TurnMyGriefToGrace
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since: 09-22-07, id: 1381723, Profile Updated: 05-19-13
country: USA
Author has written 32 stories for Grey's Anatomy.

Hi! I'm a 24 year old nursing student with a bachelor's degree in English literature. Go figure. I love writing, and write fics to keep my sanity. Grey's Anatomy is the only fandom I write about, and ninety-nine percent of it is MerDer. They're my OTP. I love (most of) the other characters too, but MerDer are the only ones that I obsess over to an unhealthy level. ;)

Happy reading!


1. The Age of Princesses and Pirate Ships reviews
This is my usual post-season finale one shot. Very, very spoilery of you haven't seen the season nine finale. For once, I actually loved how Shonda handled the MerDer story, and I wanted to expand on it. Enjoy, and let me know what you think!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,579 - Reviews: 25 - Published: 5-21-13 - Meredith G. & Derek S. - Complete
2. Thinking Over » reviews
Mainly a MerDer story. Maybe the other characters. My Season 4 continuation after 4.11 in which I attempt to fix things. Hopefully a good healing fic. Enjoy.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 146 - Words: 644,490 - Reviews: 2699 - Updated: 4-26-13 - Published: 1-10-08 - Meredith G. & Derek S.
3. My Future In You reviews
This picks up after 9x18, "Idle Hands." MerDer and Zola (as usual), because I can never get enough of them. Very spoilery if you haven't seen the episode yet. Enjoy, and please let me know what you think!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,919 - Reviews: 28 - Published: 3-24-13 - Meredith G. & Derek S.
4. Keep Warm reviews
MerDer and Zola Christmas one shot. Little glimpses into their holiday season, and of course, includes mentions of baby number two! Slightly spoilery if you're not caught up with season 9. Enjoy, and let me know what you think!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,353 - Reviews: 26 - Published: 12-24-12 - Derek S. & Meredith G. - Complete
5. Entwined reviews
This is a post "I Was Made for Lovin' You" one shot. MerDer, as always. Very spoilery if you haven't seen episode 9.07. Meredith and Derek discusses the events of the night before, with a little Zola mixed in, just because she's too adorable not to include. Enjoy, and please let me know what you think!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,139 - Reviews: 29 - Published: 12-2-12 - Derek S. & Meredith G. - Complete
6. Are We There Yet? reviews
A post-Flight one shot, MerDer-centric. Spoilery if you haven't seen the season 8 finale. It's written chronologically, and like the last one shot I wrote, contains glimpses that span over time, and not just a few days. MerDer cope with a loss.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,888 - Reviews: 30 - Published: 5-21-12 - Meredith G. & Derek S. - Complete
7. Before I Ever Knew You reviews
This is different from my other fics. It's not really a post-episode fic, but glimpses into Meredith, Derek and Zola's everyday life, which we rarely get to see. It's also a past/present/future fic, and is sectioned off into mini-fics. Enjoy!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,439 - Reviews: 28 - Published: 3-3-12 - Meredith G. & Derek S. - Complete
8. The First Snowflake reviews
This is set on Meredith and Derek's first Christmas with Zola, sometime after 8x10. Spoilery if you haven't seen season 8. We could all use some Christmas happiness, right? Enjoy!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,208 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 12-11-11 - Meredith G. & Derek S. - Complete
9. Far Far reviews
So, this is another fix-it one shot to add to the vault, based after 8.02, and includes spoilery stuff from the promos, too, in which Meredith and Derek have an actual conversation. Crazy thought, isn't it? Anyway, enjoy!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,550 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 9-25-11 - Meredith G. & Derek S. - Complete
10. Your Side Now reviews
This is just a post season seven finale one shot, set the next morning. I wanted to attempt to fix what happened between Meredith and Derek in that episode, because I felt somewhat let down by the ending. I hope you enjoy it.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,564 - Reviews: 29 - Published: 5-21-11 - Meredith G. & Derek S. - Complete
11. Everything, All at Once reviews
One shot. MerDer, as usual, based after 7.11, "Disarm." Spoilery if you haven't seen the episode. Later on that night when they're at home. Enjoy!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,428 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 1-8-11 - Meredith G. & Derek S. - Complete
12. All Those Pretty Lights reviews
MerDer. Post 7.10. Not really spoilery. Just something short and Christmasy that I think was important, and not really addressed on the show. Enjoy!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,575 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 12-23-10 - Meredith G. & Derek S. - Complete
13. Once Upon a Road Trip reviews
MerDer; post season six. Not spoilery. Random one shot idea that I couldn't get out of my head. The thought of Meredith and Derek taking a road trip together amused me, so I wrote something. Enjoy!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,317 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 9-4-10 - Meredith G. & Derek S. - Complete
14. The Yard Work Correlation reviews
MerDer. Set sometime in the future, created from the prompt words "autumn, leaves, kids." One shot, mostly fluff. Enjoy!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,675 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 7-25-10 - Meredith G. & Derek S. - Complete
15. Grilled Cheese With a Side of Bribery reviews
Post season six one shot. Meredith tries to be wifely. Just something fun and happy and hopeful after that doozie of a season finale. MerDer, as usual. Enjoy!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,741 - Reviews: 26 - Published: 7-10-10 - Meredith G. & Derek S. - Complete
16. Unarmed » reviews
Post season six finale mini fic in which I pick up the pieces left behind. Strictly MerDer. We could all use a little therapy after that episode, right? Very spoilery if you haven't the season six finale yet.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,448 - Reviews: 91 - Updated: 5-25-10 - Published: 5-21-10 - Meredith G. & Derek S.
17. Adventures in Whoville reviews
MerDer one shot, set after "Suicide is Painless." Basically an extension of the "Whoville" scene, in which they have a conversation that lasts longer than 30 seconds. Spoilery if you haven't seen the episode. Enjoy.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,166 - Reviews: 22 - Published: 3-27-10 - Meredith G. & Derek S. - Complete
18. Cut from the Same Cloth reviews
MerDer one shot, set directly after "I Like You So Much Better When You're Naked." Based on Joan Rater's blog excerpt, which sums up the point that even when they fight, they're on the same team, because that's marriage. Enjoy.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,096 - Reviews: 22 - Published: 1-22-10 - Meredith G. & Derek S. - Complete
19. Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas reviews
Filling in the missing pieces from "Holidaze," like a remembrance of George, a stocking for Derek, requisite MerDer fluff, and how Christmas dinner came about. Festive one shot. MerDer, as always. Enjoy!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,035 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 12-21-09 - Meredith G. & Derek S. - Complete
20. The Headboard Chronicles reviews
I noticed in the latest episode that this is Meredith and Derek's third headboard. And I was curious as to why that is, even though I'm sure we can all figure out the dirty reasons behind it. Set between 6.06 and 6.07. Enjoy.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,083 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 10-31-09 - Meredith G. & Derek S. - Complete
21. Jello Therapy reviews
Things weren't okay. But Derek always managed to make even the crappiest day into a better one. And right now, that's all she really needed. Jell-O was nice too.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 994 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 10-16-09 - Meredith G. & Derek S. - Complete
22. The Heart of Life reviews
A post season five finale one shot. MerDer-centric. "Leaning into the fear is part of life; giving thanks for every day, no matter the outcome. Of everything George taught them, that was the most important."
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,011 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 6-12-09 - Meredith G. & Derek S. - Complete
23. World Spins Madly On reviews
A post season five finale one shot. Half ensemble, half MerDer. Essentially I tied up some loose ends and tried to give some season six optimism. "The past few days have been a testament of willpower. Strength. Family." Hope you enjoy it.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,204 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 5-15-09 - Meredith G. & Derek S. - Complete
24. You Could Model These Professionally reviews
A post 5.20 MerDer one shot. Some Izzie and Cris. Possible spoilers for future episodes, but mostly MerDer wedding talk. Enjoy!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,876 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 4-29-09 - Meredith G. & Derek S. - Complete
25. What If You reviews
She's been there for him every time he needed her, and even when he didn't. That's just what you do when you love someone. You don't run and hide and pretend everything is okay. Meredith knows from experience that stuff like that is crap. 5.17 oneshot.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,183 - Reviews: 26 - Published: 3-13-09 - Derek S. & Meredith G. - Complete
26. They Bring Me to You reviews
She's not big on holidays. He knows that. That's why he didn't go out and buy bouquets of roses or a teddy bear or anything else that she'd hold against him forever.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,907 - Reviews: 32 - Published: 2-13-09 - Derek S. & Meredith G. - Complete
27. My Dear Acquaintance A Happy New Year reviews
A MerDer New Year's Eve one shot based after episode 5.10. Enjoy. :
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,422 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 12-31-08 - Meredith G. & Derek S. - Complete
28. All That I Want reviews
A MerDer Christmas one-shot based after 5.10. Talking, progress, holiday fluff. Hopefully a nice holiday fic. Enjoy.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,149 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 12-19-08 - Meredith G. & Derek S. - Complete
29. Someone Else's Life reviews
A post 5.05, "There's No "I" in Team" one shot. MerDer progress and learning, told from Meredith's POV. Enjoy.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,563 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 10-26-08 - Meredith G. & Derek S. - Complete
30. And Then You reviews
A MerDer one shot that takes place after the season five premiere, told from Meredith's perspective. I wanted to give her a little hope, since she seems kind of lost and scared right now. Hope you like it. Reviews are appreciated.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,760 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 9-27-08 - Complete
31. Under the Milky Way reviews
A post-Freedom one shot. Derek returns to Meredith in their house of candles, written from Meredith's perspective. Just a sweet little one shot. Enjoy.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,775 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 8-8-08 - Complete
32. Nicest Thing reviews
A post "The Becoming" one shot. The night after Meredith left Dr. Wyatt's office. Meredith and Derek have an actual conversation and attempt to make progress. Because really, without talking, they're not ever going to get their champagne. And they need it
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,084 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 5-10-08 - Complete