Bonjourno!
:)

Update 18-04-09:

Hallelujah, I have finally updated Just Friends. After an excruciating amount of time spent on it, it is done. The 6th chapter is done. And it's long, it's very long! I'm quite proud of it. The bad news is, I'll probably not have another update till August now. Straight after finals, I'm off to America, and I won't be back till August. Still, it's all good (: Also, I AM SIXTEEN NOW! Oh yes! Awesome times! I got thrown a surprise party, it was pretty cool. Anyway, I'm off to watch Grey's Anatomy, I swear I'm addicted to that show.

Lady Marauderette.

P.S. I cry like a baby at nearly every episode of Grey's Anatomy.

Nobody's lost; but nobody wins.

Hi.
Me: Afnie.
I happen to be: 16 years young.
Grey/blue/green eyes.
Dark brownish hair.
I consider myself short. I stand at 5”4.
I’m rather nice, I guess.
Once you get to know me, that is.
I’m afraid I come off as bitchy.
Because I tend to be loud and rather straight to the point.
I’m not bitchy.
Honest.
Far from it.
I suppose I try to pretend that I don't care.
That’s just really because I care too damn much.
I hate knowing there are some things I can’t do.
I’m not perfect, but that’s okay.
Cos neither are you.
I hate it when people say they know me.
Especially when they so obviously don't.
You don't know what’s running through my head.
So save yourself the shame, and don't pretend that you do.
M‘Kay?
I’ve changed a lot in the past year.
I think I’ll continue to do so.
For quite a long time.
I've recently learnt that I'm a very annoying person.
I get mood swings quite a bit.
But I'll usually be the one making lame jokes and laughing too loudly.
A simple smile.
A simple glare.
They change my day around.
Life varies.
It can be great one day.
And mental the next.
It’s a roller coaster.
All of this.
And you’re in for a long, bumpy ride.
Hold on tight.
:)

Writing is definitely a way to express myself.
I don't reckon I'm particularly good at it.
But it helps, it takes a load off you.
Stories are brilliant; and they continue to inspire me.

Every single day.
Harry Potter & Twilight; Hardcore addictions.
Pride and Prejudice, The Gargoyle, A Thousand Splendid Suns, Wuthering Heights.
The Lottery. Eragon. Love Lessons. Princess Diaries. Junk. Generation Dead. Soul Love. The Mediator. Icemark. P.S. I Love You.
Music is how I relate to things.
There's no better way to drown in your misery.
Then to come home after a bad day, and plug your music in.
It's universal, magical.
Absolutely brilliant, really.
Singing is what I tend to do in the shower.
Or in my school choir.
I can't listen to a song, and not sing along.
Paramore. Blink-182 (THEY ARE FREAKING BACK TOGETHER! HALLELUJAH!). Good Charlotte. Panic At The Disco. The All American Rejects. Three Days Grace. Angels and Airwaves. Plus 44. Avril Lavigne. Saosin. Never shout Never. Snow Patrol. Coldplay. Chris Brown. Flyleaf. One Republic. The Fray. McFly. Richard Fleeshman.
Amazing, without a doubt.
Acting lets me be someone I'm not.
Which is a rather great escape.
A character you wish you could be.
To be somebody you're not.
And to get to make a fool out of yourself.
To entertain.
Wicker Park. Notting Hill. P.S I Love You. Love Actually. Titanic. You've Got Mail. Just Like Heaven. Enchanted. Stepmom.
Grey's Anatomy. Gilmore Girls. One Tree Hill. America's Next Top Model. Scrubs. Heroes. Gossip Girl. The Hills. The OC. Friends.

abc

My Fanfiction Family:

Randles: My beautiful wife. (:
Best friend of all time.
EvilBella
We got married two years ago.
Still going :)
She is my Bella.
I refuse to be the man in that relationship.
I love you wifester.

Yazzer: My soulmate.
My best mate.
CaramelBoost
She writes awesome stories.
She is the James to my Lily.
It's eternal.
God bless the internet.
ILY.

Millers :P Mon Petite Samosa.
Because I have one.
And you don't.
Be jealous my dears.
LolaCherryColaGirl
Queen of Smut
She writes awesome stories.
You see...
It was love at first message. ILY.

I absolutely adore fan fiction.
Thinking back, I don't know how I survived without it.
The Marauders era is my favourite Harry Potter timeline.
It was carefree, joyous, romantic.
And it was how I met Sirius Black.
Who I am completely in love with.
I particularly enjoy writing Lily & James fics, or Sirius & OC.

:D

Writing Projects:

Somebody Save Her:

Summary: It takes more than love to keep things going. As the Marauders, Lily and her friends find out in their final year at Hogwarts. New love sparks, jealousy alightens, and a possible traitor amongst the friends. There only hope is to not give up. James&Lily.

I think my writing has improved loads since I first posted that. But anyway, I've not completely given up on it, I'm just not sure where I am with it because I think I got a little carried away when I was writing it. Too much is going on in there. But like I said, I've not completely given up on it, I might work on it during the summer, but there's no promises.

Just Friends.

Summary: I, Sian Amerie Masterson, had no family, James was all I had, but he went and fell in love with someone else, breaking our pact. I am determined to get James Potter back into my life, I just hope Sirius Black wont get in my way.

I've been a bit stuck with this lately, but this is my baby, so I'm not giving up. It's going to be a long story. Probably around 20 chapters, possibly more, I haven't decided yet.

Character Images for Just Friends:

Sian Masterson: http://i211.photobucket.com/albums/bb208/ZilverTearS/alexisbledelgqscan.jpg

Sian and James: http://i219.photobucket.com/albums/cc34/ElisaHP/saf.jpg

Sirius Black: http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v476/Enelya-418/Playgirl/Fuller.jpg
http://i283.photobucket.com/albums/kk283/Lucia_Swan/Sirius_Black_young_by_Hito76.jpg - Just a cute cartoon.

Dorcas Meadows: http://i52.photobucket.com/albums/g14/barth14/WITHERSPOON.jpg
http://i254.photobucket.com/albums/hh120/joshlewie/Reese-Witherspoon.jpg

James Potter:http://i287.photobucket.com/albums/ll126/lovinghate07/adam.jpg
http://i235.photobucket.com/albums/ee106/triz_fairy/Brendon_Urie.jpg
I adore Brendon Urie as James. :)

Sirius (Ryan Ross) and James (Bredon Urie)? : http://i298.photobucket.com/albums/mm242/choco-mountain/andicanthelpbuttohearcanthelptohear.jpg

Lily Evans: http://i296.photobucket.com/albums/mm200/sweet_intoxicationx/Hayley/hayley_heartt.png - Hayley Williams makes an amazing Lily, just wish she had green eyes.

Remus Lupin: http://i228.photobucket.com/albums/ee300/davilyn12/bart.jpg
http://i266.photobucket.com/albums/ii254/hprastaff/teddy.jpg - Yum :)

Intimate Moments:

Summary: Passion is very thrilling, but it is the quiet acts of intimacy that move me to tears. Intimacy flourishes in the protection of privacy. It is the tender plant that seeds when all the need for preening and pretence is over. Lily and James, short snippets.

I only just recently started this. I'm not quite sure how long it's going to be and well, not quite sure about anything with this really. It's mainly there for when I get any cute fluffy ideas based around 'intimate moments' with Lily and James.

Looking Through The Window:

Summary: I must not look out the window, I WILL not look out the window. I’m Lily Evans, and I have a problem, a big problem. I’m obsessed. Obsessed with staring out of my bedroom window, into my neighbour’s bedroom, which has no blinds.

Will You Catch Me If I Fall?:

Summary: He did not know what the letter contained, but he was angry at it for causing her immense sadness. Watching Lily Evans cry tore at the muscle in his chest, which beat only for her. All he wanted to do was stop her from crying, let her know that he cared.

A Brownie Obsession Unrelated To James Potter:

Summary: I had one main problem. This was the most unusual out of all the abnormalities I had. I was obsessed with eating brownies. Which happened usually after I saw James Potter, but I refuse to believe it was actually because of him. Lily&James!

Hope For The Hopeless:

Summary: Lily and James reflect on how there is no hope that they will ever get together. Based on a song by 'A Fine Frenzy'. Light one-shot.

Please Don't Leave Me:

Summary: ‘Please, Lily,’ he said. One last, desperate shred of hope in his voice. 'Please don't leave me.' Lily and James one-shot.

If you read all of that. You're amazing. :)

:\x\:

Tribute to fallen heroes

If you're reading this, spare a thought for those who fell in the Battle Against Voldemort,
especially Fred, Remus Lupin, Tonks, Colin Creevey, Snape, Lily & James, Sirius, Ted Tonks, Dirk Cresswell, Dobby, Hedwig, Mad Eye Moody and every one else who died...
A minutes silence would go so far !