Hi there. My name is Julianne, and I am 18 years old. I like to meet new people, so feel free to message me.
Here are some things you should know about me:
My top five favorite bands ♥
Three Days Grace
Simple Plan
Billy Talent
Faber Drive
Hedley
Close seconds:
Thirty Seconds To Mars
My Chemical Romance
Sum 41
Our Lady Peace
Green Day
Linkin Park
State of Shock
I really like any kind of music but my favorites are rock and punk. My pen name was taken from the title of the song 'Nothing To Lose' by Billy Talent. Though I have many songs that are favorites of mine, this one is the ultimate of my favorites. It is my favorite of favorites, I guess you could say. Oh, and the 18 is for my age.
My friends are my life.. They are the best ever, and I would DIE without them. They are what keep me going through each and every day...
I really like to write poetry. I want to be an author/poet when I get out of university and stuff. That's been my dream since..well, since forever!
My favorite types of poems to write are dark, depressing ones. I guess you could call them emo, if you called them anything. I am not, however, emo. Nor am I punk, goth, prep, etc, etc. I don't classify myself as a label. I'm just .. me.
Here's a poem that I wrote that kinda hits me right in the heart. I mean, it's pretty personal to me.
Loneliness
You can feel lonely surrounded by friends
I found that out today
You can feel like you don’t belong
And before long...
You believe it yourself.
You think to yourself, do they really care?
They come up and give hugs, and words of encouragement
But deep inside you’re crying
And you don’t know why.
They’re all so kind.
They’ve never shunned me away
Why is it, then, that I feel so bad
Sometimes, with them?
They invite me to come near them all the time
But I feel so crummy.
They notice when I leave
I try to sneak away.
My problem is that I want to be alone
Because then, when I’m alone,
I have an excuse for not talking.
I can pretend that I have no one.
But if I’m in a group, one’s bound to notice me
I love all my friends to pieces.
Why can’t I just participate?
Why am I so darn shy?
And why do I act depressed?
I’m not.
I have the best friends I could ever imagine
Why is it that I push them away?
One good friend came up today
And gave me a hug
And I squirmed away
I wonder if they think I don’t like them
Nothing could be farther from the truth
What an idiot I am
And how mean am I to them?
I feel like they ignore me, but really...
It’s just my own stupidity
Blocking me off
From them.
By: Julianne aka nothingtolose18
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