Hmm...well I'm a collage student trying my best to get into vet school someday. I love a lot of things, and I love to write, so fanfiction is kind of a natural thing for me.

And I realized rather suddenly that for two years now, that's been the only real personal statement on here. and while I don't have much time right now, here's something else...semi personal at least. My user name comes from the song White Reflection from the Gundam Wing movie, Endless Waltz. I know, I know...my name comes from it, and I haven't even written any Gundam Wing fics. Should be blasphemy, right? Well, here's the interesting thing about that...I am, for certain, a Gundam Wing fanatic in the craziest of ways. I was started on it by my best friend, and she basically told me the whole story, then had me watch Endless Waltz because she didn't have the DVD's avaliable. We both loved that song, and around the time when I was getting in to all of that, I got an e-mail account and named it for the song stuck in my head(guess what that was? lol). Well, my best friend has since stopped talking to me, and if anything, Gundam Wing has become even dearer to me than it was before(though a little painful, now), a piece of something lost. It was initially, though, convenience that had me using this as my user name. I still had the old e-mail account and it was just sitting there, not being used for anything, so when I signed up on here I thought I'd use it...and take the same name, too, because I was in a hurry. Needless to say after some thought I realized just how fond I was of the name and decided I would never, could never change it. As a side note, I have since then come to possess the whole series of Gundam Wing, but due to my crazy life have not had time to watch more than a few episodes. It is all as I remember hearing it told, and I could not love it more. Someday, I will write for it. And then my name will finally be more appropriate.

I have, basically, the most amazing readers ever. Seriously, you guys are incredible. Out of all my hundreds of beyond amazing reviews, I've only ever had two bad ones, and they hurt surprisingly little. I think all the amazing ones have toughened my skin to the people who aren't worth paying attention to. Love you guys.

Ok. I can be the best updater ever and the worst. Sometimes, you'll get two chapters a day. Sometimes, it'll be 3 months or more between chapters. I'm sorry. Don't think I've ever given up on a fic because I NEVER do that. If I start it, I will finish it. I just may take me awhile. Problem is, I get so many new ideas and I want to start the next one...I have to work on what my mind is on at the time for my writing to be at its best. Here I'll list my in progress fics.

Sacrifice-Skate(Sawyer/Kate, LOST)My first full length fic...I love this to death. It's been too long since I updated it, I know, but I will get a new chapter up as soon as I can. I do have an ending planned for this story, so know in a general sort of way where it's going...but I don't have the next chapter yet. Unforunately, I'm gonna have to watch some LOST to get me in the mood to work on it and I haven't done that lately. I'm gonna try to get a new chapter up in a couple of weeks, ok? I have some really loyal readers for this one...thank you so much, guys.

Drumbeats-LOTR AU. This is my...fic that comes the most from my soul. Much of it is drawn on personal experience and friends. It is the most emotionally important thing to me I've ever written. I don't expect it to ever get many reviewers. I wish it would, but that's ok. I have to write it for me, and for a few others. I have more of it written than I have posted, but this is one that before I post every detail has to be just right.

Trust-Bond/Vesper My Bond fic. I have this planned as being really long...and it will be. But it may take me awhile to get through. Honestly, I have the next two chapters for this right now, but they're hand written and I haven't had the time to sit down and type them up...I swear I will soon. I really enjoy this one, Bond is one of my favorite characters and I love the experience of getting inside his head. I think some of you think I've shelved this one. I haven't. It's just...waiting.

Broken Hallelujah-House/Stacy used to be my OTP. And I still love them together. Then I see how much she hurt him. Then I see him with Cuddy and think...maybe she'll hurt him less. Then I watch the Stacy arc again and see all the love that he has for her. And my circle starts all over. lol But, seriously, whatever my bipolar feelings...I adore these two together and I truly LOVE working on this fic. House is one of my top three favorite characters in anything(Han Solo and Aragorn have those other two slots), he reminds me of myself so much of the time with his trust issues and I just have so much fun with it, as well as it being more of an emotional thing to write. Later parts in this story are constantly shifting in my mind, because of another House/Stacy fic I have in the works. I'm not sure what goes best where. That said, the next chapters aren't up because I'm not sure where it's going next. Don't worry. I have plenty more planned. I just have to figure out exactly how I want it to play out. Give me a little bit of time.

Irrelevant-House/Chase My first slash fic ever...never thought I would write slash. never been a fan. But somehow I started reading it tentativly then...this pairing was suggested for me to try writing, and I didn't think I could. But I wanted to SEE if I could...and the other day this idea just hit me with the force of "you HAVE to write this story". As a writer(you guys should understand)when a story takes you, it just does. I have to go along. I'll probably be working on this one alot in the upcoming weeks. Sorry, it doesn't mean I don't want to work on my others, just that this is commanding the forefront of my attention. This is the only fic that I already have the last chapter written for, so I know exactly how it ends from the beginning. I just...felt like this pair was a really interesting one, with subtext and chemistry if you know when to look. I wanted to write a real love story, with drama and angst and not just Chase walks in one day and says he's gay and wants to do House and House goes along. It can work, a couple times, in the hands of a talented writer but it's so overdone. I'm gonna try my damnedest to keep House in character.

The Power of the Dance- Cain/Glitch This was inspired very powerfully by Dirty Dancing, and the fact that Glitch/Ambrose has a proficiency for dancing. It will be similar to Dirty Dancing but different in its own ways, as it is set in The O.Z. and I have a few twists to throw in. This is great fun to write, and I would have already been several chapters into it if my damn finals hadn't interrupted my flow of thought on it. Sorry. I'll get back to it soon, promise.

The Truth- Tony/Pepper. This was intended as a oneshot, really it was. but then I got some amazing reviews and I had the idea for the second chapter and I decided, what the hell. If I have the inspiration, might as well make it continue. I intend this to just be a bunch of unconnected thoughts/moments, but then again as I said I also intended it to never continue. This could morph into something that surprises even me, like a cohesive story. Your guess is as good as mine on this one, it really does have a life of its own. I'm just its voice.

Say Anything Else-Jake/Cassie Ok, this isn't really "in progress" but... Even though I said it would only be a oneshot, I'm considering putting a collection of them together into the same story, just scenes of Cassie and Jake together starting from the beginning of their relationship and going until I feel like stopping. Or maybe stopping at the original point and from there starting a regular in progress story as a sequel. I haven't decided which idea I like most yet, but I will do one of the two. Eventually. Like I said, if I say I'm gonna do it I'm gonna do it even if it's five years from now. But, for now(because I do have so many other things I'm working on), this one is on hold.

Take What You Can- Cain/DG. I'm not sure if this is "in progress" either. I had intended to leave it just as a oneshot because I feel it's more effective that way, but people keep asking me for more so I'm considering it...I've even got a plot bouncing around in my head. I'm still not sure though. I'll have to see what I decide.

To Love and Protect- Carlisle/Esme. To me, this is the best fanfic I've ever written. Maybe I just love the subject/pairing, I don't know. But I think so far, this is my best. I'm LOVING working on this, and I fully intend to finish it all at once, without taking a big break and updating really rarely. So I think that's what I'm going to do. I just love this thought...the overwhelming love it would take to stay with someone, even when you were having to allow things you could hardly bear from a distance, much less up close. But I think Carlisle could have done it, for her. this is sort of...a tribute to true love, with a very heartbreaking tint to it. don't worry though, I don't think I'll ever write a depressing ending for any of my stories, and I certainly won't for this one.

Loving You Against My Will- Jasper/Alice AU, kind of a different version of Twilight in a way, set almost a century after the books have taken place. This is how things would have gone if Alice would have been born later, if he had found her before, while she was still human. I really loved this idea when it came to me, and it's a lot of fun to work on...I especially love getting inside Jasper's head. I'm going to be updating this along with To Love and Protect, and I'll TRY to keep the updates even between the two.

CURRENT ORDER OF IMPORTANCE: (aka, what I'm mainly working on)

-Supernatural fics

-Twilight fics

-Host fics

-Star Wars fics

-Irrelevant

-Drumbeats

-Sacrifice

-Iron Man fics

-X-Files fics

-The Power of the Dance

-Trust

-Broken Hallelujah

:Coming Soon:

Ok...more like "coming eventually". If you like the ideas of any of these stories, then to keep from getting too excited take the word 'soon' very very loosely. Cause I will do all these, I'm just not at all sure when and in what order. And if there's anything on here you particularly want written, then don't hesitate to tell me! Your interest will thrill me to death, I promise you, and I might just get started on it that day.

Meet the plot bunnies...

Everything I Never Was- James Bond; Bond/Moneypenny She was always there, always the background but never the main attraction. She watched him, loved him, was the only one that was never a game. That was why it took so long to start, and why it wasn't long before he pulled away. But nine years is a long time, and when they see each other again more than one secret may be ready to come to light... (Bond/Moneypenny !kid and general romance/drama story)

Would You Go With Me?- Night At The Museum; Jedediah/OC Newcomers at the museum come at just the right time... Nothing leads to forging new bonds like an adventure, and when the museum is robbed of some very valuable artifacts the braver inhabitants, tablet in hand, head out to retrieve them. (Romance/Action)

When Angels Fall-Night At The Museum; Octavius/OC Sequel to Would You Go With Me?; When a friend is sold to a wealthy collector the inhabitants of the museum must use all their creativity to bring him back home where he belongs. (Focus, however, is mainly on the relationship between Octavius/OC. Romance/Action)

Past The Turning Point-LOST; Jacket(Jack/Juliet) He needs something to take care of, and she needs a protector. It makes as much sense as the law of gravity, but in their situation, it just might be the death of them. (Begins during Jack's captivity and will be AU from that point. Romance/Action/Angst)

Not My Father's Son-Harry Potter; Snape/Narcissa This will be a loooooong story. As in, it begins w/ Snape as a boy. Snape, in his early days as a Death Eater, met and fell in love with Narcissa Black...betrothed of Lucius Malfoy. This is the story of that love, and of an affair that reached across the years and through two wars, enduring much pain and sorrow along the way. (Romance/Angst)

Collide-Harry Potter; Lupin/Tonks Begins in GoF and continues PAST DH. Unless I drastically change my mind before I get all this written, then they will not die. But that's always up in the air with my mind involved. This story focuses on their relationship, the ups and downs, the struggles and the joys, the reality of loving a werewolf and of being one. (Romance/Angst/Action)

Deliver Us From Evil-Animorphs; OC/OC(with, at times, Marco/OC), Jake/Cassie, Rachel/Tobias This will be a long war story, centering mostly around my OC Evangelon and her son, Seti. She joins the fight due initially to the capture of her child, but it seems she was meant to be a part of it. She has a past riddled with depression and sorrow but she is a strong fighter. Can she overcome her emotional issues to ever love again? Will the dark defeat them all or will they fall? If they fall, at least they fall together. (Romance/Action/Drama/Angst)

Sticks and Stones- PotC; Jack/Elizabeth I had this planned right after Dead Man's Chest and I started it then but I got sidetracked and haven't come back to it. I think I might even have the first chapter somewhere, but I don't want to post it until I have a good idea of where the rest of the story wants to go. It will entail, for sure, rescuing Jack, as well as the drama that ensues in Elizabeth realizing who she really loves(in this story, Jack). I'll have to really be in the mood to continue this idea, even though I want to. At World's End changed me back into a Will/Elizabeth shipper, so to get in the mood for this I'll have to watch Dead Man's Chest a few times and remember the things I loved about Jack/Elizabeth.

P.S., I Love You-Harry Potter; Harry/Ginny Basically, a Harry Potter retelling of P.S. I Love You. In this case, Ginny dies young, leaving Harry with two little boys, a broken heart, and a years worth of letters...

Dangerous Ground- Tony/Pepper. I don't even have the first chapter of this posted yet, but it's a work in progress. I realized, watching Tony in that first scene with Pepper, that line "I don't like it when you have plans"...that lays the ground so perfectly for an interesting look at jealousy finally being the catalyst that makes him act. That's what this story is about, in the beginning. It touches on darker things too, like alcoholism and the associated problems. yes, that is something I like to write about.

Because of You- Star Wars; Obi-Wan and Anakin friendship story. That's the best concise description I can give. It will show their relationship over the years, their love for each other, but it will be very angsty and will follow canon...so, yeah, a pretty painful story. But it's one that's important to me. I hope to get part of this up soon.

Faster Than Angels Fly- Fruits Basket; Hatsuharu/OC. She is an American, the daughter of a catholic priest who has just moved his family to Japan. And though it is forbidden for him, a member of the Sohma family, he has fallen for her without having a say in the matter, before he can even think twice. It is deadly dangerous, doomed almost from the beginning...on his side because of the secrecy, on hers because of the immorality. Some souls only know one speed: faster than angels fly.

White Lightning- Twilight; Garrett/Kate. When he agreed to follow her anywhere, he didn't take into account that he might one day go down roads she won't want to follow. With that consideration, he might be just selfless enough to leave her for her own good, but the difference in his life without her after being with her is worlds away from what it was years before, and he can find no distraction, no adventure good enough. And, of course, Kate is nothing if not stubborn, and she has an eternity to search...

And The Truth Shall Set You Free- Twilight; Marcus/Didyme(sort of). Marcus never knew who took his beloved from him, but the truth has a funny way of coming out someday, even if it takes thousands of years. The instinct to avenge his mate had been his only true emotion for so long, and even it had been buried after centuries of waiting, centuries in an almost comatose state of living without that which made his life worthwhile. When he knows the truth, when that desire to act for her sake rises in him again, he will be awakened to the realization that he cannot make his vengeance total without an army. And thinking so, he will remember those who stood against them, the only ones with the ability to...and he will ask for Carlisle's friendship once more to aid him in overthrowing a dynasty. This idea came to me in a conversation with friends about a fic in which the Volturi really are challenged...and now I'm seriously looking forward to writing this.

Fountain of Sorrow- Indiana Jones; Indy/Marion. This will start just before KOTCS and go through it AND on after it. The focus is on not only on Indy and Marion, but also on Indy's relationship with his son as well. I've got a little bit written for this, and so far I'm really having fun with it. (Title comes from a Jackson Browne song btw...and if you haven't heard it, you should. )

Bonds- Narnia; Caspian-centric. yes, you may all gasp in shock...this isn't a romance story. I know I'm gasping in shock, lol. This will center around my other love...animals. This story will be told from the point of view of a cheetah that becomes bound by Narnia's deepest magic to be the right hand of a rising king, to be his partner, to love and protect him, to shadow him all her days. Her name is Vikiya, and she has many stories to tell...

Waiting For You- North and South; Charles/Augusta Their love, through the war and after. Yes, after, because I can't bear to kill her and rip Charles' heart out like that. I'm loving working on this right now,but it's on hold for a little bit. Don't worry, I love this one far, far too much...I'll get a first chapter out, probably not TOO far off in the future.

All's Fair In Love and War- Twilight; Seth/OC Alright, I'm sure someone else has had this idea. But I like it, and I'm going to try it. What if there was a new addition to the Cullen family? What happens when a werewolf imprints on a vampire...a vampire with very little self control? Would the pack continue to honor the age old rule on imprints, or will Seth be forced to turn on his brothers? I'm looking forward to writing this... This will be the next chapter story I start, after I finish To Love and Protect

Gunning Down Romance-Twilight; Nahuel/Leah. Leah has wished for a long time to imprint and forget Sam, but sometimes you really should be careful what you wish for...especially if the object of that imprinting comes in the form of a vampire half-breed that has never drank anything but human blood and has every intention of returning to South America... This idea just came to me, and even though initially I thought it sounded really random, I really like it now. It'll be interesting to see how this one unfolds... There's a reason that fairytales all end well. No one wants to tell their kids the truth, because once you've grown up, once you've seen how the world really is, you realize that you just don't want to know. So, you tell your kids the way you wish it would have been, the way you want it to be for them. Even grown up, we keep hoping that it's different for someone else, that life really doesn't always suck. Avoidance is great for the kids, and I'm all for it. Keep 'em in the dark as long as possible, let them hope. I know I sure enjoyed it. Once you hit reality, you have years of it. Everyone should get a few years of happiness first. There's that myth that once you fall in love, once you've found the real head-over-heels, I'd-die-for-this true love, everything gets better. Let me tell you something: that's not true. In fact, it's better if you don't find true love, really. Love that you just think is true love, yeah, losing it hurts you. You get mad, you get bitter, you think nothing's worse. Honestly, you really haven't felt anything yet. Generic love is safer, healthier. True love is no holes barred, and once you've got it in you its like barbed wire...you shouldn't even try to pull, that only twists the pain tighter. But even when we grow up, we keep believing these fairytales, even if it's only on the inside, even if we never admit it. I thought that once I imprinted everything would be alright. I should have known better than that.

Dark Side Of The Moon-Twilight; OC/OC. 115 years have passed since the end of Breaking Dawn, and the Cullens are returning to Forks. With their return, they bring about the return of wolves in La Push, setting off a new pack led by the Alpha by blood: the 17 year old greatgranddaughter of Sam Uley, Gemma. She takes to her role well and proves to be as strong and steady a leader as the man whose blood she carries. Considering the way things have settled down in the past hundred years, her tenure as leader should have been an uneventful one...if only he hadn't come. Shape shifters by nature, the wolves of the Quiliute tribe have never met a true werewolf, not until now. Domani Costa is one of the true Children of the Moon, and he comes to America from Italy to flee the ever grasping hands of the Volturi. Aro has, finally, decided to try precisely what Edward told him wouldn't work...he wants guard dogs, and without the shape shifters present, he began to wonder if half-human children of a true werewolf would be both calmer and equally fearsome. He wants to breed himself a 'useful' race, and the remaining werewolves that can escape his traps flee to the corners of the earth...an act which brings Domani to Forks, and to Gemma Uley, who would have never dreamed it were possible to imprint on a true 'monster'... Looking at him, I couldn't help but think the legends were wrong, wrong on both sides of the debate. You didn't imprint on the one that would give you the strongest children, and you didn't imprint on the one that would help you carry on your species. It was at once both simpler than that and infinitely more complex. Looking at him in that clearing panting with exhaustion, his dark hair over those haunted silver eyes, the bloody scratches that marked almost all of his skin, I could feel the way my heart ached in my chest, and I knew there could only be one reason we imprinted. We imprinted so we could have an excuse to always be beside our mates, to protect them and to have our brothers and sisters do the same. We imprinted so that it would be acceptable not only to give our lives but to call others to die for the one thing we couldn't lose.

Ever Untamed-Twilight; Embry/OC. No one knows exactly how the Quilute's imprinting works or why it does. All that they do know is that due to their nature, the wolf that is part of them lives inside them...they are, in essence, half wolf themselves. Knowing that, it really shouldn't have been any surprise when one of them finally imprints on an actual wolf. Embry is tied to her from the moment he sees her, and though initially his biggest challange is winning her trust, in the long run it isn't nearly the toughest one he will face. After all, wolves only live so long... Probably the...weirdest idea I've had, and maybe controversial...I don't know. Either way, as a HUGE wolf lover, I love this one.

This Is Just A Dream- Twilight; Edward/Bella. Bella has one of her frequent accidents, but this one isn't so minor. She hits her head in a fall, putting her into a coma and transporting her to an alternate reality, one in which she is a young woman in December of 1917, engaged to a young, human Edward...an Edward that is still very much a young man, and very eager to go to war, to do his duty. This idea was inspired by Carrie Underwood song 'This Is Just A Dream'(hence the title...)...and if you know the song, you probably know at least part of what's going to happen here. I think this one will be really good...

As yet untitled future stories:

-Harry Potter; Neville/OC Set after DH. The dark can never truly be defeated. It is the way of things. Neville is a Gryffindor, a fighter. His wife, Sonja, though not a Gryffindor is a fighter as well. When the time comes, he is ready to step up once more. (Romance/Action)

-Harry Potter; Gideon and Fabian Prewett story. Obviously, set before and during the first war. (I'm really, really, really looking forward to writing this one.) (Friendship/Action)

-Harry Potter; Sirius Black/OC The OC will, in this story, be only a side plot and may come late in the story. I haven't yet decided. This will mostly just be about my favorite puppy dog. :) (Action/Angst/Friendship/HurtComfort/Romance)

-Stardust I have the least details about this. Basically none at all. Keep waiting, I'll write a description for this.

-House, M.D.; Foreman/OC He isn't House, but sometimes he's worse. What he needs is someone who sees the good in him and isn't afraid to fight for him. She wanted to be that, and she wouldn't take no for an answer. (Romance/Drama)

-Enchanted About like Stardust, I have not, at the moment, any coherent thought on what this is going to be about.

-Fruits Basket; Hatori/Kana, Hatori/OC The Hatori/Kana will be mostly in his head...his thoughts, his memories. Sometimes...a dragon, like a phoenix, can rise from the ashes. (Romance/Angst/Drama)

-Fruits Basket; Kyo/Tohru Hmm...I know very little about this so I'm not going to try to put it into words at the moment. I'll write a description later.

-X-Files; Mulder/Scully Nope. No plot right now. I'll get back to you.

-Xena; Aries/Xena Very little plot so far. This bunny needs nourishment, but I'm sure he'll grow.

-House, M.D.; House/South Pole woman(ha) Based off of the previews ONLY(I'm a freak...)I LOVE their chemistry. This one'll be fun.

-P.S. I Love You; Gerry/Holly(OF COURSE!); Not yet enitrely sure...I have an idea that would be hard to put into words. We'll see.

-PotC; Will/Elizabeth. This will be post At World's End, because I adore him as Captain of the Dutchman. What if Elizabeth heard of the search for the Fountain of Youth? Living forever would mean a chance to be with Will forever, and that thought is enough to tempt even a pregnant woman back out onto the seas. but that's just the beginning...

-North and South; Orry/Madeline He is her protector, her lover. To him, the sun rises and sets around her and her alone. Seeing her hurt is more than he can bear, and he's had to do just that for a long, long time. These two are one of my favorite couples of all time and I'm looking forward to getting some more work in on this.

-Indiana Jones; Indy/Marion This will the story only alluded at before. This will be what happened that first time they met. When she was a kid and she fell in love with a young archaeologist destined to break her heart, only to later come back to pick up the pieces. I had a lovely first chapter for this, which I deleated in a moment of insanity. I guarantee you, after KotCS comes out, my work on this will multiply exponentially.

-Dirty Dancing; Johnny/Baby This will start right after the last dance and take them into a real relationship, a future. As strong as love can be, nothing in the world is ever perfect. Nothing is every free of problems, but that doesn't mean you can't get there. You just have to stick together.

-LOST; Ben. This'll just be a series of internal thoughts of the guy I hated who I've come to love. He's cold when he has to be, but he has felt powerful love. That combination requires a very strong person.

-Indiana Jones; Belloq/OC There's something about Belloq that I love...I think it's the fact that he's a villain who's not black but is instead grey. That makes him interesting. I want to go back and look at where he came from, what drove him to fall from the 'purer faith' of respectable archeology. I want to shake things up a little, too, and give him someone who loves him. Because I'm a sucker for romance.

-Absolute Boyfriend; OC/OC Michela has trust issues. She's had them all her life but with every betrayal they've gotten worse until she swears to herself she'll never let anyone else in. That doesn't mean she doesn't want love; she wants it more than anything. Of course, she sees an add for what she calls 'fake boyfriends' and orders one as a joke. Well...we know where that's going to go. She names him Catcher, and while she can't bring herself to open up emotionally even to him, he is great for sex. Sometimes, though, feelings can't be controlled. Soon, she'll be falling for him against her will.

-Star Wars; Anakin and Ashoka friendship. A 'what if...' type of AU. What if she had been around at the time of his change to Vader? What if her devotion had been strong enough that she had followed him to the Dark Side? What would Anakin do, if his new master hurt her? Would his love for her be stronger than the Dark?

-Twilight; Edward/Bella Now I love Renesmee about as much as it's possible to love her, but this is a story that'll take the events in Breaking Dawn in a different direction. What if Bella didn't get pregnant on the honeymoon, and they went to Dartmouth as planned? This will be how I see those events playing out. Edward and Bella go to college...

-Twilight/Host crossover; Jasper/Alice Edward/Bella. OMG when I had this idea...it hit me like lightning, and I literally couldn't help saying "oh my gosh!" out loud. LOL In case you can't tell, I really really really desperately love this idea, though I'm not sure how many other people will be interested in it. The best way to describe it...an AU sort of retelling of The Host, with some of our beloved Twilight characters. A human named Alice Brandon refuses to fade away. A soul named Song of Bells is given her body, and she is most definitely not prepared for the presence of another mind, for the power of that mind's love for a man named Jasper Whitlock and her little brother, Seth. A cave complex, run by a man named Billy who is as strong as he is insightful. Caves inhabited by, among others, a doctor named Carlisle and the brothers, Edward and Jacob, both steadfast haters of the 'worms'. Honestly, you have no idea of my happiness, or my excitement, when I had this idea. And like I said, no idea if anyone else will be interested...but even if they aren't, I'll write this because it will be a hell of a lot of fun for me. :D

-Twilight; Jacob/Renesmee. Renesmee's birth caused the greatest shock to the vampire world it had seen in thousands of years, bringing to light the possibility of half-breeds. All the same, she was not wholly unique, not entirely new. When she herself becomes pregnant with a child that will carry not only human and vampire genes but those of a shape shifter as well, there truly are no expectations. Anything could happen, and though she came out stronger due to her mixed parentage, there is no way of knowing if that will continue to hold true for all hybrids...

-Twilight; Jasper/Alice (with some Alice/OC...but don't worry, it doesn't end that way.) In this story, the man who loved Alice enough to change her survives...and takes her as his mate. But fate cannot be avoided, no matter what, and it brings her to Jasper anyway. She believes that she's already in love, but he knows better. He knows, from the moment they meet in the diner, that she was meant to be his. And he won't let her go without a fight, without trying to teach her what true love can really be...

-Twilight; Edward/Bella. New Moon from Edward's POV...I'm gonna want to slit my wrists while I'm writing this. X_X

-Twilight; Edward/Bella. Eclipse from Edward's POV. I've been really looking forward to doing this, seeing it all as he saw it...

-Twilight; Benjamin/Tia. I don't know much about this one yet...keep checking back, and they'll be something here.

-Supernatural; Dean/Lisa. Ever since I saw The Kids Are Alright, I loved the idea of Ben really being Dean's kid. This will be a story where he is. And Dean is stuck finding this out when he knows he only has a year to live...

-Supernatural; (...POSSIBLY Dean/Cas. I really don't know. because I love, love, LOVE the idea for this story and I want Beth to be able to read it...so though I originally thought this story up as a Dean/Cas, that may have to change...) Dean's no stranger to selling his soul, and when his worries that Sam is slipping through his fingers reach a higher point than he's willing to bear, it seems to make perfect sense to step up to the plate again. What he didn't exactly count on was the deal Alistair wanted to strike, a deal not only for his soul but for his obedience in a war they already weren't ready to fight...

Pairings

because what the hell, this thing's already long enough as is, another section won't kill it. :D And I'll try to list them in order...favorite pairing at the top, then down the list for that particular section.

Twilight

EdwardxBella

CarlislexEsme

JasperxAlice

GarrettxKate

JacobxNessie

BenjaminxTia

MarcusxDidyme

QuillxClaire

The Host

JaredxMel

IanxWanderer

KylexSunny

Docx ANYONE BUT SHARON. (well, not anyone. anyone other than the people in the above pairings. ;) )

Supernatural (Beth, you might not want to read this list. Remember, I'm one of those crazy fanfiction people...XD)

DeanXCastiel

DeanXLisa (Braden...Ben's mother)

DeanXOC

SamXOC

BobbyXEllen

JohnXOC

Pairings I HATE For Supernatural

SamXRuby

AnyoneXRuby

AnyoneXBela

DeanXJo (though I love Jo's character! Just not with Dean.)

DeanXSam

Some General Philosophies/Opinions

On Twilight:

I hate it when people act as if the ONLY two vampires in the whole world with a binding life or death connection to their mate are Edward and Bella. That's sort of the nature of the bond...they love each other will all the intensity of deep, passionate first love...and that NEVER changes, because they never change. Edward and Bella are beautiful, and they are my favorite couple by far, but they are not unique in their devotion. So don't diminish anyone else's connection...unless you're talking about Rose and Emmett, in which case you can diminish all you want(from her side, at least). No, don't start bashing me, hear me out. She would be willing to give him up to become human, she said as much. To me, that's not love. She loves him, yes, but not enough. And I think he deserves better.

Also, it bothers me when Carlisle and Esme are JUST the mom and dad. Yes, they are parents. But that doesn't mean they act like our typical 40 year old parents of teenagers. They're closer to their kids, for one thing. And for another, they have life of their own. They are, after all, only 23 and 26 themselves, and they are every bit as passionately in love as the others.

Rosalie: I hate her. I know, it's sacrilege to hate a Cullen. But I didn't set out to hate her, really I didn't. I wanted to love her, I tried to love her. I could forgive her vanity, though I hate vain people. I overlooked that. I could forgive her over the top shunning of Bella in the beginning. She was pissed, and since she has the emotional range of a five year old, I could forgive the tantrum. Forgive it, and still love her. I even forgave her for her stupid ass mistake in New Moon; telling Edward about Bella. I was angry, furious, but determined that she didn't, of course, mean in real harm. I forgave her for that. I forgave her for wanting to leave Bella human, even though it annoyed me. She had her right to a vote just like anyone else. I loved hearing her tell her story, of how she killed the bastards that raped her. Power to her, that was wonderful. They deserved it, and I'm so glad she did it. I started to really dislike her there, though, when I could see just how obsessively she valued being human. More than her mate. That. Just. Isn't. Right. Emmett deserves more than to be loved conditionally. He deserves to be loved the same way he gives his: with no reservations, no conditions, nothing that might overshadow it. I didn't like that, it put her on more shaky ground with me than ever, but I still loved her. Because she was a Cullen, and I loved them all. I loved that she came to Bella's rescue, at the airport. Love it for...oh, about 10-15 minutes. About how long it takes to get into Jacob seeing her there with Bella. And there is where she crosses past the point of no return for me. Her behavior is positively indefensible. Yes, ok, protect Bella. Fine. I would have no problems with that, if that were all she was doing. But no, she makes it beyond crystal clear that her actions are not, at all, about Bella but are strictly about the child. She again and again belittles Bella's pain, has NO regard for what that attitude or her thoughts are doing to her poor brother who is suffering beyond all description as he watches his wife die to carry his child. She, in typical Rose fashion, thinks of no one but herself and what she wants. She's done it before, it's her personality, but to me, this is just a whole other level of disgusting. I can't forgive her for it, and combine that with all the other things about her that annoyed me that I let slide...it's just the last straw. I really, really hate her. That said, I'll write her in my fics the best I can, but she'll never be a main character and I'll certainly never write anything that focuses on her.

Breaking Dawn: I LOVE it. I positively adore it. I can't decide whether it's my favorite or Twilight is it's so close between the two. To put some perspective on this, I became a Twilight fan about two weeks before the release of Breaking Dawn. I bought Twilight, started reading and fell in love, read it in a day and a half, got New Moon and Eclipse, and read them over the next two days. Then waited like a rabid, crazy person for Breaking Dawn. Now I didn't have much time, but I did start getting into the fandom online, getting the feel for it. And yes, I HATED fics where Bella got pregnant. Why? Because I didn't think it was possible. But here's the thing, guys: this is Steph's world. Her world, her choices. She says it's possible? Fine, it's possible. Don't question it, don't bitch about it. This is all fantasy anyway! Despite the fact that vampires just don't exist period, there have NEVER been vamps like hers before(a fact on which my dad harps CONSTANTLY, claiming they're not 'real' vampires). Doesn't that just piss you the hell off when come random person starts telling you that crosses and holy water and sunshine should kill (insert name here)? Or that they should only come out at night, and all be completely evil, etc.? Doesn't it? Those are people that are rigidly stuck in THEIR definitions and can't accept that it is an author's right to make a whole new world the way she sees fit. That's what writing is at its most basic: creation. Don't be like them. Don't bitch and moan just because YOU don't think it should be possible for them to have a child together. If she says it's possible, it's possible. (And I will get back to this rant later, because I need to go to class. Argh.)

On Supernatural:

Dean/Castiel: I never thought I'd like it. Ever. Cause there's the whole "Holy shit, but he's an angel!" thing going on there, haha But his relationship with Dean is just fucking magic, and while it's fucking magic as is in a platonic relationship, from the moment I saw the overwhelming 'I-would-like-to-melt-into-the-floor-or-burn-you-alive-now' jealousy that came over him when Dean kissed Anna, I knew that this could work. More than that, I would go as far as to say it's almost canon, from Cas' side at least. and Misha plays it up, certainly, but at least some of that is directed because I read somewhere that he was told to act as if he was breaking up with a boyfriend in the Season 4 finale. Plus, he talks all the time about feeling emotion for Dean when he never has before...and I think that for him, with his limited experience with emotions, it would be more than easy for him to fall in love with Dean, the one person he's given everything for, the soul that was so hard won, that he had to raise out of Hell itself. That said, I write alot of this, cause it's basically becoming my OTP in the Supernatural world, BUT you won't see it posted here, cause one of my best friends visits here from time to time, and I wouldn't want to make her bleach her eyes. :P If you want to read it, though, just send me a message and I'll give you the links to where the stories are. (or if you're on livejournal, I'm whreflections over there and I post to the community deancastiel).

Wincest: I'm not a fan. I know, it's weird...most Supernatural fans are. But here's the thing...I like them as brothers so much that anything else just seems utterly wrong. I mean, don't get me wrong, like most Supernatural fans this is where I started. I read a couple, back when I was watching Season 1. And it weirded me out a little, but I could handle it cause the stories were definitely awesomely done. But the farther I got the more I loved their relationship as two brothers that love each other more than fucking anything on the earth and putting them in any other situation just seemed unquestionably wrong after that. I guess I could read this if it was an AU where they weren't related, but maybe not even then cause I just love them so, so, so damn much as is. So I totally appreciate the amazing authors who do it, and I hate I'm missing out on some good stories, but I just can't be part of that whole culture.

Ruby: For the love of all that is holy do NOT get me started. I hate this bitch beyond all hatred. Seriously. I never thought there would be a character I hated more than Bellatrix, but oh dear God was I wrong. She preyed on Sam's fears for Dean, then preyed on his lonliness, how lost he was without his brother, his desire for revenge. Was Sam weak to fall for it and her stupid plan? Yes, he was. But please tell me which of you wouldn't be, in that situation. He'd lost his brother, his everything. I think I would've been easy prey too, especially if she was promising me vengeance on the one that sent Dean to hell. I don't blame Sam for the things that happened. I know there are some Sam haters out there (hell, one of my best friends is one), but I totally don't understand them. Don't understand as in, I literally have no idea where the fucking hell they're coming from. There's that one conversation with Chuck where(and no, I don't have direct quotes cause my DVD's don't get here for another week or so...)Sam says something along the lines of the fact that he wanted to carry the heaviest weight for once, that he was scared of what he was doing but he wanted to be the one to do the hard part because Dean always did. Even though he's a little fucked in the head from everything Ruby's got him doing, in some form, at it's heart, even if it's twisted...it's still all about Dean. He is still our Sam, still Dean's Sammy. Nothing can change that, and nothing ever will. Even at the end, he knew he was going the wrong way, made a comment to Ruby that it would be better if Dean could stay away from him. He knew he'd gone too far, and still? It's still all about Dean. Ruby is a fucking horrible bitch and I would love to watch several straight hours of her being tortured by someone worse than Alistair, and I am deadly serious. I hate her. And I pretty much won't read ANYTHING that has her in it, much less has her with Sam. That said, I've read a couple oneshots that have but I usually either stop reading or start skimming when I hit those parts. When I say I hate her, I mean I really really really really hate her. If I could think of a stronger way to put it, I would.

Sam In Season 4: See above.

Season 4: I love, love, LOVE Castiel, and that was a very good thing because without him, I probably would have hated Season 4. My favorite aspect of this show is Sam and Dean's relationship, and this last season was just too painful, so much so that Cas was the only thing that saved it and made it awesome, for me. That, and the finale. Sam and Dean seemed themselves for about five seconds at the end. Kripke better fix their relationship this season, that's all I'm saying. I think if he doesn't, he's gonna risk alienating a hell of a lot of fans. And Jensen agrees.

Jo: I love her, as her own character. With Dean? Not so much. At all. Not because she's too young or any other stupid reason, just cause there's no chemistry there, plain and simple. But I love her, and I would love to see her back on the show.

Mary: :deep breath: This might get me some flack but...I don't like Mary Winchester. :ducks, lets out deep breath: Wow. I've finally said that. :) I've been reluctant to but you know...it's totally true. I can't quite hate her because of how much John loved her and because she was willing to do whatever it took to bring John back and I love that and admire that. But what really rubs me the wrong way about her is her intense aversion to hunting. Yeah, ok, Sam has it too. Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm a hypocrite, but he's never seemed as violent about it as her though. Yeah, I'm probably wrong. I don't know, maybe there's a deeper seated something else I can't name that I don't like about her, but I just flat out don't like her. I want to write a story for John one day, and I keep thinking maybe I could do it with him and another woman but then I remember how much he loved Mary and I wanna beat my head against a wall because I majorly don't love Mary and having to write her for a whole story might make me want to gouge my eyes out. If I ever write her, I'll probably take her OOC some because otherwise I wouldn't be able to stand her.

Season 5: I hate it. And I don't mean I don't like it, I mean I hate it. If things don't get WORLDS better soon, then for me, the series ends with Season 4. I hate Dean like this, and no I DON'T belive it's good for him to 'realize himself as a person outside of being Sam's brother' or any shit like that. I've talked about this too much tonight and I don't feel like going over it all again right now, just putting it out there that I despise this season with the same hatred I formerly reserved for puppy killers. If this is how Dean is from here on out, then I'll hate him too. I love Dean for who he was. This? This isn't Dean. This isn't the show I fell in love with.