She walks up to you, with a happy, bright smile plastered on her face. She pushes her purple glasses on her nose with one hand, widens her smile and reaches you a hand.
"Hello," she says and her voice is high and happy. "I'll be your guide today."
And you blink, because she doesn't make any sense. But you take her hand anyway and give her a insecure smile back. In response her smile seems to widen even more and she continues: "Welcome. Welcome to the world where fairytales are true, the sun shines everyday and everyone wears a smile. Welcome to Jazyrha's profile page, her own little place to write her thoughts. "
You blink again. What is she talking about anyway?
"Let me guide you, so you won't get lost. I'll tell you about her what I can. Jazy's mind is pretty complicated," and she laughs. "Come, let's go."
She turns her back to you and takes you with her, into the world of the insane, into the world Jazy has created.
(X--.Our Greatest Glory In Life Is Not Never Falling, But In Rising Everytime We Fall.--X)
Jazy really wants you to...
... Click this link: CLICK! SHINE
And join Shine, an Ouran Umbrella forum, where everyone smiles, discussions are the keys of life and fangirls fuel that wonderful life.
... Read her stories and if possible review, because she loves reviews more than she should.
... Know she's part of the Ouran Rangers and she's damn proud of it.
... Love KyouKao, because to her it's the truth in life.
... Understand she is not a serious person and she will never be
... Look deeper into her fics then what you see at first sight, and discover she's not just writing about the misery of life, but about the strenght people show in this life they are blessed with.
... Know that English is not her mother tongue.
... See the good things in life, because she does and she wants everyone to smile, for a reason she won't even start to comprehend.
... Enjoy her writing.
(X--.One Day, With My Little Wings.--X)
Shine is coowl because...
... They have their own Host Club, in which I am a host, serving you as the Happy Type. So go and request me!
... They have the Ouran Brigade, who fights the bad OC's with good canon stories.
... I am there.
... All the awesome writers (like Demi, StalkingAShadow, Sachie, Lit, Perdendosi, Jinta, MisguidedAngelOfDeath, Tranquillezza, and a lot more) are there!
... It's original.
... Everyone knows everyone.
... We are a small, online family
... Just simply because it is.
(Beat that.)
(X--.Fairytales Are More Than True, Not Because They Tell Us Dragons Exist, But Because They Tell Us Dragons Can Be Beaten.--X)
Jazy is ...
... Undescribable.
... Too temporary, contrary, childish, random, crazy, hyper active, weird and unique to be caught into words.
... The kind of person that'll fight for her beliefs, even if no one will back her up or support her.
... A girl who wants to be a good sister, and that is more important to her than anything in her life.
... A fighter.
... The Princess of Happiness, the Rainbow-Lady and the Ruler of the Country of Eternal Sugar.
... Sugar high, most of the time.
... Unbreakable, but she'll bend to the extreme.
... A lot wiser than she show, or wants to show.
... Proud of who she is, with all her flaws and talents.
... Lazy and hyper active at the same time.
... The fool, who fooled them all.
... A happy person, who smiles her life away.
... A writer, who wants to convey messages through subtle and unclear words, deep sentences that take your breath away and twists and meaning only she can see.
... A person who won't hesitate to admit she's not perfect.
... The Protecter of the KyouKaoness.
... The girl who has to write 68 stories to own half the KyouKao section.
... Leader of the Red Squad.€
... Awesome in her own way.
(X--.We Can Reach The Stars.--X)
Jazy is someone who believes...
... In herself.
... That people can do everything as long as they want to.
... She can reach the stars someday and she'll bring a piece with her to give to her sister.
... That love is nothing but a chemical reaction in your brain and therefore a mental disease.
... It's never too late and you can change the world if you want to.
... Fairytales can come true and she will travel the world the find her own.
... She is awesome and no one can convince her otherwise.
... Crying isn't going to help her, so she won't do it.
... That God doesn't exist, but she admires people who believe he does exist.
... That actions are what define people and not words, because words are pretty cheap.
... Bad things will fade, go away and make room for the sun.
(X--.Nothing Lasts Forever.--X)
Jazy has...
... Taken her heart and burried it somewhere no one could ever find it again.
... Made many mistakes and learned from them.
... Seen many, many animes and loved a lot of them.
... A lot of friends, even if she says she doesn't need them.
... Foreseen the darkness ahead, but she won't run.
... Been what no one should ever be.
... Tried to publish her own book, which sadly enough failed.
... Laughed at pain and mocked destiny.
... Filled her world with paper hearts.
... Chased the rainbow and her dreams.
... Drawn rainbows on honest smiles.
... Laughed at the sad world that will never be hers.
... Abandoned reality, sanity and logic long ago and there's no hope for a return
(X--.And If I Die Someday, It Will Be Because I Lived And Not Because I Just Didn't Open My Eyes Anymore.--X)
Jazy...
... Can conquer the world on her own.
... Doesn't need anyone.
... Doesn't need anything.
... Will laugh at those who drown theirselves into misery.
... Will reach the stars.
... Writes as long as she has been able to hold a pencil.
... Is obsessed by KyouKao, and will spread the love over the whole world.
... Will make a journey around the world someday.
... Is a complicated person, especially for being so simple.
... Thinks guns, cyborgs and fights are awesome.
... Can speak, read and write French and is damn proud of it.
... Loves her life, the sun, the wind, the earth, fire and everything this earth ever gave to her.
... Has an unexhaustable source of happiness, burried deep within her.
... Will learn how to fly.
... Is the only one in her world, and that makes her God.
... Uses the word "awesome" and the smiley "XD" way too much.
(X--.Breaking Down Humanity.--X)
Jazy her fanfictions friends are...
... Demi-kun, because she is an awesome person and a good friend.
... Lit, because she is weird beyond reason and that makes her cool.
... Sachie-san, because she thinks Renge is hella cool, and Jazy think she is hella cool.
... StalkingAShadow, because she's a really kind, sweet and funny person and Jazy loves talking to her on MSN!
... Bejeweld Lust, because she is the kindest person you will ever meet.
... All the Ouran Rangers, because they will make Fanfiction.Net live with canon again.
... Camierdan, because she BETA'd some of my stories and she is just plain awesome.
... MisguidedAngelofDeath, because she also loves KyouKao and she is simply awesome at being awesome.
... Cool, good writers, awesome, weird, cute, fun, and persons Jazy will always carry within her heart.
... Persons you shouldn't mess with, because Jazy will track you down and make you regret it.
(X--.I'll Rather Die On My Feet, Then Live On My Knees.--X)
Jazy her fanfiction dreams and goals are ...
... To reach over a 100 stories (Not yet accomplished.)
... To be on mentioned at someone's profile page (Accomplished.)
... To own more than half of the stories in the KyouKao section (Not yet accomplished.)
... To have a story dedicated to her (Accomplished.)
... To recieve over a hundred reviews for a story, doesn't matter which. (Not yet accomplished.)
... To be on the Favourite Author by a 50 people (Accomplished!! On 4-6-08)
... To be come a famous KyouKao writer (Status unknown to Jazy.)
(X--.No One Can Give You Freedom, Justice, Equality Or Anything. If You're A Man, You Take It.--X)
Jazy writes...
... Angst, so that she only has happy feelings left for real life (= Bejeweld Lust's theory and dead on.)
... Fluff, because she wants Demi and Lit to read what she writes and knows they hate angst.
... Romance, because everything can be reduced to that simple thing called 'love'.
... General, because her thoughts are too random to be caught in genres.
... About KyouKao, because she is addicted to that couple, 'cause it makes so much sense to her.
... About Ouran High School Host Club, because she loves that anime and somehow it begs her to write.
... In subtle, unclear, twisted, deeper-than-it-appears formats.
... Because everything in her begs her to.
... Because she loves reactions, reviews and all the people she met because of it.
... Fanfiction, because she loves giving her own touch the characters someone else already made.
... Whole her life, from the moment she held a pencil, untill the moment she will die.
... To advertise SHINE and the KyouKao fanclub they have.
... Canon only, because she has respect for all the characters Hatori made and doesn't see the need to add her own characters in it.
(X--.Never Knock On Hell's Death's Door - Ring The Doorbell And Run Away... He Hates That.--X)
Jazy doesn't own...
... Ouran High School Host Club, because Hatori Bisco claimed it before her.
... The characters of Ouran High School Host Club, but that won't keep her from writing about them.
... Naruto, or the characters.
But she does own...
... The world (in her head at least).
... You.
... The stories and plotlines of her stories, and she'll release her wrath on you if you ever steal it.
... Her own opinion, beliefs, soul and heart.
... A happy smile that no one and nothing will ever get off her face.
(X--.Put The World On My Shoulders, I'll Carry It With Me.--X)
Jazy wants you to take a look at...
KyouKao cuteness! , a picture drawn by Sachie-san, for an arttrade.
... A picture drawn by Demi-kun, featuring Kaoru's clothes for the story The Lost Bet: http://demichama.deviantart.com/art/The-Lost-Bet-Kaoru-Sketches-77882656
... Maid Outfit , Kaoru's maid outfit, taken form the anime: He Is My Master.
... A picture of the dress Kaoru wore the first he went to Kyouya, drawn by Bejeweld Lust, Blue Dress
... Her stories.
... S.H.I.N.E
... Her Youtube account, where she spreads the KyouKao love through amvs, and owns a place with the same username she uses here
(X--.Everyone Dies, But I Want To Die For You.--X)
She laughs again, turns around and says to you: "So, this is the end of the tour."
You nod, still not sure what happened and certainly not why you would care.
"You can go now," she tells you, as she looks up. "I'll have to go and make sure Jazy doesn't get confused with her own thought. She'd be nothing without me."
"... Who are you?" you ask, since only now you remember she never really introduced herself to you.
She turns around again, slowly taking a few steps backwards. She smiles again, that happy, sunshine-filled smile.
"Everything," she laughs. "But just maybe I'm nothing."
And with that she disapears, leaving you alone to blink and wonder what the hell just happened to you.
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