest in spoilers, news, and fanart/fic. SN: ephemereal dream Email: ephemereal@earthlink.net Twitter: enigma731 (It's private, so if you follow request me, send me a PM here so that I know who you are and don't reject you as a spambot.) All Over You at get_house_laid (NC17 version) White Wine and Lacy Underwear (NC17 version) LJ: http://enigma731.livejournal.com/ My pics of JS/BfTV at The Shore Club, 5/16/09 Numerary Logic Commentary #1: My Story Numerary Logic Commentary #2: The Pathophysiology of Type 1 Diabetes Numerary Logic Commentary #3: The Day It's Normal to be Excited about a Chronic Illness Numerary Logic Commentary #4: Insulin Pump Therapy Part I Numerary Logic Commentary #5: On Heterogeneity and the Portrayal of Diabetes in the Media | |||||||||
1. The Rest is Silence » reviewsAllowing herself to think that the man she fell in love with might still be alive beneath all the scars is a devastating prospect. Too dangerous to even consider. Two and a half years after her divorce, Cameron returns to a changed PPTH.House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 12 - Words: 22,511 - Reviews: 126 - Updated: 11-25-09 - Published: 10-18-09 - A. Cameron & R. Chase2. Tidal Waves reviewsThe morning after Dibala's death, Chase tries desperately to lose himself.House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,725 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-23-09 - R. Chase & A. Cameron - Complete3. Wings reviewsNothing lasts forever. Chase and Cameron discuss the people they've lost.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,999 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 9-27-09 - A. Cameron & R. Chase - Complete4. Real Life reviewsNone of them is truly innocent. Season six speculation fic. Warning: SpoilersHouse, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,472 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 9-17-09 - R. Chase & A. Cameron - Complete5. Numerary Logic » reviewsChase falls victim to serious illness. Angst, comfort, and eventual Chase/Cameron.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 19,400 - Reviews: 100 - Updated: 8-26-09 - Published: 12-17-07 - R. Chase & A. Cameron6. Special reviewsCameron finds out about Chase's birthday and decides to make it one to remember. Set during the FWB phase in season three, right before Airborne. PWP, essentially.House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,781 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-13-09 - A. Cameron & R. Chase - Complete7. Tell Me How the Story Ends reviewsA picnic with Cameron's insufferable friend almost turns tragic. Collab with calendaes.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,114 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7-29-09 - A. Cameron & R. Chase - Complete8. Vigil reviewsCameron finds herself caught between two worlds, learning that when she is divided between the roles of mother and doctor, she fails repeatedly to do either well.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,500 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 7-20-09 - A. Cameron & R. Chase - Complete9. Green Bananas reviewsCameron is struck by the bizarreness of the situation: this thing between them still new and fragile, both of them reeling from the sudden upheaval of their little reluctant family at work. Post Human Error ficlet.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,009 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7-5-09 - A. Cameron & R. Chase - Complete10. Twelve Steps reviewsShe hasn’t expected to see Chase ever again. Future fic based on the what-if scenario of a canceled wedding.House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,032 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 5-31-09 - A. Cameron & R. Chase - Complete11. Sunshine after All reviewsHe’s been aware of Cameron’s love of all things floral for years, but moving in with her has shown him a whole new level. Fluffy ficlet.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 965 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 5-22-09 - A. Cameron & R. Chase - Complete12. Ghosts reviewsTwo years in the ER have taught Cameron that the danger you plan for is rarely the one worth worrying about. Post-ep for 5.22.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,789 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 5-1-09 - A. Cameron & R. Chase - Complete13. All Fall Down reviewsChase doesn’t believe in prophetic dreams. A what-if scenario for the end of the season.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,156 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 4-3-09 - A. Cameron & R. Chase14. Little Questions reviews“D’you ever think about getting married again?” Chase asks one night. Ficlet companion to 5.15 Unfaithful.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 588 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 3-13-09 - A. Cameron & R. Chase - Complete15. The Other Side » reviewsNot all change is bad, but that doesn’t make it any less painful. Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same. Future novella, beginning the summer following the end of Season Five.House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,721 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 2-27-09 - Published: 1-28-09 - A. Cameron & R. Chase16. Enough for Now reviewsThere’s something vaguely threatening about the holiday. It’s like watching so many of her colleagues and friends about to naively walk off a cliff that only she can see. A Valentine's vignette.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,033 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 2-14-09 - A. Cameron & R. Chase - Complete17. The FortyEight Laws of Power reviewsLaw Nine: Win through your actions, never through argument. Post-ep for Big Baby.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,143 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-1-09 - R. Chase & A. Cameron - Complete18. Pause the Tragic Ending » reviewsIt's the week before Christmas when everything blows up in Cameron's face. AU rewrite of Last Resort. Complete.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 21,810 - Reviews: 54 - Updated: 1-18-09 - Published: 12-10-08 - A. Cameron & R. Chase - Complete19. Christmas in the Room reviewsIt’s just like Cameron to insist that her tree gets decorated, even if it’s already Christmas Eve and they’ll be taking it down in scarcely a week. Christmas fluff ficlet.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 945 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 12-23-08 - A. Cameron & R. Chase - Complete20. White Wine and Lacy Underwear reviewsIt’s a small step, but monumental. Post-ep for The Itch.House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,389 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-2-08 - A. Cameron & R. Chase - Complete21. Five Indiscretions reviewsIn the end it becomes the place where they both go to get away. To find each other in the midst of graveyard shifts, and dying patients, and endless games which inevitably sweep them along in the tides of change.House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,560 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-24-08 - A. Cameron & R. Chase - Complete22. Independence Day reviewsIt’s been nearly a year since they began their new jobs. A Fourth of July drabble.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-5-08 - A. Cameron & R. Chase - Complete23. Don't You Wait for Me reviewsCameron thinks of this as her second life. Or maybe her third. Life after the life that she’d thought was her second chance. A post-ep for the entire season.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,844 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 6-22-08 - A. Cameron - Complete24. Mirage reviewsChase knows what people would say if he allowed them inside. They’re the same words he’s heard all his life. Early season drabble.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 6-19-08 - R. Chase - Complete25. The Pressure of Days reviewsThis is the part he never gets to see; Chase deals in crises, not the slow, grueling work of getting back to normal, everyday life. Sequel to Transference, co-written with calendaes.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,101 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 6-5-08 - R. Chase - Complete26. Transference reviewsWhen Chase gets too involved with a patient, it just might cost him his life.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,823 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 5-10-08 - R. Chase - Complete27. Questions of Science reviewsIt’s magnificently irrational, a study in reverse psychology, and being a doctor doesn’t help one bit. Post-ep for 4.13 No More Mr. Nice Guy.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,071 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 5-1-08 - R. Chase & A. Cameron28. All Over You reviewsChase has a new desk. And a bad day. Cameron knows about both. PWP.House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,086 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-14-08 - A. Cameron & R. Chase - Complete29. The Mirror Pond reviewsShe read once that a pure white bird is a sure omen of death. Same start, new beginning, and everything’s been turned upside down. Wedding fic, companion to All I Ever Wanted.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,571 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 3-15-08 - A. Cameron & R. Chase - Complete30. Exposure » reviewsIt’s all over the news on the waiting room televisions: Epidemic reported in New Jersey. Frighteningly quick occurrence. Potentially devastating circumstances. Post Human Error novella.House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 27,122 - Reviews: 71 - Updated: 3-6-08 - Published: 6-11-07 - A. Cameron & R. Chase31. Warning reviewsIt’s been two weeks since she took the meth. One time, the warnings say. One time and you can become addicted. But it isn’t the drugs she’s been craving. AU-ish PWP, companion to Playing with Fire.House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,965 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 2-10-08 - A. Cameron & R. Chase - Complete32. All I Ever Wanted » reviewsThe world spins and changes, but life always stays the same. Four years later, Chase, Cameron and Foreman watch House’s new team finish their time working for him.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,075 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 2-2-08 - Published: 1-31-08 - A. Cameron - Complete33. Moments After » reviewsSix Season Four drabbles written by request. Kutner/Thirteen, House/Cameron, Chase/CTB, Foreman/CTB, Chase/Cameron.House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 6 - Words: 1,651 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 1-19-08 - Complete34. Don't Ask reviewsIt’s the stuff fairytales are made on, only she’s no princess and his is a prison of crushed dreams. Vignette spanning Airborne to Human Error.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,417 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 1-17-08 - Complete35. Fireworks reviewsNew Year's Eve, 2004. Chase, Cameron, and Foreman get drunk.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - General/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,366 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 1-2-08 - Complete36. The World Turned » reviewsThe fate of Diagnostics is left in Chase's hands.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 11,595 - Reviews: 28 - Updated: 12-28-07 - Published: 11-16-07 - R. Chase37. Trinity reviewsShe’s spent years imagining the day that she would fall in love again, the things she would do differently. An odd second chance, like a raincheck from fate to use this knowledge she’s paid so dearly for. A Christmas vignette.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,295 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 12-24-07 - A. Cameron & R. Chase - Complete38. Deep in December reviewsA year ago she knows she would have pushed him, would have needled and prodded until he’d run away or gotten truly angry. She’s learned her lesson there, she thinks. Ficlet.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 675 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 12-18-07 - A. Cameron & R. Chase - Complete39. The Midnight Oil reviewsChase and Cameron wait for Foreman to wake up. Gen, postEuphoria vignette.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,448 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-10-07 - Complete40. Damage Control reviewsIt's no big deal. Really. Missing scene from Ugly.House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,592 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 12-2-07 - A. Cameron & R. Chase - Complete41. Eternal reviewsThis is the heart of her disguise, the skin she hides in when she doesn’t want to see the reality of her newfound existence. Vignette written for the IWRY fic marathon.Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,204 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11-25-07 - Buffy S. & Angel - Complete42. Grace reviewsHouse is the thread that binds them all together, the reason they began to talk and the reason they are talking still. Thanksgiving at PPTH.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - General/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,148 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11-21-07 - G. House - Complete43. Circling reviewsIt’s a game she’s played all her life: find the things she wants most and deprive herself of them. HouseCameron, AU, companion to The Shortest Distance and Terminal Velocity.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,748 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 11-2-07 - A. Cameron & G. House - Complete44. If I Told You reviewsThere isn’t a fine line between love and hate but the stones are crumbling and maybe all along they were just a façade. Oneshot, Season Four spoilers.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,828 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 10-23-07 - A. Cameron - Complete45. Somewhere Along in the Bitterness reviewsYou were a naïve fool and you’ve been taken for all you’re worth. Episode tag for 97 Seconds.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,338 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10-11-07 - R. Chase - Complete46. Terminal Velocity reviewsAn object falling can only accelerate so much before it’s snatched up and slowed by a force equally as enigmatic as the one pulling it down. Companion to The Shortest Distance.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,968 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 9-13-07 - R. Chase - Complete47. The Shortest Distance reviewsChase thinks for a moment that if only he’d stayed, none of this would have happened. Then he thinks, surprisingly, maybe it’s right that it did. Oneshot season four spoilers.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,553 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 9-9-07 - R. Chase - Complete48. H5N1 reviewsIt starts with a horrific rumor, which becomes a headline, which turns out, in the end, to be true. Vignette written for housefest.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,025 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 8-28-07 - R. Chase - Complete49. Playing with Fire reviewsThat isn’t the kind of thing he does. Not now, and not ever. Vignette set after The Mistake.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,359 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-18-07 - R. Chase - Complete50. Change reviewsSomehow a day of waiting to see what House wants done with the trash has turned into four years of cramming his things in beside it. Post Human Error oneshot, written for Housefest.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 579 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-30-07 - R. Chase - Complete51. On Insanity, Human Nature, and Literary Merit reviewsSix perspectives on the midnight release of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. Post Season Three vignette.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - General/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,101 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 7-22-07 - Complete52. Melt Down reviewsIt might hurt less if House actually were dying, and Chase can’t help wonder if Cameron feels the same way. HalfWit episode cap, ChaseCam smut.House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 893 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-11-07 - R. Chase & A. Cameron - Complete53. The Game of Chance reviewsCameron's been working at Princeton Plainsboro for less than a week when it happens. It's Friday, and all she can think about is the fact that she'll finally have some free time to unpack. Preseries oneshot.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,106 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7-10-07 - A. Cameron - Complete54. Shadows on the Wall reviewsHe’s developed insomnia, and it eats away at his soul. Hearing about Kayla again, having to say her name, has brought her ghost back to haunt him a second time. Oneshot.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,026 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 7-5-07 - R. Chase - Complete55. Possibility reviewsShe’s been pushing him for weeks now. Just because she can. Drabble companion to False Chemistry.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 510 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-23-07 - A. Cameron & R. Chase - Complete56. False Chemistry reviewsCameron is addicted to desire. Drabble.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 415 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-23-07 - A. Cameron & R. Chase - Complete57. Body and Soul reviewsShe’d written him off as a brown noser from day one, but now she realizes that his job is the one constant in his life, the one chance for something resembling a family. She wonders if that’s worth this kind of humiliation. Episode tag, Finding Judas.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,114 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 5-31-07 - A. Cameron & R. Chase - Complete58. A Matter of Physics reviewsLove is a matter of chemistry, but sex is a matter of physics. Episode cap for 3.14.House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,055 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 5-14-07 - A. Cameron & R. Chase - Complete59. The Little Things » reviewsSometimes they're all that matter. Hundred drabble series. Second 2.09 episode cap added.Bones - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 11 - Words: 3,314 - Reviews: 66 - Updated: 4-22-07 - Published: 1-22-0760. Damage reviewsSomething’s changed in this day after world’s end, but she can’t quite say what. Ouroboros, five. Sequel to Burn. BA.Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,863 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 4-3-07 - Angel & Buffy S. - Complete61. Nothing So Sweet reviewsHe remembers that the Dragon flew directly into the sun. Up through the clouds, and away from the cries of the battle that still ring in his ears. Post NFA oneshot.Angel - Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,134 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3-17-07 - Angel62. Burn reviewsHe meets her gaze, and suddenly she’s seventeen again, staring into the face of the man she’s just condemned to hell. Ouroboros, part four. Sequel to Ruin. BA.Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,976 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 3-9-07 - Angel & Buffy S. - Complete63. Ruin reviewsShe can’t help but think that he was more comforting as her mystery guardian, before she knew for sure. They’ve fallen into a strange kind of limbo, and she wonders why. Sequel to Fall. BA. Ouroboros series.Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,055 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-4-07 - Angel & Buffy S. - Complete64. Fall reviewsThe longer she spends in bed, the more often she finds herself thinking about the crater into which her life has sunk. Second in Ouroboros series.Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,096 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 2-20-07 - Angel & Buffy S. - Complete65. Cave reviewsThey are inevitable, irrevocable, utterly beyond hope. BA smut. First in Ouroboros series.Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,097 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 2-13-07 - Angel & Buffy S. - Complete66. Gray reviewsIf this were a case, or even a mangled body refusing to give up its secrets, she would only become more intrigued. PostEp drabble for 2x12.Bones - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 469 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-12-07 - Complete67. Control reviewsWyatt is right. He hits what he shoots. Someday, if he isn’t careful, that will put innocent people at risk. 2.13 episode cap.Bones - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 694 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 2-7-07 - Complete68. What It Is » reviewsWishverse AU. The White Hats weren't in time to save Cordelia.Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,993 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 1-29-07 - Published: 1-16-07 - Buffy S. & Angel69. Miracles reviewsEverything will be all right, so long as he doesn't look. Drabble.Angel - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 393 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 12-30-06 - Angel - Complete70. The Greatest Hunger reviewsThere are wise words somewhere which warn of the darkness before the dawn. PostAmends vignette.Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 507 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-6-06 - Buffy S. & Angel