Hello, my name is isilya_fan (I won't tell you my real name) and I'm 18-year old (my birthday will stay a secret too).

My hobbies are reading, writing, watching several TV shows and movies from anime to cartoons and real films. But my secret favourites are cartoons, the old ones like 'Mighty Ducks' or 'Gargoyles' (this was and is the best cartoon Disney has EVER shown; it's a shame they stopped it) and some of the new ones, like 'Super Robot Monkey Team Hyper Force GO!' or the 'Ninja Turtles' (you know, the new one from 2003).
Furthermore, a passion of mine is listening music of the most different styles and genres. Here is a list of my current favourite songs and music, but beware, the mixture is rather odd. ;)

1) Vivaldi - The Four Seasons; Mozart - Symphony No. 35 and so on
2) Metallica - St. Anger
3) Within Temptaion - The Howling, Foresaken, Running Up That Hill, What Have You Done, Jillian, A Dangerous Mind, Angels, Pearls of Light ...
4) P.O.D. - Youth of the Nation, Change The World
5) Pink - Long Way To Happy, Who Knew
6) Chinese Oper (yes, Chinese oper)
7) Rise Against - Worth Dying For, Prayer Of A Refugee, Behind Closed Doors
8) Hobaastank - Crawling In The Dark
9) Chris Holmes - Anything But Down
10) Carl Orff - Carmina Burana
11) Justin Timberlake - Crying A River, Sexy Back
12) Foo Fighters - The Pretender
13) Breaking Benjamin - So Cold
14) Yousei Teikoku - Last Moment, Noble Roar, Valkyria, Wahrheit
15) Juli - Zerrissen, Wir Beide, Warum
16) Linkin Park - I like many of their songs, but the ones from their album Meteora I consider the best
17) Crossfade - No Giving Up

Didn't I tell you? XD

Holden - Sur le pavé: Great French chanson.

And maybe some of you know the German band 'Juli'. If not, you should at least know this song: Juli - Wir beide

Crush 40 - I am (All of me)

I see no, hear no evil
Black writings on the wall
Unleashed a million faces
Then one by one they fall

Black hearted evil
Brave hearted hero
I am all, I am all I am

I, I, I, I am

Here we go, buddy,
Here we go, buddy,
Here we go,
Here we go, buddy,
Here we go

Go ahead and try to see through me
Do it if you dare
One step forward, two steps back,
I'm there
(One step forward, two steps back)
Do it, do it, do it, do it

Can you see all of me?
Walk into my mystery
Step inside and hold on for dear life

Do you remember me?
Capture you or set you free
I am all, I am all of me

(I am, I am all of me)

I am , I am, I'm all of me (3x)
(keep it going)

I see and feel the evil
My hands will crush 'em all
You think you have the answer
I'll laugh and watch you fall

Black hearted evil
Brave hearted hero
I am all, I am all I am

I, I, I, I am

Here we go, buddy,
Here we go, buddy,
Here we go,
Here we go, buddy,
Here we go

Go ahead and try to see through me
Do it if you dare
One step forward, two steps back,
I'm there
(One step forward, two steps back)
Do it, do it, do it, do it

Can you see all of me?
Walk into my mystery
Step inside and hold on for dear life

Do you remember me?
Capture you or set you free
I am all, I am all of me

(I am, I am all of me)
I am , I am, I'm all of me (3x)
(keep it going)

I am, I am everyone
everywhere
anyhow
anyway
anywhere
everyday

I am, I am everyone
everywhere
anyhow
anyway
anywhere
everyday

I am I am I am
I am I am I am
I am

Do it, do it, do it, do it

Can you see all of me?
Walk into my mystery
Step inside and hold on for dear life

Do you remember me?
Capture you or set you free
I am all, I am all of me

(I am, I am all of me)

I am , I am, I'm all of me (4x)
(keep it going)

I am I am all of me

Robert Frost

Stopping By Woods On A Snowy Evening

Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.

My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year

He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.

The woods are lovely, dark, and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.

Erich Fried

What was this?

Being without you
totally without you

and slowly
starting to forget
how it was to be with you
totally with you

and then half
half with and half without

and finally
totally without

xox

Anxiety and doubt

Don't doubt of
someone
who's saying
he's anxious

but be anxious of
someone
who's saying
he's without a doubt

xox

Perhaps

Remembering
that is
perhaps
the most painful way
of forgetting
and perhaps
the kindest way
of easing
this pain

Beyond Good and Evil (Ubisoft)
Update (quite late XD): The sequel got finally announced! Ubisoft still lays low for any positive information, but we know at least Michel Ancel has been working on the game for over one year now. And that he fights for his sequel to be published!
Since there are so many unanswered question until the sequel comes out, I wrote a story about it - to be more exactly about the other Hillyans, because they're just as nice as the main characters and I think it's unfair they haven't their own story yet.

My story or better collection of stories is called "Akuda Bar's people" and is of course about the guys always hanging around there (I'm going to add more drabbles for each of the characters, Mo, Peepers or Seven).

My other stories:

category: Yami no Matsuei

-Twentyfour things about Sohryu- Everyone has more than one side to them, and so does Sohryu, leader of Gensoukai. Heavy accent on his friendship to Tzusuki.

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category: Super Robot Monkey Team Hyperforce Go!

-Emotional scars and Emotional healing- My first story on ff.net. Just some musings by Gibson about the team's difficult past with Mandarin. The idea for this came as I watched videos about the episode "Snowbound" as well as about "The Sixth Monkey". The way Mandarin acted in the past made me ask what he could possibly have done to the others of the team (not just Nova) and how it affected them.
But it was "Soul of Evil" who let me decide to make Gibson the main character because I was impressed of how well he fought together with Otto against Mandarin: They literally smashed him to pieces! (It's somehow ironic that Mandarin used to be Otto's best "pal", taunted him with this and was then defeated by the one who's today closest to Otto.)

-Creating The Evil- A drabble on the episode "Golden Age" when Mandarin hit at the containment grid of the Portal and what consequences this caused.

-Reborn in time- Best friend of the Alchemist and confidant to the Monkeys; the greatest hero of Shuggazoom during the Golden Age - this all represents Captain Shuggazoom alias Clayton carrington, last living, remembering(!) witness of the Golden Age. Drabbles and oneshots about how he deals after having woken up from his forced hibernation sleep with a world where the Skeleton King has overtaken the Alchemist, and the Golden Age is nothing but dust in memory.

category: AcceleRacers/Hot Wheels World Race

"The Ultimate Race"series: Like the title assumes, in this series of oneshots and drabbles of mine it's all about the final episode of AcceleRacers, "The Ultimate Race".

-part 1: Here we go- The yet shortest text of the series and of my other stories as well. Deals with one scene of the race between Gelorum and Vert. The title has a double meaning: It marks the beginning of my series, on the other hand it's the quote from Vert as he follows Gelorum, starting the race.

-part 2: Chances- Originally I planned this as part of "Here we go", but it got somehow deleted; but that was a piece of luck, too, because I got a whole new idea how to write it and now I'm really satisfied with it. That's why it's about Vert during the race with Gelorum again, with more focus on his thoughts, insight into his character and his relationship with the other characters this time.

-part 3: Lost Soul- Really dark, but that's appropiate to Kadeem's fate. ;_; I'm still sad about what happened to him, because he was, almong with Vert, my favourite character in World Race.

-part 4: A handsome distraction- Among such heavy stuff is some fluffiness really nice, don't you think? Someone usually beyond reproach like Karma has also her moments of "banality" which is just the more funny - and really romantic if you know because of what, and more important, of whom.
(If Vert had seen her reaction, he would surely have grinned and agreed with me that Taro has his magic with women. XD)

-part 5: Gravity- Just a little ontake on what may happened in the Cosmic Realm as Porkchop and Tork vanished inside the wormhole before coming back into action - and where the friggin' heck they got those hyperpods from!

category: Beyond Good and Evil

-Absolute Ending- Seeing the person dead you love as much as just a daughter could love her father, is maybe one of the most painful sorrows you are able to feel. SPOILERS for the end of the game.

-The Pouncer- Beware the attacking fluff and cuteness from the game's biggest ball of wool. :)

xoxoxoxoxoxox

category: Ratchet and Clank

-Bad day for pirates- (very minor spoilers for "Tools of Destruction") Captain Slag on a very bad day. Hey me hearties, where be the grog?!

My favourite story of the moment: Dujunji by KnucklesRedFury207.2, fandom: Super Robot Monkey Team Hyperforce Go! - What happens when the Hyperforce finds a game that resembles weirdly the famous "Jumanji"? If you're looking for suspense and action, I really recommend you this story.