I've Got A Pain In My Sawdust

Oh, sad was the day for the little bisque doll,
For they cut all her stitches away.
And look for the seat of the terrible ache -
" 'Twas a delicate task," they all say.
For none of the surgeons had ever before -
Preformed on a dolly's inside,
They tried to re-stuff her, but didn't know how.
And this was her wail as she died.
I've got a pain in my sawdust.
That's what's the matter with me.
Something is wrong with my little inside,
I'm just as sick as can be.
Don't let me faint, someone get me a fan!
Someone run for the medicine man!
Ev'ryone hurry as fast as you can!
I've got a pain in my sawdust...

- Abnormal /æbˈnɔrməl/ ab-nawr-muhl

adjective

1. Not normal; not typical or usual or regular or conforming to a norm.

2. Bellethiel Merliwen

3. Departing from the normal in e.g. intelligence and development

Maybe there on the edge is your hope
But you don't look down
Why?
There you go saying nothing
Here's my mind unclear
Or
Could it be?
Maybe something has a hold of me
Like...

~Favorite Fan Fiction Bases~
Harry Potter
Lord Of The Rings
Firefly/Serenity
The Phantom of the Opera
Silent Hill

~My Bookshelf~
Confessions Of A Fallen Angel, Paint It Black, Impulse, The Book Thief, The Darkangel, Sybil, White Oleander, The Blood Countess, Dracula Was A Woman, The Promise, Blood and Chocolate, Escape From Memory, Vanity Fair, Johnny Got His Gun, Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, City Of Falling Angels, Midnight In The Garden Of Good And Evil, Carrie, The Shining, The Lakehouse, The Tell-Tale Heart, The Raven, The Cask Of Amontillado, The Historian, Echo, Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter, Clockwork, When She Hollers, Maximum Ride: The Angel Experiment, Maximum Ride: School's Out Forever, Maximum Ride: Saving The World And Other Extreme Sports, Interview With The Vampire, The Tale Of The Body Theif, Memnoch The Devil,The Vampire Lestat, Queen Of The Damned, The Vampire Armand, Pandora, Merrick, The Vampire Vittorio, Phantom, and The Phantom Of The Opera.

~My DVD/Video Collection~
The Golden Compass, Dogma, The Prince of Egypt, Hairspray, Serenity, Firefly, Invader Zim, 300, Sybil, RENT, Lord of the Rings, The Exorcist, Beetlejuice, Corpse Bride, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Elecktra, Van Helsing, The Phantom of the Opera, Mulan, Constantine, Interview With The Vampire, 13 Going On 30, The Stepford Wives, Shallow Hal, Daredevil, X-Men (1, 2, and 3), Lady Hawke, 28 Days, Kingdom Of Heaven, The Exorcisim Of Emily Rose, Friends, The Hunchback Of Notre Dame, The Swan Princess, Fern Gully, Mr. and Mrs. Smith, and Girl Interrupted.

~My Stereo~
Blackmore’s Night. Loreena Mckennitt. Midnight Syndicate. Trans Siberian Orchestra. Michelle Branch. Phantom of the Opera Soundtrack. RENT Soundtrack. Titanic Soundtrack. The Lion King Broadway Soundtrack. Marty Casey And The Lovehammers. Pat Benetar. Creed. Evanescence. Panic! At the Disco. Nickleback. Rainbow. The Twenty Twos. Full Blown Rose. Jet. Megan McCauley. Shinedown. Nightwish. Emmy Rossum. Hans Zimmer. Ofra Haza. One Less Reason. Teen Plauge. Lightswitch. The Cranberries. 3 Doors Down. Within Temptation. Three Days Grace. Matchbox Twenty. Rufus Wainwright. The Fray. Ben E. King. Gnarls Barkley. Pink. Sarah McLachlan. Metallica. Gary Jules. The Beatles. Pearl Jam. Submersed. The Temptations. Third Eye. Blind. Utada Hikaru. Alter Bridge. The Dreaming. Mary Elizabeth McGlynn.

~My Games~
Silent Hill: Origins, Soul Caliber III/II, The Simpsons: Road Rage, Medal of Honor, World of Warcraft, The Sims, Warcraft, Starcraft/Broodwar, The Urbz, Super Smash Bros. Brawl, Kingdom Hearts, Castlevania.

My name is Bellethiel Merilwen, but you already know that. I like to write, and I support good grammar. I tend to think I'm something special, but I'm probably not. I'm not one for love; I put it on a pedestal when I probably shouldn't. Then again, maybe I've just not met the right person. I like rainy days and dancing outside in them. And the fact I can hear the music nobody else can. I love the small things like people telling you to cheer up, or when strangers smile at you for no apparent reason. Everything bad happens on a Monday, so I hate it. However, Friday is fantastic. I'm a nerd. A geek. Misunderstood. But isn't everyone? I'm in love with music from: Full Blown Rose, Evanescence, Trans Siberian Orchestra, The Lovehammers, Blackmore's Night. Tons of others too. And I like to write stories, or at least think them up, because sometimes fantasy is better than reality. I believe that sentences can start with AND or BUT because if it sounds right, it is right. Believe what you want to believe - I DO. I've written my own book series called Angel's Failure. I'm also an artist, and currently have my own gallery on DeviantART link. Sometimes I might be pinpointed as vain or egotistical. That is not true. Fact; I think you are all at least 10x better than me. I normally give good advice. Often times I wish I could follow my own advice.. Others I wish I hadn't, and that I had just followed my heart. But I regret nothing.

~You May Also Know Me As~
Little Bisque Doll (ilike.com)
Computerbabex90 (gURL.com)
Walk-On-Water (DeviantART.com)
AngelsFailure (quizilla.com)