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Author has written 36 stories for Robin Hood BBC, Twilight, Mortal Instruments, Host, RENT, and Harry Potter. Hi. I'm Becky. I'm Vegetarian, and Scottish. Contrary to popular belief, we don't actually all live in log cabins beside picturesque (if freezing) lochs, wearing kilts, eating haggis 'neeps & tatties, and expressing ourselves with, "Och aye the noo." (Although veggie haggis is pretty good, if I do say so myself.) So. Another birthday passed. Summer flew by. Autumn seemed to just... not exist. We kind of went straight to winter after June. I might never have returned to the joy of FF. But recently, there has been a horrendous amount of snow, to the point where I have left the house only three times in the past week. Yeah, it's up to my waist. Now, I'm not the tallest person ever, but that's still an exteremely hefty amount of snow. As you might imagine, I have been driven slowly and surely crazy by this predicament. But in my time of woe and isolation, I got by with the wonder of... fanfiction! Well. That and facebook. But I seem to have fallen in love with it once more - not just any ff, mind, but Marauder-era canon Harry Potter. That may seem a little contrived, especially as they appear so infrequently in the books, but really. Some of the best fanfiction I have ever read centres around these poor, doomed characters. And you know me. I'm kind of a sucker for a Shakespearian-style tragedy. So I have returned once more. Don't know if I'll be posting anything new right now, but hopefully at some point in the future I'll be struck by a lightning bolt of divine inspiration, and wow you all with some wondrous piece of fine literature. Until that strikes, I'll be here. Silently reading, and then leaving excessively long reviews. Although I'm always up for a chat if you want to PM me. :D
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1. The First Time He Said reviewsSometimes, you just can't wait. Victoire/Teddy. Fluffy, because it's Christmas.Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 667 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-17-10 - Victoire W. & Teddy L. - Complete2. Of Surprises reviewsThere is something eternally divisive about a surprise. That is to say, some people love them, while others hate them with a passion. L/J. One-shot.Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,101 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 12-12-10 - Lily Evans P. & James P. - Complete3. Accident reviewsShe never meant to fall for him. In fact, this whole experience is bizarre: a little scary, completely unexpected and a total accident. Ha. How ironic. James/Lily . OneShot.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,377 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2-5-10 - James P. & Lily Evans P.4. Phone Call » reviewsA voice cut me off. A voice I never thought I'd hear again. A voice that even the hundred of miles of wire between us could not destroy the beauty of. The most wonderful of voices. The one I'd been waiting to hear for nigh-on six months. ExB. Twoshot?Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,317 - Reviews: 51 - Updated: 12-25-09 - Published: 12-25-08 - Bella & Edward - Complete5. Blanco Como La Nieve reviews...there she made a very poisonous apple. Outside it looked pretty, white with a red cheek, so that everyone who saw it longed for it; but whoever ate a piece of it must surely die." Once Upon a Twilight Contest Entry. E/B. AH.Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,304 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 8-19-09 - Bella & Edward - Complete6. Bring Me To Life » reviewsIt's the same every night, though… exactly the same. You're used to it, you suppose. You're used to the terror it brings, the pain, the fear… and mostly the loneliness. Bella's dreams in NM. TwoShot.Twilight - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,136 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 7-26-09 - Published: 3-7-09 - Bella - Complete7. Hello, Edward » reviewsIf you were given six months to live, wouldn't you do whatever you could to make them the best of your life? Even if you were all alone? ExB. Complete.Twilight - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 14 - Words: 13,484 - Reviews: 179 - Updated: 7-21-09 - Published: 7-4-09 - Bella & Edward - Complete8. Musings of a Shaken Mind » reviewsBecause no matter how hard they try, they can't change a damn thing. Implied JxC. Post CoB. Um, Two-Shot?Mortal Instruments - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,458 - Reviews: 18 - Updated: 7-20-09 - Published: 1-10-09 - Jace W. & Clary F. - Complete9. Twilight's Got Talent » reviewsAnt and Dec, sharing some kind of private joke that no-one else could possibly understand, turned back to the cameras. "Welcome, folks, to the live final of TWILIGHT'S GOT TALENT!" Co-written by Musings of a Shaken Mind and La Vie Boheme101Twilight - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,788 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 6-1-09 - Published: 5-29-0910. Angelic » reviewsShe giggled to herself delightedly as she watched the girl stumble—quite literally—into Edward Cullen's life.' Bella and Edward's story, as orchestrated by some higher force.Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 19 - Words: 15,459 - Reviews: 119 - Updated: 5-27-09 - Published: 10-17-08 - Edward & Bella11. Hallucination » reviews-Rewritten as a companion piece to my drabbles- "When life hands you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it's not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end." EPOV.Twilight - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 10,753 - Reviews: 58 - Updated: 5-24-09 - Published: 1-16-09 - Edward - Complete12. L i f e Support » reviews"No other road. No other way. No day but today." Twilight/RENT x-over. TBC.Crossover - RENT & Twilight - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,439 - Reviews: 34 - Updated: 4-10-09 - Published: 4-7-09 - Bella13. Drabbles for Bella » reviewsI may be crazy, and I may be stupid, but I've decided to do a series of drabbles, one for each day that Edward is away from Bella in New Moon. Brace yourselves... 'T', for angst. NOW COMPLETE. FINALLY!Twilight - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 198 - Words: 48,622 - Reviews: 2251 - Updated: 3-27-09 - Published: 9-7-08 - Bella - Complete14. I'll keep hoping, as she keeps dreaming » reviewsWas I really ready to lose her, for real this time? Forever? Of course not. Angst. ExB. Was OneShot- now TwoShot!Twilight - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,776 - Reviews: 43 - Updated: 2-19-09 - Published: 12-25-08 - Bella & Edward - Complete15. What Is, What Was and What Might Have Been reviewsThere was only one song that he would not play. A song he had not played in… four years. To the day. AH, AU. Incomplete.Twilight - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,317 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 2-14-09 - Bella & Edward16. The End reviewsIt's been a year. Did you notice? It doesn't feel like it... RxM; WxD. Post-Season 2Robin Hood BBC - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,270 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-13-09 - Robin H. & Marian - Complete17. Feet first, first time reviewsThis is not recreational, despite what she might have told Jacob Black. No, this is real. It is the end. OneShot. ExB.Twilight - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,856 - Reviews: 24 - Published: 1-18-09 - Bella & Edward - Complete18. Somehow reviewsBecause love is the only force capable of transforming an enemy into friend. WxI. OneShot.Host - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 410 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 1-17-09 - Wanderer/Wanda & Ian O. - Complete19. 24 » reviewsWhen his world in plunged into danger and mystery, who can Edward turn to? And when Bella and their children disappear, can he reach them in time to save them? He's only got 24 hours... AH, AU. ExB.Twilight - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,704 - Reviews: 23 - Updated: 1-17-09 - Published: 1-1-09 - Edward & Bella20. Once upon a time reviewsOnce upon a time, the Cullens were walking through some random desert somewhere, sparkling. Of course, this was completely irrational and pretty damn careless because of…you know… the whole sparkling thing... A Twilight/Host Crossover.Crossover - Twilight & Host - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,007 - Reviews: 52 - Published: 1-17-09 - Complete21. In Dreams reviewsIn dreams, when he is not watched—when his mind can wander far from what is right and what is good—she is something far more. She always will be. JxC. OneShot.Mortal Instruments - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 550 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-14-09 - Complete22. Meant to Live reviewsHope is a strange emotion. It can both bolster and destroy. It can clear the way, or block our path. It is a fickle thing, and it can be dangerous; building us up and then knocking us down. JPOV. JxC. OneShot.Mortal Instruments - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 507 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 1-11-09 - Complete23. Shadow » reviewsShadow: –noun. 1. A person who is the property of and wholly subject to another; a bond servant. 2. A person entirely under the domination of some influence or person. 3. A drudge: a housekeeping slave. AH; AU. BxE.Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 11,094 - Reviews: 44 - Updated: 1-3-09 - Published: 12-28-08 - Bella & Edward - Complete24. Slipping Away » reviewsShe stands on the edge, watches the sea. It's so easy. She'd just come up here for some recreational stuff, but she wonders now if that was just an excuse." ExB. AU.Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,856 - Reviews: 35 - Updated: 12-29-08 - Published: 12-6-08 - Bella & Edward - Complete25. My dearest, darling Bella » reviewsI love you, my Bella, although you think otherwise. I always will, until I am killed, or you are. Perhaps we will be reunited in death. I will watch you, in heaven, from the darkest pits of Hell, and I shall be satisfied. Yours, forever. Edward.Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,470 - Reviews: 45 - Updated: 12-25-08 - Published: 9-28-08 - Bella & Edward26. Explosion » reviewsHe fights. As he fights, he chokes, and as he chokes, he's dying. But it means nothing. Because if he fails in this, he forfeits any desire to live.' A OneShot dedicated to those who died that day, both figuratively and literally.Twilight - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,247 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 12-25-08 - Published: 10-3-08 - Bella & Edward - Complete27. I'm Not Okay, I promise » reviewsBecause sometimes, there's not one damn thing you can do that pleases anyone else. AU.Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,343 - Reviews: 45 - Updated: 11-18-08 - Published: 9-27-08 - Bella & Edward28. A Haunting She'd Never Forget reviewsIt was at that moment that the electricity decided to go out." For amgglekim's Trick or Treat Halloween Challenge. BPOV.Twilight - Rated: T - English - Humor/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,362 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 10-27-08 - Bella - Complete29. All the Makings of a Suicide Case » reviews"No, you don't! You don't love me, that's what you said…" Suicidal Bella. Because I'm a morbid kind of person. Alternative-NM. BPOV.Twilight - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,064 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 10-17-08 - Published: 8-13-08 - Bella & Edward - Complete30. One Mans Terrorist is another Mans Freedom Fighter » reviewsEach word was an effort, and he coughed, blood spurting from his mouth, creating a dark splatter on the cold stone floor of the room. Angst. WxDxOC.Robin Hood BBC - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 12 - Words: 14,155 - Reviews: 98 - Updated: 6-28-08 - Published: 2-2-08 - Will S. - Complete31. FatherHood reviewsRobin reflects. Oneshot. RxM.Robin Hood BBC - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 544 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 6-24-08 - Complete32. Cupboard reviewsThe man yells, a horrifying sound that resounds in my ears long after it has finished, "MY DAD ISN'T GETTING BETTER!" Implied WxD. Angst. OneShot.Robin Hood BBC - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 958 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-8-08 - Will S. & Djaq - Complete33. Death of an Outlaw » reviewsThe noose is placed around your neck, and there's a strange sense of deja vu. But it's different. There's no-one beside you. No crowd. No gallant Outlaw to rescue you. -Character Deaths- Angst. WxD; RxMRobin Hood BBC - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,635 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 5-21-08 - Published: 5-11-08 - Complete34. One Moment reviewsIt's cruel that their first kiss should also be their last" WxD. 2x11. OneShot.Robin Hood BBC - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 5-10-08 - Will S. & Djaq - Complete35. Let It Out reviewsSometimes, we all just need to let it out... OneShot. WxD. SongFic to Starrfadu's Let It Out. 2x04Robin Hood BBC - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,093 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 4-25-08 - Will S. & Djaq - Complete36. Shattered Remains reviews"…He will always be remembered as the hero he truly was." WxD; RxM. AU. OneShot.Robin Hood BBC - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 497 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 12-17-07 - Will S. & Djaq - Complete
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