My picture's hot! Sorry just saying.

Bless your slash and step-cest loving heart

I'm a girl, who absolutely LOVES that saying, even though it's not incest if you date your step-brother or step-sister. There is no blood relation. I keep having to say that to my friends, and I should have said it on here too I guess. All I want to do is write because it's fun and makes me feel free to do so.

I really do love slash, and step-"cest", even if people think it's weird.

All my friends think I'm totally insane and I could care less what they think, even though they are my friends. I am my own person and don't really care what people think of me.

My writing is me and what I want to write. I become the characters I write about. It's like they're part of me. Sometimes it weird, but it makes writing all the more fun. If I'm connected to my characters then I can use my life to influence my stories. I love getting feedback from people and don't mind getting constructive criticism.

When I don't feel like dealing with the world I go and listen to my music while I read a fanfiction. It always makes me feel better, no matter what I'm feeling. It makes me laugh, some make my cry and some make me laugh so hard I cry. Tis why I love them so much. They'll never leave me.

If I'm not reading fanficion, I'm writing it. It makes me feel good. Freedom of expression, it's a wonderful thing.

I love my Best Friend. She means the world to me. Here's something I wrote her to tell her how much I love her:

I Love My Sunshine and I don't want to lose her.

You are the light in my world when all others go out.

Thank you for being there for me, Kayla.

You mean the world to me.

Sometimes I argee with my friends about the whole crazy thing. I spend way to much time in front of the computer. It's like my life right now and that's not a bad thing in my eyes. I hate school because I can't read fanfiction or talk about it freely. My Best Friend's Ex-Boyfriend used to get annoyed because we talked about it a lot. We still do, or at least I do. Oh Well. Anyways, back to the computer thing. I can still talk to people online, but my life is basically eating, sleeping and FanFiction. But that doesn't make me crazy does it?

A conversation from May 25, 2008:

14:43 brunettbrat0193: i'm readin a creepy Danny Phantom fanfic...
14:44 brunettbrat0193: scratch head
14:44 Damion13: lol
14:44 brunettbrat0193: i can sent it to you so you know what i mean
14:44 Damion13: no thanks, i don't feel like reading lol
14:44 brunettbrat0193: ok
14:44 brunettbrat0193: it's a little odd...
14:45 Damion13: who's being raped my a ghost? lol
14:45 brunettbrat0193: not being raped...
14:45 brunettbrat0193: having sex with ghost boy
14:45 brunettbrat0193: (this one really is incest, unlike casey and derek)

A conversation that I had with Kay on May 26, 2008:

21:11 brunettbrat0193: i'm bored, so i'm working on fanfiction
21:11 Damion13: lol, you need a life
21:12 brunettbrat0193: i have a life, i just don't have enough to fill it
21:12 Damion13: lol true
21:12 brunettbrat0193: yup up
21:13 Damion13: ok if it is yup up, would it be no down?
21:13 brunettbrat0193: no. it would be nope ope
21:13 Damion13: lol
21:14 brunettbrat0193: i am the untimate dork
21:14 Damion13: ultimate?
21:14 brunettbrat0193: yea that. lol
21:14 Damion13: lol

Same day:

21:18 brunettbrat0193: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4281028/1/
21:19 brunettbrat0193: the start of a great fanfiction, if it goes the way i want it too
21:19 brunettbrat0193: to
21:19 Damion13: yay! you caught yourself
21:19 brunettbrat0193: lol
21:20 brunettbrat0193: i know i used the wrong one...um...two...
21:20 brunettbrat0193: lol
21:20 Damion13: lol
21:21 Damion13: i like it, it sounds like the summary on the back of a book

More that day:

21:22 Damion13: so what does rated t mean?
21:22 brunettbrat0193: i don't know why i had the dream i did, but i'musing it as my ending, but with a few modifications
21:23 brunettbrat0193: um...well it's mostly for the fact of excesive cursing. (mostly derek
21:23 brunettbrat0193: )
21:23 Damion13: lol ok
21:23 brunettbrat0193: i just picture derek as the type of person that curses a lot more then he should...
21:23 Damion13: like zack lol
21:24 brunettbrat0193: yea. lol

More on the topic of FanFiction that day:

21:30 Damion13: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4279887/1/Truth_or_Dare
21:32 brunettbrat0193: slash!
21:32 Damion13: lol
21:32 brunettbrat0193: i love slash!
21:32 Damion13: lol
21:32 brunettbrat0193: it's funny as all hell
21:32 Damion13: it is very interesting
21:32 Damion13: mhmm
21:33 brunettbrat0193: i didn't mean the story, i ment slash in general
21:33 brunettbrat0193: my fav ship for slash are draco and harry or blaise and draco or blaise and harry
21:34 brunettbrat0193: i like harry and hermonie in regular stuff though
21:34 brunettbrat0193: did you get the message before that about my fav slash ships?
21:34 Damion13: i like reading james and lily
21:34 Damion13: mhmm
21:35 brunettbrat0193: i like the draco and hermonie too, and lily and james stuff, but i can only see hermonie with draco outside the series, never in it...
21:35 Damion13: yea..
21:36 brunettbrat0193: i could however see harry and hermonie together even in the sereis
21:36 Damion13: no
21:36 Damion13: ron&hermione =
21:36 Damion13: happyness
21:37 brunettbrat0193: i don't mind them in the series, but i find that ron and luna, ginny and neveil(sp(i never could spell his name right) then harry and hermonie would have been fine in the series as well though...
21:38 Damion13: neville
21:38 brunettbrat0193: thank you
21:38 Damion13: lol
21:39 brunettbrat0193: lol

Again with the FanFiction, Can you tell we like to talk about it?:

21:49 Damion13: Oh. Holy. Fuck.

Potter's face was flushed and his eyes held the most unashamedly hungry look Draco had ever seen. They raked over his body with obscene slowness and lingered slightly on his cock, which, surprise, surprise twitched under the scrutiny. Then their gazes met, and the green of Potter's was almost obscured by the black of his dilated pupils, and it was quite possibly the most erotic moment of Draco's life. Intense? Wasn't even in the vicinity of being able to describe it ...
21:49 Damion13: lol!!\
21:51 brunettbrat0193: WooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!!
21:51 Damion13: lmao
21:51 brunettbrat0193: lol
21:51 Damion13: i was surprised it didn't say he had a hard on!
21:51 brunettbrat0193: what the fuck is that from. if it's form the fanfic you sent me, i haven't been able to read it yet...
21:51 brunettbrat0193: lol~
21:51 brunettbrat0193: i konw!
21:51 Damion13: lol it is
21:52 brunettbrat0193: ok
21:52 brunettbrat0193: well i have to read it now...
21:52 brunettbrat0193: or...well...when i have the time...
21:52 Damion13: lol
21:52 Damion13: you should
21:52 Damion13: it is really funny
21:52 brunettbrat0193: i bet
21:53 Damion13: mhmm
21:53 Damion13: it is like the beginning of a kinky porno lol
21:53 brunettbrat0193: did you sent it to zack?
21:53 brunettbrat0193: LOL!
21:55 Damion13: hahaha
21:55 Damion13: like everyone in it is bi!
21:55 Damion13: i am waiting for the giant orgy
21:55 brunettbrat0193: LOL
21:55 brunettbrat0193: see...bi is best...
21:55 brunettbrat0193: lol
21:56 Damion13: lol
21:58 Damion13: it does make for more interesting reading
21:59 brunettbrat0193: lol

I do not intend to upset anyone by this. High School Musical used to be my guilty pleasure, but there are these girls that were in my class last year that have made High School Musical unbearable, so this is my reaction to something I read on a profile. Please do not be offended:

00:55 brunettbrat0193: this scares me...
00:55 brunettbrat0193: On January 20th, 2006, a movie came out. It wasn't just any Disney movie but High School Musical. on top of having a cast of fresh, talented, (and hot) stars, it had a decent message and songs that were contagious. The movie was in fact so big, it went world wide, topped the charts, won awards, and even had teachers singing the songs. It touched the hearts and souls of countless people around the world and racked in tons of money for Disney in the form of two DVDs, a soundtrack, posters, shirts, bags, and not to mention more publicity. High School Musical... some may say it's childish to like a Disney movie so much, but i think not. I'm proud to say i loved the movie, and would like to say Happy Two Year Anniversary HSM. If you're a High School Musical fan and proud, copy this and paste it, or at least show some appreciation.
00:55 brunettbrat0193: sounds like something ally and tiff might write...
00:55 Damion13: i see HSM i am NOT readin that lol
00:55 brunettbrat0193: lol
00:56 brunettbrat0193: just read it to know why it scares me

Okdone with conversations, for now...

98 percent of teenagers do or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2 percent who hasn't, copy & paste this in your profile

Ok maybe not completely done (same day):

00:56 brunettbrat0193: i like that... (just so you know, it's refering to the pot smoking quote. we have pot smoking friends, so they are part of the 98 percent that have tried or smoke pot)
00:57 Damion13: lol
00:57 brunettbrat0193: i have to be very very quiet...
00:57 Damion13: lol
00:58 Damion13: shhhh i'm hunting wabbits...
00:58 brunettbrat0193: lol. i thought of that as i was typing...
00:58 brunettbrat0193: lol
00:58 Damion13: lol

More!:

01:11 brunettbrat0193: i'm so bored i'm reading a really bad lizzie mcguire fanfic
01:12 Damion13: eww why?
01:12 brunettbrat0193: cuz i love lizzie and gordo together and i wanted to see if it was wirten well. she's 13 and his 16 in the fic
01:13 Damion13: lol
01:13 brunettbrat0193: not enough detail
01:13 Damion13: i used to have the BIGGEST crush on him lol
01:13 brunettbrat0193: i know right? he's so cute. you love that curly hair i bet...
01:13 brunettbrat0193: lol
01:13 Damion13: mhmmm
01:14 brunettbrat0193: lol
01:14 brunettbrat0193: it was just so him. i can't picture him without the curls
01:14 Damion13: exactly!

Like I said: I Live Fanfiction.

This is a very true quote, and I agree with it fully. Even though it's for a straight couple (Dasey), it applies to gay, lesbian, bisexual and trans-genderpeople, too. I am all for Gay Rights. Starts singing with all my friends who know the lyrics "It's okto be gay and rejoice with the boys in the Gay way! Hooray for the kind of MAN that you will find in the gay way!!" Alisha smiles greatly at me recognizing her in my profile Starts singing again "If you were gay, (Kay 'Nanananana') that'd be ok (Kay again) for you see, (Kay) if it were ME! (Kay) I would feel free to say that I was gay, but I'm not Gay (Kay).

My friends and I are insane, and will tell you as much. They call me the crazy one, but they are all in some way shape of form crazy as well. Ok. On with the point of this. All people have rights to love who they want to love.

Quote:

“No I haven’t told her but if anyone would understand it would be her. She always used to say you can’t help who you fall in love with, love is like a disease it consumes you to the point of driving you mad,"...- Broken Pieces by xobriannaxo

If you agree that 'Spongebob Squarepants' is the stupidest, most irritating show on earth, copy and paste this onto your profile.

Good friends will tell you there's no reason to cry, but best friends will hold you and tell you to let it all out. -WritingSia

If you talk to yourself, then get asked 'Who are you talking to?' copy and paste.

If your teachers have ever made the mistake of sitting you by a good friend, then you spent all of class passing notes... C&P

If you like the fact that you can actually record what you watch without a VCR... C&P

If you used your Dish channels to watch Picture This at eight and Camp Rock at eleven... C&P

If you haved ever pushed a door that said pull, copy this into your profile.

If you have walked into a room and then absolutely forgotten what you went in there to do, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you have ever tripped up the stairs, copy this into your profile.

If you have ever tripped over your own feet, copy this into your profile.

For me, crazy is a loose term. Crazy is when you stare at a pencil and laugh when someone asks you just what you find so interesting about the eraser. Crazy is when you have an hour long sob-fest, then start singing and dancing when your favorite song plays. Crazy is when you do or say a totally random thing, like "do you ever wonder where the eraser bits go?" or start having a thumbwar with yourself. So if you're crazy, copy this onto your profile.

A true friend is someone who will try to answer the "eraser bits" question and have a long conversation about it. A true friend is someone who won't say anything when you cry for no reason, but will start sobbing to, just help you cry. If you have a true friend, copy and paste this in your profile.

If you have ever had a mad laughing fit for absolutely no reason, copy and paste this into your profile.

There's nothing wrong with arguing with yourself. It's when you argue with yourself and LOSE when it's weird. If you agree, copy this and put it in your profile.

The white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here." The black man turned around and stood up. He then said: "Listen sir...when I was born I was BLACK, When I grew up I was BLACK, When I'm sick I'm BLACK, When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, When I'm cold I'm BLACK, When I die I'll be BLACK. But you sir, When you're born you're PINK, When you grow up you're WHITE, When you're sick, you're GREEN, When you go in the sun you turn RED, When you're cold you turn BLUE, And when you die you turn PURPLE. And you have the nerve to call me colored?" The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away...
Post this on your profile if you hate racism

Even when you can’t see him GOD is there! If you believe in GOD put this in your profile.

If you ever read past two in the morning, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you think it's stupid that girls are associated with the color pink, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you believe in magic, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you know someone who should get run over by a bus or hit by an anvil copy this into your profile.

Love makes your soul crawl out from its hiding place.

Love is a symbol of eternity. It wipes out all sense of time, destroying all memory of a beginning and all fear of an end.

My name is sarah
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long
When I awake
I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy,
Murdered me.
That was a story about a little girl that was abused. If you care about it, copy and paste it to your profile.--(This isn't actually the original. There are more written before it. Put it's the point of it, not the poem itself.)

Kissing is healthy.bananas are good for period pain. it's good to cry.chicken soup actually makes you feel better. 94 percent of boys would love it if you sent them flowers. lying is actually unhealthy. you really only need to apply mascara to your top lashes. it's actually true, boys DO insult you when they like you. 89 percent of guys want YOU to make the first move. it's impossible to apply mascara withyour mouthclosed. chocolate will make you feel better.most boys think it's cute when you say the wrong thing. a good friend never judges. a good foundation will hide all hickeys... not that you have any. boys aren't worth your tears. we all love surprises. Now... make a wish.Wish REALLY hard!!WISH WISH WISH WISH Your wish has just been received.Copy and Paste this into your profile in the next 15 minutes and...Your wish will be granted! So wish on you happy go lucky wishers you :P

I really like Life with Derek, and write mainly for such. It's fun to write. I have some stories In-Progress, and I have a few one-shots out there too. Go check them out. They's re fun.

I like harry Potter more. There is more variety.

I have a few ideas for stories ready and willing to go, but I want to finish the ones I have out right now before I start posting the other one.

All my new stories are going to be Harry Potter. Hermione and someone from the past. It's a two part story, but it'll be two different stories. I might make it more stories. They will both be multi-chapter, and I'm trying to make them different from others where she goes into the past. I've read almost every single one I could find about her going into the past so far, and I don't plan on stopping until I run out. Which won't be any time soon, now will it. Hehe

I also have project I had to do for school that I sort of based on something, and you'll see what I mean when I post it. It was a myth, and it still is, basically. That is not getting posted yet either.

'Which One Said It' is not going to be made into a multi-chapter yet. It suits well as a one shot (for now). It will be a multi-chapter eventually. I just really want to finish the other stories first. I don't know when I'll be able to finsih them though. Hopefully soon.

Ok Later for now. I love you all. Remember to review the stories you read.

Peace, Love, Guard

Tori

P.S. One day I'll make all of this make more sense, ok? All of it in order and such. I need to find time to do so though. I barely have time now.