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since: 05-07-07, id: 1273754, Profile Updated: 10-24-12
country: UK
Author has written 21 stories for Torchwood, Ashes to Ashes, Doctor Who, Titanic, Suite Life series, Hollyoaks, Good Night Mr Tom, Glee, and Web Shows.

Hey, I'm Shannen :) My penname used to be I Heart U All :p But I changed it to CPBambi now I'm posting again.

Currently at university :)

Not much more to say, I hope you enjoy my writing!

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.
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1. Time Is Running Out reviews
Some sad danisnotonfirexamazingphil friendship that wouldn't leave my brain in peace.
Web Shows - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,263 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-24-12
2. Should Be Loved » reviews
Kurt is betrayed by the one person he thought he could trust. He breaks, leaving Finn to pick up the pieces. Furt brotherly love. mentioned Blaine/Karofsky. AU. TRIGGER WARNING: CONTAINS SELF-HARM. I don't own Glee. COMPLETE
Glee - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 6 - Words: 7,758 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 1-5-12 - Published: 5-17-11 - Kurt H. & Finn H. - Complete
3. Whistle reviews
This is how I imagine the actual moment of Zach's death in a London air raid. Please R&R!
Good Night Mr Tom - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 356 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 11-8-09 - Complete
4. Lightning Strikes Twice » reviews
Gwen is told Rhys is dead. Distraught her and Owen go to the Hub, but disaster strikes, and one is left fighting for their life... Is life really worth it, whn so many things that you take for granted can go wrong? Chapter 23 finally up, sorry folks!
Torchwood - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 23 - Words: 22,312 - Reviews: 72 - Updated: 10-12-09 - Published: 10-13-07 - Gwen C. & Owen H.
5. I Breathe, 'Cause That's All That's Left reviews
A What If sprung from Friday's episode, v. angsty. It's about Newt, what would happen if he had died? How would people take it? What about the people left behind? Better summary inside, please R&R!
Hollyoaks - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,401 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-10-09 - Lauren
6. The Journal Of BrynnFfion Cooper reviews
This is a spin-off of Lightning Strikes Twice, read that first! This is basically Brynn's journal. Set after Tosh's death, she thinks about her mum and Tosh and herself. Quite angsty, I think. I'm not sure about this, please R&R!
Torchwood - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 944 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-25-08
7. Death, She Whispers To Me reviews
The dying thoughts of Ianto Jones. Based on part of the song Whisper by Evanescence. Post-Exit Wounds angst, basically. He lays waiting to die, thinking about Torchwood, his friends, and Captain Jack Harkness... Please R&R!
Torchwood - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 631 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-22-08 - Complete
8. Fear In A Brother's Eyes reviews
Cody is hurt and Zack believes it's his fault. But will Zack accept that it wasn't? Will Cody pull through? Will people end up mourning a twin? Summary bad, story hopefully better! Please R&R!
Suite Life series - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,106 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-31-08
9. Lost In Both Worlds reviews
This is my old Ashes story revised. I think its better. Alex and Gene are kidnapped when on a case. But what will happen to them, and will they make it out alive? Can the Gene Genie save them? Will Alex's quick thinking help? Please R&R!
Ashes to Ashes - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,172 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 7-25-08
10. A Child On The Beach reviews
Jack thinks about Rose, about the 'unsinkable' Titanic and his own fate as unconsciousness begins to engulf him in the freezing waters. First pice of writing for Titanic, please R&R, constructive criticism appreciated!
Titanic - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-3-08 - Jack D. & Rose D. - Complete
11. Death Certificates reviews
Jack is looking at Toshiko and Owen's death certificates and thinking, reminiscing about all the people he has lost. Tosh and Owen, Estelle and Rose among others. Slightly angsty. Please R&R, consructive criticism appreciated!
Torchwood - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 375 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-3-08 - Complete
12. Tears » reviews
A fic set in two different times, one where Rose is dying and the other where the doctor is thinking and reminiscing. Please R&R. Quite angsty. Written because me and a friend discussed whether Rose would die in series 4, not that we wanted her to.
Doctor Who - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,488 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-22-08 - Published: 5-18-08 - Complete
13. I May Never See Your Face Again reviews
Angsty songfic to Def Leppard, Long Long Way To Go, the characters reactions and emotions to the aftermath of Exit Wounds, spoilers. Jack knows what Gwen is going through. Actions speak louder than words. Please R&R, constructive critsism appreciated.
Torchwood - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 903 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-18-08 - Complete
14. Forgetting » reviews
A Post Exit Wounds conversation between Toshiko and Owen. Spoilers for the ep. Please R&R. Will they ever be forgotten?
Torchwood - Rated: K+ - English - Sci-Fi/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 809 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 4-10-08 - Published: 4-7-08 - Complete
15. I Know That Everyone Gets Scared reviews
Beginning inspired by One Republic, Stop and Stare. My version of Rose and the Doctor's reunion. Please R&R
Doctor Who - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 568 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-3-08 - 10th Doctor & Rose T. - Complete
16. Under The Weather, Over The Storm reviews
Sad Chris/Shaz songfic. Set quite a few years after Ashes. Shaz reflecting on Chris whilst looking through a photo album. Song is Still Under The Weather by Shania Twain. Please R&R!
Ashes to Ashes - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 745 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-28-08 - Complete
17. I Ain't No Quitter reviews
Ashes To Ashes. Galex Songfic. Alex reflecting on Gene and their relationship. Song is I Ain't No Quitter by Shania Twain. Please R&R!
Ashes to Ashes - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 626 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-28-08 - Complete
18. What Made You Say That? reviews
Ashes to Ashes. Why oh why did she have to fall for him? Inspired by a Shania Twain Song. Galex. Please R&R!
Ashes to Ashes - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-25-08 - Complete
19. I Want To Know What Love Is reviews
Ashes To Ashes. It's 1985 and the day of a wedding. But who's getting married? Please R&R!
Ashes to Ashes - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 553 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 3-25-08 - Complete
20. Innocent Essex Girl reviews
Ashes to Ashes. This is at the hospital after Shaz's stabbing, spoilers for the ep. Characters reflecting on the events of the day and the young WPC Shaz Granger. Please R&R!
Ashes to Ashes - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 500 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-21-08 - Complete
21. All The Memories I Hold Dear reviews
Songfic to Memories, set during Adam, the team reflecting on their memories, both real and fake. Please R&R!
Torchwood - Rated: K+ - English - Sci-Fi/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 556 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-17-08