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since: 08-11-07, id: 1349420, Profile Updated: 06-26-09
country: United States
Author has written 20 stories for Naruto, Legend of Zelda, and Portal.

About Me: My name is LeaveMeLonely. Right now I am totally obsessed with Code Geass, Baccano, Hetalia, Blood Plus, The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzamiya, and Soul Eater. I'm going to Animazement this year for the fourth time, and my cosplay is yet to be decided. I am a total romantic, and love to ship in nearly everything. I'm into nearly every form of art, music, drama, writing, drawing, etc. But writing and drawing are the biggest. However, I'd die if I couldn't listen to my music. I have pretty esoteric tastes, and can become obsessed over anything, and I mean anything.

Favorite Bands: My Chemical Romance, The Cruxshadows, Within Temptation, Nightwish, Evanescence, Poe, Pink, Thrice, E Nomine, Morning Musume, Emilie Autumn, Voltaire, and Fall out Boy

Favorite Songs: Diva from Blood Plus, The Horror of Our Love by Ludo, Room of Angel from Silent Hill 4, Still Alive from Portal, The City is at War by Cobra Starship, Caramelldansen by Caramell, The Dance by Charlotte Martin, Supermassive Black Hole by Muse, and Paralyzer by Finger Eleven.

Favorite Games: The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess, Portal, Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy VII, Super Smash Brothers Melee, Naruto: Clash of Ninja, Dance Dance Revolution, Soul Caliber 3, Quake 3, Oblivion, and The Sims.

Favorite Movies/T.V. Shows: Baccano, Code Geass, Hetalia, Soul Eater, Blood Plus, Avatar: the Last Airbender, .hack/SIGN, Teen Titans, Yu Yu Hakusho, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Death Note, Naruto, Princess Tutu, Inuyasha, Tekkonkinkreet; Buffy the Vampire Slayer, The Sarah Connor Chronicles, Heroes, Fringe, Babylon 5, The Last Samurai, the Lord Of The Rings trilogy, Never Cry Wolf, Everything is Illuminated, Stardust, V for Vendetta, and Rent.

Favorite Books/Manga: LOTR, The Dresden Files, The Riddles of Epsilon, Sabriel, Liriel, Abhorsen, Harry Potter, Twilight, The Keys to the Kingdom; Chobits, Angel Sanctuary, Please Save My Earth, Fruits Basket, DramaCon, Tsubasa, Cardcaptor Sakura, Death Note, Bleach, Hana Kimi, Vampire Knight, Hetalia, and xxxHolic.

Favorite anime/game Characters: Nice, Jacuzzi, Lad Russo, and Firo from Baccano; Lelouch and Kallen fom Code Geass; Germany, Italy, Russia, Japan, and America from Hetalia; Soul Eater Evans, Maka Albarn, Franken Stein, Marie Mjölnir, Death the Kid, and Crona from Soul Eater; Haji, Saya, Riku, Diva, and Karl from Blood Plus, Kadaj, Cloud, and Aeris from Advent Children; Uchiha Sasuke, Haruno Sakura, Deidara, Sasori, Pein, Konan, Uchiha Itachi, Mitarashi Anko, Nara Shikamaru, and Hyuuga Hinata from Naruto; Teo, Zuko, Sokka, Azula, and Mai from Avatar the Last Airbender; and Belial, Katan, Kurai, Alexiel, Raziel, Sheatiel, and Teialiel from Angel Sanctuary; Hinamori Momo, Aizen Sousuke, Hitsugaya Toushiro, Kuchiki Rukia, Kurosaki Ichigo, Ulquiorra, Shihouin Yoruichi, Soi Fong, Urahara Kisuke, Inoue Orihime, Ichimaru Gin, Ise Nanao, Kyouraku Shunsui from Bleach; Yagami Raito, L, Amane Misa, Tota Matsuda, Matt, and Mello from Death Note; Midna, Link, and Zelda from Twlight Princess; Riku, Axel, Roxas, and Namine from Kingdom Hearts; Cloud and Aeris from Final Fantsay VII, Sesshomaru, Rin, Koga, Kikyo, Sango, and Miroku from Inuyasha.

Favorite live action Characters: Marcus Cole, Delenn, Susan Ivanova, Lyta Alexander, Lennier, and John Sheridan from Babylon 5; Thomas Raith, Harry Dresden, Karrin Murphy, Lash (Lasciel), Mister, and Mouse from the Dresden Files; seasonsoneandtwo!Nakamura Hiro, seasonsoneandtwo!Sylar, seasonone!Peter Petrelli, seasonone!Claire Bennet, Noah Bennet, Isaac Mendez, Charlie Andrews, and Zach from Heroes; Cameron Phillips, John Conner, and Sarah Conner from The Sarah Conner Chronicles; Tara Maclay, Andrew Wells, Buffy Summers, Spike, Drusilla, Willow Rosenberg, and Jonathan Levinson from Buffy the Vampire Slayer; Malcolm Reynolds, River Tam, Wash, and Kaylee from Firefly; Peter Bishop, Olivia Dunham, and Walter Bishop from Fringe.

Favorite anime/game Pairings: OTPs: Sasuke/Sakura and Sasori/Deidara from Naruto. Others: Jacuzzi/Nice from Baccano; Germany/Italy, Greece/Japan, Russia/Lithuainia, Sweden/Finland, Austria/Hungary, and Russia/Belarus from Hetalia; Soul/Maka, Kid/Crona, and Stein/Maire from Soul Eater; Haji/Saya, Mui/Riku, Kai/Irene from Blood Plus, Zabuza/Haku, Shikamaru/Temari, Naruto/Hinata, Orochimaru/Anko, Pein/Konan from Naruto; Kadaj/Aeris, Cloud/Aeris, Vincent/Yuffie from Advent Children; Teo/Toph, Katara/Aang, Zuko/Katara, Zuko/Song, Sokka/Yue, Sokka/Toph from Avatar; Belial/Kurai, Alexiel/Kurai, Raziel/Sheatiel, Setsuna/Kurai from Angel Sanctuary; Aizen/Momo, Yoruichi/Soi Fong, Shunsui/Nanao from Bleach, Mello/Matt from Death Note; Link/Midna and Link/Zelda from Twilight Princess, Sesshomaru/Rin, Koga/Kagome, Kikyo/Inuyasha, Miroku/Sango from Inuyasha.

Favorite live action Pairings: Marcus/Susan, John/Delenn, Zack/Lyta from Babylon 5; Thomas/Justine, Harry/Murphy, Harry/Susan from The Dresden Files; Peter Petrelli/Claire Bennet, Sylar/Claire Bennet, Zach/Claire Bennet, Hiro/Charlie from Heroes; Spike/Buffy, Spike/Drusilla, Willow/Tara, and Xander/Anya from Buffy the Vampire Slayer, John/Cameron from the Sarah Connor Chronicles; Peter/Olivia from Fringe.


Broken Color: My first multi-chapter fic. Deidara centric, but is going to have SasoDei. Slightly futuristic, AU, and rated M for Deidara's mouth. In first person. I don't like the summary too much and will probably change it when I get a better one.
God, It's driving me insane. Whenever I have inspiration, I never look at it, and when I do look at it, all my inspiration is gone. I think chapter two is really what's holding me back, I pretty much know what's going to happen to it after that. Also, I thinking about putting it on temporary hiatus, but that's just so I can work on other fanfiction projects and original works without feeling guilty about not posting a new chapter in Broken Color in a long long time. I'm definintly gonna finish chapter two sometime and get on with the rest of the story. Have no fear.

Status Reports:

7/31/07

Ahh, this feels good. For the longest time there, I was totally obssesed with Bleach or Death Note or something or other and it was killing my progress in fanfiction. But now I am back! I started watching Shippuden again after taking a long haitus, and it totally reminded me why most of my fic is Naruto. So yeah, I have inspiration for like, eight different things and it feels great. Espically my 1sentence set, Into the Fire. Yes, I have tons of inspiration for that. As for Broken Color, as embarassed as I am to say this...I haven't looked at it in the longest time. So I could have inspiration for this chapter and I woudn't know...but anyway, I'll write more soon. I promise.
Oh yeah, I'm still too lazy to turn this into a full rant place instead of...this, and right now I don't have much to say. So I might get around to it eventually, but it might take awhile.

10/16/08

Uhh, wow. I kind of disappeared for a three months there...I didn't realize it had been that long...wow. So yeah, I've been so lazy that I haven't written practically anything. And the things that I do want to write I have no inspiration for. Fortunately, Broken Color is not one of these things. I just haven't looked at in in a while. I'm considering putting it on hiatus, but not because of lack of interest. But I have absolutely no intention of stopping.
Ah, and all the other fics, I might get inspiration some time in the near future, but I've been throwing all my strength into writing and editing some of my original works. Just so you know, I might not update or post anything in the near future. I've been kind of swamped recently.
Oh, and my works in progress section is finally becoming a graveyard. Thirteen Ways to Die is definitely going down hill, and I haven't had any inspiration for Into the Fire, Sweet Dreams, Moments of Revelation, or Written Penitence in months. But there's no way I'm giving up on any of these fics yet, especially Into the Fire and Written Penitence.
So, that's about it, and sorry for disappearing for three months. See my Broken Color section for more information on the hiatus.

1/30/2009

Happy new year! (Yeah, how many days late...?) Anyway, I've vanished for, oh, three months there? So sorry. I won't bother explaining everything that has happened in the last three months. It'll take too long and that's not really what these spaces are. I'll just be getting to the progress on my writing now.

Almost all of my fics are stuck in inspiration limbo. Sorry to say this, but don't expect anything soon. You may have to wait until summer before I get any fics written that aren't total crap. But I'll still keep trying. As to Broken Color, that's actually the only thing I don't have writers block for. I may not have inspiration for it, but it's not stuck in hell currently. I'll try to get out a new chapter as soon as possible, but be warned, it may be total crap.

So that's about it. Sorry it's so short, but I really don't have anything else to say. I'll try to post another update in a month.

6/26/2009

...So yeah, I'm back. Finally. School was killers the last couple of months, with finals and everything, but honestly, I just didn't have any inspiration. At all. But, recently I've had more. I've made a LOT of progress on both Into the Fire and Moments of Revelation, as well as completing several other stories, several of which I have already posted, others which are currently in great need of editing and revision. I'm still struggling with the second chapter of Broken Color, but it will be posted, eventually. I still have every intention to keep it alive.

Most of my writing energy has been directed towards original works recently, but I have been trying to get back into fanfiction. And, as stated earlier, I am starting to get more inspiration for my fanficion. Stay tunned for another update, however long that may take. I'll try to post on next month, but no promises.

That's it for now. I'll try to get back on top of my fanfiction as soon as possible. Thank you!

Works In Progress/Ideas: Yes, here I will tell you all about all my plot bunnies that might never be born into real bunnies. Wear black, because this section might get turned into an idea cemetery.

Into the Fire: Naruto. Yet another one sentence set for SasoDei. This is actually getting somewhere, and I'm over halfway done. That is some relief to me, because I really like a bunch of the sentences. I finally found a name I really liked for it, and am getting closer to it being finished.
Sweet Dreams: Naruto. A short story for each of the members of the Akatsuki. Told like bedtime stories, only these aren't exactly things you want to tell you children at night. General/horror.
Thirteen Ways to Die: Naruto. Thirteen drabbles about the way people have died in the anime. Slightly AU, because some people don't die in the actual way they died canonly, and because some people who didn't die do die.
Moments of Revelation: Naruto. Kind of a companion fic to Moments of Transition, only opposite. Told from team seven's point of view, when in one instant they understand what it means to be a team.
The Night of Tears: Naruto. A series of drabbles too short or bad to be posted on their own. It's currently mainly Deidara/SasoDei and team seven/SasuSaku, but there will probably be some more that aren't. I'll post this when I get less lazy.
My Brand of Darkness: Naruto. A SasuSaku one-shot about Sakura and Sasuke in an abandoned building. Finished, but still in the process of MAJOR editing.
Revelations 22:50: A Pein gen fic. Finished, but it still needs some small finishing touches. It'll probably be the next thing that I post here.
Messages from Heaven: An Akatsuki twenty truths set. Almost finished, only two truths left to go. Unfortunantly, they're the hardest two. It SHOULD be finished soon, but I make no promises.
Written Penitence: Death Note. A one sentence set about Raito, Kira, L, Misa, and maybe a few other characters. This one, too, is definitely getting somewhere.
Untitled 1:
A portal one-shot set on the day that C. Johnson brings his daughter with him to Bring Your Daughter To Work Day, and what happens to her there. This is currently just an idea floating around in my head, but I hope to soon put i down on paper.

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1. Post Traumatic Stress reviews
Post-Portal. Three years later, Chell receives a delayed e-mail. /the sound of breaking glass is heard across the room, and nightmares for years to come./
Portal - Rated: T - English - Horror/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5-1-09 - Complete
2. She Dies reviews
She is a being of the Twilight, but she is here for them. Midna gen fic. Link/Midna at places. Slightly AU.
Legend of Zelda - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,020 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-9-08 - Midna - Complete
3. Sand and Stone reviews
Twenty truths about Deidara and Sasori. Who they were, what they are, why they died and how they lived. SasoDei at places.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 403 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-30-08 - Deidara & Sasori - Complete
4. A Work of Art reviews
50 sentences about Deidara, Sasori, and art. Because sometimes, death is a shock to more than the person dying, and sometimes, art isn't enough. Based on LJ's 1sentece community. SasoDei.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,188 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-24-08 - Deidara & Sasori - Complete
5. Broken Color » reviews
Futuristic AU Multi-Chapter Deidara. Rated M solely for Deidara's mouth. Later SasoDei. Deidara's a student at a small art college with an intolerable roommate. Watch him struggle through emotionless peers, artistic differences, and maybe even...romance?
Naruto - Rated: M - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,721 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-12-08 - Deidara
6. Eight Years in the Expression of Art reviews
A little oneshot about Deidara growing up. Eight years in the life of an artist... AU.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - General/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 596 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-12-08 - Deidara - Complete
7. Puppets of Mine reviews
A creepy Sasori poem about him and his puppets.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 12-4-07 - Sasori - Complete
8. They've God reviews
Deidara realizes that he's just another one of Sasori's puppets. Creepy SasoDei.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 369 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 11-10-07 - Deidara & Sasori - Complete
9. The Art of Falling reviews
Deidara is engulfed in heat. Maybe it was on purpose, maybe it wasn’t. But it’s all going down now and at least he can feel the heat.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 605 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-10-07 - Deidara - Complete
10. Three Years and A Day » reviews
It's been three years since that day, and...My world stays in silence. AU.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 597 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-15-07 - Deidara - Complete
11. Time Stills reviews
Time is moving extremely slow, and for the first time in his life, Deidara can think. SasoDei.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 426 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-24-07 - Deidara & Sasori - Complete
12. Five Minutes in Winter reviews
Deidara and Sasori and five minutes staring at the winter sky.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-13-07 - Sasori & Deidara - Complete
13. Moments of Transition reviews
Five glimpses at Team Seven through the eyes of others.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 970 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-31-07 - Complete
14. Emotional Abuse reviews
In her final moments, Naruto makes a confesion to Sakura. SasuSaku.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-26-07 - Sakura H. - Complete
15. Heroes reviews
Years after still remeber how Sasuke betrayed the village and how Sakura was forced to kill him. SasuSaku.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-25-07 - Sakura H. & Sasuke U. - Complete
16. This Is reviews
The six most important things to Deidara: Deidara, Sasori, their partnership, art, life, and death. Deidara knows this...
Naruto - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 557 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8-25-07 - Deidara & Sasori - Complete
17. Frustration reviews
Deidara thinks it's frusurating how Sasori thinks art is Everlasting, but they've been getting along better recently. SasoDei.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 501 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-21-07 - Deidara & Sasori - Complete
18. Echo reviews
Deidara loves his art. It's the only thing that matters to him. This is talking about what it means to him in 261 words.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-19-07 - Deidara - Complete
19. Incandescence reviews
Deidara thinks about how he's going to die and what's going to happen when he does die. Hints of SasoDei.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-18-07 - Deidara - Complete
20. Memoria reviews
When everything goes down hill, he knows he can find her there. Inspired by LJ's one sentence community. SasuSaku.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,199 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-14-07 - Sasuke U. & Sakura H. - Complete
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