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Author has written 27 stories for ER. I'm 29, married and should have far better things to do than read and write fan fiction, but I found myself getting frustrated with the script writers on ER and had to see what else was out there. If you twist my arm I will admit that many years ago I wrote fan fic for Sunset Beach (Gabi and Antonio, for those of you that remember it, mine weren't quite as wobbly as the sets were!), and I dalied with Dawsons Creek (Pacey and Joey), though as far as I can remember I never got as far as writing any as far as that was concerned. I'm convinced my husband thinks I'm mad because I'd rather spend the evening reading ER fan fic than watching the TV, but I think his obsession with sports is slightly crazy as well, so I think we're even there! As far as ER fic goes, it has to be Neela and Ray (don't like the nicknames, they bug me!), which is very weird because for a while I was all for Neela and Gates getting together, but something changed, and I'm convinced I missed a few key parts of season 12 (I've rectified this now) which would have swayed my views much earlier. Who am I really? I'm a dreamer, a fantasiser, with my eyes closed or with them open shrouded in haze, when I'm on my own or part of a crowd, I take part in torrid love affairs, grand adventures. I scale oceans, I kiss strangers in the shadows, I love, and am loved, passionately, intensely with everything I am. I am anything but ordinary. I grace red carpets, I paint epic masterpieces, I scribe the most fulfilling novels, I host decadent dinner parties, I jet away on a whim, all in all I live. In reality, in the bare light of day, my life's a little more prosaic. I work in IT, I practice meditation and swim, I like doing crafty things: sewing, knitting, card making, jewellery making, anything that lets me get messy, but nothing that really stretches my horizons. I'm good at what I do, I'm friendly, approachable, unthreatening. I'm a loyal friend, I'm dependable. I live a good life, a decent life but its nothing special. One day I want to be able to say I truly lived, that I saw the whole world, not through words and pictures, not through someone elses eyes, but through my own, that I saw, felt, tasted experienced everything I could. For now, I'm a work in progress, a girl, trying desperately to fight her way through the fear to the other side, one day I hope to get there, I'll let you know when I do. | |||||||||
1. Tshirt reviewsRay's woken from a dreamER - Rated: T - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 717 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-20-09 - Ray B. & Neela R. - Complete2. Misunderstandings » reviewsSet 5 years after mid Season 13, Neela left Chicago six months after Michael died. She finds herself offered an opportunity that she can't refuse to return to County but so much has changed in her life. Reela.ER - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 22,052 - Reviews: 77 - Updated: 9-6-09 - Published: 10-7-07 - Ray B. & Neela R.3. Understanding Neela reviewsNeela was four when her brother died, how did it effect her life. Partly AU. Hints of Reela.ER - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,362 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-5-09 - Neela R. & Ray B. - Complete4. Maybe, Possibly reviewsKind of AU, but with some spoilers for Season 15, its premise is in Season 12. Its hard for me to describe, so I suggest you read to find out. Ray/NeelaER - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 663 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-7-08 - Complete5. The Exorcist reviewsNeela realises her fears and acts upon them. Bit of a drabble, sort of spoilery for Season15.ER - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7-22-08 - Complete6. Guilt » reviewsGuilt over what happened to Ray and Michael makes Neela question her own place in the universe. Chapter 16 Spoilers for Season finale 13x23 and Season 14x1ER - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 18 - Words: 38,536 - Reviews: 95 - Updated: 5-18-08 - Published: 7-2-07 - Complete7. Clarity reviewsNeela's thoughts after what takes place in Under Pressure. Drabble, implied Ray/Neela. Spoilers for Under Pressure S14 .ER - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-9-08 - Complete8. Love, Music and Friendship » reviewsSet after Neela's accident, Brett makes a decision that has a bad affect on his friendship with Ray and tries to repair the damage. Kind of AU. RayBrett friendship, hints of RayNeelaER - Rated: T - English - Drama/Friendship - Chapters: 3 - Words: 11,896 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 3-26-08 - Published: 9-22-07 - Complete9. Stolen Moments » reviews2 Parter - Neela and Ray of course, what else would I write share a moment. Fairly bittersweetER - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,334 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 3-26-08 - Published: 3-25-0810. Butterflies reviewsA bit of a drabble of Neela's thoughts back when she was living with Ray. One shot.ER - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 771 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-16-08 - Complete11. To Relive One Moment » reviewsWhat if Ray could relive just one moment, which one would he choose? And if Neela could do the same, what would she choose? RayNeelaER - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,163 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 10-24-07 - Published: 7-31-07 - Complete12. Musings on Facial Hair » reviewsNeela hates facial hair, well, except for a certain goatee which she thinks is kind of sexy. Definitely M rated. Set sometime in Series 12. RayNeelaER - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,385 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10-22-07 - Complete13. Spinning reviewsNeela's thoughts when she's recuperating, a bit of a drabble. Spoilers season 13 and season 14.1ER - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,975 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9-27-07 - Complete14. Orange Juice not Champagne » reviewsWhat happens after the season finale? Contains major spoilers, do not read if you've not read them. NeelaRay. Chapter 8 is M Rated.ER - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 10,413 - Reviews: 83 - Updated: 9-3-07 - Published: 4-25-07 - Complete15. I'd Wait for Life reviewsSongfic set after 13.23, based on Take That's 'I'd Wait for Life' Ray's POVER - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 943 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-25-07 - Complete16. Never Give Lilies reviewsA bit of a drabble, maybe OOC, Ray's thoughts on relationships and flowers!ER - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 266 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-26-07 - Complete17. Hope Interrupted and Fate Intervened reviewsRay looks back on his life, and Neela's place in it. Spoilers for Season 13.23ER - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 779 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 7-26-07 - Complete18. Unexpected Company reviewsNeela deals with some plumbing issues. Set before Neela married Michael, when things were simple and they were just roommates. Definately M Rated. RayNeelaER - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,076 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7-13-07 - Complete19. Journal to no oneNeela's thoughts after she married Michael.ER - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 840 - Published: 6-16-07 - Complete20. 24 Hours in the Life of ER » reviewsWhat if we’d got it all wrong, a slightly surreal look at ER at the end, will include past and present members of the ER, takes place sometime after Photographs and MemoriesER - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 18,714 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 6-16-07 - Published: 4-22-0721. Wanted: Maid of Honour Slightly Crumpled reviewsAn alternate take on ‘I Don’t’, what if Neela arrived with someone other than Gates?ER - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 989 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-6-07 - Complete22. Missing him reviewsPrequel to Missing Her from Neela’s POV. Spoilers for Season 13.2123 and 14.1ER - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,569 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-5-07 - Complete23. Missing her reviewsAfter he leaves, Ray realises how much he misses Neela. Spoilers for end of Season 13 and 14ER - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 580 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5-24-07 - Complete24. Hallelujah reviewsSpoilerish for season 13 finale. Neela's thoughts in the cab and at the rally.ER - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 697 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5-19-07 - Complete25. Meditation reviewsNeela has a stressful day and needs to unwind. RayNeela.ER - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 518 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-18-07 - Complete26. About Time reviewsTakes place straight after Photographs and Memories with Ray and Neela. This is my attempt at short, light hearted fic, but don’t hope for too much, I’m far better at angst than happiness!ER - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,010 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 4-19-07 - Complete27. Their last night reviewsRay and Neela try to come to terms with the worst that life can throw at them poor summary but I'm useless at them. My first fan fiction for years, and my first ever ER one, be gentle!ER - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,292 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-17-07 - Complete
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