Pen Name Change: Was Previously CrimsonScarz and Killthelightsz

You can call me A.j. I am a girl. I am 21 years old. And I live in the northeast.

I LOVE the smell of burnt matches.

I have a few tattoos and piercings as of now. (avatar pic)

Bands I LOVE: Placebo, A Day to Remember, Sleeping with Sirens, Mumford and Sons, Imagine Dragons, Of Monsters and Men, 3Oh!3, F.U.N., Lights, The Cataracs, DEV, Taking Back Sunday, Just Surrender, Fall Out Boy, The Script, 44, Rise Against, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, The Starting Line, Blink 182, Sum 41, Paramore, Hawthorne Heights, Story of the Year, Something Corporate, The Legion of Doom, Yellowcard, My Chemical Romance,

Books I LOVE: The Hunger Games Trilogy : Matched, Crossed : Hush, Hush : A Million Little Pieces : The Maximum Ride books : Harry Potter Books : Perks of Being a Wallflower : Silver Linings Playbook : Twilight books: Tithe, Valiant, Ironside : Old Magic : The Guardians Of Time Trilogy : The Blue Is For Nightmare books : The 1-800-Where-R-U Series : All of Carol Plum-Ucci's books-The She, The Body Of Christopher Creed, What Happened To Lani Garver, The Night My Sister Went Missing : The Push Books- Cut, You Remind Me Of You :

Movies I LOVE- Donnie Darko, American Beauty, Silver Linings playbook, Tangled, Harry Potter, Alice, Suckerpunch, AVATAR, 9, The Butterfly Effect (Director's Cut Ending), Good Will Hunting, Ink, Ten Inch Hero, Slumdog Millionaire, Boondock Saints, Awake, Brick, The Departed, All Back to the Future Movies, Clue, A Nightmare Before Christmas, Corpse Bride, Dogma, The Ron Clark Story, Jakob the Liar, Sydney White, Stick It, A Walk to Remember, The Lion King.

Shows I LOVE- Psych, Supernatural, Once Upon a Time, Bones, Vampire Diaries, Veronica Mars, Awake, Monk, Gilmore Girls, BBC's Robin Hood, Tough Love, Modern Family, Income Property,

Pairings I Love: Max and Fang : Edward and Bella : Kaye and Roiben : Luke and Lorelai

Pairings I Dislike: Nudge and Iggy : Nudge and Fang : Fang and Iggy : Iggy and Max : Max and Ari - Bella and Jacob (they are great as friends though)- Lorelai and Christopher

Quotes :

"Strength is Born From Heartbreak"

"Why are some girls so naive? He didn't unbutton your shirt to see a better view of your heart."

"You don't die of a broken heart...you only wish you did"

"And the truth is; You could slit my throat; And with my one last gasping breath; I'd apologize; For Bleeding On Your Shirt!"

"Kill the Lights; These Children Learn from Cigarette Burns, Fast Cars, Fast Women, and Cheap Drinks; It Feels Right; All these Aphyxiated, Self-Medicated, Take the White Pills You'll Feel Alright."

"We are young! We drink and we fight and we love just because, we are numb! we're on the run, and you're never gonna chase us down. We are young!"

"I think i found a message in a bottle, this says Drink Me; Drown your sorrows."

"I count the empty bottles upon the bar, I give up I can't count that far."

"I'm running through your veins like a habit you can't kick"

"I look into your eyes and see that your colors changing; I wish that I could change with you."

"To the top and nothing's going to stop us; No roots or chains are going to hold us; Today will be the day we reach the sky"

"You killed what was left of the good in me. I'm tired so let me be broken."

"I'll rip that scandalous bitch in two."

"Death is God's way of saying you're fired. Suicide is humans way of saying you can't fire me, I quit."

"Sticks and Stones may scar my skin but words slice through my soul within"

"Don't judge a book by it's cover, nor a person by their scars"

"It's not until you're broken that you know what you're made of."

"You can break a thing, but you cannot always guide it afterward into the shape you want it."

"You said that you would die for me, you must live for me too".

"To die is nothing but a long goodbye."

"We are forlorn like children, and experienced like old men, we are crude and sorrowful and superficial-I do believe we are lost.”

"I hear your silence loud and clear."

"I'm too awake for this to be a nightmare."

"victorem a victo superari saepe videmus- We often see the victor overcome by the vanquishes"

"There is a mysterious force operating in the universe called "dark energy." If that sounds scary, it's because astrophysicists like to come up with scary names for things that are actually code for "We have no idea what this is.""

"The opposite of a theist is an atheist. O.O I know…"

"For Beauty is nothing/but the beginning of terror we can just barely endure/and we admire it so because it calmly disdains to destroy us."

"Strength is Born from Heartbreak"

THIS IS THE BEST THING I EVER READ (see below, mind the language):

"I understand that Scissors can beat Paper, and I get how Rock can beat Scissors, but there's no fucking way Paper can beat Rock. Paper is supposed to magically wrap around Rock leaving it immobile? Why the hell can't paper do this to scissors? Screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people? Why aren't sheets of college ruled notebook paper constantly suffocating student as they attempt to take notes in class? I'll tell you why, because paper can't beat anybody, a rock would tear that shit up in 2 seconds. When I play rock/ paper/ scissors, I always choose rock. Then when somebody claims to have beaten me with their paper I can punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say, oh shit, I'm sorry, I thought paper would protect you, you asshole."

Story Extras/Songs:

Scars: In Progress (Has been on Hiatus for a few years, still going to be finished! PROMISE)

-Watch this Video! It is so close to Scars it's not even funny. Also, the song fits perfectly.
Never Too Late By Three Days Grace - http://youtube.com/watch?v=YWapziQ2mAk

-This song always reminds me of Fang. The imagery the lyrics give, just SCREAMS Fang.
Anthem Of Our Dying Day By Story Of The Year - http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=PVFtRq81Ku8

-I have a whole Fang playlist for Scars. Ask if you want to know it. They all have to do with the story and are songs i think he would listen to himself. (this is about 4 or 5 years old now since I started writing the story, will be updated once I start writing again)

- MR Award Winner.

Konstantine: Complete

-Obviously the song that is in the story.
Konstantine By Something Corporate - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZMwI1DlZpyY&feature=related

Other Sites:

Tumblr: http://killthelightsz.tumblr.com/

Fictionpress: http://www.fictionpress.com/javoraf

Best URL/Site Ever: www.wwwdotcom.com

Pottermore: SilverOwl20731

My Fundraising Site; TWLOHA: www.strengthisbornfromheartbreak.stayclassy.org