Hello. I'm Lexie, penname s.alexie

I am what you could call a lost writer. I have so many ideas, so many words in my head that sometimes they come out completely different then I intend them to. I want to write serious pieces of work; I have found I do better writing when the mood is angsty or nostalgic. Most of my stories on this website are from so long ago, I would like you to just disregard them. Pay them no mind.

People confuse me and I confuse people.

Quotes:

Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches on the soul
And sings a song without the words
And never stops at all.
- Emily Dickinson

"Atticus told me to delete the adjectives and I'd have the facts." -Scout, To Kill A Mockingbird

I love the book To Kill A Mockingbird. I have read it seven times and I'm in the middle of the eighth. So if you ever feel the need to start a riveting conversation about the book, PM me. I could talk about it all day.

My likes and dislikes are changing all the time. Shows come and go like seasons for me, very frequently.

Here they are- my shows. The blurbs in regular font are from a while ago, and the ones in bold are from very recently:

LOST- It never ends!! I love it!! There are so many twists and turns. And not to mention the love triangle between Kate, Sawyer, and Jack. It is always changing. I personally am a SKATE fan. They're so like each other. A perfect couple. And not to offend anyone, but I HATE Jate. SKATE is forever. Jate ain't. And I like the Conmama friendship. Well...you know, if I was to tell you everything I loved about this amazing show, I would have to sit here forever. Don't feel like it. So I'll move on to...

LOST- That Lost above was from before. This show is always changing, I feel like I change what I like often too. Right now, I'm just watching this show as a...duty I guess. I want to know what happens, but I have a feeling that I'm not going to like it. NOW, I guess I'm still a fan of SKATE, but Kate is getting on my nerves. I like Juliet.

NCIS- I lovelovelove this show. Personally, I think it's the best crime show on tv. The work in the field is amazing. But it is also balanced out with the work done in Abby's lab. I love Abby. She's hilarious...and a goth, like me. I ship TIVA. I think that they are adorable together. They balance each other out. Micheal Rivkin...you better watch out for me! I'm not looking forward to the HORRIBLE FATE that Tiva apparently has in store for them. They've crushed too many of my dreams already...I miss you Kate! But I still love Ziva more...

Supernatural: I'm such a fan of this whole concept! I love watching 2 hot guys fighting evil. The couples I like in this one are Sam//Ruby and Dean/Bella. But more than that, I like brotherly love. Not anything slash, no offense, but I just like how they would be willing to die for each other. KEEP BRINGING THE LOVE!!

Supernatural: Another change. I still like the pairings and whatnot...even if Bella is dead, but whatever. Brotherly love is still good, but it's rare that I find a good fic that expresses that. Right now I am gonna blog on the whole Angel/Demon thing. In my school, there are about 4 people who love this show like I do. We have been talking about what we think is going to happen nonstop. I hate it...cuz I love Sam...but this is what I think is going to happen. SPOILERS We all know that Dean has some close ties with those guys upstairs. He obviously is very high in their books. What makes me mad is that Sam gets no attention from them, but whatever...So Dean is slowly climbing the ladder up to Heaven, no matter how much he doesn't want to. And Sam...oh, Sammy. Drinking DEMON blood! Who's sick, cruel idea was that?! But him and Ruby are making some twisted desicions, and Sam is climbing a ladder, like his precious brother, but his is going downstairs. So, in short, I think that in the end of this series(or season), Sam is going to be a leader of some sorts for the demons. And the same with Dean for the Angels. It's actually kinda tragic if that happens. You guys know how I love that brotherly love!! Goodness, I have so much to say about this. I don't know how the writers are going to incorperate a God into this without offending anybody. Truth be told, this series has probably attracted some not-so-innocent people. I have NO IDEA where they think they are going with this angel/god thing. Supernatural, I love ya, but you gotta step up your game. I miss being scared! Even in the least bit. I sat down and started to watch this series because I love horror all together. But I have to say, it hasn't been as scary the past few seasons. PM me if you share any of my veiws.

Bones- I really love all of the science and action all mixed together in one amazing show!! I like the pairing of Temperance and Seeley. They are such a cute couple!! I also like Hodgela and lots of other couples the wonderful writers have already put together. And PARKER!! He's really cute!! I love little kids... Overall, Bones is my fav show!!

Bones- I think that this is one of those shows that you CANNOT write fanfiction for and get the characterization correct. I'm not saying that all of the fics for this show are terrible, just that it is horribly tedious trying to find a good romance fic without them jumping each other in the first chapter. Bones and Booth would wait! They love each other! Anyway, I'm still a fan of the same things in this show. But the writers haven't been coming up to my expectations lately. They need to get together already! You know who I'm talking about...But if you read my note some spaces underneath this, it is pertaining to this and some others. I still love it, but I'm not IN love with it...how dramatic.

TWILIGHT: I recently fell back in love with Twilight. But with some improvements on my opinions. TEAM JACOB. That's my improvement. Jake is better for Bella. THEY SHOULD HAVE BEEN TOGETHER. Screw Breaking Dawn. I am Team Jacob all the way.

NOTE: I will give all of you a fair warning...I change what I'm "obbsessed" with quite often. So if I review on your story, then never review again, don't take it personally. I just like a change every now and then. :D

Some random thing you probably don't want to know:

I rearrange the furnature in my room at least once a month.

I collect old perfume bottles.

I love Canada and Tennessee more than any other place in the world. They aren't even where I live.

About my fics:

For Us: This is a short one-shot that is about Booths thoughts in "Wannabee in the Weeds". It contains spoilers!! And it's my first one!! I FINALLY figured out how to post them...so...read it!!

You Know What?(Probably my least favorite): This is a three chapter story about...well...just Brennan and Booth bickering and making up.

Playground Equipment(my favorite of my stories!)- Brennan and Booth take Parker to the park!! :D

The Best Days of Your Life- Read the summary...I have something important to say. I will not be continuing this fic any time soon. I have lost interest, and I can't write anything of good quality when I don't like the subject. If you want to adopt it, PM me. I would be glad to hand it over to you. I won't be updating it with a authors note. I'm too scared of flames...:9

Love(Sonny With A Chance)- This is a collection of quotes all based on love, hence the name. It will mostly be Channy, but I might mix things up a bit later on. I will update this one everyday, due to how EASY they are for me to write. They're extremely short, some of them just drabbles.

My take on writing: Written by live-love-lexie. ME!!

As I sit here, staring at the blank piece of paper, I cannot find the words to write. I know so many, I have dealt with so many, but when put in a situation where you have to combine them, it is increasingly difficult to remember the words so well known to you.

Because when you write, you are in a different world. It is as if your mind has gone completely blank, yet you know so much more. Math doesn’t matter in this world. The fight you had with your friend doesn’t matter in there. Just the words. I’m not even talking about the meaning of the singular words, but the meaning that you get when you combine them to make something more. You could take the most brilliant novel and mix up the words in any order, and then read them over once. No, you can’t understand what the book is about, but you can get what it is trying to say.

Because words have a certain connotation. Any writer with simple motivation and seriousness about their writing can understand connotation. The connotation you learn about in your schoolbooks is only one part of it. Connotation can say so much more about a piece of writing than ‘positive’ or ‘negative’. Connotation can tell you about the author himself. What was that person thinking that day? Why would they want to write about this? Words are so much more than letters.

As much as words can make an author happy, writing is painful. Writing is baring your whole self. Basically just stripping you down to the soul. You have to reach down inside yourself to bring out the sentences, the plot sequences, the characters. As I write, I feel as if my personal memories are being drained out of me and flowing onto the blank sheet of paper.

You also have to make things up. As childish as it sounds, you have to make believe. Except, to you, it is not make believe. Your world and the characters in it become as real to you as your reality. It’s like walking into a dark room. At first, you cannot see anything. But as you are in it for longer, you eyes adjust, making everything plainer, clearer.

As much as I understand writing, the pain that comes with it, and yet the joy and sense of accomplishment you get when finished with a piece of writing, I still cannot find anything to write.