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since: 08-07-07, id: 1345009, Profile Updated: 10-13-11
Author has written 32 stories for Teen Titans, Evangelion, Harry Potter, Misc. Anime/Manga, Resident Evil, Naruto, Metroid, Sailor Moon, Ranma, Super Smash Brothers, and Negima! Magister Negi Magi/魔法先生ネギま！.

Author has a very low tolerance for stupid, pop music, and alcohol.

I will warn you now - I have a habit of wandering from my stories, thanks
to a muse with attention issues. Maybe I'll finish them all. Maybe I'll make
toast. My bets are on toast.

I write stuff. Mostly somewhat disturbing, sometimes thoughtful, always
a bit too wordy.
I'm a wordslut. Get over it.

Author subsists on a diet of damned souls and starlight.
Sacrifices of chocolate and fine liquor, however, are appreciated.

I've been told that readers sometimes wonder what kind of spur or inspiration begins a particular story. I'm
curious of such things myself, so it stands to reason perhaps you are as well? Most of what you can find on
FFN by me are exercises in 'can I', and little more. Can I write political fiction, of a sort? Can I attempt
recognizable romance? Can I write a fairytale?

Sometimes, and more often, recently, it's something more... visceral.

I wonder sometimes what kind of world people wish for. Their perfect world. Contemplating that idea, I
always draw a very thoughtful blank, comparing what I've come to understand to be conventional and typical
comforts, and my own. Comparing what I value, versus what is commonly valued. I think on what has shaped
me, and what those landmarks were, and ponder their repercussions, echoing inside this idea that is me.
Would I go back and change the things that broke a fifteen year old, so many years ago? Would I find a way
to save my family? Would I have rewritten myself in less stark colors, saving innocence and other, kinder and
gentler emotions?

I think of that person that I could be now. Picture her face in my mind. Imagine what she would be, without me.
Without tragedy, without being soaked in vice until it becomes less an idea and more a way of existence; the
casual, savage disregard that finds laughter in dark places natural. Without the inhuman twist that eats away
at grace.

And then I wonder, what I would do if I met her, this perfected me.

Falsehood. There is nothing resembling contemplation there, only bone-deep, adrenaline-rich surety and
anticipation. In those moments, imagining myself leaning over the steaming, eviscerated, open flower that a
snapped and spread rib cage would resemble; blood running off my smile, eyes half shut in a euphoric haze from
it, hair matted down wet and clinging in tendrils to everything, leaving viscous trails... I know I would be at my
most masochistic. An absolute zenith of narcissism.

And I imagine I would be delicious.

I believe the saying goes... If you see the Buddha, kill the Buddha.

...I wonder, sometimes, if people are curious what I'm thinking, when I begin a story...

I don't know how a lot of other authors figure out what they want to write. If it's dissatisfaction with canon,
appreciation of it, or the fan-works that themselves rise in happy mimicry. What motivates one to take a universe,
and say, "I can do this better?" Oh dear Lucifer, you were the first. Such broken, childish little gods we authors are.

I am a proud, tidy monster. Atrocity, wrapped in shining, golden hair, mismatched eyes, and an empty smile set
in a face of porcelain. On my shoulders are Fear and Dread, sharp-tongued, black-winged, and ever-watching. At
my hands are my two broken children, who see me as a role model and guardian, but never a mother. To my back
is one who waited the longest, who knew me first, and will I have sworn, know me last. Her blind eyes are ever on
me, and I am comforted beyond words for it. This is who I am. This is my family. This is all I need.

I offer here the brief afterimages of those dreams, that I dream, painted in those colors I was stained in
growing into the person I became. They are not kind on humane eyes. That, I suppose, is a warning. I am not
sure, but it has that feeling to it, does it not?


1. Lux Aeterna » reviews
Ranma's curse gets altered during his time in Jusendo. Hoping to fix the issue, he returns - only to make things even worse. Now, he has to seek out the very thing that's been a bane to his life, to fix it. Magic. Mostly a Ranma-chan story. AN inside.
Crossover - Ranma & Negima! Magister Negi Magi/魔法先生ネギま！ - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Humor - Chapters: 6 - Words: 55,617 - Reviews: 116 - Updated: 4-17-11 - Published: 2-24-11 - Ranma
2. Possession reviews
There is a deeper reason why Ranma refuses to escalate his fights and sets limits on himself that should never be crossed. With those rules broken, those that have waited for a child to become a man grow impatient for him to exceed the idea that is human.
Ranma - Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,424 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 4-11-11 - Ranma
3. Eclipsed » reviews
What would you do, for love? Would you race into the heart of darkness? Embrace madness? Jeopardize everything and everyone, just for one more chance? Setsuna knows more about those things than her companions realize. But they'll understand soon...
Crossover - Sailor Moon & Ranma - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 51,153 - Reviews: 147 - Updated: 2-27-11 - Published: 2-23-11 - Setsuna M./Sailor Pluto & Ranma
4. Bulletproof reviews
Ranma's rather normal - for him - college plans are shaken up when he gets a job offer, working for one of the best academies in the world. The catch? He'll need to become an Artist of War. Lucky for him, his new partner knows the ropes.
Crossover - Ranma & Negima! Magister Negi Magi/魔法先生ネギま！ - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 20,674 - Reviews: 53 - Published: 2-24-11 - Ranma & Mana T.
5. Hunter's Song reviews
She'd taken refuge far anything familiar, as the hunger crept up behind her eyes. Hiding from herself, her past, and the Galactic Federation. A plot to invade the independent Rim systems she called home brings all those things back to the fore.
Metroid - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,063 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10-3-10 - Samus A.
6. Endangered Species reviews
The offer came after she'd lost the last scrap of faith she'd had in humanity after the events at BSL. A new horizon, a new challenge. For a woman whose life was defined by what she overcame, the answer to if she'd go was already made. Possible one-shot.
Crossover - Metroid & Super Smash Brothers - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,683 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 10-3-10 - Samus A.
7. A Demon's Bedtime Storybook » reviews
For it is not just heroes that deserve a legendary origin. A retelling, as small, short, pretty little baubles, centered on how beings of immeasurable power and potency came to be. - AU, in context of Madara's Stupid Plan.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Fantasy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,170 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 3-30-10 - Kurama/Kyuubi
8. Wraithspeaker » reviews
Death was the first real memory Harry had, thanks to the wizarding world. He would return the favor, one day, as was only proper. After all – their culture was simply too sick to survive. Vastly AU, pre-Yr.1 progressing.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 11 - Words: 41,537 - Reviews: 250 - Updated: 1-30-10 - Published: 1-28-10 - Harry P.
9. Wolfmother » reviews
A little girl once thought lost returns home, to a family she doesn't remember, and world that has no love for what she's become. What place is there in Hogwarts, for a child who killed her heart to be a better monster? AU 6th.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Adventure - Chapters: 4 - Words: 16,278 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 1-28-10 - Astoria G.
10. Snakecharmer » reviews
During the summer after the Tri-Wizard, Harry is faced with the reality he has more on his shoulders than just the title Boy-Who-Lived. An unlikely alliance promises him help in understanding his role, but the cost is not common coin. Post 4th, mild AU
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 59,434 - Reviews: 281 - Updated: 1-28-10 - Published: 11-26-09 - Harry P. & Daphne G.
11. Grimm: A Fairy's Tale » reviews
Pre-Hogwarts. The stuff of legends, myth and majesty were the realm of the Fey long before wizards named him Boy Who Lived. Maeve of the Unseelie Court has decided to take one of wizarding kind's myths, to shape as her own. Vastly AU.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Adventure - Chapters: 11 - Words: 94,769 - Reviews: 236 - Updated: 1-28-10 - Published: 4-17-09 - Harry P. - Complete
12. Ganymede Rising reviews
A slightly different take on indy!Harry. A summer vacation leads Harry to do some exploring someplace not so far afield. Sixteen, bored, and faced with the newest threat to his sanity - the cute waitress. Music and a little mayhem. Post 5th, slight AU.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16,775 - Reviews: 29 - Published: 11-26-09 - Harry P. & OC
13. Secondhand Lions » reviews
In which, Harry learns he's not really Harry at all...
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 41,574 - Reviews: 69 - Updated: 4-4-09 - Published: 3-12-09 - Harry P. & Hermione G.
14. Understand reviews
Drabble, one shot. Magic made Harry what everyone expected him to be. Be careful what you wish for.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,569 - Reviews: 25 - Published: 3-29-09 - Harry P. & Hermione G. - Complete
15. Eden's Gambit » reviews
The ancient forests are forbidden for a reason, as living magic can be a cruel, unflinching teacher. It can also promise miracles - at a price. Vastly AU, briefly pre-Hogwarts.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Supernatural - Chapters: 3 - Words: 26,028 - Reviews: 35 - Updated: 3-28-09 - Published: 3-22-09 - Harry P. & Hermione G.
16. I am Progress
A dream. This time easier to categorize, and shuffle into it's pretty white box. Mind the rating.
Resident Evil - Rated: M - English - Horror/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,349 - Published: 3-24-09 - Complete
17. Clockwork reviews
A small dream I have from time to time. Perhaps not truly belonging here, but here is what I have. I am unsure where to classify it... but it reminds me vaguely of something I had seen long ago, called Robot Carnival. Mind the rating.
Misc. Anime/Manga - Rated: M - English - Horror/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,086 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-24-09 - Complete
18. Penance reviews
Oneshot. Her face it may be, but the light behind those eyes is you. You'll give him something she never would. You are a 'Puff after all. Friendship, loyalty means everything. Mind the rating, it's intended.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,389 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 3-22-09 - N. Tonks & Harry P. - Complete
19. Firesign Theatre reviews
We now return you to our regularly scheduled broadcast, already in progress... A small snippet from the Key storyline, some time in the future, and post Fall. Small spoilers for Key plot, but more a teaser. AU, non-compliant. Do not take internally.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,400 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 3-1-09 - Harry P. - Complete
20. The Kindly Ones » reviews
Childhood teaches us many lessons. Some, more useful than others. Be careful. Be sure, and above all else, blend in. Vastly AU.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Crime/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 24,033 - Reviews: 26 - Updated: 2-27-09 - Published: 2-18-09 - Harry P.
21. Fall of Innocence » reviews
HIATUS Not happy with it. Probably scrapping it. Move along.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 26,886 - Reviews: 40 - Updated: 2-16-09 - Published: 2-7-09 - Harry P. & N. Tonks
22. The Key to Summer » reviews
HIATUS Not happy with it. Probably scrapping it. Move along.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 14 - Words: 148,873 - Reviews: 337 - Updated: 2-6-09 - Published: 7-8-08 - Harry P. & N. Tonks - Complete
23. Vermilion Ascendant » reviews
When atrocity has become your nature, only in nightmares can you find solace. WARNING: Heavy M for violence. Is slasher slash a genre?
Teen Titans - Rated: M - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 6 - Words: 44,297 - Reviews: 53 - Updated: 11-5-08 - Published: 10-3-08 - Raven & Jinx
24. Heroes of Evangelion: An Iron Will » reviews
An NGE – Iron Man story. When it finally looks like Shinji can begin atoning for NERV's mistakes, he's again thrust into the fray, an unwilling hero against an enemy with a familiar face, and his own tools at their fingertips. Some MGS elements. AU.
Evangelion - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 4 - Words: 44,191 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 10-30-08 - Published: 10-11-08 - Shinji I. & Mana K.
25. Fenrir's Anthem » reviews
Just when you thought the end of the world was in your bag, some dog runs by and eats your notes. Someone doesn't like what SEELE's planning, and the key to bringing it down is Shinji, and the house of cards Gendo has built around him. AU/Etc.
Evangelion - Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 3 - Words: 23,504 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 10-23-08 - Published: 10-17-08 - Shinji I.
26. A Cup Of Sugar » reviews
New names. New place. Same young women. Years as a criminal operative or as someone fighting them means nothing during midterms. Raven, Jinx and maybe a few others tackle the newest and strangest challenge yet: college. Slash/AU/DCU/M0ffins.
Teen Titans - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 51,894 - Reviews: 54 - Updated: 10-18-08 - Published: 5-8-08 - Jinx & Raven - Complete
27. A Mirror, Darkly » reviews
Titans Tower West shines out over the bay, a beacon of what it means to be a hero. Below it, a shadow stretches toward the city, watching. Waiting. Some things are best left forgotten, but then - where's the fun in that? DCU/AU not Fate /Possible Slash
Teen Titans - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 19,020 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 6-20-08 - Published: 5-19-08
28. Fate Accompli: Spending Indulgences » reviews
Jinx's talent has always been that one in a million chance, but when she decides to press her luck against Trigon's prophesy, will her growing relationship with Raven survive? A tale of two young women who against the odds, find happiness. Part 1of?, DCU.
Teen Titans - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 22 - Words: 188,475 - Reviews: 99 - Updated: 5-19-08 - Published: 10-11-07 - Jinx & Raven
29. Laws Of Attraction reviews
Fate Continuity: Raven and Robin discuss the resident empath's attraction to Jinx, over a cup of coffee. Or was it decaf... Slash theme, Oneshot Drabblefic.
Teen Titans - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,624 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 2-14-08 - Raven - Complete
30. Same Time Next Year? » reviews
Christmas in Jump City is never dull, as Raven and Jinx would attest. Neither of them wished for what Santa brought this year, but the two may get more from the holidays than they planned. Malls, monsters and photo booths are just the start. slash.
Teen Titans - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 42,062 - Reviews: 32 - Updated: 1-26-08 - Published: 12-23-07 - Jinx & Raven - Complete
31. Dead Letters reviews
And I wrote her letters... The morbid irony of it wasn't lost on me. Dead letters. A term the Post uses for undeliverable mail. Some, a letter you'd write someone who you needed to say something to, but never intend to have read. I wrote dead letters.
Teen Titans - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,426 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 12-23-07 - Jinx & Raven - Complete
32. One Life » reviews
Identity can come from many sources. The lack of students forces the schools to close down many sports programs, but some refuse to let this stop them. Storyline begins after the Seventh Angel. Initial SxR, possible addition later.
Evangelion - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 16,434 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 11-13-07 - Published: 11-10-07 - Shinji I. & Rei A.
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