Hello. Well this is my first time as a writer on a Fan Fic site. I’m not sure what to write. I guess I’ll start with a little bit about me. I like writing and reading and drawing and music. Lets see…. Ah, how about a list of shows/movies I like and the pairings I like in them. That way you at least have some idea of what kind of pairing I’m doing in my stories…

P.S. The icon picture is mine.

Buffy The Vampire Slayer : Spike/Buffy, Willow/Oz, Willow/Tara, Giles/Anya, Xander/Anya, Xander/Willow, Xander/Cordy, Andrew/Dawn

Angel (mainly 5th season) : Angel/Cordy, Wes/Fred

Full Mettle Alchemist : Ed/Winry, Mustange/Hawkeye

Inuyasha : Inuyasha/Kagome, Miroku/Sango

Lois and Clark… : Clark/Lois

Smallville: Clark/Chloe, Lex/Chloe

Stargate SG1 (before Jack left) : Jack/Samantha

Sailor Moon (anime) Mamrou/Usagi, Yuuichirou/Rei, Haruka/Michiru, Nephrite/Naru, Umino/Naru

PGSM (live action) Mamrou/Usagi, Zoisite/Minako, Nephrite/Ami, Motoki/Makoto

Harry Potter : Harry/Draco Draco/Hermione Severus/Lupin

Sky High : Warren/Layla

As I mentioned I like drawing truth is I like all kinds of art, including making banners for my stories. Now I don't have alot of the graphic programs that are out there just basic paint but I do my best with what I have. Anyways, Banners for what I have so far if your interested...

http://i70.photobucket.com/albums/i87/Still_ZLB/DancingintheDark-ByZLB.jpg

http://i70.photobucket.com/albums/i87/Still_ZLB/SometimesWhenWeTouch.jpg

http://i70.photobucket.com/albums/i87/Still_ZLB/ItsNotOver.jpg

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.

Gay marriage:

1) Being gay is not natural. People always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, liposuction and air conditioning.2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Briteny Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed. (or any shows like The Bachelor, Bachelorette, Or Who Wants To Marry A Millionaire...)6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.7) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.9) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans... --

Re-post this if you believe in legalizing gay marriage

Her name was Auroura, She was only five, This is what happened, When she was alive, Her dad was a drunk, Her mom was an addict ,Her parents kept her .Locked in an attic, Her only friend, was a little toy bear, It was old and worn out, And had patches of hair, She always talked to it, When no one's around, She lays there and hugs it, Not a peep of sound, Until her parents, unlock the door, Some more and more pain, She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg, A scar on her face, Why would she be, In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear, And softly crys, She loves her parents But they want her to die, She sits in the corner, Quiet but thinking, " God, why? Why is, My life always sinking? " Such a bad life, For a sad little kid, She'd get beaten and beaten, For anything she did, Then one night, Her mom came home high, The poor child was hit and slapped. As hours went by, Then her mom suddenly, Grabbed for a blade, It was sharp and pointy, One that she made, She thrust the blade, Right into her chest, " You deserve to die, You worthless pest! " The mom walked out, Leaving the girl slowly dying, She grabbed her bear, And again started crying, Police showed up, At the small little house, They quickly barged in, Everything was as quiet as a mouse, One officer slowly, Opened a door, To find the sad little girl, Lying on the floor, It must have been bad, To go through so much harm, But at least she died, With her best friend in her arms

Please Read On...

My name is Tiffany. I am three, My eyes are swollen. I cannot see, I must be stupid, I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren’t ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can’t do a wrong I can’t speak at all Or else I'm locked up All day long. When I'm awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren’t home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie’s bar. I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes I’m so afraid now I’m starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work. He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door He’s already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken, "I’m sorry!", I scream But its now much to late His face has been twisted Into a unimaginable shape The hurt and the pain Again and again O please God, have mercy! O please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door While I lay there motionless Brawled on the floor My name is Tiffany I am three, Tonight my daddy Murdered me

Please let us stand together against child abuse. This is your world too, if your don't try and change it who will?

TRY NOT TO CRY:
Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school,
He told his friends that it was cool,
And when he pulled the trigger back,
It shot with a great crack.
Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told,
I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!
But Mommy, when I went to school that day,
I never said good-bye,
I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry.
When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another,
And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother.
Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,
And please tell Trevor; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush.
And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now,
And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now,
And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best;
Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest.
Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,
And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass.
Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one deserves this,
Mommy, warn the others, Mommy I left without a kiss.
And Mommy tell the doctors; I know they really did try,
I think I even saw a doctor, Trying not to cry.
Mommy, I'm slowly dying, With a bullet in my chest,
But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest.
Mommy I ran as fast as I could,
When I heard that crack, Mommy, listen to me if you would,
I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new,
I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo.
I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid,
I wanted to be an actress, Mommy, I wanted to live.
But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late,
Mommy, tell my Trevor, I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date.
I love you Mommy, I always have, I know; you know it's true,
And Mommy all I wanted to say is, "Mommy, I love you."

In Loving Memory of The Columbine Students Who Were Lost. Please if you would, pass this around. I'd be happy if you could; don't smash this on the ground. If you pass this on, maybe people will cry. Just keep this in your heart for the people who didn't get to say "Good-bye".

-(o.o)-

Copy the bunny to your presentation to help him achieve world domination,
and come join the dark side.(We have cookies, and a shirt less Spike)

ANNOUNCEMENT: I have an idea for a cross over but I may need help with the planning and such so I'm looking for someone who would like to co-author it with me... I'm looking for someone who is a Inuyasha Fan as well as a Buffy the Vampire Slayer watcher. Oh, and for the sake of the story in mind you must be a Spuffy supporter or at least don't mind writing the pairing. As well as an Inu/Kag suporter. If your interested please Email me at unbreakably_me@yahoo.com ~Thanks...

ANNOUNCEMENT: Hanging In The Balance has been deleted for now. I don't like leaving it hanging there unfinished and i just don't have the time or concentration right now to work on it... sorry for those who showed an interest, it will be back once I have the time to give it the attention it deserves.

There are more but that is all I can think of for now I will add to this list now and again.