Me:(Sezzie)

First Off... A warning

I can be a little too much at times.

nineteen. Female. Young. Abnormal. Loud. Opinionated. Hyper. Quirky. Childish. Fun. Smiley. Loveable. Abusive. Lovely. Amused. Flirtacious. Loving. Vicious. Uncontrollable. Giggly. Warm. Impatient. Kind. Argumentative. Cruel. Angry. Sensitive. Contradictory. Pagan. Cold. Harmless. Crazed. Strange. His

Some people, while getting to know me, understand that sometimes I have my own private time when I just buckle down and write. And no one can ever break my concentration once I start. I don't think my writing is as good as people make it out to be. I read things other people have written and I just think "there is no way I can compete with that" and go into a long spell of depression where I just sit and draw. Of course then the same things happen to my drawings and I go back to writing.

Its a vicious cycle.

But...

Then I have the times when I'm not doing either, and I am simply being me and that, my fellow writers, is exactly when I find my inspiration. I don't go out of my way to find things that will bring something to my mind, I simply be, and that way everything comfortably nestles in my mind and I pick up my pen, no matter what I'm doing. Inspiration is an odd thing, and if you don't do anything when you finally find some. Then, my friend... you are a fool.

I think I'm done rambling now

You can go back to your lives now or if you have nothing better to do...

MSN - Bubblezrules@hotmail.com

Myspace - myspace.com/loveableabusive

Youtube - youtube.com/loveableabusive

OR

You can check out my drawings:D http://loveableabusive.deviantart.com and i shall be happy to hear your comments :D tar very kindly

Updates:

25/10/09 - As I have finished A child and the Repha'im (aCatR for short) and it's getting close to Halloween, I thought I'd upload the prologue to Adventures of Kiera Croft: The Hallow'd ones (you guessed it tHO for short) It's going to run through halloween and I'll keep uploading even after Halloween is over, I just thought it may be a nice way to celebrate = Happy Halloween Folks!

28/08/09 - I've decided to move on despite the loss of my computer and just carry on with the stories I can by using my decrepit laptop. So bare with me, it's going to be slow. Not that I'm known for my speed with updating anyways... Well yeah. I have uploaded the new chapter for A Child and the Repha'im, although I had to re-write "Trustworthy" from scratch and I wrote "Pugna Ut Terminous Totus" to follow, and now I have "you" (working title and its quite close to AatLK also) already half written :)

25/05/09 - New story started. One Weird Break, which is Prison Break and Disney (lol) I know I should get updating my other stories but unfortuately my computer has DIED and I am left with my old laptop! :( Thank you for your patience. :)

15/02/09 - No I'm not dead, just refamiliarising myself with a few details before I get back to writing. This is how things are going to go:

A Child and the Repha'im - PENDING... Giving my brain a rest, after giving out chapter after chapter, it sort of drains on your inspiration and I'm just looking over other things. Shouldn't be too long before I update again!

Regular Navy Brat - PENDING... Should be ready for the next chapter soon! Bear with me! I'm not giving up on this!

Failure to Resist - TO BE RESSURRECTED! ... I'm going to start on the other chapter just as soon as I finish here

Thats all that's happening right now, but I will get back to you as soon as possible.

26/09/08 - Again No updates. I've had a few problems and I'm only just getting back on track from the breakdown I had a couple of years ago. The Child and the Repha'im will be updated soon! Just give me time and be patient. Poetry of Decomposition, i've hit a block on... Hidden Love, I've been blocked on that since I started -.- and a Regular Navy Brat is probably the one I'm most happy with. Deirian Ray of Sunshine is to be reviewed and checked over before I write anymore. Failure To Resist and Valentine... well... Valentine will be going out the window shortly and as for Failure To Resist... I'm going to rewatch inuyasha from the start :P haha I havent given up on that one just yet. Sorry for the wait and thankyou for your patience! :)

11/03/08 - SORRY THAT THERE HAVE BEEN NO UPDATES!! I have been busy with jobhunting and trying not to have a breakdown . I am halfway through writing several new chapters. Especially for A Child and the Repha'im, Poetry of Decomposition, Hidden Love, A Regular Navy Brat, and Deirian Ray Of Sunshine :). I will update as soon as I am able! Do not give up on me just yet! Thanks for your patience!!

04/12/07 - Writing Chapter eleven of A Child and the Repha'im, again sorry for the wait. Making amendments to the Poetry of Decomposition plotline so bear with me for a few days. Hidden Love, ive encountered a few problems, i seem to have lost my copy of the Guardians of the West, King of the Murgos and The Demon Lord Of Karanda, which are vital for what the heck I'm trying to do!! Failure to Resist is kickin my ass again so don't expect any miraculous appearances and still struggling with Valentine. I may just scrap it.

20/11/07 - Started writing Chapter 8 (Trapped) of Failure to Resist. Apologies for the delay. Also updated Poetry of Decomposition, Chapter 5 (Rot), and about to start work on Chapter 2 (The Bodice) of Hidden Love. Unfortunately I have major writers block for A Child and The Repha'im - so no updates yet. Unsure as to what to do with Valentine.

AS ALWAYS THANK YOU TO MY REVIEWERS!

Keep 'em comin'

At the moment, I am writing: -

(In order of importance)

1. Tomb Raider: A child and the Repha'im - Tomb Raider (Lara, Kiera, Alister, Zip, Melissa, Kurtis, Amanda, Gerald and Valentine)

2. One Weird Break - Prison Break and Disney. (Too Many to name)

3. Poetry of Decomposition - Elfen Lied (Lucy, Kouta, Nana, Yuka, Mayu)

4. Failure to Resist - InuYasha (InuYasha, Kagome, Shippo, Miroku, Sango, Kirara)

5. Deirian Ray of Sunshine - The Elenium - (Tynian)

Finished

Tomb Raider: Avalon and the Lux Knight - Tomb Raider

Snowstorms. - Tomb Raider