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Author has written 44 stories for O.C., and Vampire Diaries. Name: Dominique Age: 19 Home state: Texas. I refuse to say y'all. Ships: R/M (OC), Stelena (TVD) Favorite movie: The Sensation of Sight I know what it feels like to feel alone in a room full of people, to feel unworthy of happiness or kindness, to think yourself alone in life. I'm not saying I have all the answers, but I've been depressed for five years now, so I understand. If you are reading this and feel like there's no hope, there is. Email me, read my blog, read my stories - just contact me. I know what it's like to not want to wake up in the morning. But I'm still here. My Email Address: nightofhorror@gmail.com My Blog: dzunig1.wordpress.com throughthestars18.tumblr.com Twitter: twitter.com/dzunig1 Advice: Love: It hurts, but everyone deserves a happy ending. Mostly, that comes through finding someone that can make you want to live. Life: You live, you die, you have some fun in between. Stick by your morals, stay true to your values, and the rest will come to you. School: You are worth more than any number. Don't let your grade define you. You are defined by yourself. The day you figure out what that means, you've been given a wonderful education. No one is a failure who is a friend. "This is a life lesson: take it a step at a time." -Mr. Lehmann The worst loneliness is to not be comfortable with yourself - Mark Twain The greatest griefs are silent. "Don't bail, the best gold is at the bottom of barrels of crap." "'Live each day as if it's your last', that was the conventional advice, but really, who had energy for that? It just wasn't practical. Better by far to simply try and be good and courageous and bold and to make a difference. Not change the world exactly, but the bit around you. go out there with your passion and your electric typewriter and work hard at...something. Change lives through art maybe. Cherish your friends, stay true to your principles, live passionately and fully and well. Experience new things. Love and be loved, if you ever get the chance." "We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, students, and business owners. We have depression, DID, PTSD, eating disorders, borderline personalities, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some were not. We are straight, bi, and gay. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every single race or religion that you can possibly think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks." If you ever need or want to talk, I'm here. I always answer those who need me. I don't have to know you, but if you give me a chance, I will. | |||||||
1. From This Moment » reviewsHe's the only thing she's ever wanted; she's the only one he's ever needed. When Ryan must confront his true feelings for Marissa, can he take the plunge and let himself fall, or will he lose the only person he ever really cared for forever? RM AUO.C. - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 47,707 - Reviews: 149 - Updated: 5-19-13 - Published: 4-25-13 - Ryan A. & Marissa C.2. You've Got Mail » reviewsRyan and Marissa used to be online friends who grew really close until Ryan decided to leave. Years later they meet at college, except only Ryan knows about their past. What happens when Marissa realizes just who Ryan is and what he did to her? RM AU. Complete.O.C. - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 28 - Words: 109,328 - Reviews: 254 - Updated: 4-21-13 - Published: 8-9-09 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete3. Once Upon a Driveway reviews"One day you're going to be out somewhere – anywhere. Maybe you're at home, at class, at a party. You can be alone or in a crowd full of people. You'll be entirely fine, and then it's going to hit you. That you're not alone. That you and me are meant to be together. " RM slightly AU because Marissa didn't die. ONE SHOTO.C. - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,852 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 4-10-13 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete4. I'll Be Home For Christmas reviewsIt's Christmas, and Elena realizes where home has been all along. Stelena. Slight spoilers for 4x09. One shot.Vampire Diaries - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,497 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 11-17-12 - Stefan S. & Elena G. - Complete5. Autumn Leaves reviewsStelena. Post 4x02, right after the memorial scene. "She had broken him with her lies, and he had broken her with his truths, and together they were just a pair of vampires wishing they could just go back." One shot.Vampire Diaries - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,833 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 10-18-12 - Stefan S. & Elena G. - Complete6. All I Need To Know I Learned In Kindergarten » reviewsRyan's the new kid with a dark past. Marissa's basically banned from talking to outsiders, including the mysterious Ryan Atwood, so what happens when she starts to fall for him? RM AUO.C. - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 67,961 - Reviews: 175 - Updated: 8-4-09 - Published: 4-24-09 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete7. Lost in a Moment » reviewsRyan goes to an event with friends and family but disaster strikes and he's the only survivor. He's sent to therapy in hopes of remembering what happened that night. Marissa's the therapist assigned to him. Will he be another client,or something more? AUO.C. - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 31,428 - Reviews: 63 - Updated: 3-22-09 - Published: 7-24-07 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete8. Got Back Up » reviewsLollypops and Letter AE choice A. Marissa gets pregnant, but is unsure of who the baby's father is. It could be Ryan or Steve's cause Steve raped her around the time of Ryan's departure. Ryan of course does the noble thing and offers to marry her.O.C. - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 18,452 - Reviews: 40 - Updated: 3-13-09 - Published: 8-10-08 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete9. Change reviewsRyan needed a change. RM one shot set between seasons two and threeO.C. - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,214 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 3-10-09 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete10. I Saw Mommy Kissing Santa Claus reviewsBased off of the song. Marissa is seen kissing Santa Claus by her son. What happens when Ryan finds out? RM AU Holiday One ShotO.C. - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,125 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 12-19-08 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete11. Hard Habit To Break » reviewsLollypops and Letters AE choice C. Ryan gets injured in war and gets sent home early. Marissa tries to earn his trust back which is harder than she'd originally thought. Will they make it? RMO.C. - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 24,564 - Reviews: 63 - Updated: 11-30-08 - Published: 9-13-08 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete12. Last Christmas reviewsFriends with benefits sounds great on paper, but we all know it leads to something more. So what happens when one of those friends gets engaged, and the other isn't willing to let them go? RM AU One ShotO.C. - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,156 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 11-9-08 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete13. Broken Heart reviews"Can I have directions?" She asked. "To where?" he asked tiredly. "Your heart." RM AU One ShotO.C. - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,098 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 11-4-08 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete14. First Kiss reviews"Well, I don't know, I always imagined it to be soft but passionate…And I wanted it to be something that takes me off guard.." RM one shotO.C. - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,286 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 9-6-08 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete15. Piecing It Together reviewsRM set sometime in season one after the Countdown, but before the Oliver shebang. Marissa decides she wants to go get seashells. fluffy yet meaningful oneshot.O.C. - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,440 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-18-08 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete16. Lollipops and Letters » reviewsMarissa's a freshman, Ryan's a senior. She has nothing left to live for and feels utterly helpless, can Ryan save her? Please, please, please read. You won't regret it. CompleteO.C. - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 43 - Words: 179,124 - Reviews: 483 - Updated: 8-9-08 - Published: 9-22-07 - Marissa C. & Ryan A. - Complete17. Broken reviews"I think you're too broken for your own good," He said. "I can't help it, people broke me," she whispered. "So take me broken and fix me, or leave me alone." AU RM One ShotO.C. - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,886 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 8-7-08 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete18. Last Words reviewsDifferent ending to The Graduates. Ryan finds a note of Marissa's with hidden feelings of hers on it. RM pointless OneshotO.C. - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,393 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8-4-08 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete19. I'll Be There For You reviewsFood references or not, she completes you in the weird and twisted way. You are Ryan Atwood and Marissa Cooper, the seriously twisted yet awesome couple. Stop fighting it already. You're a pretzel, and who doesn't love that?" RM end of season 3O.C. - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,571 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-16-08 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete20. Pencils reviews"I always knew they'd end up together...When did they start realizing it themselves?" Sandy shrugged and said, "I don't know, but Ryan's always saying that it started and ended with a pencil." RM AU Happy One ShotO.C. - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,270 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 6-9-08 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete21. The Mystery of Love » reviewsTaylor's murder brings Ryan and Marissa closer together. Will her murder be able to be solved though?O.C. - Rated: T - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 10 - Words: 16,661 - Reviews: 21 - Updated: 6-7-08 - Published: 3-30-07 - Ryan A. & Marissa C.22. Rain reviewsA tribute for the two year anniversary of Marissa's death. Ryan finds he can't leave the hospital afterwards until someone comes to help him. A story about loss, numbness, and rain.O.C. - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,029 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5-15-08 - Ryan A. - Complete23. I Only Need You » reviewsRyan Atwood is a basketball player in Chino with no hopes or dreams for the future. What happens when Jimmy Cooper, coach of Newport Pirahnas calls? What happens when he meets Marissa Cooper? Important AN up.O.C. - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 32 - Words: 54,028 - Reviews: 101 - Updated: 5-13-08 - Published: 12-31-06 - Ryan A. & Marissa C.24. Leader of the Pack reviewsRyan and Marissa fall in love despite their social differences. But one night changes everything. Read to find out what happens. Idea from song, Leader of the Pack. RM AUO.C. - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,270 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 3-17-08 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete25. Rocking the Stadium to a Heart reviewsSeth, Summer, Ryan, and Marissa all play a game on New Years Eve. Marissa never recieved the letter to go on the boat and Volchok never got drunk and killed her.This is what could've happened on New Years, how RM could've gotten back together.Please readO.C. - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,528 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 12-31-07 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete26. The Twelve Days of Chrismukkah reviewsOn the first day of Chrismukkah the Cohens gave to me, an invitation to their party. On the second day of Chrismukkah the Cohens gave to me, two smeared bagels and an invitation to their party...O.C. - Rated: K+ - English - Parody/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 423 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-24-07 - Complete27. The OC Rap! reviewsSo people are always asking me what's so great about that show OC? I always sigh, shake my head Couldn't they have asked an easier question instead cause truth is there's not easy way to explain the show You'd have to know the characters and how they growO.C. - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 720 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 12-24-07 - Complete28. The Christmas Shoes reviewsCould you hurry, sir, Daddy says there's not much time.You see she's been sick for quite a while, And I know these shoes would make her smile, And I want her to look beautiful if Mama meets Jesus tonight..RM based off of the song, The Christmas ShoesO.C. - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,599 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 12-22-07 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete29. Twas the Night Before Chrismukkah reviewsTwas the Night Before Chrismukkah in the large Cohen House. Seth Cohen was trying to be stealth like a mouse. He slowly opened his door, holding his breath. By now we're all wondering, what are you doing Seth?...Just a fun holiday story.O.C. - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 681 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-17-07 - Complete30. One More Day reviewsRyan is twenty six and alone this holiday season. Marissa's dead and he just can't find a girl to replace her. What if he was given one more day with her though? It is Chrismukkah after all, anything can happen right? Please read...RMO.C. - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,548 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 12-7-07 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete31. Say the Words reviewsA story of love, loss, and hope and how three words can change everything. RM one shotO.C. - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,795 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 10-13-07 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete32. Life's Puzzle » reviewsRyan Atwood has made a decision never to get close to another girl after getting his heart broken. When he goes to a local coffee shop though, his decision is questioned. Will he give love a chance? This is a RM story.O.C. - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 16 - Words: 29,187 - Reviews: 64 - Updated: 9-17-07 - Published: 1-16-07 - Ryan A. & Marissa C.33. Like a Breeze reviewsPeople say love is like a breeze, you can't see it, but you can feel it. That's you though, Marissa. You're not here, but I can feel you. I can't see you, but I can sometimes hear you. And what is holding me back from getting over you completely is becausO.C. - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,451 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-13-07 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete34. A Yellow Ribbon reviewsRyan goes to war for three years, leaving Marissa behind. He sends a letter to her, stating that if she still wants him to put a yellow ribbon on the tree. Based off of Tony Orlando's song. RMO.C. - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,523 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-22-07 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete35. Broken Promises reviewsIf Ryan had learned anything from the eighteen years that he'd lived, it was that promises are meant to be broken. One shot.O.C. - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,952 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-10-07 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete36. Diary of a Broken Soul » reviewsI came across a book one day. It wasn't any other ordinary book either, it was a journal. Someone's diary. So I picked it up and looked through it, examining the pages that are turning yellow with age. This is a diary of a broken soul. AU RM Complete!O.C. - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 12 - Words: 24,209 - Reviews: 24 - Updated: 7-26-07 - Published: 2-6-07 - Marissa C. - Complete37. Gone to Texas » reviewsSomething different happened in the model home...but Ryan still left. It is now the year 2010 and rodeo time in Texas. What happens if RM meet again?O.C. - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,982 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 7-26-07 - Published: 5-7-07 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete38. You Can't Always Be a Hero reviewsHe hadn't been able to save her the first time, but what if he got a second chance? What if he could try to prevent Marissa's death? An Angsty One Shot that you guys should really read.O.C. - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,947 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-14-07 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete39. The Writer and the Artist reviewsShe had been the artist, he had been the writer. But now a year has passed since she died, and it's time for their secret to be revealed. RM one shot. Please read.O.C. - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,818 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 6-2-07 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete40. Where Are You Now? reviewsRyan writes a poem. A one shot.O.C. - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 476 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-30-07 - Ryan A. - Complete41. A Poem Tribute to Marissa reviewsA tribute to Marissa...in honor of the anniversary of her dying.O.C. - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-18-07 - Complete42. A Happily Ever After reviewsRM's happy life...AU.O.C. - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,436 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5-14-07 - Ryan A. & Marissa C. - Complete43. 5 Stages of My Life » reviewsDenial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, Acceptance. 5 stages of grief that I have to go through, or so I'm told. Will they help me get over the love of my life? Only time will tell.O.C. - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 12,051 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 4-5-07 - Published: 2-10-07 - Ryan A. - Complete
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