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since: 06-30-07, id: 1314132, Profile Updated: 11-09-09
country: Philippines
Author has written 14 stories for Gakuen Alice, and Dengeki Daisy/電撃デイジー.

"Sometimes you just have to pretend that you're happy, just to stop EVERYONE from asking what the hell happened."

(//.x)

To the readers/reviewers: Sorry! sorry! SORRY! If my updates are so slow and if they are not that good and if they can't please you enough. I'm being a lazy-bum, I know, so bear with me. I've been problematic these past few weeks. :(

Name: Louise or lulu-chan (nickname by elle)

Age: 15

Country: Philippines

About me: Hell yeah I decided to write something on my profy again. hahaha! I don't have much to say except for some facts like; I love anime and manga to bits, reading novels and writing stuff are my favorite pastime, has a weakness on bishies, can squeal like a fan girl, boyish to the point that my cousins call me 'boy' (though I'm certain I'm a girl.), hates cockroach, has a liking on bananas (like a monkey! yahaha!), loud-mouthed (only in our dialect coz if I talk in English, as a 'think before you speak' kind of person, I reply quite... slower than usual. :D), a little pervy (my friends say I think far more mature than them in that... aspect. Whatever. It's not my fault that the cousins I hang out with are boys! And what do you mostly learn from them? -smirks-) I also don't bite so feel free to pm me if you want to be friends or you want to ask about something... Just don't trash-talk me coz you'll hear nothing. I don't mind people like that coz they don't deserve my attention anyway. God bless them though. :D

WORDS

I couldn’t stop thinking about it.
Those parting words you said,
bore deep within my soul
like shrapnels piercing through my heart.

The tears that were pushing out my eyes
blurred my vision
to the point that I felt blind.
Blinded by the veil of tears of regret

You thought I could move on,
act as if everything didn't happen,
to forget that 'us' ever existed,
you wanted me to lock the memories out.

But you were mistaken
because some things were easy to say
yet doing the act itself required a lot
you didn’t know what you were asking from me.

"Please forget about me.", you said
Forgetting seemed a word excluded in my vocabulary.
But I was willing to,
Willing to forgive not forget.

It might sound utterly bizarre
but forgetting you meant disregarding the things
I’ve learned to appreciate
Like the feeling called love

Love
Yes, I’ve loved you so much
I’ve given my everything, my all that when you left
I seemed to have lost my will to live

And I continued on getting hurt
Because of those hopeless words I heard
It kept lingering on my thoughts
They kept on haunting me.

And now as I look at you
Tears gush out
Tears that silently drop at your gravestone
dampening your name carved on it

Because of those words you said
I realized something I haven’t thought before
The way you said it
With your eyes concealed, face devoid of emotion

The meaning behind those lines
The warmth of your last touch
The passion when your lips had mine
I feel like a complete idiot

For letting my heart mislead me
For clouding my brain with silly explanations
For trampling my logic because of pride
And for forgetting to read behind the lines…

Made by me few days ago... I really am feeling so down... cheer me up? Nah.. Thanks to those who read my stories by the way! Love you guys!

Love lots,

Louise-chan

Livejournal: http://esiuol17.livejournal.com/

blogspot: http://louise-itsmahlife.blogspot.com/

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1. Time reviews
Kurosaki and Teru's thoughts about their fear; the time when each other would find out who Daisy really is. Reviews are appreciated. :D ONESHOT.
Dengeki Daisy/電撃デイジー - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,169 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-5-09 - Complete
2. The Principal and Me » reviews
Natsume Hyuuga, is the youngest principal in the history of Japan and Mikan Sakura, is just a scholar of the school but how did she end up being his PA? And his lover! Read to fnd out more... RxR
Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 19,493 - Reviews: 150 - Updated: 10-30-09 - Published: 5-28-08 - Mikan S. & Natsume H.
3. I'll Live my Life For you » reviews
Everyone outside thinks that Natsume's dead but his son, Matsuke, has a feeling that he's still breathing and alive. Now that he and Ruka's daughter, Runa, got inside the Academy, will he discover the truth and bring his family back? REVISED! RxR please?
Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 6 - Words: 8,496 - Reviews: 83 - Updated: 10-26-09 - Published: 12-21-07
4. Loneliness and Changes reviews
On Mikan's POV about what happened inside the Academy. "Natsume. Natsume Hyuuga. My former archenemy now my closest friend. He was there when I felt like my world fell into pieces." Reviews are greatly
Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,917 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8-1-09 - Mikan S. & Natsume H. - Complete
5. Forbidden reviews
... Out of all the people in the world, I chose to love my own cousin. FORBIDDEN LOVE. ONESHOT. MxN. RxR please?
Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,526 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4-6-09 - Mikan S. & Natsume H. - Complete
6. Mannequin » reviews
Natsume Hyuuga is the son of the most renowned fashion designer. Everything’s going well in his life until his mother bought an extraordinary mannequin named Mikan… WTH! She can change into a human and she’s in love with him! RxR!
Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,391 - Reviews: 47 - Updated: 3-6-09 - Published: 7-7-08
7. Let Me Be the One » reviews
Mikan Sakura, Natsume’s childhood friend and protector, always make sure that whoever bullies him pays. They were very close but fate is cruel to them because they were forced to break apart. Dedicated to my buddies.
Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,990 - Reviews: 39 - Updated: 2-21-09 - Published: 5-13-08
8. Blood Lust » reviews
He's a Vampire who was betrayed by his fellow kind and he found shelter on some Vampire hunters. She's an ordinary school girl with unclear past. The two accidentally met and are now going to face the wrath of the king, together with their comrades...
Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 11,290 - Reviews: 43 - Updated: 1-30-09 - Published: 6-5-08 - Mikan S. & Natsume H.
9. Beyond my touch reviews
Ruka and Hotaru were best friends since they were children. But then Ruka found out about her sickness and that, she'll leave him soon. RxR please! RxH Rewritten and edited.
Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,804 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-7-08 - Ruka N. & Hotaru I.
10. Hard to imagine » reviews
Mikan is the campus sweetheart but she thought she's a lesbian because she mistook her friendly longing to her best friend as love... She meets Natsume Hyuuga online and became buddies. But what if she started falling for him instead! NxM and RxH!
Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 19,195 - Reviews: 129 - Updated: 7-11-08 - Published: 1-25-08 - Complete
11. Lihim na pagtingin » reviews
Parang nakakabatang kapatid lang ang tngin ni Natsume kay Mikan ngunit paano kung malalaman niyang siya ang lalakeng iniibig ng kanyang Lil sis...
Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - Filipino - General/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 5,705 - Reviews: 29 - Updated: 7-2-08 - Published: 3-1-08 - Complete
12. We'll be together » reviews
Mikan is Natsume's both servant and bestfriend. How did this happen? Read to find out... ADDED AN EPILOGUE...
Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 15 - Words: 13,328 - Reviews: 131 - Updated: 6-7-08 - Published: 11-27-07 - Complete
13. Martyr reviews
Masato is a young writer who is asked to write the tragic life story of a brunette named Mikan Hyuuga. Tragedy RxR please! ONESHOT!
Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,027 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 5-31-08 - Complete
14. You Left Me Behind reviews
ONESHOT. Mikan's POV about his husband's parting... RxR. EDITED. :
Gakuen Alice - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 865 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 12-13-07 - Mikan S. & Natsume H. - Complete
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