today is: Oct/07 (!!)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

I am totally mad at myself because I just up-dated Make it...HELL but I comletely forgot to thank people. So in my next update I will remeber- but till then I would like to say thanks here to everyone who read it, and especially to those who commented!!

hello, everybody whats up?

well anyway i'm stupid so yeah just ignore me when i start typing stupid like now kay _

luvs:anime and manga(total fanatic), sleeping, writing, french, reading(j'aime moi livres! lol) more sleeping ,and pop( the drink- y'know carbonated water)

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Guys i am soooooo sorry for not being on in awhile but i was in lots of trouble so yeah. i'll try to update ASAP. i think i'm gonna start a CCS or Kodomo no omoche fanfic but i'm not sure first i wanna finish one of the ones i have aready started. Heh, probably CCS.

well my fave pairings are: inu kag, mir san, syao sak, rin sess, kouga ayame, hiro x kisa, kyo and tohru, aki sana,eriol tomoyo

well my obsesions right now would probably be... anime and manga specifically( not in any order)

- fruits basket

-Inuyasha (#1 oh yeah!!)

- ultra maniac

-bleach

-eureka seven (even if rentons kinda,well, really wierd)

- escaflowne

- ranma 1/2

- full metal alchemist

- CCS (incase u dont know what that means- card captor sakura)

- Chobits

-Kodocha(aka kodomo no omocha or childs toy)

- Fushigi yugi

-Ceres

- Alice 19th

-Gakuen Alice (wicked!!)

-Beauty Pop

-Vampire Knight

i like a lot of songs and junk like that but seeing as that's kind of unimportant right now, i'm not gonna mention them...

i very much admire demonic miko, chibi_inuyasha_girl -and others but i'm terrible with names- cause they write awesome fanfics

fyi- i talk alot lets just hope i can finish my first fanfic

lemme know if there is somethin u think i should write about or what i should fix, how bad stuff is, trust me i wont be upset if u give me a bad review, you can take my word for it. i live for reviews, and criticsm, in my writing

okay yeah, and thanks to anyone who reads my stories

really sorry since i havent updated yet, but i have been really busy and tired, thnx

if u like my poems let me know and i will write a few more

Here are a few... not really sure what you'd call 'em but i am pretty sure i wrote them so yeah

Its entirely devouring her, the emptiness,

her hand tried to grasp ont something, anything,

but noting was there, no one reached out,

no one cared, she was left alone,

they had completely forgotten her,

but then one hand,

one hand reached out and took hers,

it pulled her out of the endless darkness,

there, the only one ever to care,

the only one to acknowledge the small, meaningless existence,

that frail hand intertwind with the other,

then and ever on,

together, neither would ever leave,

never lose themself,

always holding on, never falling,

and always forever more,were the two lonely, forlorn, souls, together,

with smiles across there old frownfilled faces, and shining eyes.

heres another one:

the thing i would most like to say,

will never be heard from me,

those words go unsaid but not unfelt,

i close my eyes for an eternal sleep,

my love, please, always keep,

keep it with you, no matter where you go,

and a smile will forver be on my face,

for i have done this so you can grasp your life a little longer,

but please i beg of you, promise always to take my love with you, have it at all times,

never forget me, as the last beat of my heart fades away,incoherent, but i will henceforth never forget the one i gave my life for,

those three words that shall neve escape my lips,

I Love You.

Yet another one 0.o

i stepped across the water,

the farther i go the more i lose to my inner self,

my hope slowly decipitates waiting for lost dreams,

all i want to do now is cry,

i want the tears to fall,

to drown my sorrows from my lonesome soul,

my blessing is also my curse,

i bare it for eternity, alone,

but this i know, was brought upon by myself,

i am sealed here that is my forlorn fate,

here i am a captive of my own heart,

no emotion at all, alone...

well if you guys liked these just email me (i.e. send message link at the top of this page to send through fanfiction) i just wrote 'em for fun they sound sad to me but...yeah

some sayings,things i know/like:

the only thing to fear is fear itself

time heals all wounds...but theres always scars

be yourself... simply because its who you are

its not good to dwell on the past but its not good to block it out either

dont give a crap about what anyone else thinks about you

perfection is nothing...difference is part of it though

some mysteries are best left unsolved

if you call me crazy then you have to call everyone crazy

blood is thicker than water

if thats what u think... then i feel sorry for u

i am so happy with who i am!!

deeper than the ocean...yet a smaller you

sacrifices need to made...but there yours, not someone elses

dont live for life rather those in it...

notes and other junk...:

i update in order of how many reviews it just helps me decide what to update

i will not discontinue a story as long as a least one! person likes it...hey i aim to please

So sorry that I haven't updated in so long!! I feel bad now... But I am trying! I have to re-read some of them because it's been so long since I wrote anything (sad, I know)

Oh! And I have an account on Fictionpress. Two new stories!

Link:

http://www.fictionpress.com/~kurasan

Yeah, my username there is Kura-san, and I have finished my first chapter of my new story-thing. It is now up there to read!!

I added the homepage thing at the top. Me and a friend of mine made this website- we're still kinda adding to it but check it out!

Also, I will post chapter 14 of Make it HELL tomorrow. It may be a while before I get to chapter 15. Sorry!

I've already re-written the prologue for BECOMING A TRAITOR, and started the first chapter!!

I'll admit I'm new to this whole thing. The person who used to author all this stuff gave it to me because she no longer had time for it. (may have noticed that I actually up-date. lol)

I'll re-do this bio when I have time. Too busy writing!

And I beta-read now! I'll pretty much read anything. Even if my whole thingie that I filled out didn't say it. I tried to narrow stuff down, but if you want me to read anything, feel free!

Oh, and I changed the username, as you can see below!

cheiko1423
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