Notes on Life: Got my new laptop, redecurated my basement, and bought some skull candy headphones (the 70 they cost was sooo worth it). It would be perfect writing condictions if school didn't start this week. I'm plotting the new Shalott (still no new name), but I have a lot of first chapters written for a lot of other shit too. I'm debating on whether or not I should post some of them. I'm also writing a Fred/Harry challenge fic that I pulled up from a hundred years ago. My MurEra oneshot is almost complete, just have to get my beta off his lazy ass and start looking it over. I have found my new love of Hetalia and currently have two long chapter fics planned out for that. But in real life it is hard to do all this shit. I have a dick boyfriend and just got my dream job working at the chocolate factory (pays great and free chocolate). And I'm part of some stupid magic the gathering competition (that my boyfriend signed me up for) that I'm training for, since I suck ass and have no idea how I got the the semi-semi-finals (they seriously call it that). Sooo expect lots but little from me in the next month.

Notes on Shalott: A couple months ago I said that I had lost the will to write Shalott, and I had. I had planned on giving it to someone else but I lost contact to everyone that replied to the ad. But since I have received such a positive feedback from my story Shalott (and a not so positive one when I said I was giving it up), I have decided that I shall continue it. I will take down the old one and post it up under a new name, which I haven't decided yet (there shall be a poll up very shortly about what it should be). I have an idea of where I'm going with it, but not a very good one. It would help me greatly if you guys would give me plot ideas, little scenes you'd like to see, and quotes that you like and there is a large chance (90-10) that I will put it in the new version of Shalott. Just PM them to me or send them to me at jazflower16(at)hotmail(dot)com, both will be replied to equally fast. So I hope you guys don't eat me, and just expect the new story to be up by the end up September because I want to finish writing the 2nd chapter and get started on the 3rd before I post.

My Theme Song of course it plays whenever I walk into a room (of the week

The night is deafening
When the silence is listening
And I'm down on my knees
And I know that something is missing
Because the back of my mind is holding things I'm relying in,
But I choose to ignore it because I'm always denying them.

I'm a bit of a manic when it's not as I plan it,
'Cause I start losing my head
And then I get up in a panic
Remember, when we were kids
And always knew when to quit it
Are we denying a crisis, or are we scared of admitting it?

I don't want to know

I just wanna run to you,
And break off the chains, and throw them away
I just wanna be so much,
And shake off the dust that turned me to rust
Sooner than later, I'll need a saviour
I'll need a saviour...

It won't ever change if you want it to stay the same
I really hate it, but I know it's hard to chose if you're chained
And when it's all you can control, 'cause you've got nothing else to hold
You're getting tighter and tighter, it's getting harder to let it go

I don't want to know

I just wanna run to you,
And break off the chains,
And throw them away
I just wanna be so much,
And shake off the dust that turned me to rust
Sooner than later, I'll need a saviour
I'll need a saviour...

Stand me up and maybe I won't be so small,
Free my hands and feet and maybe I won't always fall
Save me

I just wanna run to you,
And break off the chains,
And throw them away
I just wanna be so much
And shake off the dust that turned me to rust
I just wanna run to you
And break off the chains,
And throw them away
I just wanna be so much
And shake off the dust that turned me to rust
Sooner than later, I'll need a saviour
I'll need a saviour...

Saviour by Lights