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since: 05-02-07, id: 1270506, Profile Updated: 11-16-09
country: United States
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Author has written 25 stories for Fullmetal Alchemist, Death Note, and Naruto.

Hola! Que tal? I suppose if you're bothering to read this, you want to know who I am. You can call me Lily. Or Shadow. Either one works, really.

Age: 20

I'm an American, but I can't see myself living here for the rest of my life. I love traveling and I want to be an anthropologist so I'm hoping to get to see the world. After all, there's so much more out there.

I'm a college junior! But with my major I have the sneaking supicion that I'm gonna be here forever.

I don't watch all that much tv, but I do watch Doctor Who (the new series), Bones, Torchwood, and Supernatural, and I'll watch House if it happens to be on. I'm also a big fan of the 60's TV show Thunderbirds. Brains rocks!

Pretty much anyone who knows me can tell you I'm a book worm. I always have a book somewhere on my person. Currently I'm reading Anne Rice's Memnoch the Devil, Herbie Brennen's Ruler of the Realm, and Jane Lindskold's Wolf's Head Wolf's Heart, among others. I'm well aware I'm crazy. I need a life.

I'm an official member/co-founder of Commaholics Anonymous!

And be sure to check out my little sister's page! She's silentwatcherXXX. Her stories (when she posts them) tend to be fluffier than mine, for those of you who don't want that angst cloud hanging over your head all the time.
Also, my roommate is munnins-memory. And JahLoveAngel is a friend of mine from my first college.

Favourites:

Manga: Death Note, Diabolo, DNAngel, Juvenille Orion, Demon Diary, some other random stuff.

Anime: Wolf's Rain, Fullmetal Alchemist (first series), Bleach, Higurashi no Naku Koro ni (a.k.a.: When They Cry), Black Cat, Nodame Cantable, Revolutionary Girl Utena.

Books: Waaaaaay too many to list. Anne Rice's Vampire Chronicles, Herbie Brenan's Faerie Wars Chronicles, Jane Lindskold's Firekeeper saga, Eion Colifer's Artimis Fowl series, James Patterson's Maximum Ride series, and Ray Bradbury's Something Wicked This Way Comes to name a few.

My favourite musical is Rent because there's something undeniably human about it. Also I like its message of love being the most important thing a person can have in their life.

My favourite comic book artist is Jhonen Vasquez. I like JtHM, Invader Zim, and the little bit of SQUEE I've had the chance to read. I'm hoping to be able to finish reading his comics sometime soon. They're extremely interesting as a social commentary.

And my favourite film is The Crow.

Pairings: (names are in no particular order)

Death Note: Raito/L, Matt/Mello, Matsuda/Giovanni

Diabolo: Rai/Ren... there need to be more stories for this manga

DNAngel: Satoshi/Daisuke, Dark/Krad

Juvenille Orion: Tsukasa/Tonomori, Mana/Kusakabe, Kusakabe/Naoya

Demon Diary: Raenef/Eclipse, Erutis/Chris

Fullmetal Alchemist: Roy/Ed, Al/Winry

Bleach: Hitsugaya/Momo, Chad/Orihime, Orihime/Tatsuki, Ichigo/Renji, Ichigo/Rukia, Uruyu/Rukia (Wierd, I know.)

Utena: Utena/Anthy

Ouron Host Club: Hitachiincest (because we all know they really aren't faking)

I'm a big shounen-ai/yaoi fangirl, if you didn't notice. I also have no problem with shoujo-ai/yuri.
That said, I have no problem with writing boyxboy pairings. In fact, most of my stories have at least one such pairing.


The eighty seven and a half zillion other places around teh interwebs where you can visit me:

1. FFN's sister site, fictionpress.com, has a bunch of my older original work. I'll get around to updating that eventually. snowfallinsummer
2. I just started redoing my SheezyArt account. I've negleted it for a long while, but I should get it straightened out eventually. SilverShadows
3. I now have a deviantART account. This is new, though, so it'll take me a while to get stuff put up. clear-sight
4. And I've just joined mangabullet. Like my dA account, however, this is new and getting things put up will be a gradual process. Also, there are stories on this site that are not on ffn, if anyone's interested. Clear-Sight


A/N:

Hola! A note regarding all of my stories on here at this point. I'm rewriting things. Like, pretty much everything. Especially the older things, because I honestly can't stand to look at them anymore. On that list, in the order I'll be redoing them:

1. Faded- I've already started on that. I pulled the whole thing down ahead of time because it was such a mess. But that one's started
2. Bell the Cat- This one's already started. It's a work in progress, so I want to get that done before I move on. Mostly I'm just fixing Ed's characterization because I didn't like the way I portrayed him. So actual editing should be minimal.
3. Taming the Tiger- This one's also already started, though I only have one of the edited chapters up. I'm doing this one next because it's a work in progress, but I don't want to move forward with it until it's edited. But, people have already been waiting around for 43 chapters to see how it's going to end, so the torches and pitchforks are actually long overdue. The title will be changed as well. When I start putting up edited chapters, I'm going to change the title to either The Tiger or just Tiger.
4. Memories - I chose this one to do next for two reasons. First, it's the sequel to Faded, so I want the new version finished by the time I finish Faded. Second, it's over two years old, so the writing is absolutely horrendous. Actually, this was my the first fanfic I ever finished. The first I ever wrote was Truth, which actually started out as an L/Raito story and morphed into what's on the site. But that one's discontinued and has only been spared deletion by virtue of being my first fic.
5. Ghost Love Score - This one is terrible. I absolutely detest it. Actually, I kinda wish I hadn't written it in the first place. But people got upset when I said I was going to delete it, so I'm leaving it, but it's being edited so that I can bear to look at it.
6. Wishing for the Sunset - Because it's awful and has a sequel. It needs serious work before I can get Pheonix off the ground.
7. Blood on the Snow - Because for some reason people like this story, so I want to change a few things and make the writing presentable.

If I finish with those, then I might work on the ones that have been discontinued. Some of them people really like and so I might finish them. Others are because I want to finish them. All of the discontinued ones I'm rewriting will be with the intent of finishing them:

1. Godless- This is part of an evolution that has been going on since I started writing fanfics. It goes Truth, Moonlight and Raindrops, Godless, Anomaly, then the Wammy's Boys trilogy followed by the Wammy's Boys quintet plus the piece currently titled Fallen. But this is my favourite of the earlier ones. It has a certain fire to it that the ones before it lacked. But the writing and presentation aren't as mature as they could be. My writing's improved since then. But I want to finish it. Plus people like this fic.
2. Hand of Sorrow- This is my only Naruto fanfic. I actually am not a fan of the series, just the characters. But I like the idea of this fic. It's really the only fantasy fic I have, and when I write original fiction I write primarily fantasy. So I'd like to finish it. However, it's old and the writing is crap, so it's being redone.
3. Truth- I want to finish this. This is my first ever fic, which I began posting the same day as Memories. It's not really good, seeing as how it's over two years old, but I want to finish it just because it was the first one I started. Plus it's the first in the Wammy's progression. I want to finish all of those.
4. Moonlight and Raindrops- This one kinda wandered off track and died. I want to resurrect it. Besides, it's my only fluff fic.

And the Wammy's Boys quintet gets it's own section. That's because I'm doing some odd things with that. I wanted it as close to cannon as possible, so editing is being done:

1. Inequity- I scrapped this one and am in the process of rewriting it. I wanted it to be closer to cannon and was presented with new information. I'll have to get to where the Letters come in before I start posting B's, though I've already started it.
2. Title to come- This is B's. I don't have a title for it yet, but it will be the second. When I get to the point where the 4th generation comes in, I'll start reposting Anomaly.
3. Anomaly- This is Near's. It was the first of this set that I started. I'm keeping the basic premise, but I'm making some alterations. I want it to fit better with the others.
4. Lost- This one's Matt's. It was the third to be introduced I will be doing pretty much a complete overhaul of this one. A recent conversation with JahLoveAngel really got me thinking about him and there are some things I want to change.
5. Forsaken - This is Mello's and will take the place of Fallen. Fallen simply isn't at all believable. And I want these stories to be believable. So I'm replacing it with this. I already have it started and it's shaping up to be quiet interesting.

6. Fallen- Last one, though it was the second introduced. And it's Mello's. I'm scrapping this one and starting over. Now I will be keeping this story on the site, but it won't be connected to the quintet. I'm not sure if I'll change the title of the story I have up now and label the new one as Fallen, or if I'll keep this one as Fallen and label the new one as something else. I'm not sure what the new one would be called yet, either. But the reason I'm scrapping this. It isn't believable. At all. It is interesting, which is why I'm keeping it, but I want the stories in the quintet to at least be believable.

So there you have it. The overhaul of my portfolio on this site. All of this will probably take me quite some time, so please bear with me. Besides, it should at least be interesting to watch. Onward!
~Lily

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1. Effacé Devant » reviews
Near is a student at a prestigious ballet academy. He sits safely at the top of his level, content with his placement and the order of things. At least until a new dancer named Mello arrives. AU, kind of a crack idea. For munnins-memory. HIATUS
Death Note - Rated: T - English - General/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,701 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 11-16-09 - Published: 5-4-09 - Near & Mello
2. Inequity » reviews
He was an experiment. A model of what his creator had hoped for. The first Letter. The first success. The only real L. Companion to Anomaly, Lost, and Fallen. Name/series spoilers.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,892 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 8-13-09 - Published: 1-16-09 - L
3. Catastrophic Memory reviews
Mello has been having strange dreams and disturbing visions. The only thing that's clear in any of it is that he is no longer able to determine what's real and what isn't. A little odd at times, please read first A/N.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 609 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-3-09 - Mello & Matt
4. Faded » reviews
Roy tries to help a dangerously depressed Ed, but finds himself battling a few of his own demons. RoyxEd, slightly OOC Prequal to Memories. Rewriting. HIATUS.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 8 - Words: 10,222 - Reviews: 51 - Updated: 6-30-09 - Published: 8-22-07 - Edward E. & Roy M.
5. Lost » reviews
Matt had never considered himself special and he never could have guessed that any of this would happen to him. Companion to Inequity, Anomaly, Fallen. name/series spoilers, rated for content. EDITING & HIATUS
Death Note - Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,189 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 5-21-09 - Published: 4-20-08 - Matt
6. Fallen » reviews
Mello was a lot like a butterfly gone horribly wrong. Oh, he was beautiful, but rather than something gentle and frail, he became something fierce and untouchable. Companion to Inequity, Anomaly, Lost, name/series spoilers. EDITING & HIATUS
Death Note - Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 15 - Words: 19,938 - Reviews: 41 - Updated: 5-21-09 - Published: 4-20-08 - Mello
7. Anomaly » reviews
Near was different, that was something everyone knew. What they didn't know was why. Companion to Inequity, Lost, and Fallen. Name/series spoilers, rated for content. EDITING & HIATUS
Death Note - Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 20 - Words: 26,489 - Reviews: 75 - Updated: 5-21-09 - Published: 3-28-08 - Near
8. Ghosts of Our Pasts » reviews
Glimpses of the lives of the fourth generation Wammy's boys inspired by the album Sam's Town by The Killers. Whole series spoilers. HIATUS
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Friendship/General - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,002 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-18-09 - Matt & Mello
9. Bell the Cat » reviews
Ed is a chimera whose soul purpose in life has always been to protect his master. So what will happen when that duty is taken from him? Neko!Ed done propperly, because I'm tired of pointless chimera Eds. Rated for violence. HIATUS
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 14,700 - Reviews: 71 - Updated: 3-28-09 - Published: 3-12-09 - Edward E. & Roy M.
10. Burn reviews
Mello left and Matt's trying to cope alone. Songfic, M for flashbacks. HIATUS
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,317 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-21-09 - Matt & Mello
11. Never Alone reviews
Roy gets a visit from someone he thought he had lost.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,219 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-16-09 - Roy M. & Edward E. - Complete
12. Felicity or Doom reviews
What's happened to us, Matt?" "I don't know." A oneshot about Matt and Mello. Nothing explicit. This is an experiment with writing style, so please let me know what you think.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,462 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-3-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
13. Uncertainty » reviews
This is just a collection of one-shots featuring Matt and Mello. None of them are related. MxM
Death Note - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,471 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-26-08 - Matt & Mello
14. Godless » reviews
Really? Then tell me, just what are we?" He paused for a moment before answering, "We are... nothing." M&M, AT, slight OOC, possibly sensitive material. DISCONTINUED
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 23 - Words: 36,335 - Reviews: 134 - Updated: 9-19-08 - Published: 1-2-08 - Matt & Mello
15. Wishing for the Sunset » reviews
Edward is blinded in battle and relies on Roy. Um... I don't want to give away everything, but it's me, so you know it'll be sad. Sorry I suck at summaries. It's better than it sounds. AT, RoyxEd.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 18,231 - Reviews: 100 - Updated: 9-14-08 - Published: 5-10-07 - Edward E. & Roy M. - Complete
16. Phoenix reviews
Sequel to Wishing for the Sunset. I'll post a summary later. HIATUS
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 858 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9-14-08 - Edward E. & Alphonse E.
17. Taming the Tiger » reviews
Tigers are warriors: brave, fierce, and cunning. And among them he was a god. No one could have imagined that such a being could be broken. Torture, rape, AT, M&M. Darkfic. REWRITING. HIATUS
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 43 - Words: 54,825 - Reviews: 286 - Updated: 9-14-08 - Published: 10-30-07 - Mello & Matt
18. Ghost Love Score » reviews
Matt's relationship with Mello has become abusive, but he won't let go of the hope that things will change. MxM, non-con, abuse, slight OOC, AT, name spoilers. Will be rewritten.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 23 - Words: 24,096 - Reviews: 246 - Updated: 9-14-08 - Published: 10-14-07 - Matt & Mello - Complete
19. Moonlight and Raindrops » reviews
A look at Matt and Mello's relationship across the years, from Wammy's to the night of their deaths. MxM, character death, spoilers in later chapters. DISCONTINUED
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 12 - Words: 10,226 - Reviews: 58 - Updated: 9-13-08 - Published: 10-19-07 - Matt & Mello
20. Hand of Sorrow » reviews
Naruto lived alone until he was found by a teacher who worked for a prince. From there he was trained to fight and became a powerful weapon and a barganing chip in times of war. NaruSasu, NaruHina AU, AT, silght OOC. HIATUS.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,510 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 9-13-08 - Published: 9-17-07 - Naruto U. & Sasuke U.
21. Blood on the Snow » reviews
Near desires reassurance. Mello desires control. Linda desires direction. Matt desires confirmation. But be careful, because desire can be deadly. MelloNear, MattNear; AU; non-con, lime. HIATUS
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 14 - Words: 14,918 - Reviews: 37 - Updated: 8-29-08 - Published: 7-29-08 - Near & Matt
22. Missing You reviews
Ed and Roy reflect on their separation. Songfic to 'Bed of Lies' by Matchbox 20. Set between the end of the series and Shamballa. RoyEd, onesided RizaRoy.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,739 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-18-08 - Edward E. & Roy M. - Complete
23. Balloons » reviews
Now a collection of oneshots featuring Matt, Mello, and Near. Friendship, humour, a little shounen ai, a little angst. Balloons, Dye Another Day, Kiss, Dice Castles.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/General - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,274 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 3-11-08 - Published: 1-29-08 - Near & Matt - Complete
24. Truth » reviews
What L, Mellow, Near, and Matt were like as children at Wammy's House. This follows them all the way through the end of the Kira investigation. Preseriespostseries, MelloNear, MelloMatt, RaitoL DISCONTINUED
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,698 - Reviews: 30 - Updated: 10-28-07 - Published: 5-5-07 - L & Mello
25. Memories » reviews
Ed has died and Roy is trying to cope with the loss with the help of Hawkeye, who is determined to save him from himself. RoyxEd, onesided RizaxRoy, character death, Sequal to Faded. Will be rewritten.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,707 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 5-6-07 - Published: 5-5-07 - Roy M. & Riza H. - Complete
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