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Author has written 38 stories for Instant Star, Dark Angel, Alias, One Tree Hill, Buffy: The Vampire Slayer, One Life To Live, 10 Things I Hate About You, Twilight, Grey's Anatomy, Brothers & Sisters, Covert Affairs, Vampire Diaries, and Glee. "Believe nothing, no matter where you have read it, or who has said it, not even if I have said it. Unless it agrees with your own reason and your own comic sense." -Buddah We all have a voice. Every single one of us not matter our age, no matter who we are or what we have going on. We all have a voice and I lost mine last October and I've been struggling with myself to get it back. We all have choices to make and those choices affect where we end up in life and who we take along for the ride. I stopped believing late in 2008 because I lost who I was and just as I was starting to learn again, it was taken away. I'm struggling day by day to live and learn of all the mistakes and choices that I have made. I love the beach and I love to tie-dye even though it's messy and complicated. Roses and Orchids are my favorite flowers and they both smell amazing. If you give me Chinese food and Tequila, I will be the happiest person you've ever seen for the moment. I struggle with many things some of you can't even comprehend. I have inner demons and inner struggles that I have to work with in order to be happy and I'm working on them in my own time and in my own way. I've tried not to let PTSD run my life, and it's very hard not to. I don't think you need alcohol to have fun but, there are occasions when I will drink a little but, not all the time, I learned not to do that at a very young age. I meditate once or twice a day depending on my activities and the Buddha pendant I wear gives me strength. 7 and 13 are my lucky numbers 5 and 11 are my unlucky ones. I wear a claddagh ring and a silver star ring at all times because they are my good luck charms. I'm a liberal democrat even though I was brought up in a very conservative republican household. I do not pray anymore, I've found no use in it. I do not wish at 11:11 and black is my favorite color. Church is not my friend because of all the hypocrisy that lives within it. Tattoos and piercings are my weakness, I have 6 tattoos and three piercings and I plan on getting more. My writing means everything to me. If you don't like my writing then that's fine you have your own opinions. I've had my writing stolen from me on more than one occasion and I don't like it one bit. It's why I've been in a writing funk lately. I want to finish everything that isn't complete on here but, I have to get back on track with my life in order to do it. One-shots are my best friend right now because there's nothing else but one little shot. I can't follow an entire story line at the state that I am in. I'm sorry if I lose any readers but, I just can't at the moment. xoxo, Amanda | |||||||
1. I Finally Found You, My Missing Puzzle Piece » reviewsIn which Karofksy pushes Kurt over the edge and Blaine picks up the pieces and finds the one he was missing in the process. Rating changed to M for chapter three and beyond. You've been warned.Glee - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 15,140 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 2-16-13 - Published: 3-25-12 - Blaine A. & Kurt H.2. It's Like Catching Lightening, The Chances of Finding Someone Like You » reviewsIn which Blaine and Kurt find their way back to one another. Spoilers for 4x14 and 4x15, you've been warned.Glee - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,662 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-28-13 - Published: 1-27-13 - Blaine A. & Kurt H. - Complete3. Enchanted reviewsSet after The Break Up. Kurt and Blaine got married over the summer after visting Rachel in NY at NYADA. How did Blaine's actions with Eli affect his marriage? Will the survive? TRIGGER WARNINGS!Glee - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,447 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-21-12 - Blaine A. & Kurt H. - Complete4. As Long As You're Mine reviewsSet right after Kurt sings 'I Have Nothing'. Warning: shameless fluff and smut ahead. Two-ShotGlee - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,498 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5-1-12 - Blaine A. & Kurt H.5. A Drop In The Ocean reviews"Tell me to stop." He whispered and she made no sound. Set during 3x01Vampire Diaries - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,162 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-22-12 - Damon S. & Elena G. - Complete6. It is What It Is reviews"You've told me the truth even when it hurts. You've saved me by any means necessary and you never hid the fact that you were an ass from me. You've never hid your vampire side from me or the fact that you aren't dangerous." DxE set pre-homecoming.Vampire Diaries - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,381 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-21-12 - Damon S. & Elena G. - Complete7. All I Need reviews"I can't do this anymore. I tried fighting it." She said and before she knew it his lips were planted on hers. Set after 3x12Vampire Diaries - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,867 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-20-12 - Damon S. & Elena G. - Complete8. A Cheshire Grin and Tequila Courage reviewsAuggie finds an experimental therapy to give him his sight back. Throw in the fact that he's harboring feelings for one Annie Walker and he comes across some information that brings him to fill her in on what the CIA and the DPD has been up to.Covert Affairs - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,534 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-15-11 - Annie W. & Auggie A. - Complete9. When I Look At You » reviewsSet during Hey, Sister. Instead of kissing Sadie, Tommy kisses Jude. This is my version of the weekend at the farm. Rated M for smut, enjoy.Instant Star - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,196 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 5-29-11 - Published: 5-28-11 - Jude H. & Tommy Q.10. A Million Little Pieces reviewsRobert won the election in 2008 but it cost him more than before. It cost him Kitty. During his speech he reflects on times that he regrets, how will he get her back? Rated M for sexual content and sorry for the bad summary.Brothers & Sisters - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,954 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-19-11 - Robert M. & Kitty W. - Complete11. What About Now? reviewsFollowing their kiss at Joe's, Lexie and Mark fall back into their bad habits at home. Post 'Adrift and at Peace'. Warning: smut and spoilers lie inside.Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,863 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 12-4-10 - Lexie G. & Mark S. - Complete12. Crashed reviews"That's how I wound up at Tom Quincy's apartment door with a bag of Chinese food and red licorice for an apology: one that was a week or so overdue." Set after Won't Get Fooled Again.Instant Star - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,425 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-29-10 - Jude H. & Tommy Q. - Complete13. Wonderwall reviewsIt was like time stopped when his hand brushed her cheek. He was focused on her and she was focused on him. She turned her cheek, and her lips brushed the palm of his hand causing her to close her eyes and take a breath, to remind herself. Slexie Smut.Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,734 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-2-10 - Lexie G. & Mark S. - Complete14. Take Me As I Am » reviewsTom Quincy has his life together, he is in the midst of planning his wedding, caring for his 16 yr. old sister and running his own record label but, when an old enemy comes back harboring a secret, once the truth comes out his life will never be the same.Instant Star - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 15,585 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 12-25-09 - Published: 11-4-09 - Jude H. & Tommy Q.15. I Belong To You reviewsHe left her. He left her and she was hurting but, through her pain she was going after him. Because she belonged to him, and she isn't the only one who thinks that. Follow Bella as she gets help from an unexpected source to find her way back to Edward.Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,150 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-29-09 - Bella & Edward16. La Tua Cantante reviewsIt's been 5 years, and neither Jude nor Tommy have made a a move towards reconciling. So, they threw themselves into music, and two days before Jude turns 23, Tommy's career has landed him in London, putting them together again. Are they too far gone?Instant Star - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,791 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-21-09 - Jude H. & Tommy Q. - Complete17. The ReasonDuring New Moon, these are Edward's thoughts as he regrets leaving Bella and follows Victoria across the world. Song and title are from The Reason by Hoobastank.Twilight - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,587 - Published: 8-20-09 - Edward & Bella - Complete18. Ready for you reviewsThe same night as the rooftop kiss, Patrick tried to make amends with Kat about what happened between them, and he overhears a conversation meant to be kept between two sisters. Will his apology be accepted? Title and song is Read For you by Hoobastank.10 Things I Hate About You - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,222 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 8-19-09 - Complete19. My Life Would Suck Without You reviewsA few days after Cole completes his latest dug test after the incident at La Boulaie, he and Starr haven't talked but, he admitted to her that he loved her. So she calls him and they meet. Song and Title are based off of Kelly Clarkson's new song.One Life To Live - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,231 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-2-09 - Complete20. Forever and AlwaysAfter their talk at the graveyard, Cole writes Starr a letter telling her how he feels. This is the aftermath. Song is Thinking Out Loud by Lesley Roy. Title came from the Taylor Swift song Forever and Always.One Life To Live - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 659 - Published: 4-18-09 - Complete21. Can I Have This Dance? reviewsPart 3 of 3 in the Birthday series. Jude's turning 18 and after three years she and Tommy are both getting what they wanted. But, with marriage looming, and a threat from Tommy's past coming back to haunt him, can Jude and Tommy make it together?Instant Star - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,732 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 3-21-09 - Jude H. & Tommy Q.22. Silhouette DreamsSet to Mayday Parade's Id Hate To be you when people find out this song is about you. Buffy/Angel crossover set is BTVS season 7, Angel season 4. Both of them are remembering the past and set during Chosen. Angel comes to Sunnydale to help with the fight.Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,920 - Published: 2-24-09 - Angel & Buffy S. - Complete23. Something To Believe In » reviewsSecond in the Birthday Series. It's a year later, Jude's seventeenth and her and Tommy have a strong unbreakable bond. What happens when a few people that weren't supposed to find out for another year find out about Tommy's birthday surprise for Jude? smuInstant Star - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,791 - Reviews: 18 - Updated: 12-20-08 - Published: 7-24-08 - Complete24. Sonic Perfection » reviewsJude and Tommy are falling again but, Jude ran away to London. What happens when she comes home to everything she left behind and after she made the wrong choice. Will Jude and Tommy find there way into Sonic Perfection or Musical Disaster?Instant Star - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 19,638 - Reviews: 61 - Updated: 9-28-08 - Published: 6-16-08 - Complete25. Time To Be Yours » reviewsFirst in the Birthday Series.Jude decides to dump Shay but feels a little guilty but,when she sees pictures of him and Eden she drops him flat.She overhears Tommy and Kwest's conversation and things with Tommy take a different turn for the better.SMUT!Instant Star - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 14,047 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 7-22-08 - Published: 7-15-08 - Complete26. The Great Escape » reviewsIt's been six years,ten weeks, four days,twenty hours,seven minutes and four seconds since I last held Logan's hand with glove on.Max and Logan want a cure with the odds against them can they win?A Dark Angel/NCIS tter inside.Dark Angel - Rated: T - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,120 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 6-2-08 - Published: 5-29-08 - Logan C./Eyes Only & Max27. Fall Into Me reviewsLucas finally confesses to Peyton he's in love with her but,she doesn't feel the same way. Not anymore.Set in alternating POV this story revolves around Peyton and her love for someone else. Is it Lucas or is it Jake? Read and find out.I suck at summariesOne Tree Hill - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,223 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-17-08 - Jake J. & Peyton S. - Complete28. In The End » reviewsAfter episode 'All I Want Is You'. Jude chooses to go to Thailand with Tommy and she has to make a choice. Make everything public or keep it to herself? Whatever she chooses she has made her choice and nothing can change her mind. R&R...JOMMYInstant Star - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 15,805 - Reviews: 97 - Updated: 2-23-08 - Published: 5-21-07 - Jude H. & Tommy Q.29. Crawling Back To You reviewsThis is set in the weeks after Jude's 18th birthday.MTV is making a documentary and Tommy wants her back.He writes a song and Jude ends up in the video bit by choice but because she was asked.Song is 'Crawling Back To You' by Backstreet Boys.Instant Star - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 860 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11-11-07 - Jude H. & Tommy Q. - Complete30. Never Again » reviewsSequel to The Right Choice. Tommy and Jude thought that they were done with Jamie but, they were wrong. Jessica is supposed to be on a flight to Tijuana and she never get on the plane. Who is there to blame? and, Everything leads to JamieInstant Star - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 14 - Words: 15,977 - Reviews: 41 - Updated: 8-3-07 - Published: 5-21-07 - Jude H. & Tommy Q. - Complete31. Home » reviewsJude chose Jamie and Tommy went on his trip to Asia.While he's there he realizes that the place where he belongs is with Jude and he will do anything to make her see that this time he won't hurt her,that it will be different.Instant Star - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 12,297 - Reviews: 44 - Updated: 8-3-07 - Published: 6-3-07 - Jude H. & Tommy Q. - Complete32. Far Away reviewsIt's the year and a half ann. of Sydney's death and it's Vaughn and Lauren's wedding day. Vaughn's little sister is there and she convinces Vaughn to write a song to ease his nerves. The songs about Sydney and it's his final goodbye to his true love.Alias - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,769 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-20-07 - Sydney B. & Vaughn, M. - Complete33. Strong Enough » reviewsMax left when Logan ended up in the hospital in 'She Ain't Heavy'.Three years have passed and she finds a cure and gets her barcode removed.She goes back to find out Logan is engaged to Asha.When they are reunited will they give into temptation?Dark Angel - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,338 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 7-16-07 - Published: 6-27-07 - Max & Logan C./Eyes Only - Complete34. I Might Never See Him Again » reviewsAfter Hunter is arrested and Tommy and Darius get into it again, Tommy plans to leave town. Jude still hasn't forgiven him but, she knows that they will never see each other again if she lets him go. Read and Review, JOMMYInstant Star - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 34 - Words: 52,038 - Reviews: 102 - Updated: 5-23-07 - Published: 4-28-07 - Jude H. & Tommy Q. - Complete35. The Right Choice » reviewsJude picked Jamie.Tommy left before she made her choice.Now it's 10 years later and she is in Fiji giving marriage with him one last shot.Tommy is there by accident and she realizes she regrets her choice.Will she make the right choice or the same mistakeInstant Star - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 9,728 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 5-19-07 - Published: 5-18-07 - Complete36. All the Things I Wanted To Say reviewsJude is publicly dumped by Shay when Tommy kisses her he takes it back. One day when she is walking home, a man appears and Jude is given the chance to change the past. What does she do? Does it go the way she wanted? Is it anything that she expected? R&RInstant Star - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,005 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5-18-07 - Jude H. & Tommy Q. - Complete37. All I Want Is You reviewsJude has to make a choice: Tommy or Jamie. They both give her a plane ticket and want her to leave with them. What is in her heart. Will she choose her best friend or the man that broke her heart. R&R,oneshot!Instant Star - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 747 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 5-14-07 - Jude H. - Complete38. A New Leaf » reviewsWhen Jude runs to Tommy for support,things happen. Will Tommy run like he did last time or will he stay true to his heart and let Jude in on how he really feels. Read and Review. This is my first fanfiction,so give me tips.Instant Star - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 21 - Words: 30,500 - Reviews: 39 - Updated: 4-28-07 - Published: 4-16-07 - Jude H. & Tommy Q. - Complete
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