In the end it is just the question of identity. Is it true that I am an ambiguous and dialectical medley of letters (mind), colours that is soul and dance resembling body? Figuring out a life is somewhat similar to the task to write a profile, an author's profile none the less. And in a world there anything circles around FANfiction. That is eventually self-expression, self-exposure, stages of intellectual striptease. Or maybe it is just what it should have been, a free and meaningful writing, from soul, body and mind.

Not noteworthy my ambition to become a writer, important my need to enact. Essential the necessity to sort and organise and thus adequately care for ideas - projects - still slumbering the nine months. Elsewise too much danger, the light they miss.

Structuring, what about results? ITAchixSASUke

Disclaimer: "Naruto" belongs to Kishimoto Masashi, "The Mark of Zorro" to Johnston McCulley...

I. The Fanfiction.

"After Sundown" , oneshot written by a dreamy past I still engaged in the task to comprehend the original "Naruto" Universe, this resulted in a I believe highly reflective story.

I am still (February 2009) translating the last few pages, to build the chapter 3, "Truths". I dare to hope it being completed and throughout revised someday soon. I wish I knew this language better. (Priority 1)

"A Wolf's tale", result of a nightly sudden inspiration, it was thought as a replay of "Naruto" plot. My part but a creation of a traditional animal kingdom fable. Admittedly I lost interest. Admittedly I lost interest to create something my influence is fairy limited. It is not going to remain my "project" but a possible playground for other sleepless nights.

Thus no certainty if and when the tale may be updated. (Priority 0)

"The Mark of Halcon", another discarded idea. Itachi, Sasuke and the honourable company populating the classical world of Johnston McCulley' Zorro, whereat Sasuke becomes the dark-clad hero for peace and justice, the Halcon, experiencing the charming adventures, mundane life of a rich and boring Don Sasuke Vega. Falling immortally in love with beautiful and eloquent senorita Isabel, the only daughter of his neighbours Pulido. Joking with Sergeant Naruto Gonzales and somewhat successfully avoiding the claws of the sly persecutor Capitan I. Monastario... The original "Mark of Zorro" story and some added background, to make it larger, more suiting, complex, I think interesting fanfiction. It relies too much on, this time, Mr. McCulley's work to stay attractive. Thus in analogy to the above-metioned, thus considering my first scene being technically close to the ending of "Halcon", there might come more, belonging to a world, without any regard to the timeline, scenes.

Someday. (Priority 0)

II. The Colaborations. (With Yellow Kiwi http://www.fanfiction.net/u/929189/Yellow_kiwi)

“Bed of Procrustus” http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3435348/1/

A modern day story, Sasuke's and Itachi's PoVs, I responsible for the latter. I write an adolescent who after 5 years in prison for the well-known murder re-enters society, only to struggle to live. Still.

The official Summary: "Confusion, the words bring him pain, though they were spoken long ago. Itachi's out of jail and his freedom seems to be disturbing the tranquility of others. What's Sasuke to do when he has to ask, What's this pain in my chest? Au, ItaSasu"

This is a deeply personal and important story for me, I am definitely intent to see it continue. Even if it is my lone fault, to see it on hold. Even if not the first on my current list. (Priority 3)

«Whispers of a desert stream » http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3433438/1/

The answer to following question: Similarities between Ancient Egyptian Civilisation and "Naruto". I am fascinated with Ancient Egypt, so is my friend. We decided to try an experiment. An epistolary novel woven of myths, history and imagination.

"A tale of two brothers, a tale of love, a tale of the uniting of two humans and their kingdom. Love does not come without blood shed, or so it seems. Major AU, yaoi incest. ItaSasu, and other couples."

Currently on hold. Just because I am a pretty disshevelled personality. To be continued. I hope. (Priority 4)

III. The fanFICTION.

"Spiegelbilder" Cycle ("Mirror Images")

1. Romeo and Juliet - Priority 2

2. The blue Bird - Priority 3

3. Unknown, sequel to RaJ - Priority 4

4. Bloodred - Priority 5

5. Holy - Priority 6

Is to become something original, even if initially had been original in disguise. "The Blue Bird" as the part of the cycle, I sadly have to delete. One day I hope it to become my first published book - for honestly it is just too much work, thought and me to be not taken seriously by myself. I would like to say "Spiegelbilder" is therefore "friends only" from now on...

I write ItaSasu, for it is a reflection of my today' self. For I am still practicing, watching and dreaming. A student of life, university student, an adult child. A lover of letters, colours, dance, who desires to write her name. According to the "priorities" named, I shall have more conversations with this page. A few orations to learn it appears, afore a new way to tread. I hope to my and your pleasure.

Hikari.

(updated: 04.05.2009)