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since: 09-14-07, id: 1376214, Profile edited: 04-24-08
Author has written 1 story for Outsiders.

Name: not telling

Age somethingteen

Gender: Female

Personality: happy on the outside, depressed on the inside

Just so you know

I have the creative ability of a doorknob.

I also have the grammer of a kindergartener. That includes spelling

Finally, I seriously need help. My thoughts all focus on death and that is not good.

My other accounts are fantoallwritertonone, and always me never you.

Santura-san needs a muzzel. She is driving me to insantity and would like to say HI

Cher - Hey peoples this is Santura-san! or chirico for those who have read my stories!

Yuuka - HEY! MYYYY PROFILE!!

Cher - O.o

-silence-

Cher - but but but but!!

Yuuka - -glares-

Cher - YOUR MEAN!!

Yuuka - Ignore the evil babbling of the peron above

Cher - HEY

Yuuka - Ha I found a muzzel

Cher - Oh shit! -runs-

Yuuka - get back here. SEE YOU LATER!

Month one

Mommy
I am only 8 inches long
but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two

Mommy
today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three

You know what Mommy
I'm a boy!!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too
and I cry with you even though
you can't hear me.

Month Four

Mommy
my hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five

You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six

I can hear that doctor again.
I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!
Mommy! HELP me!

Month Seven

Mommy
I am okay.
I am in Jesus's arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you're against abortion, re-post this

Her name was Auroura
She was only five
This is what happened
When she was alive

Her dad was a drunk
Her mom was an addict
Her parents kept her
Locked in an attic

Her only friend
was a little toy bear
It was old and worn out
And had patches of hair

She always talked to it
When no one's around
She lays there and hugs it
Not a peep of sound

Until her parents
unlock the door
Some more and more pain
She'll have to endore

A bruise on her leg
A scar on her face
Why would she be
In such a horrible place?

But she grabs her bear
And softly crys
She loves her parents
But they want her to die

She sits in the corner
Quiet but thinking,
" God, why? Why is
My life always sinking? "

Such a bad life
For a sad little kid
She'd get beaten and beaten
For anything she did

Then one night
Her mom came home high
The poor child was hit and slapped
As hours went by

Then her mom suddenly
Grabbed for a blade
It was sharp and pointy
One that she made

She thrusted the blade
Right in her chest,
" You deserve to die
You worthless pest! "

The mom walked out
Leaving the girl slowly dying
She grabbed her bear
And again started crying

Police showed up
At the small little house
They quickly barged in
Everything was as quiet as a mouse

One officer slowly
Opened a door
To find the sad little girl
Lying on the floor

It must have been bad
To go through so much harm
But at least she died
With her best friend in her arms

If you hate child abuse then repost this on your profile.

92 of the teen population would be dead if Hollister dedcided that breathing wasn't cool!!Put this on your profile if you would be one of the 8 laughing histarically in the background!!

If you have ever tripped over your own feet, copy and paste this into your profile.

Recent studies show that 92 percent of teenagers have moved on to rap. If you're part of the 8 percent that hasn't, put this in your profile.

Weird is good, strange is bad, and odd is when you don't know which to call someone. Weird is the same as different, which is the same as unique, than weird is good. If you are weird and proud of it, copy this onto your profile!

If you have ever pushed a pull door, or vice versa, copy this into your profile.

If you have ever run into a door, copy this into your profile.

If you believe that over half of all you say/write/think doesn't come out right and is complete stupidity, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you think those kids should just give the Rabbit his cereal put this in your profile!

If you have ever pushed on a door that said pull or pulled the handle on a door that said push copy this into your profile.

If, with no warning, you have laughed during a movie part that wasn't funny, put this in your profile.

If there are times when you wanna annoy people just for the heck of it, copy this into your profile.

If you have ever had a mad laughing fit for absolutely no reason, copy and paste this into your profile.

98 percent of teenagers do or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2 percent who hasn't, copy & paste this in your profile.

If you love God with your whole heart and are 100 percent proud of it, copy & paste this in your profile.

Even when you cant see Him, GOD is there! if you belive in GOD put this in your profile.

95 of kids out there are concerned with being popular and fitting in, if you're part of the 5 who aren't put this into your profile and add your name to the list: AnimeKittyCafe, Hyperactivley Bored, Gem W, Bara-Minamino, Yavie Aelinel, Crazy Billie Joe Loving Freak, Shadow929, The Astrology Nerd, brown-eyed angelofmusic, piratesswriter/fairy to be, The Gypsy Pirate Queen, watching-waiting-wishing, 100-percent-Harry-Potter-obsessed, Miss Apple Pie, NarnianAslan, Crazy4Jensen, babygurl33, Dorkyduck,World-Class-Grease,Kaligirl05, Sodapoplover,ponyboyandsodapopluvr, outsider angel

If you would take a bullet for your best friend, put this in your profile.

Me Love OUTSIDERS, if this is true, copy paste this to your profile!

If you have ever had a friend who has or has thought of commiting suicide repost this

If you yourself have thought that death was a good option repost this

If you wish just one friend would figure out how depressed you are repost this.

If you are one of the people who are homaphobic that is just sad.

You do not have the right to reject people just because they are gay or lesbian.

If you would prodly be a friend of one of the below Be proud. You are one of the good few.

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

It is EXTREMLY sad that people are discriminatory. I would never be friends with you if you were.

If you fit with the following statement I do not pitty you. You deserved it.

I am the person who lost all my friends because they found out I hate all gays and lesbiens

That is mearly how I was raised.

Never let another persons opinions effect yours. Go with your head and heart, NOT THE FLOW.

I have few political views but those I do have I am firm to stick to.

Now look at yours and make sure they are right

Thinking is important

Now do that instead of reading this

This is just the semi-important babblings of a random bored person.

Goodbye



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