| Lenore Hepburn |
"Try to understand before you judge, think thrice before you condemn..." Which is pretty much my motto... If you're reading what's written here, you've probably read the reviews in which I fanatically rant...(twitch and spaz's hiatus, nudge-nudge...) or you're incredibly bored and have got nothing left to do... And I would like you to get the hell out if you're only reading this to label me, to "brand" me with your subjective adjectives... I'm not here to be judged... No I'm not a follower of any cause; you'll not hear me raving about feminism or homosexual rights or fundamentalists or secularism or conservatives or democrats or anything, just as you won't hear me belittling any of those... I'm not perfect, or decent or anything nice, just as I'm not horrible, cruel or simply bad-just because I sympathize with bad guys... I just... do not like judgements, that we all do in our everyday life; by people's looks, beliefs, words we judge. Self-doubt is almost not existent, the thought that for once we might not be right is mostly preposterous... No one has a right to be right but "self" and we're all selfish, whether we like it or not... I'm not incriminating humanity. I'm not a fierce defender of its virtues either... I'm just... tired. I'm giving it all up, okay? I'm tired of people I'd once esteemed highly belittling me or anything I believe in; I hate it, when they simply force themselves to misunderstand anything I say, take some sort or perverse pleasure in being offended by it. I hate it when all the world around is so ready to discriminate, to simply "judge" without a reason... Even in cyberspace I that I ran away from being judged, I'm. I suppose it's to be expected, but that doesn't change the fact that I'm still tired. Of everyone. Call it agoraphobia or snobbish or stuck-up, I am. I'm an anime-freak, bookworm, four-eyes, a swot...et cetera. I love Snivellus Snape, pity the son of Merope, I despise Dolores Umbridge and Danzo and Caroline Bingley. Just as I love all other Harry Potter, Naruto, word literature creations and despise very few of 'em... I love children, even when they're headaches, and despise people who think a fetus is nothing more than a parasite... Especially if they're 16 year olds with rich grannies that see themselves as rebels and has got nothing else to believe and boast of... I believe in beginnings with no ends, (...) instead of a final (.) I hate murders, but I hate rape much much more. I believe the crime against soul is greater than crime against all... I pity liars but despise polished lies... I believe conscience to be the hell, I believe in undercurrents, metaphors, hidden truths and all those conspiracies... Those are the only things you can judge me by. | |||||||