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Author has written 53 stories for Supernatural, and CSI. Hey, Hey it's The Peanut! Well I said this last time and I'll say it again, I thought that I would take the opportunity to update my profile page, and realized yet again just how hard doing one of things is. It's so much easier to write a fic than talk about myself. So what do I let you know? Well I'm English, born and raised in Cheshire, living there until just under three years ago, when due to Hubby's job we took a giant step across the ocean and settled down in the wonderful country of Canada, thoroughly enjoying each and every second we have been here, yes even the winters. I work full time in a hardware store with the best bunch of workmates I have ever worked with. I'm thirty eight, although I feel about twenty eight. I'm married to a self described fanfiction/supernatural widower, a guy who I am slowly turning into a fan of the show, very slowly!! I love Supernatural, and I'm an avid Samgirl. He's such a great character, emotional yet dangerous, what a combination. I guess it helps too that Jared is one hell of a gorgeous guy. I started writing again, after a very long break away from doing so, after spending some months just reading other writers fics on the site and wondering if I could produce something. I must admit I took a hell of a long time plucking up the nerve to post, but also have to admit I'm soooo glad that I did, the response here has been amazing with everyone being so helpful, resulting in me meeting some awesome people. I tend to write Supernatural based fics, the brotherly dynamic and urban legend plots giving me massive amounts of scope to play with, but I just wrote and posted my first ever CSI fic, the ending to season 8 compeling me to do so. Yet another thing I love Canada for the fact that I get to watch both shows without the time clashing! I have a love for all types of music and love spending my days off with the tunes blasting, singing at the top of my voice. I am a proud member of CWESS ( Coalition for the Written Enhancement of Sam's Story ) http://z9.invisionfree.com/Sams_Barmy_Army/index.php. and I'm avidly looking forward to taking part in this years secret Sam-ta exchange. I just wanted to mention a couple of people here before I go, Darksupernatural, http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1359740/darksupernatural My Lil Bit, My Sis, My Best Friend. You are always there whenever I need help or advice, or even if I need a swift kick up the arse to get me writing again. As you know the feeling is mutual and if you ever need me just call. As for when I get down to see you again, I'll bring the mullet rock, if you bring the Impala. Sammygirl1963, http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1230513/ my biggest fan, every single chapter I have written you have sent me a review for and I cherish each and every one. You're another person I can truly count on for help and advice, and as with DS I hope you feel you can come to me if help is needed. Thanks to you both! Also thanks to everyone who has ever reviewed, added to favs or alerts, or just taking time out to read my fics. You guys rock, and are the incentive that keeps me going. Catch you all soon, Gill x | |||||||
1. Hope » reviewsHe's alone, scared and frightened, taken from his family and left with a man he fears. Beatings and threats keep him there, where all he can do is hope. But is hope enough? Teenchester.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 10 - Words: 13,424 - Reviews: 225 - Updated: 11-30-09 - Published: 10-28-092. When The Past Comes Back To Haunt You » reviewsWhat if the rabbits foot wasn't the only thing taken from John's storage unit? What if something that haunted Sam so long ago was taken also? Something with a lust for revenge, and a need to finish what it started. An AU sequel to The Nutcracker.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Suspense/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 13,400 - Reviews: 106 - Updated: 11-15-09 - Published: 9-20-09 - Sam W. & Dean W.3. Destiny reviewsA short tag to Free To Be You And Me. A look into Sam's mind after Lucifer's revellation.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 949 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 9-27-09 - Sam W. - Complete4. Truths, Lies, And The Road Ahead reviewsA short look into Dean's mind after his talk with Castiel. A one shot tag to Free To Be Me And You.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,238 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 9-27-09 - Dean W. - Complete5. Good Intentions, Bad Idea reviewsA llok inside Sam's mind as he battles his inner demons. A short tag to Good God Y'all!Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 960 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 9-18-09 - Sam W. - Complete6. Hidden » reviewsI'm fine Dean! It was their motto after all, hide the hurts, suck up the pain; but this time will those white lies come back to haunt them? As they take on a hunt with multiple spirits, will Sam's failing health become an issue?Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Suspense/Angst - Chapters: 13 - Words: 22,103 - Reviews: 210 - Updated: 9-17-09 - Published: 4-3-09 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete7. Boulevard Of Broken Dreams reviewsSam's thoughts after hearing those words from Bobby and Dean. A short tag to Sympathy For The Devil, cause come on it so needed one.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,328 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 9-15-09 - Sam W. - Complete8. And Nigh The End It Cometh » reviewsLucifer's free and hell bent on getting what he wanted all along. An AU of what I think could happen in season 5. Not a death fic.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,802 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 9-14-09 - Published: 8-26-09 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete9. You'll Always Be My Baby reviewsMary comes to Sam in his time of need, and tells him a few truths about her past.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,817 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 9-3-09 - Sam W. & Mary W. - Complete10. The Plantation House » reviewsMissing teens, an old plantation house, what could possibly go wrong? Dean's about to find out as the brother's take on a hunt he was reluctant to pursue. Hurt Sam. Hurt Dean.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 9 - Words: 14,918 - Reviews: 134 - Updated: 8-25-09 - Published: 5-28-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete11. Between The Darkness And The Light reviewsSam's defeated and feeling alone, and for the first time in his life Dean's not sure how to help, or even if he wants to. Set in season 5. Happy birthday Sammygirl1963.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,272 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 8-18-09 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete12. Carrying On Without You reviewsA drabble set between seasons three and four, focusing on Sam after he carries on after Dean's death.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,320 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 7-7-09 - Sam W. - Complete13. Watching From A Distance reviewsSomething is watching from a distance as both brother's suffer in silence. A short aftermath tag to Lucifer Rising.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,325 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 6-21-09 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete14. Bleeding Love » reviewsA brother wakes up alone and in a strange place, running the halls he searches for his sibling and answers, following noises he hears; but does he really want to meet who's making them? Read warnings before later chapters, this will get dark.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Suspense/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,338 - Reviews: 48 - Updated: 6-14-09 - Published: 6-2-0915. Winchester Single Shots I Have These Dreams reviewsSomething dark is terrorizing Sam’s dreams, but just who, or what is it? And will he be able to help himself when he finds out? My round three in the Winchester Single Shots.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Suspense/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,903 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 6-7-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete16. Winchester Single Shots Hands reviewsHands can hold, hands can comfort, hands can hurt, hands can kill. After a hunt gone bad, both brother's contemplate all these thoughts. My round two in the Winchester Singe Shots.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,186 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-7-09 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete17. Shattered Mind » reviewsSet after the season four finale, kinda what I would love to see next season, a destroyed Sam, and Dean being there for him.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,424 - Reviews: 33 - Updated: 5-28-09 - Published: 5-25-09 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete18. Too Little, Too Late reviewsSam's POV whilst listening to a song after leaving Dean in Everyone Love's A Clown. Song lyrics by Mike And The Mechanics.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,789 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 5-7-09 - Sam W. - Complete19. Intervention reviewsA look inside Dean's head as he takes Sam to the panic room. A short tag to The Rapture.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 776 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 5-6-09 - Dean W. - Complete20. Visions » reviewsA look at how Sam's visions could have happened throughout the years.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,530 - Reviews: 33 - Updated: 5-6-09 - Published: 4-23-09 - Sam W.21. As The Blood Slowly Drains reviewsA tag to Jump The Shark, so obvious spoilers. Sam's thoughts and feelings as he watches his blood slowly drain.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,204 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 4-27-09 - Sam W. - Complete22. Being Brothers reviewsDean's POV as he wakes from a dream. Set season 4. A one shot drabbleSupernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 899 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 4-26-09 - Dean W. - Complete23. Words » reviewsA botched hunt leaves Dean hurt, and John lashing out with harsh words. But is everything as it seems. A gift for cindy123.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,758 - Reviews: 49 - Updated: 4-22-09 - Published: 3-26-09 - Sam W. & John W. - Complete24. Winchester Single Shots Protecting You reviewsWhile trying to protect both Dean and himself from a group of demons bent on destruction, Sam tries exorcising one too many, with devestating consequences. Deathfic. Birthday gift for Darksupernatural.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,992 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 4-3-09 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete25. Alone reviewsA short drabble tag to On The Head Of A Pin. Dean's thoughts after Castiel leaves the hospital.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 768 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 3-21-09 - Dean W. - Complete26. The Nutcracker » reviewsTrying to bring an ill Sam some Christmas cheer, Dean unwittingly places his brother in danger. Wee-chester Christmas fic.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Suspense/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 15 - Words: 21,722 - Reviews: 185 - Updated: 3-18-09 - Published: 12-25-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete27. Winchester Single Shots: Rain reviewsA hunt that was supposed to be easy, turns bad as Dean fails to listen to Sam's doubts.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,730 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 3-13-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete28. The Gulf That Grows » reviewsA short tag to Sex And Violence. Sam's inner thoughts and feelings as he listens to the sirens and Dean's words. Chapter 2 Dean's POV just added.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,763 - Reviews: 30 - Updated: 2-16-09 - Published: 2-6-09 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete29. Fix You reviewsTeeth chomped down, three words that just wouldn't leave me alone. So here's a short one shot motel fix up of wounds based on them. One of the brother's is shot and needs fixing.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 870 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 1-30-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete30. Pain And Confusion » reviewsIcy weather, pain, confusion. A man walks alone feeling all threeSupernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,400 - Reviews: 66 - Updated: 1-28-09 - Published: 1-17-09 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete31. Talk reviewsA songfic to Coldplays talk. Set between three and four and focussing on Sam visiting Dean's grave and his decision to leave Bobby. Something different again, but it just wouldn't leave me alone.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,141 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 1-22-09 - Sam W. - Complete32. Father And Son reviewsA songfic about Sam and John's fight before Sam leaves for Stanford, based loosely around the Cat Stevens song of the same name.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,767 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 1-5-09 - Sam W. & John W. - Complete33. Addicted » reviewsDean's hurt and Sam. . . . . .well Sam's not acting himself. What has happened to the younger brother? What happened whilst Dean was out for the count? My birthday fic to myself, from a bunny off Darksupernatural.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Suspense/Mystery - Chapters: 9 - Words: 13,213 - Reviews: 122 - Updated: 12-31-08 - Published: 10-26-08 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete34. Caught Between A Rock And A Hard Place » reviewsAfter John refuses to take a hunt he has been asked to do, another hunter takes drastic measures to ensure his participation. Happy Birthday Sammygirl1963Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 7 - Words: 11,435 - Reviews: 81 - Updated: 11-9-08 - Published: 8-18-08 - John W. & Sam W. - Complete35. Something Different About The Darkness » reviewsTraipsing through the woods on a hunt with few clues, the guys become separated when a freak accident occurs. Alone and hurt Sam takes shelter in a cave, but is he the only occupant? And just who, or what is watching Dean from the shadows?Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery/Angst - Chapters: 13 - Words: 22,600 - Reviews: 184 - Updated: 10-19-08 - Published: 6-7-08 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete36. Mending Bridges » reviewsJohn tries to clear the air with Sam, telling his youngest why he did what he did. Sequel to Being Cruel To Be Kind, and In The End It Didn't Really Matter. You might want to read those first if you haven't already.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,929 - Reviews: 21 - Updated: 9-29-08 - Published: 9-24-08 - John W. & Sam W. - Complete37. True Colors reviewsA short little one shot tag to Lazarus Rising, on how I think Dean's talk with Castiel could go.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 876 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 9-20-08 - Dean W. - Complete38. But In The End It Didn't Really Matter reviewsJohn fought with Sam in an attempt to keep him safe, but he's about to find out in the end it didn't really matter. A short one shot sequel to Being Cruel To Be Kind.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,394 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 7-11-08 - John W. - Complete39. A Simple Salt And Burn » reviewsA simple salt and burn Joshua had stated, but when have things ever been simple for the Winchester's? The brother's first hunt since Gordon's death and Sam's new found ability. Sequel to What Goes Around Comes Around.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 13 - Words: 27,590 - Reviews: 209 - Updated: 7-3-08 - Published: 12-9-07 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete40. Being Cruel To Be Kind reviewsJust what went on the night Sam left for Stanford? And could there have been a different reason for John's vicious words? A one shot that could have been.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,499 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 7-1-08 - Sam W. & John W. - Complete41. Renewing Bonds reviewsA short one shot sequel to Broken Promises, Uncovered secrets. After Jess' death Dean tries to get Sam to open up, in doing so bridges once broken are mended once again.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,495 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 6-24-08 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete42. Brother's Always reviewsMy take on what I would like to see happen post Gedda. Nickcentric. My first ever CSI fic.CSI - Rated: K - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 903 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 6-4-08 - Nick S. & Warrick B. - Complete43. Broken Promises, Uncovered Secrets » reviewsSam's deepest secret has come back to haunt him and this time not even his family is there to help. Sequel to Months To Rebuild, so mentions of Sam's abuse. Longer summary inside. Rated TSupernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 12 - Words: 22,584 - Reviews: 268 - Updated: 5-20-08 - Published: 1-13-08 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete44. Diving In A Pool Of Pain » reviewsMonths of bullying finally come to a head for Sam, hurt and alone will he be able to get help? Or will he succumb to a pool of pain. Teen-Chester. Written as a surprise birthday gift for Darksupernatural.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 19,979 - Reviews: 169 - Updated: 5-3-08 - Published: 4-3-08 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete45. A Not So Very Merry Christmas » reviewsJohn's insistance that they keep driving late on Christmas Eve, results in an unfortunate accident. Written for sammygirl1963, who requested a Christmas WeeChester, with a crashed Impala and hurt, limp Sam. One shotSupernatural - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 7,326 - Reviews: 41 - Updated: 12-24-07 - Published: 12-16-07 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete46. What goes around comes around » reviewsDean's taken, but by whom or what? Blindfolded, tied and beaten, why won't anyone talk to him? And just what has happened to Sam? Dean whumping, limp and hurt Sam to follow. Angst! Set after season 2 so but no spoilers for anything after that. Rated kSupernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Suspense/Angst - Chapters: 12 - Words: 25,501 - Reviews: 332 - Updated: 11-27-07 - Published: 10-18-07 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete47. Demon Deals And White Lies reviewsThe aftermath of Sam's visit to the Crossroads Demon. What could have happened if Dean had been awake when he returned. These are my thoughts in a little one shot.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,546 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 11-8-07 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete48. Look Out For Sammy, Dean reviewsDean's thoughts about looking out for Sam, from the fire to what could be the end. One of my first attempts at fanfic, that I originally posted under my other alias. Rated K.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 942 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 10-29-07 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete49. Months To Rebuild, Seconds To Destroy » reviewsThey thought that they could rebuild their lives after the Burton's died, but they thought wrong. Sequel to Dangerous Beings so there will be references to Sam's rape and abuse. Hurt and angst Sam and Dean. Rated T.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 23 - Words: 42,821 - Reviews: 392 - Updated: 10-15-07 - Published: 7-29-07 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete50. The End Of The Road reviewsDean's last thoughts and moments before he meets with the crossroads demon again at the end of his year. Will it turn out how he expects, or will something unexpected happen?Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 854 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 9-5-07 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete51. Secrets And Demons » reviewsPeople aren't always who they seem to be as figures from the past return to haunt Sam and Dean.Sequel to What Could Have Been.Limp Sam,hurt and vision Dean.Set after All Hell Breaks Loose, also helps if you know Croatoan.Rated T for violence.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 7 - Words: 11,266 - Reviews: 71 - Updated: 8-22-07 - Published: 7-2-07 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete52. Dangerous Beings » reviewsSam finds out the hard way that supernatural beings aren't the worst things out there. Sam's 13, Dean 17. Rated T. Please don't read if your offended by child abuse and rape, it's not graphic but it's in there.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 20,534 - Reviews: 225 - Updated: 7-23-07 - Published: 7-4-07 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete53. What could have been » reviewsSam's feeling worthless after the events in devils trap and his visions are becoming out of control as he is shown what could have been.....Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 9,114 - Reviews: 61 - Updated: 6-27-07 - Published: 6-12-07 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete