Update: 9/15/2009: Wow,it's been a looong while,hasn't it? People who had been following my fics must all think that I've died by now. I realize I have been dead for a freakin' long time(almost a year and a half), but I do have good reasons.

See,last year, when I first started disappearing, that was because I was preparing for admission exams for both engineering and medical college. I know that sounds stupid,trying both at once,but our educational system is so retarded that I needed to take every chance I could get. And guess what? I got qualified for both!! I got admitted in one of the good medical colleges in my country, but when I heard that the result for the best enginnering college (kinda like the YALE in here) is out, and I stood 44th (belated happy dance _),I canceled and got admitted there instead.

After that life got so damn busy with all the university stuff, endless assignments and continuous exams...not to mention the lazy-ass-fuck teachers don't help the students at all so we had to overwork all year long...oh well. Now the year finals are over and I have finally some time to myself,I'm planning on continuing my fics again. Wish me luck!! :D

And the people who are looking forward to read the ending of "Cruelty", sorry but after re-reading the fic I spotted a lot of cliches and annoying stuff I cannot I wrote myself. I'm gonna edit the existing chapters,then I'll move on to the ending. So it'll take a while. Sorry. sucks thumb and tries to be cute

What can I say about myself in this profile? Well maybe some personal information might be in order...

Name: Nowshin

Age: 19

Location: Dhaka,Bangladesh

Occupation: University student

Hair color: Black

Height: 5'5"

Hobbies: Writing stories,poems,reading novels,playing video games,surfing the net.

Favorite games: Devil May Cry, Resident Evil 4, Silent Hill 4:The room,Bloodrayne, GTA:Vice city,Max Payne 1 and 2,Star wars:KOTOR and TSL,Age of Mythology,Warcraft 3, Commandos 2:Men of Courage, Final Fantasy VIII,X,X-2,XII

: Cough : Now I'll start my babbling. Ok, as I said above, I am a 19 year old Bangladeshi female who has no talent in writing whatsoever but still keeps trying in vain, my nick name is Labonno, but most people I know online address me as Nowshin, which is my first name, and because I am unimaginative, I use my name everywhere as my user name. I am generally very friendly, a little giggly, always trying to help people (and failing at it miserably :P), and sometimes I have problems because of my over-friendliness.

For example, someone writes a crapass story which offends me to no end, but I can't get myself to yell at them saying "Just stop writing that bullshit!!" Instead I say, " Ummm...really nice story...but...you know...you could try being a little more imaginative...ummm..." and there you go, the chronicles of a brain dead idiot. :D

I try to write regularly, but I live in a country where the education system is horseshit and I don’t have any time to update my stories. T_­­­­­­_T So I try to make up by reviewing and encouraging other authors with reviews and suggestions, and I kinda died with happiness once when one of my favorite author schanged the whole course of her fic because of my advice. I am shameless, I know, but I love it when people show some honor to the opinion of a goof like me. XD

My reading preferences:

I am mainly interested in reading quality stories based upon both anime and games, and my favorites are Devil May Cry, Final Fantasy VIII,X,X-2,XII and Bleach. I don't care what genre it is as long as it is well-written, even though I have a soft spot for humorous romance with a little bit of smut. :)

I am a sucker for happy endings, and a hopeless romantic too. I have a special place in my heart for love-hate relationships, where hate is just a pretense to hide one’s true feelings. You’ll notice that when you read my fav pairings list.

I am quite open-minded when it comes to hentai, I am not one of those little pissie-coo-coos who freak out with the slightest mention of sex (and I have misfortune having three best friends who are all prudes, in fact, people here in my country are so conservative T_T).

But, but, but.

I HATE YAOI/YURI/SHONEN-AI/SHOJO-AI AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, INCEST. I WILL NOT READ, REVIEW,COMPLIMENT OR FLAME ANY STORIES THAT FALL IN THESE CATEGORY. I HATE THEM WITH A PASSION, AND YOU WILL NEVER, EVER GET ANY OF THEM FROM ME.

Why, you ask? Because I just don't like them. They creep me out. The only type of smut I enjoy is HET,and it will stay that way. Forever. I am a completely straight individual,and I simply cannot picture two same-sex people getting it on. It disgusts and irritates me. No,I am NOT trying to imply people who write Yaoi/Yuri are gay, what I mean is where many people find these stories entertaining regardless of their own sexual orientation, I fail to picture anything except what I believe is "normal" in my sexual preference and am completely,utterly,painfully disturbed by such images, fictional or not.

I am not homophobic. I have absolutely no problem with gay people. I just would rather that writers don't convert my favorite characters into homosexuals, and I DEFINITELY don't want to read the details of the "gay sex". Got it?

Sorry, this is just the way I am. You write/ read Yaoi, fine. I respect other people’s feelings. I won’t read it, or bother you with flames and useless shit, but I won’t give you any compliments either.

Kapishe?

The pairings I hate with a passion:

Devil May Cry:

DanteXVergil: EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

This pairing is one of the most offending things I have EVER encountered in my life.Not only is it yaoi, but...they are brothers,dude!! Twins!! From the same mother's womb!! EECK!! How can anyone picture them fucking is beyond my imagination. T_T They are both SEX on legs, but when you put them together and start a smutfest, it becomes hideous. : throws up :

DanteXTrish: Initially I didn't mind this pairing much, but come to think of it...she is his mother's clone!! How can any guy even have any kind of physical relationship with someone who is an exact copy of his mom?? It would be...freaky. And disgusting. He would have to pass out every time he'd look at her face. :shudders :

DanteXLucia: I never liked Lucia. She was boring (just like the rest of the game). Besides, she is too young for him. Plus, they never had any interaction in the game that would be able to convince me about the chance of something like that happening.

VergilXArkham: :DEAD:

THIS is the MOST DAMNED CRAPPY BULLSHIT. EVER. throws up again I mean, WTF man? Think before you touch the keyboard!! Don't you feel ashamed to stick the gorgeous Vergy-poo with such a withered, old bat? What the hell is wrong with you people?

Bleach:

IchigoXOrihime: They just don't fit. Ichigo is the hot-headed, fiery,confident fighter, where Orihime is the soft, bubbly, barbie-doll like damsel in distress. Orihime has this big "crush" on Ichigo, sure, but he never felt any kind of attraction towards her. Beneath all that scowling and fighting he is in love with Rukia, and Orihime has no chance.

IchigoXIsihda:First, it is Yaoi. : pulls on a face : Second,it can't work out. EVER. Even if they manage to work out their differences and become good friends, I don't see any chance of a "romantic" relationship developing between them. Besides, from what we have seen in the manga and the anime, both boys seem to be heterosexual.

Final Fantasy:

TidusXAnyone except Yuna (Tikku is pure hate!!) :I don't like people who split up a perfectly alright, nice, cute couple just because they like another character more. They fit together perfectly and even though I mourn for the lack of "sexiness" in TXY fics, they are a very cute couple. : hugs them :

YunaXAnybody except Tidus:See above.

All Yaoi pairings in Final Fantasy VII :I don't really need to explain why, do I? Because you must have figured out the reason already.

All Yaoi pairings in Final Fantasy VIII : Same as above. But I'd like to add that I hate when people split Squall and Rinoa up just so they can have Squall and Seifer do hot and heavy man sex. : sighs :

BalthierXFran: Dude, she is a rabbit hybrid!! How can anyone find her sexy enough to stick her with Mr. hot pants (meaning Balthier:P)? I personally have problems imagining Balthier with someone who had long,fluffy bunny ears. And to think about those sharp, pointy, animal-like nails….

VaanXPenelo: They seem more like siblings than potential lovers to me.

Resident Evil:

LeonXAshley:Leon told her he was not interested. That guy will never get over Ada. Pathetic,but true.Except it.

KrauserXAshley:I hate Krasuser. Besides, 90 stories of this pairing have Ashley getting raped by Krauser, and anyone can tell that Ashley never behaved like a rape victim throughout the game.

All Yaoi pairings in RE:You know why. O_O

My favorite authors (Even though I forgot to add a few of them in my actual fav author list):

In alphabetical order, so no one can understand whom I like most. J

1. Bustahead

2. dantesdarkqueen

3. Ilovefluff

4. Kuroidiamond

5. Laryna6

6. XxNadsxX

7. Prettygothgirl

8. Punkrocker

9. Rhianna-Aurora

10. sapereaude13

11. Sodesuka

12. Spendidshadows

13. Tyrant Hamster

14. Vir M-light writer

15. windxalchemist

Ninety five percent of the kids out there are concerned with being popular and fitting in. If you're part of the five percent that aren't, copy this, put it in your profile, and add your name to the list. AnimeKittyCafe, Hyperactivley Bored, Gem W, Bara-Minamino, Tsuyu Mikazuki, Weasel Chick, Revenant666, dragonsroar, foxdude33, FallenLex, Soelle, Moon-Freak00, clam theif, ReDeadphobia, TriggerHappy777, Miss Fangirl, Leontillybalambgirl, Kurissyma san Tybalt, Nowshin

98 percent of teenagers do or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2 percent who hasn't, copy & paste this in your profile.