Nicks: Gwen, Gwenthyr, Gwenthyr Zirah, Skaen, Siril, Avven, kitsune

Why am I here: Two reasons - I like English and I like fantasies about "what if"

I am here pretty long now, why I didn't write anything? It's simple. I like English :) - No really, I am from Czech republic and even if I write a lot in my own language I am collecting the courage to write in English yet.

Who am I anyway: You really care? Hn. I don't think so, but for those who do: From long, long ago I was and am presenting myself as half-demon, half-elf and recently I am referring to myself as kitsune. Why? Because I always had inside me something like dark fire which was really hard for me and even harder for my surrounding. I was somehow cold and distant and fragile, hurting others instead of letting them so close they can hurt me. So, that is my demon part which is softened now finally to bearable extent. And for my elf part - many people when they look at me say: You are an elf! I don't get it thought, because I am no beauty, I am quite ordinary. They say I have something in my eyes what make them think about elves. I don't care, it's their opinion. But I am person who is sensing nature and my body reacts to it (I have some problems with it in fact). Old wood or wild nature, sunshine or wind - this all have so striking beauty for me it can make me cry. And I love beautiful thing in general. (For me there is inner beauty too, thought, so my point of view isn't always shared) So that is why I consider myself half-elf. Why kitsune? I didn't know about this kind of youkai until I saw Yu Yu Hakusho. But then I did some research and was laughing all the way. I always played the part of thief or spy in games. I really like anything beautiful and shiny (I have small treasure even where are lots of shiny things I will never wear and glass shards and such stuff :)) ). What I treasure most is knowledge and wisdom and I am hungrily learning almost anything. I have quite playful nature - not always in nice meaning. And on top of that my real surname came from German and means Fox. So that's it. I think kitsune suits me well :)

And 3rd of May 2008 I got married... the weather was still cold, but the sun shone and light rain was falling - do you know that in Japanese folklor fox spirits are getting married when rain falls and sun is shining at the same time? ;) Only now I have different surname which is not related to foxes anymore...

So it's minimum about me. I will add things when I will have time and good mood ;) I WANT to write some story so if you will be patient enough you can give me back my own ugly or nice comments...