joudama
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since: 11-13-01, id: 126484, Profile Updated: 07-03-12
country: Japan
Author has written 70 stories for Clamp, Gundam Wing/AC, Yami no Matsuei, Card Captor Sakura, Saiyuki, Slayers, Hikaru no Go, Fullmetal Alchemist, Final Fantasy VII, Tokyo Babylon, Final Fantasy XII, Game X-overs, X/1999, Metal Gear, Silent Hill, Final Fantasy XIII, and Sherlock.

I'm your average, ordinary American expat. :D

FIRST OFF, I highly, highly, HIGHLY recommend going to my livejournal (tokyoroadkill), insanejournal (stopthatgirl7) , or dreamwidth/AO3 (joudama) for my fics--I tend to fix little mistakes I catch there, and I also usually only post drabbles to lj and ij (and those are the places where I post not-infrequent drabble challenges when I'm bored). So yeah, those are the ways to go, because FF net annoys me lots and lots. ALSO! I will not be posting any of my more mature-themed fic here. For those fic, you'll have to go to my lj or ij.

Second, the last few years I have either been very sick or very injured or very busy, so I got very little writing done. I'm trying to get back into the swing of things.

Oh, and? Comments make me feel loved. :D


1. An Apple A Day: The Yellow Farce »
Sentiment does not need sentiment for his Work. But John, who could see the battlefield of London even without Sherlock even if he couldn't join the fight, does. And it's all fine. (BBC Sherlock AU set in the same Cthulhu-mythos universe as Neil Gaiman's "A Study in Emerald.")
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,995 - Published: 4-17-13 - Sherlock H. & John W.
2. Why They Actually Do Get On » reviews
There are, in fact, reasons why Sherlock and John get on so well. Namely, intimidation via Cluedo boards, pouting, and the occasional serial killer.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,946 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 4-12-13 - Published: 9-17-12 - John W. & Sherlock H.
3. Fratres for Violin and Piano reviews
Every year, the Holmes boys pick a duet to play for Mummy. She'd always hoped it would help them get along better. This is, sadly, not the case, but John can see why she does it.
Sherlock - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,735 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 8-25-12 - Sherlock H. & Mycroft H. - Complete
4. Here There Be reviews
Because every castle, or mind palace, as the case may be, has a dungeon.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 915 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-25-12 - Sherlock H. - Complete
5. Violin Concerto I reviews
Nighttime is a different world; one in which Sherlock plays music that is unlike him and John's mind plays nightmares that leave him unlike himself.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,543 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-6-12 - John W. & Sherlock H. - Complete
6. 100 Word Challenge » reviews
These are hundred word drabbles written for an FF7 drabble comm on insanejournal. As I write drabbles for it, I'll add them here.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 26 - Words: 3,284 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-31-12 - Published: 1-16-10
7. A Terrible and Strange Simpatico reviews
It was a terrible and strange simpatico that John Watson and Mycroft Holmes shared; one that could not be put into words and that could not and would not be mentioned even obliquely.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 986 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-21-12 - Mycroft H. & John W. - Complete
8. Why They Get On » reviews
People reckon they've almost got it figured, why Sherlock and John get on so well. ...almost.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,922 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 7-6-12 - Published: 7-5-12 - John W. & Sherlock H. - Complete
9. Cause Really reviews
'Cause really, I'm a psycho. And this is going to be such funsies! ...My dear.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 484 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-3-12 - J. Moriarty & Sherlock H. - Complete
10. Between a Good Man and a Great One reviews
The border between a good man and a great man is more than that of a single word, and the gulf is wide. Sherlock is a great man, and this is precisely why he surrounds himself with good ones.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 716 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-29-12 - Sherlock H. - Complete
11. Thagirion » reviews
Instead of waiting to breed new Ancients, Hojo decides to simply create a new one from Aerith and a terrorist who remembers more than she should. AU; written for help japan.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 21,999 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 6-17-12 - Published: 7-4-11 - Tifa L. & Aerith G.
12. And All Our Yesterdays Have Lighted Fools reviews
Sephiroth knows all too well what his enemies' weaknesses are. AU Harrow Children-verse, set during the FF7 timeline.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 638 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-22-11 - Aerith G. & Zack F. - Complete
13. The Problem with Puppies » reviews
In which Nibelheim never happens, because Zack is a puppy, and the problem with puppies is that puppies try to eat EVERYTHING.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 8,329 - Reviews: 36 - Updated: 7-12-11 - Published: 7-12-08 - Sephiroth & Zack F.
14. In This Together » reviews
Once upon a time, there were two boys from Banora.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 6 - Words: 28,399 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 3-6-11 - Published: 10-4-08 - Angeal H. & Genesis R.
15. Drabble challenges! » reviews
On my writing journals, I do drabble challenges. Here are the results.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 14 - Words: 4,691 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-3-10
16. The Good Professor » reviews
A series of mid- to long-length drabbles, all focusing on Professor Hojo.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 2,456 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 9-3-10 - Published: 3-4-10 - Prof. Hojo
17. Family Resemblance reviews
He wanted to discover every feeling she was hiding . Written for areyougame, with the prompt of 'He wanted to discover every feeling she was hiding' for Snow and Lightning. Slight game spoilers.
Final Fantasy XIII - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,535 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-28-10 - Snow & Lightning - Complete
18. Not Again, Not Again, Not Again reviews
Silent Hill 4, written for areyougame on insanejournal with the prompt 'Halluncinations; it's the room that confines me.' What is real, what is real, what is real?
Silent Hill - Rated: T - English - Drama/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,225 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-18-10 - Henry T. - Complete
19. Harrow Children » reviews
Zack lives!Advent Children AU. The line between the quick and the dead is thin and blurred, and some fragments of memories live on past death.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 54,356 - Reviews: 33 - Updated: 12-30-09 - Published: 7-30-08 - Zack F. & Tifa L.
20. Mideelian Cuisine Made not so EZ reviews
If you can't find a place that can make it for you, you'll just have to make it your own damned self.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,143 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-7-09 - Angeal H. & Genesis R. - Complete
21. Ienai » reviews
For you, some things cannot be spoken; cannot be healed. Now with expanded author's notes!
Metal Gear - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,940 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 9-7-09 - Published: 8-31-09 - Otacon & S. Snake - Complete
22. The Practicalities of Life reviews
Why peanut butter can be your friend. Written for propfic on dreamwidth with the prop being 'bubble gum.'
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 638 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 9-7-09 - Sephiroth & Genesis R. - Complete
23. Soft reviews
Hal Emmerich is soft, and what is soft is malleable.
Metal Gear - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,427 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-16-09 - S. Snake & Otacon - Complete
24. Beating the Heat reviews
Angeal really hates summer in Midgar.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 990 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 8-13-09 - Angeal H. & Zack F. - Complete
25. Stranger in Midgar reviews
Take my name but just let me be. Written for fictunes on insanejournal with the musical prompt Stranger in Moscow.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,166 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-30-09 - Rufus - Complete
26. A Hope in Hell » reviews
Hope is a hard thing to come by, in both war and 'peace'. Written for no true pair challenge on insanejournal for the prompt 'the title is A Hope in Hell.'
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 29,080 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-29-09 - Published: 1-11-09 - Angeal H.
27. The Things You Never Knew About People » reviews
Pregame. You'd be amazed, the things you never knew about people. Elena likes horror, Rude has a sweet tooth, and Reno, well, Reno is a rather cunning linguist.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 9 - Words: 62,984 - Reviews: 77 - Updated: 3-15-09 - Published: 6-8-06 - Reno
28. Deadly Sweet Mother reviews
Adrasteia Rhapsodos hates this child.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,099 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-8-09 - Genesis R. - Complete
29. The Griffin and the Chimera reviews
One was divine, chosen of the gods; one was an abomination, made not by the hands of gods. Written for areyougame on insanejournal. Prompt, Wings, It was the first time he saw them.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,002 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-31-09 - Angeal H. & Genesis R. - Complete
30. Seasons Change reviews
A series of drabbles based on the seasons, almost all pre-FF7.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,732 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-6-08
31. Minutes to Midnight reviews
It's ten years after the end of the world, and Tokyo feels fine.
X/1999 - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 732 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-5-08 - Complete
32. Bricks at the Devil reviews
Don't show your tears to your oppressors; don't show your tears.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,581 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-19-08 - Yuffie K. - Complete
33. The Scorched Earth Policy » reviews
For kinkfest on IJ, with Seph, Genesis, and Angeal, prompt, brake failure. There are some sounds that Sephiroth never wanted to hear. EVER. Now with bonus sequel because of an areyougame prompt and omake!
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 8,269 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 10-31-08 - Published: 7-7-08 - Complete
34. Falling Into Grace reviews
And I am falling into grace, to the unknown, to where you are. For areyougame on insanejournal. Prompt, AU, what if Sephiroth, not Zack, had fallen through her roof that day?
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,061 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-28-08 - Sephiroth & Aerith G. - Complete
35. Those Who Seek One Moment of Peace
FF12 and KH crossover; Fran, Riku, and Sora. Written for areyougame on insanejournal. The Viera had a saying about this...
Game X-overs - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 939 - Published: 10-16-08 - Complete
36. Flammis acribus addictis
And the wicked shall be consigned to the flames. Written for areyougame.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 438 - Published: 10-2-08 - Genesis R. - Complete
37. Confutatis maledictis reviews
There are some thing Sephiroth will never say. Written for areyougame on insanejournal. Prompt, Sephiroth, angst – salt in an open wound
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,023 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-1-08 - Sephiroth - Complete
38. Not Your Average reviews
This Sky Pirate cannot be maintained by mere buttons. Written for fictunes on insanejournal. Prompt: Not Your Average Thug.
Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 917 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-30-08 - Balthier & Fran - Complete
39. Dance with the Devil reviews
What Fran sees, in the pale moon light.
Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 789 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9-7-08 - Fran & Balthier - Complete
40. Hide and Seek reviews
Tseng and Aerith play hide and seek. Only Tseng doesn't know the rules.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,683 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-16-08 - Tseng & Aerith G. - Complete
41. Six for Sick Days reviews
These are six drabbles written from prompts on my lj and ij when I was sick and stuck at home. The six prompts were Valentine's day, fanclub tour planning, chicken pox, drinking, something with Tseng and Zack, and the Sephlings discover ice cream.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,789 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-14-08 - Complete
42. Fries With That? reviews
Drive-thrus are hell, yo. Written for areyougame on insanejournal. Prompt, the Turks, Shinra does McDonalds.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,125 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 7-31-08 - Reno & Rude - Complete
43. The Most Frightening Thing of All reviews
Because human beings are the most dangerous things of all. Written for kinkfest on insanejournal. Prompt, Seishirou and Subaru, bondage; like a dream to me, you are not what you seem...
Tokyo Babylon - Rated: T - English - Drama/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,207 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7-27-08 - Complete
44. Fixation reviews
All Genesis wants to be is enough. Written for areyougame on insanejournal, prompt, Sephiroth and Genesis: possession; I am starting to feel very possessive about it.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,973 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-17-08 - Genesis R. & Sephiroth - Complete
45. Wanna Cup? reviews
Sometimes, it's mighty hard to get a good cup of coffee.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-15-08 - Reno & Rude - Complete
46. Fragments reviews
He and Kadaj are more alike than Cloud had ever known, until that moment. Written for areyougame on insanejoural, prompt, Reunion, Death is the starlit strip between the companionship of yesterday and the reunion of tomorrow.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 385 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-14-08 - Cloud S. & Kadaj - Complete
47. The Meaning of the Word reviews
Sometimes, having a limited vocabulary was a GOOD thing. Written for kinkfest on insane journal. Prompt, Injury and Escape; "...partners, yo."
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,243 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 7-9-08 - Rude & Reno - Complete
48. Ein Sof » reviews
They are the vessels, made only to hold the Word.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 9,183 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-9-08 - Published: 3-19-08 - Sephiroth
49. Oedipus Tyrannus reviews
Sephiroth doesn't understand.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,760 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6-15-08 - Sephiroth - Complete
50. Where One's Responsibilities Lie reviews
In which Vincent learns that you are responsible for the things you pick up, and in which Cloud tells someone to stop angsting. Kweh.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,707 - Reviews: 65 - Published: 6-7-08 - Vincent V. & Cloud S. - Complete
51. Welcome to ShinraMart! » reviews
When drabble challenges go horribly, horribly wrong. Welcome to the ShinraMart Convenience Store! AU, and pure, unadulterated CRACK.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,383 - Reviews: 23 - Updated: 5-30-08 - Published: 2-9-08
52. The Best Laid Plans reviews
Even Sephiroth wants Genesis to shut up about "Loveless." Crackfic.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,705 - Reviews: 22 - Published: 4-13-08 - Sephiroth - Complete
53. Come Undone
From a prompt on my insanejournal. Cho Gonou has come undone.
Saiyuki - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 583 - Published: 4-4-08 - Hakkai C. - Complete
54. Something Delicate reviews
A sky she will never fear, and a dream of something that both was and was not...and perhaps sadder because of it.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,252 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-2-08 - Aerith G. & Cloud S. - Complete
55. No Plans To Die Tonight reviews
Reno's got his hand on the controls and no plans to die.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 784 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-4-08 - Reno & Rude - Complete
56. Scheherazade reviews
Reno has a thousand and one different smiles, and each one tells a different story.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 719 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-23-08 - Reno & Rude - Complete
57. Freeze My Love Annex II: God »
It's very simple, really, what Clow Read wanted.
Card Captor Sakura - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 685 - Published: 6-8-06 - Complete
58. Freeze My Love II: Fracture reviews
CCS and X. A seal that has been broken can never be fully repaired.
Card Captor Sakura - Rated: T - English - Drama/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14,136 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-8-06
59. A Man of Honor reviews
Maes Hughes is, above all, a man of who keeps his word. (Hughes x Roy.)
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-7-05
60. Paradise, Regained and Lost » reviews
Al dreams of the abyss, Ed wakes in it.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 517 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 3-23-05 - Published: 3-8-05 - Alphonse E. & Edward E. - Complete
61. Wake Me Light reviews
Around episode 17ish. Just a short Touyakun POV about Hikaru.
Hikaru no Go - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 809 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-5-03 - Complete
62. Freeze My Love I: Dream » reviews
CCS/X - Nemuri ga kureta yume wa omoide wo tsutsumu - The dreams that sleep gave me envelop my thoughts. It's 1999, and the CCS happy ending is beginning to unravel.
Card Captor Sakura - Rated: T - English - Drama/Supernatural - Chapters: 5 - Words: 41,403 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 2-21-03 - Published: 11-13-01
63. Freeze My Love Annex I: Hearth » reviews
Once upon a time, Amamiya Nadeshiko fell out of a tree.
Card Captor Sakura - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,476 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-24-03 - Published: 12-27-01 - Complete
64. Angel reviews
A short songfic, inspired by Tori Amos's "Juarez," featuring Muraki and Hisoka
Yami no Matsuei - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,333 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-25-02
65. Hurt reviews
A little stream-of-consciousness songfic that happened when I listened to NIN right after watching YnM. Dumb, man, dumb.
Yami no Matsuei - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,498 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-14-02
66. Tibi Soli Peccavi reviews
In which deals are struck by a priest, memories are played with by a mazoku, and bad things are done to a boy. Occurs before the show.
Slayers - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15,851 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 12-16-01 - Zelgadiss G. & Xelloss M. - Complete
67. Destruction reviews
What's in a name? A rose by any other name...
Saiyuki - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,094 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 11-16-01
68. And Some Days, the Tree Gets You reviews
Li goes Clow Card hunting in Ueno...
Clamp - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 11-13-01
69. It's So All Right reviews
Duo talking about a very bad relationship
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 627 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-13-01
70. Kiss reviews
Songfic-inside Muraki and Tsuzuki's head during various sections
Yami no Matsuei - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,403 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11-13-01